Jewel
@cutekitastrophe.bsky.social
she/it/Sir, 25
notorious "real" "person"
18+
notorious "real" "person"
18+
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Jewel
@cutekitastrophe.bsky.social
· Nov 8
"suffering builds character" wrong
dissociation builds character, in fact it builds multiple characters
dissociation builds character, in fact it builds multiple characters
maybe id finally be okay if i just had another cool jacket
November 14, 2025 at 1:46 AM
maybe id finally be okay if i just had another cool jacket
for a little thing that begged to have rules placed upon it for so long, youd think it wouldnt be so insolent about following those rules that were so graciously given
November 13, 2025 at 11:17 PM
for a little thing that begged to have rules placed upon it for so long, youd think it wouldnt be so insolent about following those rules that were so graciously given
girl of having 4 nightmares in a row last night, fun
November 13, 2025 at 8:33 PM
girl of having 4 nightmares in a row last night, fun
after years of dissociation and avoidance i feel like im finally actually starting to deal with my shit
improve my life
even if that means coming to terms with things i let fester in ways that hurt others
im so fucking exhausted
but maybe things can get better, i can make them better, i hope
improve my life
even if that means coming to terms with things i let fester in ways that hurt others
im so fucking exhausted
but maybe things can get better, i can make them better, i hope
November 12, 2025 at 4:09 PM
after years of dissociation and avoidance i feel like im finally actually starting to deal with my shit
improve my life
even if that means coming to terms with things i let fester in ways that hurt others
im so fucking exhausted
but maybe things can get better, i can make them better, i hope
improve my life
even if that means coming to terms with things i let fester in ways that hurt others
im so fucking exhausted
but maybe things can get better, i can make them better, i hope
not that i think the rest meant anything by at, or that it bothers me, but it is kinda interesting to me that out of all the family memebers i still speak to, the only one to rememeber to wish me a happy birthday was the one other queer person in the group
November 12, 2025 at 8:01 AM
not that i think the rest meant anything by at, or that it bothers me, but it is kinda interesting to me that out of all the family memebers i still speak to, the only one to rememeber to wish me a happy birthday was the one other queer person in the group
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kinda wanna get into writing
but its daunting
ive never gotten far into a writing project before but i have some ideas
idk
self expression is both a base need and absolutely terrifying
what do you mean i have to be bad and embarrassing before i can make something good?
that sucks
but its daunting
ive never gotten far into a writing project before but i have some ideas
idk
self expression is both a base need and absolutely terrifying
what do you mean i have to be bad and embarrassing before i can make something good?
that sucks
November 12, 2025 at 6:32 AM
kinda wanna get into writing
but its daunting
ive never gotten far into a writing project before but i have some ideas
idk
self expression is both a base need and absolutely terrifying
what do you mean i have to be bad and embarrassing before i can make something good?
that sucks
but its daunting
ive never gotten far into a writing project before but i have some ideas
idk
self expression is both a base need and absolutely terrifying
what do you mean i have to be bad and embarrassing before i can make something good?
that sucks
subjecting all the followers i got from posting the kink shit i do with my angel to my stupid stream of conciousness ramblings
if you want the good stuff from me you have to suffer a little
if you want the good stuff from me you have to suffer a little
November 12, 2025 at 6:28 AM
subjecting all the followers i got from posting the kink shit i do with my angel to my stupid stream of conciousness ramblings
if you want the good stuff from me you have to suffer a little
if you want the good stuff from me you have to suffer a little
i dont think itll ever fail to make me ugly cry by the end
time to watch portrait of a lady on fire 100 more times
November 12, 2025 at 6:23 AM
i dont think itll ever fail to make me ugly cry by the end
man i know im not gonna find it in anything mainstream but i really want more good lesbian and or trans romance in film and tv
so much that ive seen of it, even in more indie media is so.... focussed on what its like suffering bigotry, and in such a leering way
so much that ive seen of it, even in more indie media is so.... focussed on what its like suffering bigotry, and in such a leering way
November 12, 2025 at 6:13 AM
man i know im not gonna find it in anything mainstream but i really want more good lesbian and or trans romance in film and tv
so much that ive seen of it, even in more indie media is so.... focussed on what its like suffering bigotry, and in such a leering way
so much that ive seen of it, even in more indie media is so.... focussed on what its like suffering bigotry, and in such a leering way
oomfies feel free to hit me up and chat
i am always up to make friends
i am at worst, just kinda awkward with meeting new creatures
i am always up to make friends
i am at worst, just kinda awkward with meeting new creatures
November 12, 2025 at 6:07 AM
oomfies feel free to hit me up and chat
i am always up to make friends
i am at worst, just kinda awkward with meeting new creatures
i am always up to make friends
i am at worst, just kinda awkward with meeting new creatures
god i forgot i still need to get a new drive for my computer before i can play like, 90% of my games library
i still cant afford that
and i was thinking about all the treats i cant afford either
fuck
i still cant afford that
and i was thinking about all the treats i cant afford either
fuck
November 12, 2025 at 5:38 AM
god i forgot i still need to get a new drive for my computer before i can play like, 90% of my games library
i still cant afford that
and i was thinking about all the treats i cant afford either
fuck
i still cant afford that
and i was thinking about all the treats i cant afford either
fuck
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i still think of you, sometimes
past lives, once intertwined
one plus one is one again
.. and if you take one away?
distance is grasping at stars
close, yet so far out of reach
i can almost touch you..
hollow now; empty
without you.
past lives, once intertwined
one plus one is one again
.. and if you take one away?
distance is grasping at stars
close, yet so far out of reach
i can almost touch you..
hollow now; empty
without you.
November 12, 2025 at 5:24 AM
i still think of you, sometimes
past lives, once intertwined
one plus one is one again
.. and if you take one away?
distance is grasping at stars
close, yet so far out of reach
i can almost touch you..
hollow now; empty
without you.
past lives, once intertwined
one plus one is one again
.. and if you take one away?
distance is grasping at stars
close, yet so far out of reach
i can almost touch you..
hollow now; empty
without you.
was trying to write some funny post about getting into findom because im broke but then i realised it was getting to the point where i was just describing sex work
man, i wish i wasnt disabled, i wish i had employable skills, i wish i wasnt broke
man, i wish i wasnt disabled, i wish i had employable skills, i wish i wasnt broke
November 12, 2025 at 5:20 AM
was trying to write some funny post about getting into findom because im broke but then i realised it was getting to the point where i was just describing sex work
man, i wish i wasnt disabled, i wish i had employable skills, i wish i wasnt broke
man, i wish i wasnt disabled, i wish i had employable skills, i wish i wasnt broke
you know im cooked when im repeatedly watching guides on managing the macro in deadlock
i care about this game a little too much
i care about this game a little too much
November 12, 2025 at 4:31 AM
you know im cooked when im repeatedly watching guides on managing the macro in deadlock
i care about this game a little too much
i care about this game a little too much
if its as pretty and as immersive as way of water was im so chill with that
i know some of the political themes in these movies are uhhh, tactless to say the least
but i am kinda a sucker for just getting lost in a fantasy world for a while, and they are so very pretty
i know some of the political themes in these movies are uhhh, tactless to say the least
but i am kinda a sucker for just getting lost in a fantasy world for a while, and they are so very pretty
The runtime for ‘AVATAR: FIRE & ASH’ has been listed at 3 hours & 15 minutes.
The longest film in the trilogy.
The longest film in the trilogy.
November 12, 2025 at 4:28 AM
if its as pretty and as immersive as way of water was im so chill with that
i know some of the political themes in these movies are uhhh, tactless to say the least
but i am kinda a sucker for just getting lost in a fantasy world for a while, and they are so very pretty
i know some of the political themes in these movies are uhhh, tactless to say the least
but i am kinda a sucker for just getting lost in a fantasy world for a while, and they are so very pretty
not me once again thinking about laundering my distaste through someone else so i dont have to be confrontational
it's a problem...
it's a problem...
November 12, 2025 at 4:07 AM
not me once again thinking about laundering my distaste through someone else so i dont have to be confrontational
it's a problem...
it's a problem...
i was really excited to play minecraft with friends but within like, two days almost everyone has stopped playing for various reasons so now im just logging in to a server thats empty almost every time
November 12, 2025 at 3:51 AM
i was really excited to play minecraft with friends but within like, two days almost everyone has stopped playing for various reasons so now im just logging in to a server thats empty almost every time
i think this house wants to kill me
November 12, 2025 at 2:09 AM
i think this house wants to kill me
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November 11, 2025 at 12:08 PM
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“Content” is a corpo-brain term, makes me cringe when I hear it in the wild.
You don’t make “content”, you make ART! You write STORIES. Its your WORK (and often play too)!
“Content” is the noise you flick through when trying to find a SHOW you like, don’t cheapen your work comparing it to SLOP. 😤
You don’t make “content”, you make ART! You write STORIES. Its your WORK (and often play too)!
“Content” is the noise you flick through when trying to find a SHOW you like, don’t cheapen your work comparing it to SLOP. 😤
"Content" is a blatantly misleading term to use for fanworks. Fanworks are the antithesis of content; content is produced for individual gain and consuming, whereas fanworks are created out of inspiration and the communal experience.
start using "fanworks" again instead of "content" let's go people
September 16, 2025 at 11:25 AM
“Content” is a corpo-brain term, makes me cringe when I hear it in the wild.
You don’t make “content”, you make ART! You write STORIES. Its your WORK (and often play too)!
“Content” is the noise you flick through when trying to find a SHOW you like, don’t cheapen your work comparing it to SLOP. 😤
You don’t make “content”, you make ART! You write STORIES. Its your WORK (and often play too)!
“Content” is the noise you flick through when trying to find a SHOW you like, don’t cheapen your work comparing it to SLOP. 😤
need her in my lap...
can i sit in your lap and kick my feet..
i don't even age regress
November 11, 2025 at 8:39 AM
need her in my lap...
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a taste of serenity please, im so sick of the tribulations
November 11, 2025 at 3:25 AM
a taste of serenity please, im so sick of the tribulations
prog making her more of a bottom is soooo good for me
November 10, 2025 at 2:55 PM
prog making her more of a bottom is soooo good for me