maria ilmutus
@ilmutus.bsky.social
stupid, bad person making art and videos on the internet.
https://youtube.com/@maria_ilmutus
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https://youtube.com/@maria_ilmutus
https://patreon.com/ilmutus
i think my new year's resolution is to become super kind and let go of weird dumb bullshit. i'm scared about the future, we all are. i don't want the apocalypse, but if it happens, i want to be chilling and grilling. life is way too short man.
December 27, 2025 at 4:41 AM
i think my new year's resolution is to become super kind and let go of weird dumb bullshit. i'm scared about the future, we all are. i don't want the apocalypse, but if it happens, i want to be chilling and grilling. life is way too short man.
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If you haven't watched the viddy essay I made this year consider: what if you did? Do it as a lil present for your pal Baxy
oh no i've abandoned god's light and become a video essayist
Check out my new vid about dreams and memories and why Myst has the best movement in games
youtu.be/DguUtJzmn0M
Check out my new vid about dreams and memories and why Myst has the best movement in games
youtu.be/DguUtJzmn0M
Moving Through Myst
YouTube video by Tsundoku Diving
youtu.be
November 14, 2025 at 1:37 AM
If you haven't watched the viddy essay I made this year consider: what if you did? Do it as a lil present for your pal Baxy
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always a bit hard to tell what's an interesting musing and what's a completely obvious by rote observation which is why I don't filter any of that and just journal whatever's on the dome to post
December 26, 2025 at 10:17 PM
always a bit hard to tell what's an interesting musing and what's a completely obvious by rote observation which is why I don't filter any of that and just journal whatever's on the dome to post
my samus aran headcanon is that she's a super lanky and autistic little freak with basically no notions of gender or etiquette beyond what she's learned as an adult. she's a tinkerer and a workaholic. she's afraid of people, women especially, and doesn't make eye contact.
December 26, 2025 at 7:25 PM
my samus aran headcanon is that she's a super lanky and autistic little freak with basically no notions of gender or etiquette beyond what she's learned as an adult. she's a tinkerer and a workaholic. she's afraid of people, women especially, and doesn't make eye contact.
sometimes people get mad at me for not liking their posts, or not replying. i've had big accounts cuss me out in DMs for this. meanwhile none of my friends ever like my posts, i assume most have me muted. and i don't care. is this a skill issue?
December 26, 2025 at 4:10 PM
sometimes people get mad at me for not liking their posts, or not replying. i've had big accounts cuss me out in DMs for this. meanwhile none of my friends ever like my posts, i assume most have me muted. and i don't care. is this a skill issue?
i need a weird, cute, nice girlfriend to spoil rotten but i think i might be too insane to ever get one. plus, i feel so isolated in this country; i feel isolated in every aspect of life. other trans ppl have an easy time hooking up but i can't, and i'm "scary" too.
December 26, 2025 at 5:17 AM
i need a weird, cute, nice girlfriend to spoil rotten but i think i might be too insane to ever get one. plus, i feel so isolated in this country; i feel isolated in every aspect of life. other trans ppl have an easy time hooking up but i can't, and i'm "scary" too.
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There's this inbreeding with lost media youtubers where they're all copying each other, & then copying from the lost media wiki, which in turn gets copied by a.i. in their scripts, & I'm like "I know about all this stuff......say something new. ANYTHING new". At least try right? Gives me conniptions
December 26, 2025 at 2:29 AM
There's this inbreeding with lost media youtubers where they're all copying each other, & then copying from the lost media wiki, which in turn gets copied by a.i. in their scripts, & I'm like "I know about all this stuff......say something new. ANYTHING new". At least try right? Gives me conniptions
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my dad has this nice oled TV but that shit was so over-sharpened and smooth, i was tempted to sneakily fix his TV but i didn't. merry christmas
solidarity with everyone else visiting family who has motion smoothing on
December 25, 2025 at 5:52 AM
my dad has this nice oled TV but that shit was so over-sharpened and smooth, i was tempted to sneakily fix his TV but i didn't. merry christmas
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this christmas give the gift of shenmue
December 24, 2025 at 7:38 AM
this christmas give the gift of shenmue
i need to play Of The Devil...
December 23, 2025 at 4:43 PM
i need to play Of The Devil...
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My Brother's Girlfriend Is A Transsexual
December 23, 2025 at 4:00 PM
My Brother's Girlfriend Is A Transsexual
new little patreon post for those who might be inclined :>
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NEW VIDEO PREVIEW + thank you + happy holidays | maria ilmutus
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December 22, 2025 at 3:21 AM
new little patreon post for those who might be inclined :>
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i'm still writing, but i put together a little intro for the new video :P
December 22, 2025 at 3:01 AM
i'm still writing, but i put together a little intro for the new video :P
i'm setting up everything for the new project. i've been using LibreOffice to write scripts but i'm thinking of switching to an online app like Google Docs, i've seen other writers use that before. but i'm not super sure.
December 21, 2025 at 10:21 PM
i'm setting up everything for the new project. i've been using LibreOffice to write scripts but i'm thinking of switching to an online app like Google Docs, i've seen other writers use that before. but i'm not super sure.
speaking of ultraman, i love this quote about eiji tsuburaya's philosophy. it's about creativity, unpredictability. reminds me of my own work in a weird way.
December 21, 2025 at 8:24 PM
speaking of ultraman, i love this quote about eiji tsuburaya's philosophy. it's about creativity, unpredictability. reminds me of my own work in a weird way.
now that i'm finally free, i'm very excitedly working on the next video. still don't have an ETA but i promise it will be awesome. sorry for the lack of stuff this year, i was struggling with IRL things. main topic is ultraman but it will have all my trademark zany shit.
December 21, 2025 at 8:17 PM
now that i'm finally free, i'm very excitedly working on the next video. still don't have an ETA but i promise it will be awesome. sorry for the lack of stuff this year, i was struggling with IRL things. main topic is ultraman but it will have all my trademark zany shit.
under my regime, all AI models will be discontinued. except for my own model, ChatBLT, which generates disgusting footlongs at blazing speeds.
December 21, 2025 at 6:45 PM
under my regime, all AI models will be discontinued. except for my own model, ChatBLT, which generates disgusting footlongs at blazing speeds.
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yeah making stuff is really hard sometimes. if people knew just how hard i critique myself they'd probably cry lol. but i think it's probably worth it in the end... at least to someone.
bro, I cannot promise you it gets much easier sharing your writing/art, but don't let the intrusive thoughts of "this is terrible, what am I doing?" stop you. we're our own worst critics. I know it's easier said than done. I get it. but you're making this a better place by sharing your creativity.
December 20, 2025 at 1:05 AM
yeah making stuff is really hard sometimes. if people knew just how hard i critique myself they'd probably cry lol. but i think it's probably worth it in the end... at least to someone.
this is pretty serious but, coming to terms with the fact i've been experiencing psychotic breaks for years now is a huge thing to deal with. on the one hand, it explains so much of my risky or irrational behavior, on the other hand... i just wish i knew earlier.
December 18, 2025 at 4:24 AM
this is pretty serious but, coming to terms with the fact i've been experiencing psychotic breaks for years now is a huge thing to deal with. on the one hand, it explains so much of my risky or irrational behavior, on the other hand... i just wish i knew earlier.
here's a DJ set i made for a charity stream that went unused. i understand that the organizers don't want me to be a part of the event (for valid reasons), but regardless, i thought some of you might enjoy the visuals.
youtu.be/g6_RyGrbni0
youtu.be/g6_RyGrbni0
maria ilmutus - "departure" (scrapped DJ set)
YouTube video by maria
youtu.be
December 16, 2025 at 4:59 AM
here's a DJ set i made for a charity stream that went unused. i understand that the organizers don't want me to be a part of the event (for valid reasons), but regardless, i thought some of you might enjoy the visuals.
youtu.be/g6_RyGrbni0
youtu.be/g6_RyGrbni0
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I feel like this should go without saying but...
If you use AI you either:
A.) NEVER had creativity to begin with.
B.) Surrendered your creativity a while ago.
Build your skills and talents like the rest of us or fuck off.
If you use AI you either:
A.) NEVER had creativity to begin with.
B.) Surrendered your creativity a while ago.
Build your skills and talents like the rest of us or fuck off.
I have grown to believe that excessive wealth does something to your brain that is analogous to a serious head injury
December 15, 2025 at 2:15 PM
I feel like this should go without saying but...
If you use AI you either:
A.) NEVER had creativity to begin with.
B.) Surrendered your creativity a while ago.
Build your skills and talents like the rest of us or fuck off.
If you use AI you either:
A.) NEVER had creativity to begin with.
B.) Surrendered your creativity a while ago.
Build your skills and talents like the rest of us or fuck off.
should i play unbeatable? i've been told there's "maria characters" in it...
December 16, 2025 at 4:24 AM
should i play unbeatable? i've been told there's "maria characters" in it...