Jasper
@notaspacerock.bsky.social
🤷🏻🌌🙏🏻🌻🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
he/him | 24
yearning for thoughts, allergic to gravity, sleepy
he/him | 24
yearning for thoughts, allergic to gravity, sleepy
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Jasper
@notaspacerock.bsky.social
· Dec 1
Intro skeet time (I need smth to pin so I don't have to write an actual bio hush)
Clunky bendy human, PoTSie, migraine haver. Queer. Accidental south coast dweller (UK. From up norf).
STEM nerd turned 🤞🏻 sociology student (2025 plans ahh)
Visitor of churches
(currently stuck indoors)
Clunky bendy human, PoTSie, migraine haver. Queer. Accidental south coast dweller (UK. From up norf).
STEM nerd turned 🤞🏻 sociology student (2025 plans ahh)
Visitor of churches
(currently stuck indoors)
I spend 3 days stuck in bed and of course that's when the kitten learns about playing in tap water without me there to watch :(
June 28, 2025 at 7:42 PM
I spend 3 days stuck in bed and of course that's when the kitten learns about playing in tap water without me there to watch :(
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Not finished but getting there 🌈
June 4, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Not finished but getting there 🌈
Recovering from a suicide attempt is embarrassing and gross and I am exhausted.
June 1, 2025 at 9:35 PM
Recovering from a suicide attempt is embarrassing and gross and I am exhausted.
Update: it may be a wisdom tooth. Why the fuck I'm feeling it mostly in my lips and eyebrow I don't know but my tongue just found the little fucker breaking through
I miss alcohol oh so very much when all I want is to be unconscious and unaware of being in pain. (mystery new pain of the week: half my face is burning like my nerves are on fire)
May 31, 2025 at 12:46 AM
Update: it may be a wisdom tooth. Why the fuck I'm feeling it mostly in my lips and eyebrow I don't know but my tongue just found the little fucker breaking through
Move over, boulder the size of a large boulder, there's a new best thing in the middle of a road
May 30, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Move over, boulder the size of a large boulder, there's a new best thing in the middle of a road
I miss alcohol oh so very much when all I want is to be unconscious and unaware of being in pain. (mystery new pain of the week: half my face is burning like my nerves are on fire)
May 30, 2025 at 8:15 PM
I miss alcohol oh so very much when all I want is to be unconscious and unaware of being in pain. (mystery new pain of the week: half my face is burning like my nerves are on fire)
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person: you’re so funny
me: thanks, it was probably all the childhood neglect
me: thanks, it was probably all the childhood neglect
May 29, 2025 at 11:25 PM
person: you’re so funny
me: thanks, it was probably all the childhood neglect
me: thanks, it was probably all the childhood neglect
I spend quite a lot of my time crocheting small creatures for people I've never met
May 29, 2025 at 8:04 AM
I spend quite a lot of my time crocheting small creatures for people I've never met
Add "lifelong stress" to "lifelong pain causing condition(s)" and we get the answer as to why I am Like This
The human body doesn't react well to stress, especially prolonged stress... This is well known.
But when you have constant pain and symptoms, that is constant stress on the body.
No wonder we struggle so much.
But when you have constant pain and symptoms, that is constant stress on the body.
No wonder we struggle so much.
May 29, 2025 at 7:59 AM
Add "lifelong stress" to "lifelong pain causing condition(s)" and we get the answer as to why I am Like This
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There is £23 billion of unclaimed benefits.
The biggest part of welfare spending is the State Pension.
There are myriad reasons more people are claiming disability benefits… none of them are because the disabled person is lying, or due to fraud.
The biggest part of welfare spending is the State Pension.
There are myriad reasons more people are claiming disability benefits… none of them are because the disabled person is lying, or due to fraud.
May 29, 2025 at 5:54 AM
There is £23 billion of unclaimed benefits.
The biggest part of welfare spending is the State Pension.
There are myriad reasons more people are claiming disability benefits… none of them are because the disabled person is lying, or due to fraud.
The biggest part of welfare spending is the State Pension.
There are myriad reasons more people are claiming disability benefits… none of them are because the disabled person is lying, or due to fraud.
Woke up 2 hours ago in pain and I'm now too awake to get back to sleep and not in any less pain. Not the best start to a day.
May 29, 2025 at 7:23 AM
Woke up 2 hours ago in pain and I'm now too awake to get back to sleep and not in any less pain. Not the best start to a day.
Order of events today should be: study, go to craft shop for paint, ?move shelves (assistance required), paint
Actual order of events will be: go to craft shop, paint, ? move shelves, maaaaybe study even tho I am a little behind schedule.
Oops
Actual order of events will be: go to craft shop, paint, ? move shelves, maaaaybe study even tho I am a little behind schedule.
Oops
May 28, 2025 at 10:54 AM
Order of events today should be: study, go to craft shop for paint, ?move shelves (assistance required), paint
Actual order of events will be: go to craft shop, paint, ? move shelves, maaaaybe study even tho I am a little behind schedule.
Oops
Actual order of events will be: go to craft shop, paint, ? move shelves, maaaaybe study even tho I am a little behind schedule.
Oops
I am disproportionally excited about a new bookcase. This is what my sad little life has become.
May 26, 2025 at 3:32 AM
I am disproportionally excited about a new bookcase. This is what my sad little life has become.
Shoulder joint got described as "sloppy" and "extremely hypermobile" in the letter from ortho consultant. Fun times.
May 21, 2025 at 6:34 PM
Shoulder joint got described as "sloppy" and "extremely hypermobile" in the letter from ortho consultant. Fun times.
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one thing I believe is it’s important to celebrate good things 10x as hard and to look for them 10x as often because our animal brains are hard-wired to pay 10x as much attention to bad things; it keeps us alive, but it doesn’t keep us happy
happiness has to be fought for, survival will tend itself
happiness has to be fought for, survival will tend itself
May 21, 2025 at 3:08 PM
one thing I believe is it’s important to celebrate good things 10x as hard and to look for them 10x as often because our animal brains are hard-wired to pay 10x as much attention to bad things; it keeps us alive, but it doesn’t keep us happy
happiness has to be fought for, survival will tend itself
happiness has to be fought for, survival will tend itself
I have manually adjusted the equaliser settings for my headphones to be perfect for my favourite singer's voice. I am in heaven.
May 20, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I have manually adjusted the equaliser settings for my headphones to be perfect for my favourite singer's voice. I am in heaven.
Laughing at how much my entire vibe is "old man" at the ripe old age of 24 (yes yes I do regularly walk down the street at night in my fluffy slippers and crochet shawl to call the cats in) gets way less funny when I then get stuck halfway up the stairs tbh
May 17, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Laughing at how much my entire vibe is "old man" at the ripe old age of 24 (yes yes I do regularly walk down the street at night in my fluffy slippers and crochet shawl to call the cats in) gets way less funny when I then get stuck halfway up the stairs tbh
The deep rage I feel about how I experience a full on trauma response to pride/"queer spaces"/events (especially trans specific) has been unleashed. Gah. The community I thought I had turned so toxic but my already PTSD riddled brain simply couldn't cope
May 16, 2025 at 11:53 PM
The deep rage I feel about how I experience a full on trauma response to pride/"queer spaces"/events (especially trans specific) has been unleashed. Gah. The community I thought I had turned so toxic but my already PTSD riddled brain simply couldn't cope
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This is the ideal male body. You may not like it, but this is what peak performance looks like.
May 7, 2025 at 2:54 PM
This is the ideal male body. You may not like it, but this is what peak performance looks like.
13 months sober and 6 years no contact but I still want to leave drunken rage voicemails on my "parents'" landline yk?
May 6, 2025 at 11:46 PM
13 months sober and 6 years no contact but I still want to leave drunken rage voicemails on my "parents'" landline yk?
My favourite thing is large cats standing with the big wide paws apart stance like buddy in the back is
May 5, 2025 at 9:02 PM
My favourite thing is large cats standing with the big wide paws apart stance like buddy in the back is
Gah. Ow. But like, unidentified ow that I'm trying to ignore because I do not have any emotional capacity to deal with any more body malfunctions.
May 5, 2025 at 1:00 PM
Gah. Ow. But like, unidentified ow that I'm trying to ignore because I do not have any emotional capacity to deal with any more body malfunctions.
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*me, lying facedown on the bed, yelling into the mattress:
"WHY DO THOSE OF US WHO DIDN'T FUCK AROUND ALSO HAVE TO FIND OUT"
"WHY DO THOSE OF US WHO DIDN'T FUCK AROUND ALSO HAVE TO FIND OUT"
May 5, 2025 at 5:13 AM
*me, lying facedown on the bed, yelling into the mattress:
"WHY DO THOSE OF US WHO DIDN'T FUCK AROUND ALSO HAVE TO FIND OUT"
"WHY DO THOSE OF US WHO DIDN'T FUCK AROUND ALSO HAVE TO FIND OUT"