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doctorised hyperdilettante | sorceress of matdjqchiqqcchhkk (“magic”) | fan of king monkey | girl, trans type | 39 | member of the least understandable, least relatable poster hall of fame | most bisexual trans girl on bluesky | 🦔 <- look at this cutie
just watched “Conan The Barbarian” (1982) for the first time in a loooooong time and it really goes on and on, huh? absolutely the most “dudes rock” fantasy movie ever made, made at the exact point in time that this specific adaptation could possibly have been made.
January 31, 2026 at 6:35 AM
just watched “Conan The Barbarian” (1982) for the first time in a loooooong time and it really goes on and on, huh? absolutely the most “dudes rock” fantasy movie ever made, made at the exact point in time that this specific adaptation could possibly have been made.
okay, i do draws from two different decks for my weekly tarot spreads, and you have to admit it tracks for this hangover that the RWS draw for today was 5 of pentacles 😂
January 31, 2026 at 2:59 AM
okay, i do draws from two different decks for my weekly tarot spreads, and you have to admit it tracks for this hangover that the RWS draw for today was 5 of pentacles 😂
supplementary 45-minute meditation to music didn’t go wrong either, starting to feel a bit more human
January 31, 2026 at 2:31 AM
supplementary 45-minute meditation to music didn’t go wrong either, starting to feel a bit more human
hahaha noooo you’re too hot to know the true face of god 😏
January 31, 2026 at 1:25 AM
hahaha noooo you’re too hot to know the true face of god 😏
day eighty three, a brutally hungover sit but a sit nonetheless. naturally, fighting off sleepiness a lot, but still got some periods of decent focus. also had extremely detailed visuals when on the edge of sleep, just hyperrealistic flashes of things good and bad and unsettling and glorious.
so a few months ago i decided i would do a magical working of meditating for an hour a day until my 40th birthday, starting tomorrow for obscure reasons. wish me luck on the “sit there and do nothing working”! i’m going to struggle a lot!
January 31, 2026 at 1:00 AM
day eighty three, a brutally hungover sit but a sit nonetheless. naturally, fighting off sleepiness a lot, but still got some periods of decent focus. also had extremely detailed visuals when on the edge of sleep, just hyperrealistic flashes of things good and bad and unsettling and glorious.
okay, time to attempt what will probably be the hardest sit of the sit and do nothing working. pray for me.
i bet meditating when i wake up is gonna suuuuuck
January 30, 2026 at 11:51 PM
okay, time to attempt what will probably be the hardest sit of the sit and do nothing working. pray for me.
it’s really developing into a rough one, maturing even. don’t be me.
i am disastrously hungover 😭
January 30, 2026 at 11:32 PM
it’s really developing into a rough one, maturing even. don’t be me.
rotoscoped simpsons
January 30, 2026 at 11:14 PM
rotoscoped simpsons
i think it is funny when FODMAPS advice for some fruit is “you may have a quarter of a cup at this *exact* ripeness, no more and no less” like how many people had to shit themselves to find the exact amount
January 30, 2026 at 9:45 PM
i think it is funny when FODMAPS advice for some fruit is “you may have a quarter of a cup at this *exact* ripeness, no more and no less” like how many people had to shit themselves to find the exact amount
the sell for oblivion isn’t “everything is an illusion”, that’s too general
you gotta incentivise with specifics like “math isn’t real”
you gotta incentivise with specifics like “math isn’t real”
January 30, 2026 at 9:32 PM
the sell for oblivion isn’t “everything is an illusion”, that’s too general
you gotta incentivise with specifics like “math isn’t real”
you gotta incentivise with specifics like “math isn’t real”
reading a report featuring the phrase “comprises of” and immediately knowing the writer came up in public service lol
January 30, 2026 at 9:30 PM
reading a report featuring the phrase “comprises of” and immediately knowing the writer came up in public service lol
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especially when irl they are all like "it's time for nerds to be rockstars" and never quite get above "guy in polo shirt with goatee and a white 300zx who works at the speaker store"
i miss the days of gaming where a developer would get too much of an ego after a couple of hits and then tank their career for most of a decade trying to make “the perfect game”, which was almost always an attempt to make a perfect simulation of the real world for some fucken shooter or some shit. 🤭
January 30, 2026 at 9:22 PM
especially when irl they are all like "it's time for nerds to be rockstars" and never quite get above "guy in polo shirt with goatee and a white 300zx who works at the speaker store"
i miss the days of gaming where a developer would get too much of an ego after a couple of hits and then tank their career for most of a decade trying to make “the perfect game”, which was almost always an attempt to make a perfect simulation of the real world for some fucken shooter or some shit. 🤭
January 30, 2026 at 9:17 PM
i miss the days of gaming where a developer would get too much of an ego after a couple of hits and then tank their career for most of a decade trying to make “the perfect game”, which was almost always an attempt to make a perfect simulation of the real world for some fucken shooter or some shit. 🤭
i officially gotta readjust my self-image of my drinking ability again. i don’t know if they have any studies on how that changes after transition, but i need you all to know that if they said “no further changes after 2 years”, they just stopped the study at that point, it definitely gets worse 😭
January 30, 2026 at 8:50 PM
i officially gotta readjust my self-image of my drinking ability again. i don’t know if they have any studies on how that changes after transition, but i need you all to know that if they said “no further changes after 2 years”, they just stopped the study at that point, it definitely gets worse 😭
i am disastrously hungover 😭
January 30, 2026 at 8:45 PM
i am disastrously hungover 😭
i bet meditating when i wake up is gonna suuuuuck
January 30, 2026 at 2:24 PM
i bet meditating when i wake up is gonna suuuuuck
oh no I am ride home feels alien and weird drunk hahahaha excellent!
January 30, 2026 at 2:20 PM
oh no I am ride home feels alien and weird drunk hahahaha excellent!
back on the tools (PrEP)
January 30, 2026 at 10:23 AM
back on the tools (PrEP)
turns out “perpetual injustice is just the way of the world” is not as pacifying a mantra as some people would like to believe
January 29, 2026 at 11:41 PM
turns out “perpetual injustice is just the way of the world” is not as pacifying a mantra as some people would like to believe
my main social goal is to get people to the point of “you know what? she’s alright. yeah, she’s [INSERT ONE OR MORE OF MY MAJOR CHARACTER FLAWS HERE], but she’s alright”
January 29, 2026 at 11:03 PM
my main social goal is to get people to the point of “you know what? she’s alright. yeah, she’s [INSERT ONE OR MORE OF MY MAJOR CHARACTER FLAWS HERE], but she’s alright”
day eighty two was okay, i had good physical discipline and good intention, but it was a struggle to get any decent focus on the breath (even without indulging in distractions). i think i really do need to just let the brain Do Its Thing until it calms for a moment and then get to the business.
so a few months ago i decided i would do a magical working of meditating for an hour a day until my 40th birthday, starting tomorrow for obscure reasons. wish me luck on the “sit there and do nothing working”! i’m going to struggle a lot!
January 29, 2026 at 10:50 PM
day eighty two was okay, i had good physical discipline and good intention, but it was a struggle to get any decent focus on the breath (even without indulging in distractions). i think i really do need to just let the brain Do Its Thing until it calms for a moment and then get to the business.
may my posts be for the benefit of all beings, but they probably won’t hey
January 29, 2026 at 10:48 PM
may my posts be for the benefit of all beings, but they probably won’t hey
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Despite having briefly worked in a cinema, I did not know they had cameras inside until after blowing someone at a movie
January 29, 2026 at 7:56 PM
Despite having briefly worked in a cinema, I did not know they had cameras inside until after blowing someone at a movie
ohhhhh the tiny humans are hobbits, i get it now
the tiny humans and i are pausing to enjoy a healthy snack
January 29, 2026 at 8:19 PM
ohhhhh the tiny humans are hobbits, i get it now
day eighty one was a good sit with good relaxation and good periods of concentration. good!
so a few months ago i decided i would do a magical working of meditating for an hour a day until my 40th birthday, starting tomorrow for obscure reasons. wish me luck on the “sit there and do nothing working”! i’m going to struggle a lot!
January 28, 2026 at 9:55 PM
day eighty one was a good sit with good relaxation and good periods of concentration. good!