chaoticsleepy
@chaoticsleepy.bsky.social
she/her. 30s. growing gayer by the day. (soon ill be unstoppable.🌈) salty liberal. meme fiend. fluent in gifs. dad joke collector. neurospicy.
[FFXIV] Eleanore Portelaine (elle.crd.co) - Reed Stoneshore (rss.crd.co) - Ghoa Mankhad (ghoa.crd.co)
[FFXIV] Eleanore Portelaine (elle.crd.co) - Reed Stoneshore (rss.crd.co) - Ghoa Mankhad (ghoa.crd.co)
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Hey hi hello!
Just wanted to drop another pulse check on here since I've still been largely FFXIV absent.
I'm still getting my new ADHD med situation sorted out. I go back to the doctor in a week or so to get my dosage upped, so I'm hoping that will help even me back out and get me to not be so..
Just wanted to drop another pulse check on here since I've still been largely FFXIV absent.
I'm still getting my new ADHD med situation sorted out. I go back to the doctor in a week or so to get my dosage upped, so I'm hoping that will help even me back out and get me to not be so..
Elle can use basic healing magicks, but only does so in emergencies as the price she pays for them is disproportionately steep. The aether of the natural world doesn't respond to her casting as it would for other conjurors.. likely because her existence is a far cry from 'natural' and thereby...
November 28, 2025 at 2:45 AM
Elle can use basic healing magicks, but only does so in emergencies as the price she pays for them is disproportionately steep. The aether of the natural world doesn't respond to her casting as it would for other conjurors.. likely because her existence is a far cry from 'natural' and thereby...
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can you not touch that please it’s my pile of old tired middle-aged men trying to deal with a bratty younger little shit that won’t let him catch a break and keeps pushing every single one of his buttons until he snaps and fucks the attitude out of them
November 24, 2025 at 1:13 AM
can you not touch that please it’s my pile of old tired middle-aged men trying to deal with a bratty younger little shit that won’t let him catch a break and keeps pushing every single one of his buttons until he snaps and fucks the attitude out of them
November 27, 2025 at 12:56 AM
hi hello it's been a while!!
life has been A Lot(tm) and combined with my growing burn out with ffxiv in general and the trajectory the game itself has been on, what i thought was a "i just need like, a week or two break from rp to reset" turned into.. well, a lot longer than two weeks, lmao.
life has been A Lot(tm) and combined with my growing burn out with ffxiv in general and the trajectory the game itself has been on, what i thought was a "i just need like, a week or two break from rp to reset" turned into.. well, a lot longer than two weeks, lmao.
a man is sitting in a dark room with the words " it 's been a wiiiiile " written on the bottom
ALT: a man is sitting in a dark room with the words " it 's been a wiiiiile " written on the bottom
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November 23, 2025 at 12:22 AM
hi hello it's been a while!!
life has been A Lot(tm) and combined with my growing burn out with ffxiv in general and the trajectory the game itself has been on, what i thought was a "i just need like, a week or two break from rp to reset" turned into.. well, a lot longer than two weeks, lmao.
life has been A Lot(tm) and combined with my growing burn out with ffxiv in general and the trajectory the game itself has been on, what i thought was a "i just need like, a week or two break from rp to reset" turned into.. well, a lot longer than two weeks, lmao.
Eleanore and Ghoa both have similar feelings about their names. Both were named by quasi-parental figures rather than their birth families. They don't have any strong feelings towards their names either way, but they both wonder sometimes what their actual parents would've named them instead.
August 11, 2025 at 2:50 PM
Eleanore and Ghoa both have similar feelings about their names. Both were named by quasi-parental figures rather than their birth families. They don't have any strong feelings towards their names either way, but they both wonder sometimes what their actual parents would've named them instead.
its me, i'm the feral writer on the filing cabinet
That's how you can tell human authors from AI.
AI will put in some em dashes, then apologise and take them out when told off.
Human authors will climb the filing cabinet, hissing, and defend their right to em dashes with a loaded stapler.
AI will put in some em dashes, then apologise and take them out when told off.
Human authors will climb the filing cabinet, hissing, and defend their right to em dashes with a loaded stapler.
Em dashes, like anything, should be used in moderation. Check first with your editor if em dashes are right for you. 😉
#WriteSky #WritingTips
#WriteSky #WritingTips
August 2, 2025 at 8:18 PM
its me, i'm the feral writer on the filing cabinet
Hey hi hello!
Just wanted to drop another pulse check on here since I've still been largely FFXIV absent.
I'm still getting my new ADHD med situation sorted out. I go back to the doctor in a week or so to get my dosage upped, so I'm hoping that will help even me back out and get me to not be so..
Just wanted to drop another pulse check on here since I've still been largely FFXIV absent.
I'm still getting my new ADHD med situation sorted out. I go back to the doctor in a week or so to get my dosage upped, so I'm hoping that will help even me back out and get me to not be so..
August 2, 2025 at 8:16 PM
Hey hi hello!
Just wanted to drop another pulse check on here since I've still been largely FFXIV absent.
I'm still getting my new ADHD med situation sorted out. I go back to the doctor in a week or so to get my dosage upped, so I'm hoping that will help even me back out and get me to not be so..
Just wanted to drop another pulse check on here since I've still been largely FFXIV absent.
I'm still getting my new ADHD med situation sorted out. I go back to the doctor in a week or so to get my dosage upped, so I'm hoping that will help even me back out and get me to not be so..
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499!
i think that means i'm clear to start the 500 followers pose special raffle thing. if you want in, drop a reply (and, naturally, be a follower teehee). winner gets selected on the 20th!
the prize: i'll pose anything* you want! your OC doing cool stuff, a collab, dealer's choice - you can ->
i think that means i'm clear to start the 500 followers pose special raffle thing. if you want in, drop a reply (and, naturally, be a follower teehee). winner gets selected on the 20th!
the prize: i'll pose anything* you want! your OC doing cool stuff, a collab, dealer's choice - you can ->
July 13, 2025 at 12:04 AM
499!
i think that means i'm clear to start the 500 followers pose special raffle thing. if you want in, drop a reply (and, naturally, be a follower teehee). winner gets selected on the 20th!
the prize: i'll pose anything* you want! your OC doing cool stuff, a collab, dealer's choice - you can ->
i think that means i'm clear to start the 500 followers pose special raffle thing. if you want in, drop a reply (and, naturally, be a follower teehee). winner gets selected on the 20th!
the prize: i'll pose anything* you want! your OC doing cool stuff, a collab, dealer's choice - you can ->
My nightmare work project is finally done (for now at least) and I can breathe again. Still gonna give my mind some time to rest and recoup before diving headfirst back into RP again, but I already feel so much better hhhhh
July 1, 2025 at 2:27 PM
My nightmare work project is finally done (for now at least) and I can breathe again. Still gonna give my mind some time to rest and recoup before diving headfirst back into RP again, but I already feel so much better hhhhh
I know I've been quieter than normal lately on here, so just wanted to pop on to let everyone know that I'm still alive and nothing is (majorly) wrong!
tldr; Work has been consistently more and more stressful over the past few weeks and this week, it's all come to a head. I'm just drained, both..
tldr; Work has been consistently more and more stressful over the past few weeks and this week, it's all come to a head. I'm just drained, both..
June 26, 2025 at 10:16 PM
I know I've been quieter than normal lately on here, so just wanted to pop on to let everyone know that I'm still alive and nothing is (majorly) wrong!
tldr; Work has been consistently more and more stressful over the past few weeks and this week, it's all come to a head. I'm just drained, both..
tldr; Work has been consistently more and more stressful over the past few weeks and this week, it's all come to a head. I'm just drained, both..
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Thinks about subtle intimacy. Thinks about small touches exchanged between partners. Thinks about the hand resting on a knee or a thigh during a casual chat about anything. A thumb brushing over the skin.
June 23, 2025 at 8:47 PM
Thinks about subtle intimacy. Thinks about small touches exchanged between partners. Thinks about the hand resting on a knee or a thigh during a casual chat about anything. A thumb brushing over the skin.
Me: I refuse to let this week be stressful. Gonna stop and get breakfast on the way to the office, ease into the week nice and easy. Good vibes only.
Me opening my email first thing in the morning:
Me opening my email first thing in the morning:
a man in a suit is carrying a stack of pizza boxes .
ALT: a man in a suit is carrying a stack of pizza boxes .
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June 23, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Me: I refuse to let this week be stressful. Gonna stop and get breakfast on the way to the office, ease into the week nice and easy. Good vibes only.
Me opening my email first thing in the morning:
Me opening my email first thing in the morning:
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June 22, 2025 at 8:42 PM
FFXI
FFXII
The Sims 4
(and also FFXIV but I figure that's a given and No Fun™️.)
FFXII
The Sims 4
(and also FFXIV but I figure that's a given and No Fun™️.)
Name 3 Videogames you've played for 200 hours.
June 21, 2025 at 11:05 PM
FFXI
FFXII
The Sims 4
(and also FFXIV but I figure that's a given and No Fun™️.)
FFXII
The Sims 4
(and also FFXIV but I figure that's a given and No Fun™️.)
she.................. sighs
June 20, 2025 at 7:17 PM
she.................. sighs
consultant from hell: *frustrated by consequences of his own inaction* i just hate wasting my time.
me who clearly told him that if we didn't meet a certain deadline weeks ago that it was a lost cause but he insisted we (read: i) continue working on it anyway: my brother in christ, lol.............
me who clearly told him that if we didn't meet a certain deadline weeks ago that it was a lost cause but he insisted we (read: i) continue working on it anyway: my brother in christ, lol.............
June 20, 2025 at 5:52 PM
consultant from hell: *frustrated by consequences of his own inaction* i just hate wasting my time.
me who clearly told him that if we didn't meet a certain deadline weeks ago that it was a lost cause but he insisted we (read: i) continue working on it anyway: my brother in christ, lol.............
me who clearly told him that if we didn't meet a certain deadline weeks ago that it was a lost cause but he insisted we (read: i) continue working on it anyway: my brother in christ, lol.............
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i forgot that i was gonna do the swap thing that was goin around yesterday when i was Goin Thru It, but now i've remembered and after a jumpscare from forgetting to enable her makeup for face 4..
you know, i actually.. kinda like it a lot.....
looks uneasily at spare fantasia.....
...thoughts?
you know, i actually.. kinda like it a lot.....
looks uneasily at spare fantasia.....
...thoughts?
June 20, 2025 at 1:42 AM
i forgot that i was gonna do the swap thing that was goin around yesterday when i was Goin Thru It, but now i've remembered and after a jumpscare from forgetting to enable her makeup for face 4..
you know, i actually.. kinda like it a lot.....
looks uneasily at spare fantasia.....
...thoughts?
you know, i actually.. kinda like it a lot.....
looks uneasily at spare fantasia.....
...thoughts?
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Happy Juneteenth, friends! ❤️💛💚🖤
June 19, 2025 at 2:07 PM
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kinda wanna crawl into bed and just call it a day, but also the though of essentially just fast forwarding to tomorrow's horrors is kinda ruining that vibe. but i also have 0 drive to do anything. so im just kinda staring at the wall.
these are your brainworms on excessive amounts of stress, kids.
these are your brainworms on excessive amounts of stress, kids.
June 18, 2025 at 11:40 PM
kinda wanna crawl into bed and just call it a day, but also the though of essentially just fast forwarding to tomorrow's horrors is kinda ruining that vibe. but i also have 0 drive to do anything. so im just kinda staring at the wall.
these are your brainworms on excessive amounts of stress, kids.
these are your brainworms on excessive amounts of stress, kids.
days like today, i could use a beautiful woman whose lap i could rest my silly little gay head on and get my hair stroked while i have a freak nasty lil cry.
June 18, 2025 at 10:41 PM
days like today, i could use a beautiful woman whose lap i could rest my silly little gay head on and get my hair stroked while i have a freak nasty lil cry.
I have apparently been sentenced today to Death by a Thousand Minor Inconveniences All Happening At Once (But Also One Major One Coming Later This Afternoon).
June 18, 2025 at 4:03 PM
I have apparently been sentenced today to Death by a Thousand Minor Inconveniences All Happening At Once (But Also One Major One Coming Later This Afternoon).