chaoticsleepy
@chaoticsleepy.bsky.social
she/her. 30s. growing gayer by the day. (soon ill be unstoppable.🌈) salty liberal. meme fiend. fluent in gifs. dad joke collector. neurospicy.
[FFXIV] Eleanore Portelaine (elle.crd.co) - Reed Stoneshore (rss.crd.co) - Ghoa Mankhad (ghoa.crd.co)
[FFXIV] Eleanore Portelaine (elle.crd.co) - Reed Stoneshore (rss.crd.co) - Ghoa Mankhad (ghoa.crd.co)
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the BARK of a laugh that I just let out..... LMAO
January 19, 2026 at 9:08 PM
the BARK of a laugh that I just let out..... LMAO
🔞 #chaoticspicy 🔞
Powerplay isn't a 'must' for Elle in a sexual dynamic, but she *does* greatly enjoy it - especially when there's a lot going on in her head. It's a great avenue when what she's ultimately looking for is mental/emotional release.. but the physical is a nice bonus, of course.
Powerplay isn't a 'must' for Elle in a sexual dynamic, but she *does* greatly enjoy it - especially when there's a lot going on in her head. It's a great avenue when what she's ultimately looking for is mental/emotional release.. but the physical is a nice bonus, of course.
January 19, 2026 at 8:48 PM
🔞 #chaoticspicy 🔞
Powerplay isn't a 'must' for Elle in a sexual dynamic, but she *does* greatly enjoy it - especially when there's a lot going on in her head. It's a great avenue when what she's ultimately looking for is mental/emotional release.. but the physical is a nice bonus, of course.
Powerplay isn't a 'must' for Elle in a sexual dynamic, but she *does* greatly enjoy it - especially when there's a lot going on in her head. It's a great avenue when what she's ultimately looking for is mental/emotional release.. but the physical is a nice bonus, of course.
CW : Neglect
There are a number of ways that Eleanore *could* describe her home life, none of which are good. But if she had to sum up her fraught childhood into only one word? Lonely.
Her presence in the Manor was not something her 'parents' had ever planned on, nor wanted. She had..
There are a number of ways that Eleanore *could* describe her home life, none of which are good. But if she had to sum up her fraught childhood into only one word? Lonely.
Her presence in the Manor was not something her 'parents' had ever planned on, nor wanted. She had..
January 19, 2026 at 6:49 PM
CW : Neglect
There are a number of ways that Eleanore *could* describe her home life, none of which are good. But if she had to sum up her fraught childhood into only one word? Lonely.
Her presence in the Manor was not something her 'parents' had ever planned on, nor wanted. She had..
There are a number of ways that Eleanore *could* describe her home life, none of which are good. But if she had to sum up her fraught childhood into only one word? Lonely.
Her presence in the Manor was not something her 'parents' had ever planned on, nor wanted. She had..
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Zephyr - [ FFXIV Patreon reward ]
Woo, first piece of the year!
I've always associated January with an early morning palette - like the colors of a crisp, snowy day (unless you live in the UK, but I don't think a grey and brown color scheme would've worked as nicely...)
Woo, first piece of the year!
I've always associated January with an early morning palette - like the colors of a crisp, snowy day (unless you live in the UK, but I don't think a grey and brown color scheme would've worked as nicely...)
January 19, 2026 at 5:27 PM
Zephyr - [ FFXIV Patreon reward ]
Woo, first piece of the year!
I've always associated January with an early morning palette - like the colors of a crisp, snowy day (unless you live in the UK, but I don't think a grey and brown color scheme would've worked as nicely...)
Woo, first piece of the year!
I've always associated January with an early morning palette - like the colors of a crisp, snowy day (unless you live in the UK, but I don't think a grey and brown color scheme would've worked as nicely...)
Eleanore would try every trick in the book to get it open by herself before she would admit defeat by asking for help.
Unless Anri (@missalmondsxiv.bsky.social) is at hand, in which case Elle would just ask her to open it for her instead. Butch enrichment.
Unless Anri (@missalmondsxiv.bsky.social) is at hand, in which case Elle would just ask her to open it for her instead. Butch enrichment.
Silly #wolqotd, but if your WoL found themself unable to open a jar, what would they do?
January 19, 2026 at 1:52 PM
Eleanore would try every trick in the book to get it open by herself before she would admit defeat by asking for help.
Unless Anri (@missalmondsxiv.bsky.social) is at hand, in which case Elle would just ask her to open it for her instead. Butch enrichment.
Unless Anri (@missalmondsxiv.bsky.social) is at hand, in which case Elle would just ask her to open it for her instead. Butch enrichment.
Oh yeah, I did The Thing last night but then forgot to actually post it lmao. Have a somewhat close eepy approximation.
January 18, 2026 at 6:32 PM
Oh yeah, I did The Thing last night but then forgot to actually post it lmao. Have a somewhat close eepy approximation.
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gay fantasy will save you. Gay elves and gay knights and gay ritual sex cults and gay magic will save you
December 31, 2025 at 11:18 PM
gay fantasy will save you. Gay elves and gay knights and gay ritual sex cults and gay magic will save you
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I have never felt more seen by a Post
January 15, 2026 at 4:57 AM
I have never felt more seen by a Post
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January 16, 2026 at 1:43 PM
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Don't forget. Always, somewhere, someone is fighting for you. As long as you remember her, you are not alone.
January 16, 2026 at 10:30 PM
Don't forget. Always, somewhere, someone is fighting for you. As long as you remember her, you are not alone.
Wind-up Eleanore would have her normal appearance during in-game daytime, but her Nightkin form at night!
Behavior would be obedient, just because she would always want to stick close. But if another minion gets within range, she'll get curious and leave the player's side to go check it out!
Behavior would be obedient, just because she would always want to stick close. But if another minion gets within range, she'll get curious and leave the player's side to go check it out!
January 16, 2026 at 9:17 PM
Wind-up Eleanore would have her normal appearance during in-game daytime, but her Nightkin form at night!
Behavior would be obedient, just because she would always want to stick close. But if another minion gets within range, she'll get curious and leave the player's side to go check it out!
Behavior would be obedient, just because she would always want to stick close. But if another minion gets within range, she'll get curious and leave the player's side to go check it out!
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Sometimes you send something you found online to a friend because you want to brighten their day, and sometimes you send something you found online to a friend with the precise attitude and bearing of a cat very carefully lining up their paw with the back of another cat's head.
January 16, 2026 at 8:00 AM
Sometimes you send something you found online to a friend because you want to brighten their day, and sometimes you send something you found online to a friend with the precise attitude and bearing of a cat very carefully lining up their paw with the back of another cat's head.
One of my goals this year is to do more writing. Unfortunately, the problem is that by the time I get home of an evening, I'm usually too tired to write the things that I was all excited to write at lunch time.
So I invested in a decent bluetooth keyboard & mouse for my phone, as one does.
So I invested in a decent bluetooth keyboard & mouse for my phone, as one does.
January 16, 2026 at 5:34 PM
One of my goals this year is to do more writing. Unfortunately, the problem is that by the time I get home of an evening, I'm usually too tired to write the things that I was all excited to write at lunch time.
So I invested in a decent bluetooth keyboard & mouse for my phone, as one does.
So I invested in a decent bluetooth keyboard & mouse for my phone, as one does.
Not great.. LMAO
Elle can handle a *little* spice, but she's probably no more than a 2 or 3 on a scale of 1 being "Waiter, my water is too spicy" and 10 being "The excruciating pain makes me feel alive."
Elle can handle a *little* spice, but she's probably no more than a 2 or 3 on a scale of 1 being "Waiter, my water is too spicy" and 10 being "The excruciating pain makes me feel alive."
What’s your WOL/OCs spice tolerance? Could they handle Zero’s curry or are they just going to be miserable?
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#wolqotd
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#wolqotd
January 16, 2026 at 5:25 PM
Not great.. LMAO
Elle can handle a *little* spice, but she's probably no more than a 2 or 3 on a scale of 1 being "Waiter, my water is too spicy" and 10 being "The excruciating pain makes me feel alive."
Elle can handle a *little* spice, but she's probably no more than a 2 or 3 on a scale of 1 being "Waiter, my water is too spicy" and 10 being "The excruciating pain makes me feel alive."
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"Make each other worse" this, "make each other better" that, where's the love for "they see and love each other exactly as they already are"
January 16, 2026 at 4:38 PM
"Make each other worse" this, "make each other better" that, where's the love for "they see and love each other exactly as they already are"
Aging myself tremendously here, except that no one but maybe my fellow fossils will likely recognize the name but....
Avidgamers. 🫠
It was a free website / forum / chatroom host (think a low tech lovechild of carrd and discord) wayyyy back in the day where folks would set up lil RP communities.
Avidgamers. 🫠
It was a free website / forum / chatroom host (think a low tech lovechild of carrd and discord) wayyyy back in the day where folks would set up lil RP communities.
January 16, 2026 at 4:34 PM
Aging myself tremendously here, except that no one but maybe my fellow fossils will likely recognize the name but....
Avidgamers. 🫠
It was a free website / forum / chatroom host (think a low tech lovechild of carrd and discord) wayyyy back in the day where folks would set up lil RP communities.
Avidgamers. 🫠
It was a free website / forum / chatroom host (think a low tech lovechild of carrd and discord) wayyyy back in the day where folks would set up lil RP communities.
No new picturea: Where are you at mentally?
January 16, 2026 at 3:32 PM
No new picturea: Where are you at mentally?
Pounding an energy drink first thing this morning has not woken me up any quicker than I'd hoped.
Instead, it's just made me yappy and semi-incoherent.
Instead, it's just made me yappy and semi-incoherent.
January 16, 2026 at 3:21 PM
Pounding an energy drink first thing this morning has not woken me up any quicker than I'd hoped.
Instead, it's just made me yappy and semi-incoherent.
Instead, it's just made me yappy and semi-incoherent.
Elle would definitely jive with the mission-driven nature of my job, but it wouldn't be to her tastes practically. Her passion is helping individuals in need directly, while my job moreso entails the building of systems that improve overall conditions and managing programs that allow those like..
#wolqotd Would your WoL be good at your job?
January 16, 2026 at 3:16 PM
Elle would definitely jive with the mission-driven nature of my job, but it wouldn't be to her tastes practically. Her passion is helping individuals in need directly, while my job moreso entails the building of systems that improve overall conditions and managing programs that allow those like..
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January 16, 2026 at 2:45 PM
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you will have to pry the millennial “lol” from my cold dead hands. i don’t know how else to express minor despair. if i didn’t say “lol” after admitting i’m a husk inside, i’d have to develop emotional resilience, and i simply don’t have time for that
January 12, 2026 at 6:35 PM
you will have to pry the millennial “lol” from my cold dead hands. i don’t know how else to express minor despair. if i didn’t say “lol” after admitting i’m a husk inside, i’d have to develop emotional resilience, and i simply don’t have time for that