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niqaeli torres, child of disaster
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herein you will find: a plexiglass 4th wall, whining, cats, fannishness, occasional intersectional social commentary. she/they. blocks for bad vibes and fuckshittery. 0.00000015% of a Hugo Award Winner.
Pinned
this disaster is terrible
and we may not survive it
our descendants may not survive it

but we are children of disaster
the ones that made us and the ones that nearly unmade us but did not

so we might
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apnews.com/article/angu... One of those "at no point in this headline sentence could I have guessed the next word" kind of situations
Uninhabited Caribbean islet blossoms into love nest for critically endangered iguana
Silence used to prevail in the forest of a private Caribbean islet until environmentalists transformed it into a love nest for the critically endangered Lesser Antillean iguana.
apnews.com
December 20, 2025 at 12:13 AM
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a post that should be incoherent but is not because we're all trapped on the same emotional roller coaster together
“Of course, it doesn’t feel right to want IT to HAPPEN. And it’s obviously not okay to try to make IT HAPPEN. That’s not what this is ABOUT, just to make things CLEAR LEGALLY as far as VARIOUS AGENCIES are concerned.”
www.mcsweeneys.net/articles/whe...
When It Happens
It’s been so long, you sometimes forget that eventually, IT will HAPPEN. It’s impossible to say when IT will HAPPEN. But it can’t be too long until...
www.mcsweeneys.net
December 19, 2025 at 11:08 PM
ah yes, we have moved on to the “I’m blocking people for overreacting to generative AI’s mere existence as a technology because I am deeply empathetic to where their emotions are coming from and yet too fucking tired to deal with them” part of today’s AI drama
December 19, 2025 at 10:06 PM
here's the thing. I get that it's difficult to say "no LLM" because LLMs are a class of algorithm and there are ones that have not been trained unethically and in exploitation of the labour of your membership, and banning an entire technology because the most common applications are Bad is Not Great
Another Nebula Awards nomination cycle is in full swing, and the addition of poetry and comics, along with the presence of LLMs in industry, required careful consideration.

Read on, and vote well!

We trust our voters & look forward to what they choose to celebrate.

www.sfwa.org/2025/12/19/p...
December 19, 2025 at 8:49 PM
I started writing a thread in reply to this but I'm just going to pull it out to a top-level #DCEAUoD thread because honestly, it's a little hyperspecific to that universe lol. SO ANYWAY. Roy and Tim's friendship!
I’m very interested in this friendship! :))
December 19, 2025 at 5:48 PM
evergreen
life finds a way (to be biochemically troublesome)
December 19, 2025 at 4:39 PM
I have seen the talking aheep trailer thing now and I spent the entire thing having the screaming heebie jeebies at the sheep; their faces are VISCERALLY wrong. I can’t tell if this is “I have seen actual sheep recently” or what, but holy hell no thank u I will not be watching.
December 19, 2025 at 4:12 PM
in honour of I have just gotten off my ass to clean and reapply a tempered glass screen protector properly, here is your irregular reminder to:

take your phone out of its case and disinfect the phone and the case both!
December 17, 2025 at 10:09 PM
I really wish Starbucks would settle a goddamn contract with their union, I am very fucking tired of not being able to grab coffee and breakfast on my way to work and to my medical appointments. (Yes, obviously other places sell coffee and breakfast; none of them are as convenient for me.)
December 17, 2025 at 3:26 PM
"why is there a random bit of tile on the INSIDE of this wall???" ask our house's future-owners when they eventually re-do the guest bathroom enough to require getting into that wall
Previous owners are the bane of our lives. But we often wonder what future occupiers will say of *our* decisions!
December 16, 2025 at 5:20 PM
…I kind of hate that I am sufficiently Online and have been for long enough that my reaction to this was “obviously there’s a nazi pony, that’s bronies for you,” and not “what the fuck”. *sigh*
the January 6th pipe bomb guy was a brony who faved over 300 pictures of a nazi my little pony character on Derpibooru, the fandom's largest image site.

@derpibooru.bsky.social
December 16, 2025 at 2:13 AM
They're looking for jobs that are either remote or in the Denver-area.
This is an insane thing to do but I'm getting desperate:
My husband is an extremely skilled tier 3 tech support worker with a bachelor's of economics, familiarity with a wide variety of technical systems, and a long employment history in aerospace.
He's been out of work for seven months now.
December 15, 2025 at 7:34 PM
chat, is it a good sign when you apply a transdermal patch and literally not even a full minute later that spot starts itching vaguely
December 15, 2025 at 3:10 PM
I should link them on a top-level post, so here it is! They do pre-orders only to keep costs down, so you want to plan ahead if you want one for next year. Ours got delayed due to shipping/tariffs fuckery but it still got here on the 12th!
December 13, 2025 at 4:51 PM
Nimbus has crunched through a goddamn light bulb from the tree lights, thank god they’re not glass anymore, but he hasn’t knocked anything over even since he got on top of the base and started fighting the tree top. Now I just have to get orange oil and soak the lights in them, I guess.
December 13, 2025 at 2:44 PM
didn’t get a good photo of it, but Alice has gotten up on top of the cat tree part and climbed into the top foliage and it barely even wobbled!! so this bodes very well indeed, god I am so happy.
well, I can’t give it a full review yet since we haven’t even decorated it yet much less had a full christmas season with it and the cats, but godDAMN the Cat Christmas looks GREAT. and it solves my desire to have a corner christmas tree without taking over the whole room!!
December 13, 2025 at 5:15 AM
well, I can’t give it a full review yet since we haven’t even decorated it yet much less had a full christmas season with it and the cats, but godDAMN the Cat Christmas looks GREAT. and it solves my desire to have a corner christmas tree without taking over the whole room!!
December 13, 2025 at 3:12 AM
in other news, I am still vaguely dehydrated after having 2.4g of sodium via skratch, and really i just want to know what the fuck my body is doing with all that salt, seriously.
December 12, 2025 at 12:18 AM
anyway, today is not a great day and I need distraction, so let's do a round of

1 like = 1 excerpt from a WIP (#DCEAUoD, Pacific Rim, or Dragon Age)
December 11, 2025 at 9:42 PM
My hip is screaming because I haven't been doing any of the PT that helps with it (aerial and handstands) because I don't think I can safely do any of that with the current pain levels and fuckery, and I am so goddamn angry about it. Existentially and generally, but.
December 11, 2025 at 9:38 PM
I look forward to the day doing my braids stops being an exercise in agony. Anyway, today has sucked for pain, but I got the critical shit at work done and I am home and showered and I threw myself on the massage pad and took MORE meds and I am drinking salts while I hope for the nausea to go away.
December 11, 2025 at 8:07 PM
hello painsomnia, my old friend.
December 11, 2025 at 6:56 AM
okay, I do have *one* complaint about the Chirp Contour, and that’s that the fabric is not comfortable on the neck massager. this is was easily solved by throwing one of my silk pillowcases over it, though.
December 11, 2025 at 2:02 AM
Highlander: The Source. It was so fucking bad I was genuinely angry about the hours of my life lost.
Never mind movies you’ve watched multiple times, name a movie you’ve watched once and would never watch again.
December 10, 2025 at 3:33 PM
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December 9, 2025 at 7:01 PM