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big rock big river, ms ⧖ (they/them)
@bigrockbigriver.bsky.social
Founder & Executive Director - LUSID Psych Care | Doctoral Candidate | Psychological Associate

Stolen Native, MMTIP | AuDHD, Plural | 🂡 🂡 🂡

I pledge allegiance to Liberty & Justice for all.

In US we trust.

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My whole entire life I sat here trying to figure out what exactly the rules meant so I could *not* break them.

Now I am prepared to walk up to every line and do everything I know I can get away with in the pursuit of protecting the children.

And when it's not enough, I will calmly cross the line.
That woman I helped the other day had a blue jay in her hair, a clip.

Blue jays have been a huge theme in everything lately. Blue jade, blue jays.

Just feels like more is coming. I was supposed to be there.
February 14, 2026 at 6:33 AM
Like when you get to start jay walking as a child.
February 14, 2026 at 6:30 AM
I kinda wish people just being respectful didn't feel magical because I know that means I'm still healing, but this time round, I'm just gonna appreciate the novelty because it does feel lovely.
February 14, 2026 at 6:30 AM
One of the great joys of my adult life was realizing that the highly competent people all just ignore 32% of rules 😂
February 14, 2026 at 6:28 AM
Awweee that was a nice list of compliments right before bed, gonna go to sleep with a smile on my face.
February 14, 2026 at 6:19 AM
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1:04am EST: OOB Moon in Capricorn semisextile Vesta in Aquarius. The Goddess of the Hearth says: "If Mars doesn't have to take your advice, why should I?" Embrace the weird. 17°Cp26' D 17°Aq26' D

February 14, 2026 at 6:04 AM
Broke: defund ice

Woke: decolonize
February 14, 2026 at 6:00 AM
Dreaming had become burdensome.
February 14, 2026 at 5:37 AM
Saturn in Aries and immediately I feel better about being ready to burn everything down, like I just don't feel like I'm supposed to be dreaming.

I see, I build. Easy.
February 14, 2026 at 5:29 AM
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12:25am EST: OOB Moon in Capricorn semisextile Mars in Aquarius. The Moon has a practical suggestion for Mars, but Mars insists on marching to the beat of his own drummer. It's about the PROCESS, not the outcome. 17°Cp06' D 17°Aq06' D

February 14, 2026 at 5:25 AM
You mean faking it?
February 14, 2026 at 5:23 AM
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good night
February 14, 2026 at 4:50 AM
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Seattle introduces emergency legislation that would ban new detention centers, jails.

The moratorium would temporarily ban detention expansion within city limits for 365 days.
www.king5.com/article/news...
Seattle introduces emergency legislation that would ban new detention centers, jails
The moratorium would temporarily ban detention expansion within city limits for 365 days.
www.king5.com
February 14, 2026 at 4:20 AM
Jesuuusss fuuuck.
February 14, 2026 at 3:47 AM
February 14, 2026 at 3:37 AM
I fucking love staple guns 😂
February 14, 2026 at 3:35 AM
Okay but so many of these are actually adorable compared to the shit we're confronting as a society.
PornHub’s new VDay map is bleak. Age verification laws have done so much damage
February 14, 2026 at 2:56 AM
Great BIG fluffy warm thanks to @typevolant.com for the $50 donation! 🐶🐾✨

We're now at $317 out of $2,500! Only $2,183 left. 12% there and growing 🥰

Who can help bring us closer?? 🧡🩷💙

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February 14, 2026 at 2:30 AM
I actually hate beets 😭

Killer tofu tho 😂
February 14, 2026 at 2:18 AM
She was who finally got me to understand that. Like just fin.

There is nothing other than the shared understanding that the space between us is acceptable and good now. We both just grew.

See why I want to try to do it myself before I just ask him to pay for it bc I know he would?
February 14, 2026 at 2:17 AM
I have this one serigraph, that was a person whose art is in the louvre, gold leafed. Iconic art.

I cut it.

Couldn't find a frame big enough for it.

💀

Whelp she said it needed to be up so I tried my best.

We were both right.
February 14, 2026 at 2:17 AM
Chat what do we think? I can install flooring and can sew, can I figure out how to stretch a painting on canvas onto a frame?

Years ago I got art from my grandma and knew she would kill me for displaying it the way I did, but was poor so hey, but I want it in the office now, gotta fix it.
February 14, 2026 at 2:11 AM
Awweee 🤍🤍🤍
February 14, 2026 at 2:07 AM
Einstein annoys the shit out of me for that reason. He broke me on the fine some 14 yo cousin marrying sickos would have been worth the effort to save because his contributions were objectively important 🙄🙄🙄🙄
February 14, 2026 at 2:07 AM
That was weird as fuck but did the job. Love that shit 😅
February 14, 2026 at 2:05 AM