hi i’m not dead yet

but in general it’s hard for me to imagine a way other than drilling into my memory every letter shape and the sound it represents. which is also maybe why i’ve never learned any other languages

oomf once got asked “so how long have you been on your journey?” during genital electrolysis

(for some reason all my friends are aquarii with the occasional capricorn)

genres: opera, noise, giallo(?), post-structuralism(?) www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPuo...

i hope i’ll get out of this somehow. americans and jews aren’t doing much to convince me there isn’t something genetic that made me a worthless waste of space, but at least a lot of trans and queer ppl are out there doing useful things

i’m making a hard right turn politically bc i see most people as equally evil and incapable of self-rule, especially as they become closer to me in terms of class, ethnicity and nationality. i project my own sense of worthlessness onto everyone who shares demographic characteristics with me

iran will not get a nuclear weapon bc a) all their nuclear scientists are dead and b) every time they get close some subhuman mossad cockroach leaks it. let’s be realistic here they’ll just get destroyed and won’t do any serious damage in the process

like i get the catharsis factor but iran would need to step its game up massively to defeat israel, and i know they can’t bc they’re full of spies and collaborators and probably don’t have enough weapons either