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34. Black, fat, genderfreak. Creator of problematic (micro)fiction with adult themes and subjects.
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I Have No Mouth and I Must Subscribe to a Computer Mouth
May 7, 2025 at 8:49 PM
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i didn't think i'd ever get to write a sentence this beautiful in a blog post
February 15, 2026 at 3:22 PM
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caves of qud
February 17, 2026 at 10:43 PM
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The funny thing is, the Empire is scarier when Vader is just an attack dog. Like, they just have a fallen samurai mystic on their payroll as a mid-level lackey. The last dying echoes of magic and wonder in the universe from the old age is an errand boy.
February 17, 2026 at 5:06 PM
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February 16, 2026 at 4:48 PM
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They raided the jailed children to steal their letters.

The problem, in federal officials' minds, wasn't confining children in prison-camp conditions; it was that the children could tell the public about it.
“I don’t want to be in this place I want to go to my school.”

- 7 year old imprisoned by ICE for 70 days in a concentration camp in Texas.

Today, after @propublica.org published this story, the camp was raided to confiscate letters from the children.

www.propublica.org/article/ice-...
February 17, 2026 at 8:01 PM
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elena!!!1!!!!11!!!!!
February 16, 2026 at 8:00 AM
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i think lots of people underestimate how badly these “AI” companies want people to be unable to afford computers. they view personal computing as a roadblock to their desire for complete end-to-end centralization. the fact that their tech is putting hardware out of reach is not just a happy accident
February 17, 2026 at 5:49 PM
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This is exactly what Deleuze and Guattari mean by "everybody wants to be a fascist". To treat your comfort as a higher priority than others' justice is the very core essence of "microfascism"
because ultimately that IS the core of fascism. its the shock troop of capitalism in crisis. fascism is COMPLETELY DEVOTED TO CAPITAL at the detriment of everything else. contra only cares about defending the status quo but like all fascists she must be deceptive about her goals
February 17, 2026 at 6:14 PM
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“I asked ChatGPT”

Oh yeah well I asked this white-haired red-eyed femme how she manages to walk 3 puppygirl mecha pilots at once, and she threatened to eat me.
February 17, 2026 at 5:52 PM
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"black people ain't havin no trans women" you think of large groups of living humans as inanimate, mutually fungible brand positions. America has broken you beyond repair. You see a child getting slurs yelled at them in a tf2 lobby and you think of a Crunchwrap assembled with too much diced tomato
in retrospect, I think my experiences on twitter inoculated me to the "Black People Ain't Havin' No Trans Women" nonsense by spending so much time either beefing with or being racially harassed by those same types if you replaced "Trans Women" with "Africans"
February 17, 2026 at 5:48 PM
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"black people ain't having no trans" no, dude you round a bunch of maladjusted losers who hold questionable ideas and presume to have them speak for us all, which they don't.
February 17, 2026 at 3:48 AM
I'm pretty fun to hang out with, I think.
Quote Post this with something you like about yourself
February 17, 2026 at 3:58 PM
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MR REV JESSE JACKSON:

WE WILL KEEP HOPE ALIVE. FOR THE DESPERATE, THE DAMNED, AND THE DISMISSED.

WE WILL LEARN FROM YOUR EXAMPLE, SHOW UP, STRUGGLE, AND PRAY, TO KEEP HOPE ALIVE.

WE GIVE THANKS, THAT WHEN AN UNJUST SOCIETY THOUGHT TO KILL THE DREAM OF PEACE, YOU KEPT HOPE ALIVE.

REST IN POWER.
February 17, 2026 at 12:53 PM
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something i NEED to add here is also something ive been saying for years: the attack on trans healthcare is very specifically creating consent for the privatization of healthcare systems internationally.
i dont think its fair that we have to diy our transition when doctors are perfectly capable of meeting our needs. they just choose not to.
February 17, 2026 at 2:06 PM
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I was musing on this a few minutes ago, and last night. I really think their behavior is intended to sabotage any semblance of leftist coalition in the USA, in no small part due to their consistent chanting about "WHITE LEFTISTS!" any time you suggest their kween K_m_la is kneecapping us.
the khive breaching containment will have long lasting political consequences i stg
February 17, 2026 at 2:46 PM
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S-tier perversion: blending our coats of arms but in a way that implies the subordination of your heraldic beast to mine
February 9, 2025 at 7:43 PM
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I bet that big crocodile from sonic fucks like a champ
February 17, 2026 at 4:37 AM
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correct and harrowing take. it has tended to converge on promoting behaviors that are compulsive or easy to turn compulsive, which cause injury and isolation as well as screwing with the neurochemistry of developing brains among ppl with limited autonomy and zero real life experience
beyond the semi-ironic memey shit looksmaxxing as a whole is more of a decentralized body dysmorphia cult operating under pro-ana like mechanics
February 17, 2026 at 2:49 AM
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beyond the semi-ironic memey shit looksmaxxing as a whole is more of a decentralized body dysmorphia cult operating under pro-ana like mechanics
February 16, 2026 at 9:14 PM
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The internet has been a disaster for people's body image.
beyond the semi-ironic memey shit looksmaxxing as a whole is more of a decentralized body dysmorphia cult operating under pro-ana like mechanics
February 16, 2026 at 10:53 PM
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you really should look at the statue
early-game caves of qud advice is "go north and look at the statue" and late-game caves of qud advice is "enter a precognitive vision before you cook with neutron flux" and that's why it's the game of all time
February 17, 2026 at 12:14 AM
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There’s going to be Covid style shortages of cars, TVs and even washing machines and fridges, then job losses because assembly lines can’t source solid state memory, just so the stupidest person you know can state with 100% confidence a chatbot confirmed dinosaurs coexisted with humans.
I understand framing the AI bubble RAM supply crisis in terms of stuff like video game consoles because nerds can conceptualize that but the framing does really undersell the sheer magnitude of how it's going to fuck up everything that even touches a computer.
February 16, 2026 at 9:02 PM
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Donate to the BLACCEST EIDOLONS.
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February 16, 2026 at 9:26 PM
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some rainbows for your workweek
February 16, 2026 at 1:56 PM