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‎وإنّه لجهاد نصرٌ أو استشهــــاد / no hay caminos, hay que caminar
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- nyc
- jewish transsexual communist, natch
- failed classical composer, wannabe pianist
- with palestine until liberation
- this is a personal blog, don’t expect discourse
i wonder about this every time i try to learn a language that uses a script other than latin, greek or cyrillic. it always seems like the first step is memorizing the alphabet, but then you get situations like chinese where you have to memorize radicals and can’t sound characters out, etc.
November 12, 2025 at 4:13 AM
haven't had the desire to do anything creative in a while but when i was talking to a family friend about revising symphonies she was like "don't forget us chamber music players! you haven't even finished a single string quartet". i've started a lot of them tho. so i started a new(?) one
November 11, 2025 at 9:57 PM
what if trump is just taking time off for facial masculinisation surgery
August 30, 2025 at 4:17 AM
this is accurate, i haven't seen most of my aquarius friends for 12 months as of september so that's when i'll be reaching out to them to plan a social event of some sort
I’m a Scorpio.

Don’t let me play in your face and act like shit squashed—I still don’t like you, UGLY! 😭
August 13, 2025 at 4:51 AM
you’d think any AI capable of generating images would also incorporate the basic level of OCR you’d get in, e.g., adobe acrobat, but no i guess that was too much effort
"generate a map of the USA with each state named"
August 8, 2025 at 4:32 PM
it’s so funny to be a new yorker with a crippling, life-ruining fear of cockroaches
August 5, 2025 at 10:42 PM
i haven't been keeping up w new releases at all but: new Index of Metals just dropped apparently. samples sound good
July 25, 2025 at 11:06 PM
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again, we don't have actual police. we have varieties of rogue paramilitary/criminal gangs
I feel like the conversation around Defund in New York is missing the point - The NYPD wasn't defunded, but the cops responded as thought it was, refusing to do their jobs and creating the appearance that they were was to the incurious. Here's the data from traffic enforcement:
June 17, 2025 at 4:53 PM
ok yes i am definitely an AI trapped in a human body
i keep cracking up at this post on AI writing
June 17, 2025 at 3:34 PM
i’m sorry to everyone who follows me. i’ve reached a level of depression or hopelessness and lack of interest in anything where i’ve basically become evil and stupid. i need to leave social media but that’s not easy
June 16, 2025 at 7:00 PM
we’ve been living in 2002 for like four years so why not i guess. just this time the christian nationalists have advance knowledge of how to crush all the progressive movements that might arise organically
i want to be as clear as possible: this is a fucking problem
June 16, 2025 at 6:44 PM
i rly don’t care enough about true promise 3. it’s like 20 people dead or something?? there’s another 7 million still alive plus 8 or 9 million committed zionists in the rest of the world, killing single or double digit numbers of them is a meaningless spectacle
June 15, 2025 at 10:16 PM
i feel like i’m not really alive anymore
June 12, 2025 at 4:25 PM
i completely failed to go out and get my adhd meds today. instead i finished movement 5/7 of my romantic style copy and made an initial draft of the fugato in the middle of movement 7/7. this is maybe the dumbest project i've ever undertaken
May 13, 2025 at 2:53 AM
in my mahler 7 era
May 12, 2025 at 6:43 AM
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God another pandemic would really hit the spot right now
May 12, 2025 at 4:46 AM
these things flourish when there is a wealthy ruling class willing to ensure those who practice science, art, medicine, etc have food and shelter. we had that throughout most of history, but it no longer exists. the only counterculture and politics that are possible are a politics of self-removal
It’s time to reconsolidate a counterculture and politics against this shit. Science, art, medicine, poetry, philosophy as the beautiful life, the fullness of human civilization, that they want to destroy. Humanism, not cynicism, not slop, not tech “””nerd””” culture
May 8, 2025 at 4:46 AM
i'm not suicidal but there is a certain appeal to being able to choose my own death just so i can die while listening to this www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9Kq...
Bruckner: Symphony No. 8 in C minor: 3. Adagio: Feierlich langsam
YouTube video by Royal Concertgebouw Orchestra - Topic
www.youtube.com
May 6, 2025 at 6:20 PM
for those not on twitter anymore (good decision btw) you may have missed that the current right wing insult of choice is telling ppl—men or women—some variety of “you sound like a rape victim”, “you were molested”, etc. male culture is basically defined by hatred of the weak and vulnerable
CW: Talk of rape

I've literally been in circles of men talking about this kind of topic, and they absolutely 100% see any man who gets raped as not really a man. His rapist's gender doesn't even matter, nor the context, only that he was raped. To them he's not a man, he's a weak little punchline.
CW: Rape and victim-blaming.

Given how rational UK jurisprudence is, what does this indicate about patriarchy? Have we uncovered a fatal flaw in feminism, an example of 'female privilege'? Why aren't men safeguarded from this harm?

Well, it's simple, you see. If you're raped, you're not a man.
May 5, 2025 at 5:36 PM
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Okay Luigi absolutely didn't do it and this is a pin job
May 5, 2025 at 10:10 AM
there's something about this piece i seem to need right now www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7X0...
Michael Tippett: Symphony no.2
YouTube video by ALTEA MEDIA / I LOVE TV
www.youtube.com
May 5, 2025 at 4:20 PM
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At first glance I thought this was a transition before-and-after
How did I not see this before?

(Anyway, the whole piece is interesting. I'm open to some of it; people forget these days just how radical *and intentional* a look he had circa 1980-1983 when he was evangelizing the inclusive, liberationist ideology of "Uptown".)

jmellison.net/if-we-knew-t...
May 3, 2025 at 12:46 AM