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shadrad 🪐 still got that Space Trauma
@shadrad.bsky.social
Artist/Illustrator (hiatus). Previous work: DE/Warframe, Fiction Factory, Evil Hat. Long-COVID disabled.

She/They

https://linktr.ee/shadrad
https://sarahjoelleholstein.com
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Back on this vibe for 2025, although without my best friend by my side. Miss you every day, Spooky.
Members of congress had said MTG acted and spoke like a normal, rational human when there were no cameras around, well before her current 'enlightenment'. She's competent, manipulative, and in no way should be welcomed into 'the tent'. She can fight with trump on her own.
November 18, 2025 at 12:36 PM
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⚡️ Ukraine’s famous cat-influencer Stepan just turned 17 and remains a global symbol of resilience.

The Kharkiv-born internet star now uses his massive following to raise money for Ukraine’s defenders and animal shelters.
November 17, 2025 at 6:14 PM
Every single day I have the sudden urge to call my mom and every single day I have to remind myself she's gone.
November 18, 2025 at 3:49 AM
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While Keighley partied at the game awards with big names, their up and coming "future class" of game devs had to leave and have a meetup at a local starbucks instead.

They were promised support & got basically nothing but disrespect & now they are getting canned

www.theguardian.com/games/2025/n...
November 12, 2025 at 3:31 PM
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thing about autism is if you work really hard for many years, you can learn through trial-and-error how to navigate social situations and interpersonal connections SO effectively that people don't really believe you're autistic anymore and resent you for not being perfect at nonverbal communication
November 16, 2025 at 8:21 PM
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Heritage, for its part, was so upset about this reporting that it threatened to sue Vox to try and stop publication. But we are confident in our source and our reporting.

Here's a gift link to the piece that Heritage tried to kill www.vox.com/on-the-right...
The toxic culture behind the right’s civil war
A Heritage insider alleging “openly misogynistic and racist” conduct shines a light on the right’s inner workings.
www.vox.com
November 17, 2025 at 2:28 PM
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Lol yeah man all that panic over "a Big Mac will cost $15!" if we raise the minimum wage. Well we didn't raise the minimum wage but a Big Mac is $15 now.
November 16, 2025 at 7:06 PM
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I do want to note Mamdani's transition specifically calling attention to like, people applying for city jobs and how many CVs they got in the mail, etc, because when was the last time you saw a politician actually talk about expanding state capacity other than hiring more cops?
November 17, 2025 at 12:57 AM
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i used to make tons of sigils/talismans when i was younger and i miss doing them ngl, here’s one i’m working on, something about cups being full 🥂
November 16, 2025 at 9:30 PM
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Antisemitism is a lot like Qanon child abuse conspiracies in that there’s this real and bad phenomenon and, parallel to that, what can only be described as a large scale mass psychosis about a mostly fictional version of the same phenomenon
November 16, 2025 at 8:48 PM
My cats keep peer pressuring me to go back to sleep
November 16, 2025 at 8:30 PM
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It is positively dumbfounding to me that literally ANYONE still has Alexa in their homes, neverminded that they're lining up to buy literal surveillance sunglasses
Every new piece of technology seems designed to invade what little privacy I have left so my life can be sold to private businesses and the surveillance state while also demanding a monthly payment.
November 16, 2025 at 5:40 PM
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"I sought and longed for something I could not quite name. But in you, I found it."

~10hr study of a shot from @realgdt.bsky.social's Frankenstein, what a beautiful film 🍁🖤
November 14, 2025 at 7:42 PM
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It is very funny that many op-eds were written about this considering Frankenstein was always the true monster of the story but even funnier that in the movie like 5 people directly look at Dr Frankenstein and say “you da monster” and oped writers were like “funny thing I noticed in this film…”
November 16, 2025 at 9:53 AM
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In other words, because my art can be considered anime, and I draw D&D characters, my financial information could get flagged by MasterCard's AI and I'll lose everything. PayPal, Ko-fi, my bank account- everything.

It's not about porn.
MasterCard is marketing its new MasterCard Threat Intelligence platform to issuers & acquirers. A source familiar w/ MasterCard’s internal operations told me MTI is flagging anime, VTubing, adult content, tabletop, video games as potentially “high fraud risk”

fintechmagazine.com/news/how-is-...
How is Mastercard Preventing Payment Fraud at Scale?
Announcing Threat Intelligence at Money 20/20 US, Mastercard showcases its latest technology in preventing fraud, combining insights from Recorded Future
fintechmagazine.com
November 16, 2025 at 7:13 AM
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www.bbc.com/news/article... Hey, look. It's that thing I warned you about. #bl #danmei
China is cracking down on young women who write gay erotica
At least 30 writers have been arrested across the country since February, a lawyer tells the BBC.
www.bbc.com
November 16, 2025 at 4:57 AM
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Well, I guess if you don't want to hear it then everyone should stop
Memaw, it was closed down... how the fsck were you working every day?
did you walk to the capitol uphill both ways in a snow storm too?
Did you manage to come up with a replacement program for ACA that won't triple premiums?

Memaw is spicy about pedo protection

www.lgbtqnation.com/2025/11/quic...
Republican congresswoman rages at Democrats for bringing up their "eight-week vacation" - LGBTQ Nation
"I don't want to hear another soul say that!"
www.lgbtqnation.com
November 16, 2025 at 11:58 AM
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Don't be evil?

"Google is hosting a CBP app that uses facial recognition to identify immigrants, and tell local cops whether to contact ICE about the person, while simultaneously removing apps designed to warn local communities about the presence of ICE officers..."

www.404media.co/google-has-c...
Google Has Chosen a Side in Trump's Mass Deportation Effort
Google is hosting a CBP app that uses facial recognition to identify immigrants, while simultaneously removing apps that report the location of ICE officials because Google sees ICE as a vulnerable gr...
www.404media.co
November 16, 2025 at 2:41 AM
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The historical lesson of Nazism is to destroy Nazis before they get control of the government. We should actually follow the lesson, but we are not.
November 16, 2025 at 1:10 PM
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"Did you finish that article about the culture of enabling pedophilia among the wealthy elite?"

"Sure did boss, real wistful just like you asked."
November 16, 2025 at 1:25 PM
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Epstein was convicted in 2008.

This dump of emails shows him *over a decade later* in constant communication with damn near everyone with any degree of power.

There are emails from 2019, 11 years later, over decade later.
The thing about elon going to epstein island in 2014 is that Epstein very publicly became a registered convicted sex offender in 2008, 6 years earlier.

Note: Epstein set up Elon's brother Kimbal with a girlfriend in 2011, 3 years after Epstein became a registered convicted sex offender.
November 16, 2025 at 11:29 AM
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Respect Alice Wong’s call here:
“When I am in public spaces and see most people unmasked either because they think the virus is a hoax, that masking is virtue signaling & a sign of weakness, aren't thinking about it, or that they simply don’t care, I feel like an expendable burden not worth saving.”
COVID Isn’t Going Anywhere. Masking Up Could Save My Life.
"When I am in public spaces and see most people unmasked, I feel like an expendable burden not worth saving."
www.teenvogue.com
November 15, 2025 at 5:09 PM
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November 13, 2025 at 5:42 AM
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3 years ago today, Riot Games offered me a job making more money than I ever thought I’d make in my life. I had 19 interviews over 2.5 months to get it. Partner and I were moving to LA for it. I put in notice at my job and apartment.

2 weeks later they rescinded the offer due to “headcount issues”.
November 15, 2025 at 2:07 PM
brudders
November 15, 2025 at 9:48 AM