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eledwards.bsky.social
gingertedwards 𓅃
@eledwards.bsky.social
AuDHD coffee vampire, fond of cats, weary, probably too influenced by the b side of My War
Can’t remember what else needs to be in a bio
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Hi! I'm someone who has the audacity to be brown and autistic on the Internet, and I wrote this piece because I'm also too audacious to care about whether I make certain people uncomfortable. It's not about you! But if you THINK it's about you, then it most definitely is. Hope this helps!
November 28, 2025 at 11:05 AM
My mum died and the grief hasn’t hit me yet so i don’t know how to behave appropriately rn
November 30, 2025 at 3:54 PM
@24shaz.bsky.social remember ages back discussing BBB, sex hormones and Covid and I couldn’t think/remember why oestrogens might be relevant? Sort of summarised in here

isom.ca/article/long...
Long COVID, POTS, CFS and MTHFR: Linked by Biochemistry and Nutrition
ADH = Antidiuretic hormone (vasopressin) ARBs = Angiotensin receptor blockers BBB = Blood brain barrier BKN = Bradykinin CFS = Chronic Fatigue Syndrome COMT = Catechol-O-methyltransferase CRH = Cortic...
isom.ca
November 29, 2025 at 7:33 PM
Idk if it remained part of autism diagnosis but having ‘struggles to form and maintain close friendships and relationships’ as not just a criteria but emphasised in my assessment report felt and feels a lot like a terrible curse. Especially as it clearly doesn’t hold true for other autistic people
November 28, 2025 at 12:20 PM
Is it because of my Medical frymblal or my Environental features?
I’m having to fight spellcheck which is surely a sign of how high quality the scienceing is
Uhh,,, Figure 1 shows you... what exactly? Trying to understand Medical fryrmbial, runctitional features and mum's legs going through concrete.

This whole article is a bit of a disaster. And it's very difficult to find other published work for the author. Strange! 🧪

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November 27, 2025 at 10:59 AM
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Please don't make me ride the autism bicycle. That seat looks ouchy and the wheels are made of spiderwebs
November 27, 2025 at 8:32 AM
Going to have to do the “I really dislike the shortened version of my name, I know you don’t know because we never had a conversation where you asked if it was ok and i wasn’t brave enough to nip it in the bud before but it’s been years you’ve called me it and i can’t stand it anymore” conversation
November 26, 2025 at 1:34 PM
Cat has beaten my lower legs up with the campest limp legged soft paw slaps possible. This appears to be his best effort at emotional support, by being as ridiculous as possible
November 23, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Someone I know posted some clips of their cat just titled Tinsel Licker* which has stuck in my brain.
I so wish I had musical ability because that would be the name of my sinister sleazy electronica project

*their cat tries to groom tinsel as though it’s fur, every year
November 22, 2025 at 6:12 PM
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It's that time of year
November 22, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Really wish the hospital hold music didn’t sound like it was written to accompany 80’s Miami Vice scene of one of them driving to a waterfront alone at night intercut with a montage of flashback scenes from a doomed illicit affair
November 22, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Tbh, the ‘good hiding’ and being shouted at to pull myself together therapy I (and others) had a lot of might also have lead to a bit of a drugs cascade

On balance I’d rather have had the adhd meds earlier in life with bonus of happier earlier memories of my parents/teachers/other kids etc
November 20, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Shocked by the death of someone I used to be friends with, saddened we’d drifted to just be names on each other’s fb friends lists because catch ups never happened
November 19, 2025 at 8:42 PM
Well i did not know this

youtube.com/shorts/hM_Fi...
27 July 2025
YouTube video by Silver Rox
youtube.com
November 15, 2025 at 7:36 PM
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November 14, 2025 at 8:52 PM
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happy Partially Muscled Skeleton Stands by the Perimeter Fence and Screams for Thirty Seconds Before Vanishing day
November 14, 2025 at 6:39 AM
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November 10, 2025 at 7:45 PM
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Possibly because it's been enshrined in a famous folk song, many people don't realize how recent the wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald actually is. To put it in context, the ship's sinking happens to coincide with Green Day's "Dookie," which was itself released fifty years ago today
November 10, 2025 at 7:39 PM
Option C, you have been as friendly as you can muster which set an unsustainably high bar of expected sociability, and now you are trapped in a friendship that is exhausting but any dip in level from either side is interpreted as a personal rejection. Fun!
foundational autistic adult experiences

you have been as friendly as you can muster and someone thinks you have been unfriendly

you have been as friendly as you can muster and now man thinks you want to have sex with him
November 10, 2025 at 1:49 PM
Every now and then a spammy/bot account likes one of my old rants about Peter Singer which reminds me all over again how much he annoys me. It’s like having an anti-special interest
November 10, 2025 at 1:19 AM
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Remember, folks. We took one for the team. "affect recognition" is so bad it's beyond the realm of wrong and you might give yourself an ulcer having to debate it. SO WE MDE SURE YOU DON'T HAVE TO! Here's that link to our piece once again.

hyperallergic.com/604897/how-s...
How Scientists Use and Abuse Portraiture
Many scientific studies assume that the features of painted faces are the facts of the flesh-and-blood countenances to which they refer. This assumption is not only false; it is preposterous.
hyperallergic.com
November 6, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Apparently Classic FM is playing “pet calming” music tonight and the weekend. Which I guess is good if your pet likes classical music.

Mine does not
but also I’m not really in the mood for Melvins which he usually does seem to like, so idk
November 5, 2025 at 6:40 PM
I guess one of the few upsides to agoraphobia (which never really goes away) is the panic about going out esp after dark outweighed benefit of the crisis cafe place. Just got to get over myself and not be crisis-y because the cat hasn’t done *any* counselling training at all
October 29, 2025 at 9:07 PM
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"Dress for the job you want, not the job you have"
Here is Gregory Bovino, the man in charge of ICE agents in Chicago.
October 28, 2025 at 5:48 PM