maria 💀
@ilmutus.bsky.social
i make bad art from the tiny confines of my bedroom. somewhere in argentina.
dead but dreaming.
https://youtube.com/@maria_ilmutus
https://patreon.com/ilmutus
dead but dreaming.
https://youtube.com/@maria_ilmutus
https://patreon.com/ilmutus
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maria 💀
@ilmutus.bsky.social
· Feb 26
weird & comfy japanese horror movies :-)
YouTube video by maria ilmutus
youtu.be
💜 new video 💜
in which i talk about a bunch of japanese horror movies i like + some weird stuff! i've been working on this for months so i'm glad to finally release it!!!
youtu.be/rx_V9gB_UOM
in which i talk about a bunch of japanese horror movies i like + some weird stuff! i've been working on this for months so i'm glad to finally release it!!!
youtu.be/rx_V9gB_UOM
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Books are so free, man. Games and movies and music try to keep you on the rails, but a book? Never been easier to freestyle. Read it forwards, backwards, upside down, read random pages, pick it up & put it down as much as you'd like and it's all as easy to do as reading it "the right way"
Cooool!
Cooool!
November 16, 2025 at 11:30 PM
Books are so free, man. Games and movies and music try to keep you on the rails, but a book? Never been easier to freestyle. Read it forwards, backwards, upside down, read random pages, pick it up & put it down as much as you'd like and it's all as easy to do as reading it "the right way"
Cooool!
Cooool!
burger becky is a videogame history legend and a huge inspiration for me and many other women. please support her.
I’ve started a GoFundMe to help with my cancer battle gofund.me/6850175a3
Donate to Help Rebecca Ann Heineman Fight Aggressive Cancer, organized by Rebecca Heineman
I’m Rebecca Ann Heineman. The very first video game champion, creat… Rebecca Heineman needs your support for Help Rebecca Ann Heineman Fight Aggressive Cancer
gofund.me
November 16, 2025 at 10:49 AM
burger becky is a videogame history legend and a huge inspiration for me and many other women. please support her.
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New translation!
From Masako Yashiro, a major name in shoujo and influence on Year 24 members, comes a startling, complex fairy tale turned existential nightmare ripped straight from a 1969 issue of COM...
Enjoy the masterful one-shot "You Dropped Your Shadow" here!!
From Masako Yashiro, a major name in shoujo and influence on Year 24 members, comes a startling, complex fairy tale turned existential nightmare ripped straight from a 1969 issue of COM...
Enjoy the masterful one-shot "You Dropped Your Shadow" here!!
In Translation | "You Dropped Your Shadow" by Masako Yashiro
Yashiro? more like Yass, She Hero (i respect women you see)
www.tsundokudiving.com
November 14, 2025 at 9:07 PM
New translation!
From Masako Yashiro, a major name in shoujo and influence on Year 24 members, comes a startling, complex fairy tale turned existential nightmare ripped straight from a 1969 issue of COM...
Enjoy the masterful one-shot "You Dropped Your Shadow" here!!
From Masako Yashiro, a major name in shoujo and influence on Year 24 members, comes a startling, complex fairy tale turned existential nightmare ripped straight from a 1969 issue of COM...
Enjoy the masterful one-shot "You Dropped Your Shadow" here!!
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i think its quite eye opening. in a sense trans women & trans people in general are by no means exceptional and many are of course complex and flawed people but there is something about moving beyond cisness that gives someone access to a self-consciousness and subjectivity that is enlightening.
transness is a gift. i need every trans woman to understand that by nature of their existence they have been blessed with the ability to pluck the strands of fate with their hands if they choose to. it is not always easy and it is not without hardship but every trans woman is capable of greatness.
November 14, 2025 at 1:38 AM
i think its quite eye opening. in a sense trans women & trans people in general are by no means exceptional and many are of course complex and flawed people but there is something about moving beyond cisness that gives someone access to a self-consciousness and subjectivity that is enlightening.
it's my birthday today...
November 13, 2025 at 8:53 AM
it's my birthday today...
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I know I'm sensitive but I find myself getting personally offended by people who travel a lot, seemingly oblivious to how privileged and selfish such a "hobby" is, especially in the current political and environmental climate
November 10, 2025 at 6:33 PM
I know I'm sensitive but I find myself getting personally offended by people who travel a lot, seemingly oblivious to how privileged and selfish such a "hobby" is, especially in the current political and environmental climate
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Furuhata Ninzaburo but I edited Imaizumi to be Kiryu and Furuhata to be Majima
November 10, 2025 at 6:19 AM
Furuhata Ninzaburo but I edited Imaizumi to be Kiryu and Furuhata to be Majima
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i wasn't familiar with paru itagaki's game, but i'm currently watching SANDA (for the yuri) and i've found it very lovely. lovely character designs, lovely dynamics, it's a great time. SARU is putting that dandadan money to good use...
November 8, 2025 at 5:42 AM
i wasn't familiar with paru itagaki's game, but i'm currently watching SANDA (for the yuri) and i've found it very lovely. lovely character designs, lovely dynamics, it's a great time. SARU is putting that dandadan money to good use...
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New post! (kind of)
In case you missed it, here's the entire run of Little Tama's an Angel, the obscure 1951 debut newspaper strip from the team behind Doraemon back when they were still just two manga loving high-schoolers, collected into one place!
Enjoy!
In case you missed it, here's the entire run of Little Tama's an Angel, the obscure 1951 debut newspaper strip from the team behind Doraemon back when they were still just two manga loving high-schoolers, collected into one place!
Enjoy!
In Translation | Little Tama's an Angel by Hiroshi Fujimoto and Motoo Abiko
The obscure newspaper debut from the duo that would bring the world Doraemon.
www.tsundokudiving.com
November 8, 2025 at 12:19 AM
New post! (kind of)
In case you missed it, here's the entire run of Little Tama's an Angel, the obscure 1951 debut newspaper strip from the team behind Doraemon back when they were still just two manga loving high-schoolers, collected into one place!
Enjoy!
In case you missed it, here's the entire run of Little Tama's an Angel, the obscure 1951 debut newspaper strip from the team behind Doraemon back when they were still just two manga loving high-schoolers, collected into one place!
Enjoy!
devastating news. apparently it hasn't spread yet so there's a chance he might beat it. here's hoping. if you haven't read Panorama of Hell, i highly recommend it and all other Hino works.
Panorama of Hell and The Town of Pigs manga creator Hideshi Hino revealed on Wednesday he has pancreatic cancer, and will be undergoing surgery at the beginning of next year.
Panorama of Hell Manga Creator Hideshi Hino Reveals Pancreatic Cancer Diagnosis
79-year-old creator of Red Snake, The Town of Pigs manga will have surgery at start of next year
www.animenewsnetwork.com
November 7, 2025 at 2:05 PM
devastating news. apparently it hasn't spread yet so there's a chance he might beat it. here's hoping. if you haven't read Panorama of Hell, i highly recommend it and all other Hino works.
my psychiatrist is insane about eye contact. she constantly monitors me and points out anything "out of line". it's NON-NEGOTIABLE for her. she sees lack of eye contact as a problem that MUST be fixed, and she'd dead set on it. i literally have to "act neurotypical" around her or she punishes me.
November 7, 2025 at 1:56 PM
my psychiatrist is insane about eye contact. she constantly monitors me and points out anything "out of line". it's NON-NEGOTIABLE for her. she sees lack of eye contact as a problem that MUST be fixed, and she'd dead set on it. i literally have to "act neurotypical" around her or she punishes me.
today i made the serious mistake of being honest with a healthcare professional. one of the classic blunders!
November 7, 2025 at 1:54 PM
today i made the serious mistake of being honest with a healthcare professional. one of the classic blunders!
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gay chat gpt be like it's not just penis—it's cock.
November 3, 2025 at 1:56 PM
gay chat gpt be like it's not just penis—it's cock.
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rice shower. she likes showing you rice
November 3, 2025 at 1:12 AM
rice shower. she likes showing you rice
the VOD for my halloween stream is NOW AVAILABLE on my 2nd channel... for those of you who'd love to hear me ramble for nearly 4 hours...
youtu.be/G7YuBZP_5IU?...
youtu.be/G7YuBZP_5IU?...
MARIA'S MADHOUSE 2025 (stream archive)
YouTube video by maria
youtu.be
November 3, 2025 at 1:22 AM
the VOD for my halloween stream is NOW AVAILABLE on my 2nd channel... for those of you who'd love to hear me ramble for nearly 4 hours...
youtu.be/G7YuBZP_5IU?...
youtu.be/G7YuBZP_5IU?...
REJOICE! DELIVERANCE IS UPON US. THE SEVERED KNIGHTS WILL TRAVEL TO SHADOW'S GATE AND VANQUISH THE SHADOW'S FEAR.
November 2, 2025 at 8:19 AM
REJOICE! DELIVERANCE IS UPON US. THE SEVERED KNIGHTS WILL TRAVEL TO SHADOW'S GATE AND VANQUISH THE SHADOW'S FEAR.
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This is a really vulnerable time for paypro call centers. It's already been reported that Mastercard is stressed by our persistence
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
#SaveSpeech
starting Nov 1st we're entering the holiday season, which is a big stress point for big businesses like Mastercard and Visa. These Paypros havent stopped cracking down on Adult Content, so we need to jump back into calling them in full force again!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
starting Nov 1st we're entering the holiday season, which is a big stress point for big businesses like Mastercard and Visa. These Paypros havent stopped cracking down on Adult Content, so we need to jump back into calling them in full force again!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
November 1, 2025 at 7:08 PM
This is a really vulnerable time for paypro call centers. It's already been reported that Mastercard is stressed by our persistence
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
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New scanlation!
Ripped straight from the legendary alt manga mag COM comes the beautiful and surprising one shot "Tomorrow a Bride" by Tatsuhiko Yamagami and Hiromichi Kinjo!
It's the kind of story I really needed when I read it, and hey maybe someone needs it too
Ripped straight from the legendary alt manga mag COM comes the beautiful and surprising one shot "Tomorrow a Bride" by Tatsuhiko Yamagami and Hiromichi Kinjo!
It's the kind of story I really needed when I read it, and hey maybe someone needs it too
In Translation | "Tomorrow a Bride" by Tatsuhiko Yamagami & Hiromichi Kinjo
A one-shot of time and life and chance connections.
www.tsundokudiving.com
May 2, 2025 at 9:29 PM
New scanlation!
Ripped straight from the legendary alt manga mag COM comes the beautiful and surprising one shot "Tomorrow a Bride" by Tatsuhiko Yamagami and Hiromichi Kinjo!
It's the kind of story I really needed when I read it, and hey maybe someone needs it too
Ripped straight from the legendary alt manga mag COM comes the beautiful and surprising one shot "Tomorrow a Bride" by Tatsuhiko Yamagami and Hiromichi Kinjo!
It's the kind of story I really needed when I read it, and hey maybe someone needs it too
i've been told i have the best stream layout.
November 1, 2025 at 2:41 AM
i've been told i have the best stream layout.
STREAM IS OVER!!! THANK YOU FOR HANGING OUT!!! 🖤HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEEEN!!!
November 1, 2025 at 2:40 AM
STREAM IS OVER!!! THANK YOU FOR HANGING OUT!!! 🖤HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEEEN!!!
🔴I'M LIVE @ twitch.tv/maria_ilmutus
October 31, 2025 at 11:00 PM
🔴I'M LIVE @ twitch.tv/maria_ilmutus
HI THE TWITCH LINK IS WRONG. HERE'S THE RIGHT ONE: www.twitch.tv/maria_ilmutus
HEY! i will be hosting a SUPER SPOOKY LIVESTREAM on OCTOBER 31st @ 7PM EST. giving director's commentary for my video "weird & scary japanese horror movies". i'll also be streaming horror movies/anime if people are up for it.
October 31, 2025 at 9:09 PM
HI THE TWITCH LINK IS WRONG. HERE'S THE RIGHT ONE: www.twitch.tv/maria_ilmutus