Vivienne del Toboso
@disorderlynotions.com
Mad scientist, writer & occasional sorceress. She/fey. Cerements Collective member (cerements.com).
A world of disorderly notions, picked out of my books, crowded into my imagination; and now my head was full of nothing but enchantments.
A world of disorderly notions, picked out of my books, crowded into my imagination; and now my head was full of nothing but enchantments.
Pinned
Disorderly Notions
disorderlynotions.com
If you're reading this: hello, hello; I'm "Vivienne", neuroqueer mad scientist and sorceress. (If you're not reading this, please feel free to disregard.)
I write (among other things) a blog, Disorderly Notions, and I'm a member of the Cerements art collective:
disorderlynotions.com
cerements.com
I write (among other things) a blog, Disorderly Notions, and I'm a member of the Cerements art collective:
disorderlynotions.com
cerements.com
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You weren’t “difficult to love.”
You were never loved according to your needs.
You weren’t “too intense.”
You were unfiltered without guidance.
You weren’t “hard work.”
You were human.
They didn’t know your language.
So they called you the problem.
Fuck that.
You were never loved according to your needs.
You weren’t “too intense.”
You were unfiltered without guidance.
You weren’t “hard work.”
You were human.
They didn’t know your language.
So they called you the problem.
Fuck that.
November 30, 2025 at 10:07 PM
You weren’t “difficult to love.”
You were never loved according to your needs.
You weren’t “too intense.”
You were unfiltered without guidance.
You weren’t “hard work.”
You were human.
They didn’t know your language.
So they called you the problem.
Fuck that.
You were never loved according to your needs.
You weren’t “too intense.”
You were unfiltered without guidance.
You weren’t “hard work.”
You were human.
They didn’t know your language.
So they called you the problem.
Fuck that.
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nonbinary therian? You mean a furby?
November 26, 2025 at 9:03 AM
nonbinary therian? You mean a furby?
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GOOD NEWS! Researchers have developed a heteromultivalent nanogel capable of killing some of the most dangerous bacteria known to medicine- with over 99.9% effectiveness against P. aeruginosa. It also showed strong antibacterial effects against other major threats, including E. coli and MRSA.
November 26, 2025 at 5:00 PM
GOOD NEWS! Researchers have developed a heteromultivalent nanogel capable of killing some of the most dangerous bacteria known to medicine- with over 99.9% effectiveness against P. aeruginosa. It also showed strong antibacterial effects against other major threats, including E. coli and MRSA.
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it's worth remembering: pain is one of the things that is trying to keep you alive
November 21, 2025 at 12:54 AM
it's worth remembering: pain is one of the things that is trying to keep you alive
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Trans Awareness week and still trying desperately to get anywhere on this.
Okay. Got through surgery. Got nov-dec rent paid. Now for the real challenge which is getting in supplies and trying to kick myself ahead of January and february and get an event and show circuit started up and flowing again.
November 17, 2025 at 4:36 PM
Trans Awareness week and still trying desperately to get anywhere on this.
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GOOD NEWS! A groundbreaking study in MORE THAN 1,000 people reveals that cancer patients who received a COVID-19 mRNA vaccine within 100 days of starting immunotherapy lived dramatically LONGER than those who didn’t. In some cases, their survival rate was DOUBLED.
November 14, 2025 at 5:00 PM
GOOD NEWS! A groundbreaking study in MORE THAN 1,000 people reveals that cancer patients who received a COVID-19 mRNA vaccine within 100 days of starting immunotherapy lived dramatically LONGER than those who didn’t. In some cases, their survival rate was DOUBLED.
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Right. Hitler's DNA. Brace yourselves for a deluge of misinformation and bad science.
I'm in Australia, so do get in touch if you want some expert debunking.
I'm in Australia, so do get in touch if you want some expert debunking.
November 13, 2025 at 6:37 AM
Right. Hitler's DNA. Brace yourselves for a deluge of misinformation and bad science.
I'm in Australia, so do get in touch if you want some expert debunking.
I'm in Australia, so do get in touch if you want some expert debunking.
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Could a worm love a burst of static? Could a knot love one facet of a jewel? Could gunpowder love the gunpowder recipe? Could a dog love pants? Matchmakers should be so much more ambitious
November 13, 2025 at 2:35 AM
Could a worm love a burst of static? Could a knot love one facet of a jewel? Could gunpowder love the gunpowder recipe? Could a dog love pants? Matchmakers should be so much more ambitious
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She shakes you awake at 4AM. "Hurry," whispering, pulling you against her chest, "it only happens once every two centuries," and groggy, you listen to her heartbeat, a single thump, for the first and last time
November 12, 2025 at 5:34 PM
She shakes you awake at 4AM. "Hurry," whispering, pulling you against her chest, "it only happens once every two centuries," and groggy, you listen to her heartbeat, a single thump, for the first and last time
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this is how schumer keeps the baileys in his mind prison
November 10, 2025 at 11:41 PM
this is how schumer keeps the baileys in his mind prison
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the thing is. you can't negotiate with a tumor. it is not productive to get pissed off at a tumor
but you *can* get pissed off at the doctor who refuses to acknowledge the blood you keep coughing up because the tumor has convinced him that his portfolio will go up by .5% if you die
hope that helps
but you *can* get pissed off at the doctor who refuses to acknowledge the blood you keep coughing up because the tumor has convinced him that his portfolio will go up by .5% if you die
hope that helps
Kind of amazing how I can post something Republicans did and people on this site still find a way to blame the Democrats.
September 8, 2025 at 8:44 PM
the thing is. you can't negotiate with a tumor. it is not productive to get pissed off at a tumor
but you *can* get pissed off at the doctor who refuses to acknowledge the blood you keep coughing up because the tumor has convinced him that his portfolio will go up by .5% if you die
hope that helps
but you *can* get pissed off at the doctor who refuses to acknowledge the blood you keep coughing up because the tumor has convinced him that his portfolio will go up by .5% if you die
hope that helps
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I think that many do not realize that when people say they will die without the ACA, they are not exaggerating or being dramatic. I take medication daily because without it my body does not recognize when to stop bleeding. So I take medication to "trick" my uterus into thinking I am pregnant.
November 10, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I think that many do not realize that when people say they will die without the ACA, they are not exaggerating or being dramatic. I take medication daily because without it my body does not recognize when to stop bleeding. So I take medication to "trick" my uterus into thinking I am pregnant.
Mamdani is going to implement Sharknado Law.
Enough said.
Enough said.
Mamdani is going to implement Shar Law. Everyone will have to bow down to the Mistress of the Night, the Lady of Loss, and devote themselves to bringing about a darkness that will smother her hated foe and sister Selûne
Mamdani is going to implement My Sharona law. Everyone will have to create songs with undeniable rock beats.
November 9, 2025 at 7:09 AM
Mamdani is going to implement Sharknado Law.
Enough said.
Enough said.
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“Grocery stores throw out far more food than is shoplifted. Why don't shoplifters just take the food from the dumpster then. Because they have cameras on the dumpsters and security will be sent out when they see them on the monitors.” ~ mastodon.social/@AlSweigart/...
Grapes of Wrath 1939:
Grapes of Wrath 1939:
November 2, 2025 at 4:48 PM
“Grocery stores throw out far more food than is shoplifted. Why don't shoplifters just take the food from the dumpster then. Because they have cameras on the dumpsters and security will be sent out when they see them on the monitors.” ~ mastodon.social/@AlSweigart/...
Grapes of Wrath 1939:
Grapes of Wrath 1939:
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Just 260 left? Okay. Let's see if we can clear this today, one less stressor while I'm trying to get book updates and everything done before I leave town.
7 days left to revision. 5 days left to get the funds together so I have a home to go back to afterwards. 2400 dollars to go. If you can help, even if it's just spreading the word, please do.
gofund.me/74494d4f
gofund.me/74494d4f
November 1, 2025 at 3:56 PM
Just 260 left? Okay. Let's see if we can clear this today, one less stressor while I'm trying to get book updates and everything done before I leave town.
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Down to just 400 left to go? Yay. This is pretty much just our food and gas budget for the trip. And any other expenses, so if it gets pushed past the goal number, I certainly won't be complaining, as it'll mean a bit more time to recover in. If you can still kick in anything, please do.
7 days left to revision. 5 days left to get the funds together so I have a home to go back to afterwards. 2400 dollars to go. If you can help, even if it's just spreading the word, please do.
gofund.me/74494d4f
gofund.me/74494d4f
October 31, 2025 at 3:47 PM
Down to just 400 left to go? Yay. This is pretty much just our food and gas budget for the trip. And any other expenses, so if it gets pushed past the goal number, I certainly won't be complaining, as it'll mean a bit more time to recover in. If you can still kick in anything, please do.
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I was told that, Being Here
requires allowing the world
to soak into the cracks
and I took that to mean
that the more broken I am
the more real this world becomes
requires allowing the world
to soak into the cracks
and I took that to mean
that the more broken I am
the more real this world becomes
October 28, 2025 at 6:55 PM
I was told that, Being Here
requires allowing the world
to soak into the cracks
and I took that to mean
that the more broken I am
the more real this world becomes
requires allowing the world
to soak into the cracks
and I took that to mean
that the more broken I am
the more real this world becomes
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Six days left. 2,130 to go still. Please, if you can, anything helps.
7 days left to revision. 5 days left to get the funds together so I have a home to go back to afterwards. 2400 dollars to go. If you can help, even if it's just spreading the word, please do.
gofund.me/74494d4f
gofund.me/74494d4f
October 28, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Six days left. 2,130 to go still. Please, if you can, anything helps.
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7 days left to revision. 5 days left to get the funds together so I have a home to go back to afterwards. 2400 dollars to go. If you can help, even if it's just spreading the word, please do.
gofund.me/74494d4f
gofund.me/74494d4f
October 27, 2025 at 9:44 PM
7 days left to revision. 5 days left to get the funds together so I have a home to go back to afterwards. 2400 dollars to go. If you can help, even if it's just spreading the word, please do.
gofund.me/74494d4f
gofund.me/74494d4f
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Juno, you're awesome.
Here's my own current need: bsky.app/profile/deet...
(Yeah, I'm stuck speedrunning funding my own surgery revision. Great times.)
Here's my own current need: bsky.app/profile/deet...
(Yeah, I'm stuck speedrunning funding my own surgery revision. Great times.)
October 24, 2025 at 1:55 PM
Juno, you're awesome.
Here's my own current need: bsky.app/profile/deet...
(Yeah, I'm stuck speedrunning funding my own surgery revision. Great times.)
Here's my own current need: bsky.app/profile/deet...
(Yeah, I'm stuck speedrunning funding my own surgery revision. Great times.)
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Day 4, and well, things seem to have mostly stalled out since yesterday. Partly because today got kinda burnt doing divorce paperwork. Fun times. Hopefully this gets extra eyes on it.
So, how's the neovag working out?
Well, mostly good. Except for the internal scarring that has become my own worst nightmare.
Lemme talk all flowery about it here: gofund.me/74494d4f
Long story short? Procedure on 11/4 to fix the scarring.
Well, mostly good. Except for the internal scarring that has become my own worst nightmare.
Lemme talk all flowery about it here: gofund.me/74494d4f
Long story short? Procedure on 11/4 to fix the scarring.
October 22, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Day 4, and well, things seem to have mostly stalled out since yesterday. Partly because today got kinda burnt doing divorce paperwork. Fun times. Hopefully this gets extra eyes on it.
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shout out to the intersex trans women y'all are in the fucking trenches in the internet discourse i'm so sorry
October 20, 2025 at 3:47 PM
shout out to the intersex trans women y'all are in the fucking trenches in the internet discourse i'm so sorry
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600 down! That just leaves... okay no, it leaves a LOT.
Can we get some more #signalboost on this #mutualaid post?
Can we get some more #signalboost on this #mutualaid post?
So, how's the neovag working out?
Well, mostly good. Except for the internal scarring that has become my own worst nightmare.
Lemme talk all flowery about it here: gofund.me/74494d4f
Long story short? Procedure on 11/4 to fix the scarring.
Well, mostly good. Except for the internal scarring that has become my own worst nightmare.
Lemme talk all flowery about it here: gofund.me/74494d4f
Long story short? Procedure on 11/4 to fix the scarring.
October 20, 2025 at 4:56 PM
600 down! That just leaves... okay no, it leaves a LOT.
Can we get some more #signalboost on this #mutualaid post?
Can we get some more #signalboost on this #mutualaid post?
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What better way to celebrate Asexual Awareness Week than by spillin' the asexualiTEA with @sparklemaia.bsky.social! 1/2
www.ohjoysextoy.com/ace-101-spar...
www.ohjoysextoy.com/ace-101-spar...
October 17, 2025 at 8:52 PM
What better way to celebrate Asexual Awareness Week than by spillin' the asexualiTEA with @sparklemaia.bsky.social! 1/2
www.ohjoysextoy.com/ace-101-spar...
www.ohjoysextoy.com/ace-101-spar...