Zaozao is a tired fish
@lotuscarp.bsky.social
Yu Zaozao (she/they/他) is a disabled nonbinary (TME) lesbian writer. LotusCarp is where their stories live. Autistic. Nearly 30. Can be NSFW. Minors DNI.
My webnovel: https://lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses-01-feather-lotus
https://lotuscarp.com/
My webnovel: https://lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses-01-feather-lotus
https://lotuscarp.com/
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#writesky #booksky #lesfic
"After all, it was the sun. How did Ouyang Chakou ever doubt that it could return to this world blazing with life?"
More on the camellia, her sun, and reincarnation in the free preview ➡️ lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
"After all, it was the sun. How did Ouyang Chakou ever doubt that it could return to this world blazing with life?"
More on the camellia, her sun, and reincarnation in the free preview ➡️ lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
1000 Lotuses Part 3 - Ghost Gate by LotusCarp
A lesbian focused queer fantasy inspired by China in the 10th century.
lotuscarp.itch.io
Read 1000 Lotuses if you wish every historical cdrama had weird lesbians, and/or if you've ever wondered "What if Sun Wukong didn't have male privilege"
Since Part 1 of 1000 Lotuses is free anyway I've been meaning to make it readable on my website also but uhhhhhh *stares at million other things to do*
February 11, 2026 at 5:45 AM
Since Part 1 of 1000 Lotuses is free anyway I've been meaning to make it readable on my website also but uhhhhhh *stares at million other things to do*
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Bunch of new followers recently! Hi I love you! If you've read 1000 Lotuses, it's not indexable on itchio, so your comments and ratings really count! And if you have something I can read, share it with me! lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
February 10, 2026 at 1:39 AM
Bunch of new followers recently! Hi I love you! If you've read 1000 Lotuses, it's not indexable on itchio, so your comments and ratings really count! And if you have something I can read, share it with me! lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
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February 10, 2026 at 9:38 PM
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Genuinely rude that I have to go to work and can’t keep writing this morning
![Their thin hand grasped hers, gently, fingers tugging off the ring and holding it up to the dim lantern light like a curiosity. All of Kye's hammering heartbeats went with it, and without thinking she reached-shackled wrists stopping short at the end of their chain. [Redacted]’s lips
crooked into a grin, their free hand cutting a sharp sigil in the air and bringing the mage collar to life.
Kye's teeth clacked together with the sudden searing pain, a silent scream died in her throat.
[Redacted] tsked, "Ah ah—don't touch."](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:p3ka2gfynjzl737fn3cddz7k/bafkreifjsxsqjv5dbive5prcjyvri7iiluggwbhjtrcvaqxu77xt2ssg7y@jpeg)
February 10, 2026 at 4:22 PM
Genuinely rude that I have to go to work and can’t keep writing this morning
Bunch of new followers recently! Hi I love you! If you've read 1000 Lotuses, it's not indexable on itchio, so your comments and ratings really count! And if you have something I can read, share it with me! lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
February 10, 2026 at 1:39 AM
Bunch of new followers recently! Hi I love you! If you've read 1000 Lotuses, it's not indexable on itchio, so your comments and ratings really count! And if you have something I can read, share it with me! lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
Meeting word count while tending to my two elderly parents 24/7 is easier than meeting word count after an 8-hour shift selling my labor to a corporation that actively antagonized me for my organizing activity
February 9, 2026 at 8:57 PM
Meeting word count while tending to my two elderly parents 24/7 is easier than meeting word count after an 8-hour shift selling my labor to a corporation that actively antagonized me for my organizing activity
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I'm not gonna go argue with the take-haver but 'gwitch has too much politics and not enough yuri' is so funny to me: not politics in my Gundam! And contrarily I would like to suggest that most yuri shows don't have *enough* politics.
February 9, 2026 at 1:09 PM
I'm not gonna go argue with the take-haver but 'gwitch has too much politics and not enough yuri' is so funny to me: not politics in my Gundam! And contrarily I would like to suggest that most yuri shows don't have *enough* politics.
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happy early bday sakiko #avemujica #arknights
February 9, 2026 at 6:01 PM
happy early bday sakiko #avemujica #arknights
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Soso's kids have gotten sick and they're still trying to survive a genocide in Gaza. Please consider giving what you can! www.gofundme.com/f/783f72-hel...
Donate to Help Sondos family to survive to get better life, organized by Mahmoud Mahmoud
Hello everyone, I am Sondos Jad Al-Haq and I have a family of 4. I a… Mahmoud Mahmoud needs your support for Help Sondos family to survive to get better life
www.gofundme.com
January 29, 2026 at 6:31 PM
Soso's kids have gotten sick and they're still trying to survive a genocide in Gaza. Please consider giving what you can! www.gofundme.com/f/783f72-hel...
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A sad effect of the constant falling apart of platforms like chat programs and social media is that each time it happens it seems to dilute our connections and weaken whatever bonds there are
February 9, 2026 at 5:20 PM
A sad effect of the constant falling apart of platforms like chat programs and social media is that each time it happens it seems to dilute our connections and weaken whatever bonds there are
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Aftermath completely ignored the GitHub NSFW game mod / sex toy plugin story, most indie games media sites will not stand up for adult spaces, it’s cooked
February 9, 2026 at 5:23 PM
Aftermath completely ignored the GitHub NSFW game mod / sex toy plugin story, most indie games media sites will not stand up for adult spaces, it’s cooked
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If it feels like the media landscape is muted on Discord age verification, it’s because most of the journalists who cared deeply on this issue have been laid off or harassed out of the industry, and the remaining few truly don’t give a fuck—they silently benefit from adult spaces while chiding porn
February 9, 2026 at 5:17 PM
If it feels like the media landscape is muted on Discord age verification, it’s because most of the journalists who cared deeply on this issue have been laid off or harassed out of the industry, and the remaining few truly don’t give a fuck—they silently benefit from adult spaces while chiding porn
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Tomorrow is my girlfriend's birthday and we're barely halfway to this goal, please help her have a good birthday with food and warmth and her needs covered
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
0/200
Im a trans woman of color whos disabled and I still have no money for food or meds. I have no money and my birthday is in 2 days, and I can't even get a meal for it. Please help.
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
Im a trans woman of color whos disabled and I still have no money for food or meds. I have no money and my birthday is in 2 days, and I can't even get a meal for it. Please help.
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
February 9, 2026 at 5:24 PM
Tomorrow is my girlfriend's birthday and we're barely halfway to this goal, please help her have a good birthday with food and warmth and her needs covered
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
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❌writing Chinese historical fantasy to somberly pay homage to the classics
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
February 7, 2026 at 6:33 PM
❌writing Chinese historical fantasy to somberly pay homage to the classics
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
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courtesans alike, it blurred lines between luxury and thrift, art and daily life, where every fragment carried memory, and fashion became a quiet rebellion wrapped in silk. 2/2
February 8, 2026 at 5:30 PM
courtesans alike, it blurred lines between luxury and thrift, art and daily life, where every fragment carried memory, and fashion became a quiet rebellion wrapped in silk. 2/2
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In the Tang Dynasty, the Shuitianyi (水田衣), a robe stitched from leftover brocade, mirrored the patchwork of rice paddies seen from above. Its mismatched yet balanced colors spoke not only of aesthetic boldness but of a mindful embrace of imperfection and reuse. Worn by poets and 1/2
February 8, 2026 at 5:30 PM
In the Tang Dynasty, the Shuitianyi (水田衣), a robe stitched from leftover brocade, mirrored the patchwork of rice paddies seen from above. Its mismatched yet balanced colors spoke not only of aesthetic boldness but of a mindful embrace of imperfection and reuse. Worn by poets and 1/2
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My girlfriend hasnt managed to get any donations all month, pls pls if you can help it would mean the world to us, she's amazing and could really used you support 💕
0/200
Im a trans woman of color whos disabled and I still have no money for food or meds. I have no money and my birthday is in 2 days, and I can't even get a meal for it. Please help.
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
Im a trans woman of color whos disabled and I still have no money for food or meds. I have no money and my birthday is in 2 days, and I can't even get a meal for it. Please help.
Paypal: margaridamariabruxa@gmail.com
💸💕 🏳️⚧️🚨 Mutual aid #mutualaid #MAboost #transmutualaid #BIPOCMA #helpsky
February 7, 2026 at 7:35 PM
My girlfriend hasnt managed to get any donations all month, pls pls if you can help it would mean the world to us, she's amazing and could really used you support 💕
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![an artwork by Spindle of the character Asimov, a white-haired half-elf woman, wearing a soft golden/peachy lipstick, a "one-boobed" blue dress and golden accessories (Earrings, necklace, bracelet, ring), while holding a glass of [too expensive and tastes very generic but ordered it purely to look "expensive"] red wine, which covers her uncovered breast. A reflection of Ottilie looking at her with a ._. face on it while looking at Asi.
(btw, this a repost - Asi's hair was still long at the time)](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pb7gp4lz3cslvw4oha36b4fa/bafkreigwjvsqztfjt6tp3j6ugiymsv3gtrubi2elwcjpqwitgjimnzfufq@jpeg)
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I’m not arguing with no account defending AI. My grandmother lives in an area being environmentally compromised currently by an ai data center. I remember the color of the lake before they built it and the sludge I see in it when I go to see her. Shut the fuck up about “the benefits of AI” forever.
February 7, 2026 at 3:46 PM
I’m not arguing with no account defending AI. My grandmother lives in an area being environmentally compromised currently by an ai data center. I remember the color of the lake before they built it and the sludge I see in it when I go to see her. Shut the fuck up about “the benefits of AI” forever.
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enforced relaxation ♡
December 24, 2025 at 10:19 PM
enforced relaxation ♡
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#writesky The free preview for 1000 Lotuses Part 3 is now available! The accomplished herbalist and drunken boxer Zhang Chenghua helps a sage get rid of the plant demon growing in her womb, and the patient's recovery consists of unprofessional #lesbian activities lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
January 10, 2026 at 7:48 AM
#writesky The free preview for 1000 Lotuses Part 3 is now available! The accomplished herbalist and drunken boxer Zhang Chenghua helps a sage get rid of the plant demon growing in her womb, and the patient's recovery consists of unprofessional #lesbian activities lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
❌writing Chinese historical fantasy to somberly pay homage to the classics
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
February 7, 2026 at 6:33 PM
❌writing Chinese historical fantasy to somberly pay homage to the classics
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
✅writing Chinese historical fantasy so my lesbian OC can eat out my favorite historical figure and rescue her from the worst husband of the Three Kingdoms era
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I should lean harder into this for the marketing because I think it's hilarious, personally. Anyway the adventures of the lesbian tiger and the paper doll bodhisattva start here: lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
January 18, 2026 at 8:52 PM
I should lean harder into this for the marketing because I think it's hilarious, personally. Anyway the adventures of the lesbian tiger and the paper doll bodhisattva start here: lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...