You are already the awakeness that you seek!
January 13, 2026 at 2:02 AM
You are already the awakeness that you seek!
no, you can't make me 😤
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
January 12, 2026 at 12:40 PM
no, you can't make me 😤
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
There is a parallax effect between the memory of me as a child and how I remember my parents from my childhood, and me as an adult now at the age of the remembered parents. What hope did they have for me then, what hope did I have, what disappointment now, here in the awakeness of the early hours...
January 12, 2026 at 9:28 AM
There is a parallax effect between the memory of me as a child and how I remember my parents from my childhood, and me as an adult now at the age of the remembered parents. What hope did they have for me then, what hope did I have, what disappointment now, here in the awakeness of the early hours...
You could have sent coffee and kisses to hasten the awakeness.
Have you learned nothing this week?
Have you learned nothing this week?
January 11, 2026 at 7:06 PM
You could have sent coffee and kisses to hasten the awakeness.
Have you learned nothing this week?
Have you learned nothing this week?
Loneliness, then, is the price of awakeness. It’s what we face when we stop clutching second-hand notions—religion, nationalism, spiritual slogans, gender banners, racial labels—and instead meet the terrifying fact that we don’t actually know who or what we ar... https://thisness.one/post/2026-01-11
January 11, 2026 at 4:18 PM
Loneliness, then, is the price of awakeness. It’s what we face when we stop clutching second-hand notions—religion, nationalism, spiritual slogans, gender banners, racial labels—and instead meet the terrifying fact that we don’t actually know who or what we ar... https://thisness.one/post/2026-01-11
11:30pm - 6am Sleep
6am - 8:30am Vague awakeness
8:30am - 10:30am Sleep
10:30am - 2:15pm Something resembling awakeness
2:15pm Fuck it, sleep
6am - 8:30am Vague awakeness
8:30am - 10:30am Sleep
10:30am - 2:15pm Something resembling awakeness
2:15pm Fuck it, sleep
January 11, 2026 at 12:18 AM
11:30pm - 6am Sleep
6am - 8:30am Vague awakeness
8:30am - 10:30am Sleep
10:30am - 2:15pm Something resembling awakeness
2:15pm Fuck it, sleep
6am - 8:30am Vague awakeness
8:30am - 10:30am Sleep
10:30am - 2:15pm Something resembling awakeness
2:15pm Fuck it, sleep
fuck out of you. et cetera. like if im not eating well or sleeping well or overall just doing really bad the medicine foesnt really do anything for productivity + awakeness other than make me not be in evilmode. but yeah
January 9, 2026 at 11:30 PM
fuck out of you. et cetera. like if im not eating well or sleeping well or overall just doing really bad the medicine foesnt really do anything for productivity + awakeness other than make me not be in evilmode. but yeah
< for ‘motivation and awakeness’ it brings me - nearly there
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
January 9, 2026 at 10:18 AM
< for ‘motivation and awakeness’ it brings me - nearly there
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
i am glowing with awakeness at 2:36 in the AM, so i will be dulling with sleepiness at 9:00 in the AM 😑
January 5, 2026 at 4:36 PM
i am glowing with awakeness at 2:36 in the AM, so i will be dulling with sleepiness at 9:00 in the AM 😑
I’m going to blame my awakeness on me taking a stimulant for the first time in weeks today.
January 5, 2026 at 9:18 AM
I’m going to blame my awakeness on me taking a stimulant for the first time in weeks today.
I’m rocking 27 hours of awakeness myself. It’s all because of all these stupid war criminals are running around murdering.
January 4, 2026 at 11:59 AM
I’m rocking 27 hours of awakeness myself. It’s all because of all these stupid war criminals are running around murdering.
Scientists fear after this many days off work with not much gong on in the mornings Pete has reverted to his natural midday-to-4am awakeness pattern.
Still it means I'm up late enough to see the full moon get over the rooftops and light up the snowy back gardens:
Still it means I'm up late enough to see the full moon get over the rooftops and light up the snowy back gardens:
January 3, 2026 at 2:32 AM
Scientists fear after this many days off work with not much gong on in the mornings Pete has reverted to his natural midday-to-4am awakeness pattern.
Still it means I'm up late enough to see the full moon get over the rooftops and light up the snowy back gardens:
Still it means I'm up late enough to see the full moon get over the rooftops and light up the snowy back gardens:
Somnophilia? Call that a problematic awakeness gap.
January 2, 2026 at 10:01 AM
Somnophilia? Call that a problematic awakeness gap.
they were being a little cuddle train on me and I guess I breathed too hard for him and disturbed his awakeness 😂
January 2, 2026 at 7:20 AM
they were being a little cuddle train on me and I guess I breathed too hard for him and disturbed his awakeness 😂
there’s a lot i want to appreciate that i don’t have the time or awakeness to put together in a post. if 2023 was my turning point, then 2025 is when i truly felt the impact of it all. i think i got blessed with too many people to thank. this year, i’ll try to pay it forward to them again.
January 1, 2026 at 11:03 AM
there’s a lot i want to appreciate that i don’t have the time or awakeness to put together in a post. if 2023 was my turning point, then 2025 is when i truly felt the impact of it all. i think i got blessed with too many people to thank. this year, i’ll try to pay it forward to them again.
Good for you! I am impressed at your awakeness! At Athfest 2024, I saw Pylon Reenactment Society play a show that started at 12:30 am. I will be proud of that for years!
January 1, 2026 at 5:41 AM
Good for you! I am impressed at your awakeness! At Athfest 2024, I saw Pylon Reenactment Society play a show that started at 12:30 am. I will be proud of that for years!
I don't think I have another hour of awakeness in me to see the end of the year...
Maybe I'll just go to bed early... I'm so tired... I keep dozing off in my seat...
Maybe I'll just go to bed early... I'm so tired... I keep dozing off in my seat...
December 31, 2025 at 10:51 PM
I don't think I have another hour of awakeness in me to see the end of the year...
Maybe I'll just go to bed early... I'm so tired... I keep dozing off in my seat...
Maybe I'll just go to bed early... I'm so tired... I keep dozing off in my seat...
Wide Awakeness
December 31, 2025 at 6:58 AM
Wide Awakeness
Every time I take a shirtless shot in Ishgard, I think of people who go out to check their mail shirtless with a mug of coffee in hand and no mental awakeness yet.
December 30, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Every time I take a shirtless shot in Ishgard, I think of people who go out to check their mail shirtless with a mug of coffee in hand and no mental awakeness yet.
So I wake up and flick through the AEW results and honestly thought in bleary eyed half awakeness that Mox had won the title back, I've been pondering that for half an hour and realised, nope, I'd read that wrong.
Oh well I'm off to watch some TJPW.
Oh well I'm off to watch some TJPW.
December 28, 2025 at 7:27 AM
So I wake up and flick through the AEW results and honestly thought in bleary eyed half awakeness that Mox had won the title back, I've been pondering that for half an hour and realised, nope, I'd read that wrong.
Oh well I'm off to watch some TJPW.
Oh well I'm off to watch some TJPW.
That part is a beacon 🤔 guiding your body to awakeness
December 26, 2025 at 2:19 PM
That part is a beacon 🤔 guiding your body to awakeness
In the background to help aid my awakeness but alas. It's 4:00 and I don't feel rested. I don't think I can go back to sleep anyways.
December 24, 2025 at 9:58 PM
In the background to help aid my awakeness but alas. It's 4:00 and I don't feel rested. I don't think I can go back to sleep anyways.
I remembered to take my melatonin to fight the #ADHD awakeness. Then the toddler wanted to scream until 4am for who knows why meaning I then had to fight the melatonin to stay awake with her. Then woke up at 6. 🙃 Forgive me for I will not be on top of my game today. 🫠
#Neurodivergent #Parenting
#Neurodivergent #Parenting
December 18, 2025 at 1:06 PM
I remembered to take my melatonin to fight the #ADHD awakeness. Then the toddler wanted to scream until 4am for who knows why meaning I then had to fight the melatonin to stay awake with her. Then woke up at 6. 🙃 Forgive me for I will not be on top of my game today. 🫠
#Neurodivergent #Parenting
#Neurodivergent #Parenting
Oh that's rough Evan! My Mum struggles with it too. I usually sleep like a bear so 4.30 a.m. was a shock!
Wide awakeness 🤩
Have a great day Evan 😊
Wide awakeness 🤩
Have a great day Evan 😊
December 18, 2025 at 6:49 AM
Oh that's rough Evan! My Mum struggles with it too. I usually sleep like a bear so 4.30 a.m. was a shock!
Wide awakeness 🤩
Have a great day Evan 😊
Wide awakeness 🤩
Have a great day Evan 😊
I am an insomniac AnnaLois…I feel your wide awakeness (I believe I may have made a new word)! 🤭
Go well! 😀👌🏼👋🏼🫶🏼
Go well! 😀👌🏼👋🏼🫶🏼
December 18, 2025 at 6:46 AM
I am an insomniac AnnaLois…I feel your wide awakeness (I believe I may have made a new word)! 🤭
Go well! 😀👌🏼👋🏼🫶🏼
Go well! 😀👌🏼👋🏼🫶🏼