I put together a website about BPD & how low-dose buprenorphine helped me become more stable. The endogenous opioid dysregulation theory suggests that people with BPD may have lower baseline endogenous opioids & end up trying to self-regulate through intense behaviors.
bpd.fyi
bpd.fyi
bpd.fyi — Buprenorphine & BPD Resource
A clear, patient-centered overview of buprenorphine’s potential role in stabilizing BPD symptoms, with research citations and accessible explanations.
bpd.fyi
December 11, 2025 at 6:05 PM
I put together a website about BPD & how low-dose buprenorphine helped me become more stable. The endogenous opioid dysregulation theory suggests that people with BPD may have lower baseline endogenous opioids & end up trying to self-regulate through intense behaviors.
bpd.fyi
bpd.fyi
the littlest bleep
November 29, 2025 at 4:36 PM
the littlest bleep
I finally feel better today after a month of feeling off & low energy.
November 26, 2025 at 8:51 PM
I finally feel better today after a month of feeling off & low energy.
today's plan
- quick sample drop off at the vet
- build a cabinet
- sit with Vera for an appointment
- make progress on my coding demo
- quick sample drop off at the vet
- build a cabinet
- sit with Vera for an appointment
- make progress on my coding demo
November 21, 2025 at 5:24 PM
today's plan
- quick sample drop off at the vet
- build a cabinet
- sit with Vera for an appointment
- make progress on my coding demo
- quick sample drop off at the vet
- build a cabinet
- sit with Vera for an appointment
- make progress on my coding demo
i'm capable of solving difficult problems
November 20, 2025 at 9:01 PM
i'm capable of solving difficult problems
I was thinking about why it seems like I'm all of a sudden able to and have more desire to talk with people again.
I got back on some medicine on November 1st, after being off it for a year and a half.
I got back on some medicine on November 1st, after being off it for a year and a half.
November 16, 2025 at 5:14 PM
I was thinking about why it seems like I'm all of a sudden able to and have more desire to talk with people again.
I got back on some medicine on November 1st, after being off it for a year and a half.
I got back on some medicine on November 1st, after being off it for a year and a half.
Here's a picture of my cats. They love each other.
November 14, 2025 at 4:15 PM
Here's a picture of my cats. They love each other.
Reposted by Jesse Haigh
nori's website is gone now, i would like to share this one part. they're good values, and i will try to carry them with me. you nailed it on all of them. i am proud to have been able to call you a friend
November 6, 2025 at 1:39 PM
nori's website is gone now, i would like to share this one part. they're good values, and i will try to carry them with me. you nailed it on all of them. i am proud to have been able to call you a friend
Reposted by Jesse Haigh
Poet, musician, and software engineer nori li, here as @nori.gay, has died. She was phenomenally talented and dearly loved
💜 🏳️⚧️ 💜
💜 🏳️⚧️ 💜
honoring the life of nori li
A celebration of nori li, an American poet, musician and software engineer, who was passionate about the arts and trans liberation.
honoringnori.gay
November 6, 2025 at 2:08 AM
Poet, musician, and software engineer nori li, here as @nori.gay, has died. She was phenomenally talented and dearly loved
💜 🏳️⚧️ 💜
💜 🏳️⚧️ 💜
I’ve been offline for a while. I miss being in quiet connection with people.
starting small again.
starting small again.
November 5, 2025 at 4:16 AM
I’ve been offline for a while. I miss being in quiet connection with people.
starting small again.
starting small again.
Reposted by Jesse Haigh
How do I explain to offline people that my favorite Japanese mascot said "we can only be liberated from queer oppression if we are truly seen as human" and then started wielding fireworks like a rocket launcher on the side of a mountain without sounding like I've totally lost it?
Chiitan forever
Chiitan forever
Chiitan has a dream.
I hope that one day the term LGBT will become a thing of the past.
I will continue to spread my message until we live in a world where everyone can love freely and is free from persecution and discrimination.
Until then, let's all support each other🤍
I hope that one day the term LGBT will become a thing of the past.
I will continue to spread my message until we live in a world where everyone can love freely and is free from persecution and discrimination.
Until then, let's all support each other🤍
October 9, 2025 at 7:18 PM
How do I explain to offline people that my favorite Japanese mascot said "we can only be liberated from queer oppression if we are truly seen as human" and then started wielding fireworks like a rocket launcher on the side of a mountain without sounding like I've totally lost it?
Chiitan forever
Chiitan forever
Reposted by Jesse Haigh
I urge companies to take funding contributors seriously, in ways that aren’t tied to projects and goals. Being a generalist in the compiler meant that often I wasn’t working towards a roadmap, but my contributions *always* paid off in the long term extensibility of the language.
September 5, 2025 at 1:14 PM
I urge companies to take funding contributors seriously, in ways that aren’t tied to projects and goals. Being a generalist in the compiler meant that often I wasn’t working towards a roadmap, but my contributions *always* paid off in the long term extensibility of the language.
I CAN EAT CHOCOLATE AGAIN
July 31, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I CAN EAT CHOCOLATE AGAIN
first week at the new job & it's going well i think! it's a 3 month contract to work on a few contributions to DocC. all of my work is open source so hopefully i'll share a bit along the way.
July 31, 2025 at 3:32 PM
first week at the new job & it's going well i think! it's a 3 month contract to work on a few contributions to DocC. all of my work is open source so hopefully i'll share a bit along the way.
i think my new manager should put a meeting on my calendar with the name "HEY >:("
i opened my calendar _yesterday_ & saw i missed TWO meetings.
first: "hello!"
second: "HELLO! :)"
i opened my calendar _yesterday_ & saw i missed TWO meetings.
first: "hello!"
second: "HELLO! :)"
July 31, 2025 at 3:21 PM
i think my new manager should put a meeting on my calendar with the name "HEY >:("
i opened my calendar _yesterday_ & saw i missed TWO meetings.
first: "hello!"
second: "HELLO! :)"
i opened my calendar _yesterday_ & saw i missed TWO meetings.
first: "hello!"
second: "HELLO! :)"
i got the job i interviewed for & i start on monday. i'm genuinely so excited & grateful. 😌
July 23, 2025 at 3:39 PM
i got the job i interviewed for & i start on monday. i'm genuinely so excited & grateful. 😌
i got a chance to go to the park today & i had my celebration rice noodle ramen.
July 14, 2025 at 10:27 PM
i got a chance to go to the park today & i had my celebration rice noodle ramen.
i'm finally trying to introduce more foods after doing SCD since september 2023.
July 13, 2025 at 5:57 PM
i'm finally trying to introduce more foods after doing SCD since september 2023.
i have a technical interview tomorrow for the first time in several years & i'm really hoping it goes well.
July 13, 2025 at 3:02 PM
i have a technical interview tomorrow for the first time in several years & i'm really hoping it goes well.
got our 3d printers set up today with the help of a friend & my first print just finished around 2:30am.
July 7, 2025 at 8:46 AM
got our 3d printers set up today with the help of a friend & my first print just finished around 2:30am.
i do not understand why it’s socially unacceptable to offer potential medical explanations for someone’s symptoms. instead we’re all just quietly watching each other fall apart.
June 30, 2025 at 9:23 PM
i do not understand why it’s socially unacceptable to offer potential medical explanations for someone’s symptoms. instead we’re all just quietly watching each other fall apart.
quick grocery run & then more interview prep?
June 27, 2025 at 7:10 PM
quick grocery run & then more interview prep?
Reposted by Jesse Haigh
whenever we got support tickets from users being extremely mean, i’d reply saying we are willing to help and it’s not okay to talk to agents like that - 99% of replies apologized and said they didn’t realize they were talking to a person instead of a bot
Yes! Yelling at the LLM is the gateway to yelling at customer service phone tree agents because you think they're LLMs running text to speech is the gateway to yelling at a cashier just because you had a bad day
even if one wants the ai to stop existing, one does not want the repeated neural loop of "yelling at an anthropomorphizable being who is only trying to help"
June 26, 2025 at 10:23 PM
whenever we got support tickets from users being extremely mean, i’d reply saying we are willing to help and it’s not okay to talk to agents like that - 99% of replies apologized and said they didn’t realize they were talking to a person instead of a bot
i remember from my last set of interviews a couple years ago that someone told me i needed to not take rejection so personally. i'm proud to say i'm finally able to do that.
June 27, 2025 at 6:43 PM
i remember from my last set of interviews a couple years ago that someone told me i needed to not take rejection so personally. i'm proud to say i'm finally able to do that.