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Zaozao is a tired fish
@lotuscarp.bsky.social
Yu Zaozao (she/they/他) is a disabled nonbinary (TME) lesbian writer. LotusCarp is where their stories live. Autistic. Nearly 30. Can be NSFW. Minors DNI.
My webnovel: https://lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses-01-feather-lotus
https://lotuscarp.com/
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Read 1000 Lotuses if you wish every historical cdrama had weird lesbians, and/or if you've ever wondered "What if Sun Wukong didn't have male privilege"
#writesky #booksky #lesfic
"After all, it was the sun. How did Ouyang Chakou ever doubt that it could return to this world blazing with life?"
More on the camellia, her sun, and reincarnation in the free preview ➡️ lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
1000 Lotuses Part 3 - Ghost Gate by LotusCarp
A lesbian focused queer fantasy inspired by China in the 10th century.
lotuscarp.itch.io
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February 20, 2026 at 5:55 AM
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toxic neopets yuris #art #neopets
November 14, 2024 at 1:55 AM
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Fantasy lesbian samurai. I wrote three short story collections based on that premise. Welcome to Izumo, where sapphic romance and samurai drama come together!

Also available on my Ko-Fi

books2read.com/u/br1pgw
books2read.com/u/b5WG6R
books2read.com/u/381Bnd
ko-fi.com/alinalee91/s...
January 29, 2026 at 12:23 AM
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Chronically ill lesbian checking in once again! Itchio is too terrified of lesbians doing bdsm and getting eaten out while lying in blood-soaked earth to index this story. If you 🫵 are a fellow member of the itchio shadow guild and have content that isn't indexed, keep sharing so we can discover it!
February 15, 2026 at 6:20 PM
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#hourly #tig https://api.tinyfox.dev/hourly/tigs/IMG_20180507_220528_531.jpg
February 20, 2026 at 2:00 AM
The lrp is everything to me
February 20, 2026 at 12:25 AM
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dinner date
#東方Project
February 17, 2026 at 12:56 AM
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February 19, 2026 at 8:10 PM
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a belated valentines day drawing 💘

#art
February 19, 2026 at 4:31 PM
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ok had to draw this too
February 19, 2026 at 9:55 PM
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in the mood for love 花樣年華 (2000) dir. wong kar wai

2h gouache study and process pics from 2019
February 19, 2026 at 9:45 PM
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Social media isn't the most reliable way to keep updated on what I'm working on. Stuff gets lost.

If you want to just get to reading my free fiction or buying my books, check out my Ko-fi.

If you follow me, you'll get handy emails when I make something new.

ko-fi.com/alinalee91
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February 19, 2026 at 8:16 AM
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I love this thought as a response to the cannibalistic hunger of AI oligarchs to force end users to rent computing from them

to build your own shit, to repair, to recycle old parts, is already a meaningful act of resistance against the e-waste mill, and it's only going to become more so
A cool thing for programming and electronics nerds to set up irl would be cyberpunk garbage festivals

You and a bunch of people with a whole pile of electronic waste, making weird shit out of it. Maybe make out, who knows. The important part is reusing electronic waste.
February 19, 2026 at 9:15 PM
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even in social spaces where lots of people claim to be autistic ive found a lot of people actually really dont extend you any grace for things like "stuttering" or "taking a few seconds to be able to answer" lol, let alone anything worse
February 19, 2026 at 8:43 PM
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I think it sucks how a lot of people seem to see "being autistic" as like. purely mild quirkiness that's often annoying and you should be able to turn off if you actually tried hard. and you sometimes get this in like "alternative" spaces
February 19, 2026 at 8:01 PM
I sound jokey in my posts marketing 1000 Lotuses but this story is a dead serious endeavor that involved hours of reading history books that I spent real money on
February 19, 2026 at 8:30 PM
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Death to America
Cuba is facing a growing humanitarian crisis due to a U.S.-imposed oil blockade. Cuba’s government announced it’s running out of fuel for commercial aviation, prompting Air Canada to cancel flights. Trump has threatened new tariffs against any nation that sends fuel to Cuba.
US Oil Blockade on Cuba Is Harming Hospitals, Education, and Scientific Research
Ernesto Soberón Guzmán, Cuban ambassador to the UN, discusses how the US is also attacking medical programs and tourism.
buff.ly
February 19, 2026 at 7:49 PM
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George Jackson's "Understand that fascism is already here" is quoted to remind us this is not new.

After Soledad Brother, Jackson was working on an "in depth investigation of history of the last 50 years, when Fascism swept the Western world." He kept studying and clarifying the terms of struggle.
February 19, 2026 at 7:14 PM
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"In the Mood for Love" study.
February 19, 2026 at 6:06 PM
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realizing i exclusively draw chen with a constant grumpy :< expression
February 19, 2026 at 6:25 PM
It turns out maybe weather reports are just lies. Maybe those people are just lying for fun and profit
February 19, 2026 at 1:40 AM
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February 18, 2026 at 4:14 PM
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Good night everyone remember there's free lesbian smut right here
#writesky The free preview for 1000 Lotuses Part 3 is now available! The accomplished herbalist and drunken boxer Zhang Chenghua helps a sage get rid of the plant demon growing in her womb, and the patient's recovery consists of unprofessional #lesbian activities lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
January 11, 2026 at 7:39 AM
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My illustrations celebrating Nancy Drew entering the public domain
February 17, 2026 at 1:29 PM
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u lowkey need a counsel of pervert art friends to enable u at all times
February 18, 2026 at 6:56 AM