big dipper, long goodbye
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STRONGER THAN BEFORE, GO ZEO ⚡ alana, 36, she/he, queer hermit. | (im an Aunt, not Mom) | i play video games, languish, and make up gay little OCs in my head then traumatized them
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just admit you wanna make out with me sloppy style already
don't worry everyone, god punished me for my yapping and complaining by giving me absolute shit pulls in my game. cruel and unusual i say 😔
i think about these stupid freaks all the time & part of me v much wants to force them (& sasha in gen<3) onto the world bc i think they are Neat and Everyone Needs To Know That. honor student mom bumper sticker energy. but that's not a compelling reason to actually bother w/ creative stuff. so.
i made myself reread a bunch of my fic last night, both complete and WIP, hoping it would spur me to write literally anything. what i got was "this slaps tbh, too bad there isn't more" as if it is not My Job to fix that. hahaaaaa.
November 12, 2025 at 6:14 PM
don't worry everyone, god punished me for my yapping and complaining by giving me absolute shit pulls in my game. cruel and unusual i say 😔
i think about these stupid freaks all the time & part of me v much wants to force them (& sasha in gen<3) onto the world bc i think they are Neat and Everyone Needs To Know That. honor student mom bumper sticker energy. but that's not a compelling reason to actually bother w/ creative stuff. so.
i made myself reread a bunch of my fic last night, both complete and WIP, hoping it would spur me to write literally anything. what i got was "this slaps tbh, too bad there isn't more" as if it is not My Job to fix that. hahaaaaa.
November 12, 2025 at 3:02 PM
i think about these stupid freaks all the time & part of me v much wants to force them (& sasha in gen<3) onto the world bc i think they are Neat and Everyone Needs To Know That. honor student mom bumper sticker energy. but that's not a compelling reason to actually bother w/ creative stuff. so.
i made myself reread a bunch of my fic last night, both complete and WIP, hoping it would spur me to write literally anything. what i got was "this slaps tbh, too bad there isn't more" as if it is not My Job to fix that. hahaaaaa.
November 12, 2025 at 2:55 PM
i made myself reread a bunch of my fic last night, both complete and WIP, hoping it would spur me to write literally anything. what i got was "this slaps tbh, too bad there isn't more" as if it is not My Job to fix that. hahaaaaa.
i don't wanna do anything. but like, actually. not in a want to go to sleep way or im bored or anything. i might lay in bed and do absolutely nothing else for awhile lol. the ceiling is interesting.
November 11, 2025 at 4:19 PM
i don't wanna do anything. but like, actually. not in a want to go to sleep way or im bored or anything. i might lay in bed and do absolutely nothing else for awhile lol. the ceiling is interesting.
my only abilities are being tired and being unengaging but damn am i the best at them
November 9, 2025 at 7:39 PM
my only abilities are being tired and being unengaging but damn am i the best at them
when i say i could choke.
November 3, 2025 at 2:46 PM
when i say i could choke.
an attempt to cut down on crumbs
October 29, 2025 at 12:46 PM
an attempt to cut down on crumbs
also helpy is cute. i do not care about the ghost kids stuff bc theres nothing there To care about, they are antagonistic & unsavable with no chara building/background. the weird remnant angle is wack. shit is all wack. but ive learned so much and im learning more and googling things. jesus help me.
the lore pisses me off and i can't believe the amount of stuff that still isn't known/confirmed. & for all the murder it's really boring and tame. springtrap is my fav not cause i gaf about afton but cause he's the only actual corpse still walking around and that's neat<3
know far too much about fnaf now bc oldest nephew started watching those "can you beat each game with the worst possible luck" and "can you beat X never doing Y" kind of videos. which has spilled into more kinds of stuff. he likes the number crunching parts i think lol.
October 26, 2025 at 4:30 PM
also helpy is cute. i do not care about the ghost kids stuff bc theres nothing there To care about, they are antagonistic & unsavable with no chara building/background. the weird remnant angle is wack. shit is all wack. but ive learned so much and im learning more and googling things. jesus help me.
the lore pisses me off and i can't believe the amount of stuff that still isn't known/confirmed. & for all the murder it's really boring and tame. springtrap is my fav not cause i gaf about afton but cause he's the only actual corpse still walking around and that's neat<3
know far too much about fnaf now bc oldest nephew started watching those "can you beat each game with the worst possible luck" and "can you beat X never doing Y" kind of videos. which has spilled into more kinds of stuff. he likes the number crunching parts i think lol.
October 26, 2025 at 4:24 PM
the lore pisses me off and i can't believe the amount of stuff that still isn't known/confirmed. & for all the murder it's really boring and tame. springtrap is my fav not cause i gaf about afton but cause he's the only actual corpse still walking around and that's neat<3
know far too much about fnaf now bc oldest nephew started watching those "can you beat each game with the worst possible luck" and "can you beat X never doing Y" kind of videos. which has spilled into more kinds of stuff. he likes the number crunching parts i think lol.
October 26, 2025 at 3:16 PM
know far too much about fnaf now bc oldest nephew started watching those "can you beat each game with the worst possible luck" and "can you beat X never doing Y" kind of videos. which has spilled into more kinds of stuff. he likes the number crunching parts i think lol.
i wonder how much longer until my brain goes back to letting me try and pretend via brute force that i want to do things and interact with people
October 23, 2025 at 8:23 PM
i wonder how much longer until my brain goes back to letting me try and pretend via brute force that i want to do things and interact with people
my phone is pretty. i redid it yesterday. actually i don't like the clock colors but i got tired of dealing with it lol.
October 23, 2025 at 8:17 PM
my phone is pretty. i redid it yesterday. actually i don't like the clock colors but i got tired of dealing with it lol.
wish the creator would make more content for the boiled one 😔
October 19, 2025 at 5:53 PM
wish the creator would make more content for the boiled one 😔
why is it that when your palm is itchy your brains offered solution is "gnaw on it with your front teeth like a freak"
October 17, 2025 at 5:46 PM
why is it that when your palm is itchy your brains offered solution is "gnaw on it with your front teeth like a freak"
not what i meant when i searched up moisturizer but okay
October 13, 2025 at 2:03 PM
not what i meant when i searched up moisturizer but okay
A tbh. i was always kind of 🤷♀️ on him, like he was an interesting character but ultimately i was just looking forward to cracking the egg lol didn't care about him. + fandom being fandom about him, You Know. to me DAV made him much more interesting and complex and fun. bitchy full mask off solas ftw.
Today's Dragon Age Poll: Did you opinion of Solas change after the release of DA-TV?
A - Yes for the better
B - Yes for the worse
C - Stayed about the same
D - Meh...
A - Yes for the better
B - Yes for the worse
C - Stayed about the same
D - Meh...
October 11, 2025 at 8:33 PM
A tbh. i was always kind of 🤷♀️ on him, like he was an interesting character but ultimately i was just looking forward to cracking the egg lol didn't care about him. + fandom being fandom about him, You Know. to me DAV made him much more interesting and complex and fun. bitchy full mask off solas ftw.
imagine not being tired and wanting to do literally anything. couldn't be me.
October 11, 2025 at 8:26 PM
imagine not being tired and wanting to do literally anything. couldn't be me.
i need to write this wolf fucker fic or die trying
September 12, 2025 at 12:05 AM
i need to write this wolf fucker fic or die trying
Reposted by big dipper, long goodbye
love it when bad people eat karmic shit 🫶
September 10, 2025 at 9:15 PM
love it when bad people eat karmic shit 🫶
it's friday! let's beat off this bread. or whatever.
August 29, 2025 at 1:44 PM
it's friday! let's beat off this bread. or whatever.
the potato soup i made on a whim turned out good. not that you can really mess up potato soup lol. okkaaaayyy this is too boring even to me let's return to our mind palace or whatever.
August 27, 2025 at 9:15 PM
the potato soup i made on a whim turned out good. not that you can really mess up potato soup lol. okkaaaayyy this is too boring even to me let's return to our mind palace or whatever.
i vacuumed a couple rooms today. that's true. not a very interesting act, though our vacuum is temperamental so i had to stop and mess with it twice. conflict in the plot.
August 27, 2025 at 9:12 PM
i vacuumed a couple rooms today. that's true. not a very interesting act, though our vacuum is temperamental so i had to stop and mess with it twice. conflict in the plot.
im in the mood to yap though so let's just make things up. today i went for a mile run. then i enjoyed some nice fruit.
dire times. i don't have anything to talk to myself about on social media. no hope for direct human contact.
August 27, 2025 at 9:09 PM
im in the mood to yap though so let's just make things up. today i went for a mile run. then i enjoyed some nice fruit.
dire times. i don't have anything to talk to myself about on social media. no hope for direct human contact.
August 27, 2025 at 9:00 PM
dire times. i don't have anything to talk to myself about on social media. no hope for direct human contact.