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cathoderituals
@cathoderituals.bsky.social
pdx anarchist, antifascist, bipolar deviant, very tired (they/them)
It feels wrong having ~750+ followers, especially if I have a rough day. I'm not some 'personality' or whatever, just an aging anarchist who's seen Some Shit, way more than most, but I'm otherwise just some hot dysfunctional rivethead nerd with mental issues. I'm here for like 10-15 specific people.
January 1, 2026 at 10:07 PM
I really hate days where I feel like shit and can barely get out of bed, especially when I know exactly what's triggering me, how to avoid it, and keep getting triggered by it anyway 🫠

I need to shower, but I'm too tired to do anything, and I need to sleep through it, but I'm too mentally wound up
January 1, 2026 at 7:21 PM
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Always double tap
Just making sure that 2025 is definitely over
January 1, 2026 at 3:48 PM
Sometimes things just aren't as complex or nuanced as we make them out to be, and we should stop looking for layers under the surface to understand more deeply because there aren't any
January 1, 2026 at 6:59 PM
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The first thing I do every year is go to bed
January 1, 2026 at 5:59 AM
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what if next year is the year we all agree to stop taking everyday words and redefining them in order to find something new to be against
December 31, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Awake in bed at 4:45am because lucid dreaming, and there’s a cat arm on my arm, which means if I move a muscle, He Will Awaken and think it’s breakfast because cats can’t tell time
January 1, 2026 at 12:47 PM
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ending the year with a bang(er)

spare parts, loose screws, forgotten moments

a IDM centric lens into the past from old recordings - leaning towards the future

this album is special. i hope you enjoy it ✨🔊
spare parts, loose screws, forgotten moments, by synapse collapse
8 track album
synapse-collapse.bandcamp.com
December 31, 2025 at 5:05 PM
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Well. . . we should reframe this, because the reality is that you have to be taught HOW to think. It's a skill.

Our education system has made a point of NOT teaching students how to think. We have never had a society that wanted the commonfolk to be critical thinkers.
At what point did we as a society start offloading thinking?

It happened well before this AI bubble that we’re in.
December 31, 2025 at 9:48 PM
good afternoon
Boris - Absolutego (Official Video)
YouTube video by Sargent House
youtu.be
December 31, 2025 at 10:09 PM
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December 31, 2025 at 5:23 PM
The visceral thrill of getting mixed nuts (with pistachios!) and pink lightbulbs in the mail
December 31, 2025 at 5:57 PM
Rolling 1d4 on whether meds make me nauseous today and I will definitely whine about it if they do
December 31, 2025 at 5:34 PM
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The things I would do for this egg tray
Sold this incredible egg tray a few months back and still regret it
December 31, 2025 at 6:10 AM
Tuesday was my first day back after being off for a week, and I'm off tomorrow too, which means today is going to involve even more slacking off than usual, while still getting as much done as everyone else because I am nothing if not an efficient miscreant
December 31, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Love when my morning coffee comes out night time coffee good 😊
December 31, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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It’s really weird how some peoples commitment to fighting antisemitism is wavering right now. These are literally the same tropes people have always been using to demonize Jewish people and it feels like a lot of motherfuckers just got a lot more Nazi pilled.
December 31, 2025 at 7:44 AM
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I think one aspect of analog revival, or even piracy & peer to peer resurgence, is more than simple nostalgia. It's getting to be about anti-surveillance at this point. A company keeping track of every little thing you did in a year while also constantly interrupting it is actually not that cute
December 31, 2025 at 3:40 AM
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🦋
December 16, 2025 at 5:21 PM
Lexapro nausea hitting so hard today that I think I'm gonna throw up 🤢
December 30, 2025 at 8:55 PM
That time of year when I really should be making some big batches of soup and chowder for these cold days, especially now that I have a gigantic pot that'll make enough to freeze and keep 🍲
December 30, 2025 at 7:03 PM
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his final message…
December 30, 2025 at 5:55 PM
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December 30, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Going back to work after being off for a week feels exactly like I thought it would 🫠
December 30, 2025 at 5:06 PM
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We’re at the point where we have concentration camps and slave patrols and the people with the most safety think a mean joke is the pinnacle of resistance
December 30, 2025 at 5:16 AM