The nursing home are helping with the hospital admin bit and the funeral arrangements were done in advance. The nursing home manager is a star for going beyond and it’s a huge help after a lifetime of shitty experiences with Pinderfields hospital I have panic attacks just at seeing their number

It’s more of a passing thing in an acronym fest, however the incidence of MTHFR variants is really relevant to outcomes

I was trying to say I like people, I would like to be reciprocally friendlier and more sociable. I’m just like a phone that’s always at a low battery level warning status, which limits how much I can attempt and still have some energy for essential tasks

Why did i try to fit that bit to the tune of When Doves Cry?

Idk, I’ve been boycotting MacDonalds for the last year. Is it a meal deal?

Please don't make me ride the autism bicycle. That seat looks ouchy and the wheels are made of spiderwebs

I got stuck on Fexcectorn, is it a word? Google says no but we all know that neologisms creep into anything written about autism/neurodivergence and simply by being written down a few times are suddenly official terms we should all know

Not looking forward to that at all

On a lighter note I impulse bought the cat a sunflower cat tree, and now assembled it is so horrifying big and tall it looks like we are performing Jack and The Beanstalk. Also the cat doesn’t like it.

(There’s “stuff” going on with my mum rn so am being extra salty and sad nostalgia as displacement. Mostly because it’s only going one way and there will be admin to handle soon and that is when I’ll fall apart)

Grief feels very self indulgent when there were ample missed or neglected opportunities to stay in touch