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NSFW/Minors DNI 🔞 She/They/It
34. Black, fat, genderfreak. Creator of problematic (micro)fiction with adult themes and subjects.
Support me on ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/apocryphascribe
Fandom alt here: https://bsky.app/profile/apocryphascribe.bsky.social
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you literally never have to hand it to the blood libel creeps
"We owe conspiracy theorists a huge apology"

No we fucking don't. They were talking about a secret conspiracy of gay trans Jewish lizard people. The Epstein files uncovered a conspiracy of rich, straight, white, right-wing Christian men, which these motherfuckers never even considered.
February 20, 2026 at 2:02 PM
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Thank you Hideki Naganuma for crafting the generational banger that is The Concept of Love
February 20, 2026 at 2:31 PM
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February 20, 2026 at 1:54 AM
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Hate these days where the bare essentials - food, sleep, work, chores - take 100% of you, and you just have to accept that it's a day you aren't really living, and that all kinds of joyful things you could be doing or sharing in are going to pass you by. I hate how many of my days are like this
February 20, 2026 at 4:14 AM
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This is the second fanfiction I've ever written, and so it also goes up on the shelf (AO3) with my wretched Malenia smut.
Palingenesis: From What Was Me - arachnixe (fungal_halo) - Fallen London | Echo Bazaar [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
February 20, 2026 at 2:41 AM
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February 20, 2026 at 2:39 AM
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oh hey. it me
February 20, 2026 at 1:38 AM
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in summary:
February 20, 2026 at 1:59 AM
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Pay the Blaccest Eidolon.
If you're interested in helping me pay my bills until I can find a job or steady income, my ko-fi is below. I'd really appreciate any help.
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February 19, 2026 at 11:59 PM
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this is the most "analysis of the intersection of racial and gendered hegemony" White Feminists can handle before they get scared
February 19, 2026 at 8:11 PM
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HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH!!!!! BLACK HISTORY IS SEX WORK BLACK HISTORY IS QUEER BLACK HISTORY IS TRANS BLACK HISTORY IS AT THE CRUX OF SO MUCH OF THE CULTURE WE ALL CONSUME AND YET SO DEEPLY DISRESPECTED! PUT SOME FUCKING RESPECT ON OUR HISTORY SO WE CAN PROTECT OUR FUTURES!!
February 1, 2026 at 3:18 PM
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Hey what's going on with people getting arrested for trying to block AI data centers all over the country

It's almost like the AI industry and fascism have the same goals in mind IDK IDK I'm not a doctor
February 19, 2026 at 7:48 PM
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Paintings from my portrait series I'm proud of
February 19, 2026 at 9:40 PM
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RIP, your work continues, we'll never forget you
#OtD 19 Feb 2002 legendary transgender activist of Puerto Rican and Venezuelan descent, Sylvia Rivera died aged 50 in NYC. Born in the Bronx, she was a friend to Marsha P Johnson, active in the Gay Liberation Front and the Young Lords stories.workingclasshistory.com/tag/8460/syl...
February 19, 2026 at 7:10 PM
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it’s really annoying that the ‘defund the police’ conversation in the mainstream is only ever “should we have more or less police officers?” and not the “police officers shouldn’t be armed with riot gear and tanks and also can kill people” conversation
February 19, 2026 at 6:03 PM
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people of varying stripes can get weird in face of the assertion that white women can (and do) exert hegemonic power to sexually exploit Black men
February 19, 2026 at 6:31 PM
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Carved in the likeness of the One True God, it was blessed with a mouth to give blessings to the people
February 19, 2026 at 6:32 PM
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February 19, 2026 at 6:28 PM
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and on the femme end of the spectrum you have this sort of thing. unbelievably cunt
February 19, 2026 at 12:09 PM
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"... a legal case in North Carolina around 1840 involving a white woman and a Black man who lived together. The court focused on property rights... but neighbors’ testimony revealed the power imbalance, including accounts that when the couple fought, she threatened to sell him."
As the U.S. grapples with slavery’s legacy and Trump's systematic attempts to erase Black history, sexual violence against Black men remains poorly understood, says Thomas A. Foster.
Black Men Endured Sexual Exploitation Under Slavery. Their Story Is Rarely Told.
Historian Thomas A. Foster discusses his new book Rethinking Rufus: Sexual Violations of Enslaved Men.
buff.ly
February 19, 2026 at 6:19 PM
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ABSOLUTE BLACK CANARY IS A BRICK SHITHOUSE LETS FUCKING GOOOO
February 19, 2026 at 6:21 PM
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we all have that one oc we low-key torture
February 19, 2026 at 6:14 PM
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I did the key and packaging art for the physical/soundtrack releases of Demon Tides! It was a joy to work with the team, and so exciting to see what a jampacked thing the final game is 💖

If you love old-school platformers you are gonna go crazy over this one! store.steampowered.com/app/2585890/...
February 19, 2026 at 5:36 PM