SteeleBar
@steelebar.bsky.social
Some guy. Giving up on dreams and living in a nightmare.
He/Him
23 going on ???
Constantly disassociating
He/Him
23 going on ???
Constantly disassociating
Pinned
SteeleBar
@steelebar.bsky.social
· Mar 2
Sleep is the cure for all of my problems.
Overthinking? Can't think at all when you're asleep.
Starving because you can't afford food? Why don't you go ahead and fill that stomach with some ZZZs my dude.
Wish you were dead? Have some death with benefits for how long you want! (+ aftercare)
Overthinking? Can't think at all when you're asleep.
Starving because you can't afford food? Why don't you go ahead and fill that stomach with some ZZZs my dude.
Wish you were dead? Have some death with benefits for how long you want! (+ aftercare)
It is no longer done I thought of multiple changes that ill have to make tonight when I get home
It is done.
23938 Words, 129532 characters, 49 pages.
Estimated recording time of 2.5-3 hours.
Took me like 25 days...
I may have gone to far in a few places...
Oh well, recording starts tomorrow assuming work doesn't mess things up.
23938 Words, 129532 characters, 49 pages.
Estimated recording time of 2.5-3 hours.
Took me like 25 days...
I may have gone to far in a few places...
Oh well, recording starts tomorrow assuming work doesn't mess things up.
Technically very little progress, but considering exhaustion and a difference between writing a small story and a regular script? Yeah I'll take it.
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
January 2, 2026 at 1:51 PM
It is no longer done I thought of multiple changes that ill have to make tonight when I get home
It is done.
23938 Words, 129532 characters, 49 pages.
Estimated recording time of 2.5-3 hours.
Took me like 25 days...
I may have gone to far in a few places...
Oh well, recording starts tomorrow assuming work doesn't mess things up.
23938 Words, 129532 characters, 49 pages.
Estimated recording time of 2.5-3 hours.
Took me like 25 days...
I may have gone to far in a few places...
Oh well, recording starts tomorrow assuming work doesn't mess things up.
Technically very little progress, but considering exhaustion and a difference between writing a small story and a regular script? Yeah I'll take it.
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
Very little progress today as work heavy, atypical, and long.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
January 2, 2026 at 12:11 AM
It is done.
23938 Words, 129532 characters, 49 pages.
Estimated recording time of 2.5-3 hours.
Took me like 25 days...
I may have gone to far in a few places...
Oh well, recording starts tomorrow assuming work doesn't mess things up.
23938 Words, 129532 characters, 49 pages.
Estimated recording time of 2.5-3 hours.
Took me like 25 days...
I may have gone to far in a few places...
Oh well, recording starts tomorrow assuming work doesn't mess things up.
Technically very little progress, but considering exhaustion and a difference between writing a small story and a regular script? Yeah I'll take it.
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
Very little progress today as work heavy, atypical, and long.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
Good progress. Worked on it all day with a couple of breaks for eating.
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
January 1, 2026 at 1:27 AM
Technically very little progress, but considering exhaustion and a difference between writing a small story and a regular script? Yeah I'll take it.
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
21.45k / 116k characters and 44.5 pages.
Tomorrow is completely off. Should complete the story, then likely the rest after + Friday. (PLEASE FOR T-)
Very little progress today as work heavy, atypical, and long.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
Good progress. Worked on it all day with a couple of breaks for eating.
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
Meh progress, but was busy will meal prep and procrastinating (it's my weekend, fuck off).
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
December 31, 2025 at 3:02 AM
Very little progress today as work heavy, atypical, and long.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
20.6k words / 111.1k characters and ~44 pages.
Wednesday will definitely be impossible, but I have Thursday off so will certainly have it done by Saturday. The script took a weird turn, but ey, I like it so I won't complain too much.
Good progress. Worked on it all day with a couple of breaks for eating.
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
Meh progress, but was busy will meal prep and procrastinating (it's my weekend, fuck off).
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
December 30, 2025 at 1:52 AM
Good progress. Worked on it all day with a couple of breaks for eating.
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
20.15k words / 108k characters and 42.25 pages long.
Will definitely be finished by the end of the week. Didn't finish it though because I can't just be normal, I gotta write not just one short story, but two. Wednesday maybe?
Meh progress, but was busy will meal prep and procrastinating (it's my weekend, fuck off).
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
December 29, 2025 at 3:12 AM
Meh progress, but was busy will meal prep and procrastinating (it's my weekend, fuck off).
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
16.8k words / 90.2k characters and 35.75 pages long.
Finishing it tomorrow considering how little is left to script. Should come in at ~42 pages maybe? Idk.
I hate being a night owl. I wanna keep going.
Decent progress.
15.4k words / 82.8k characters and 33.5 pages long.
Will likely be finished on Monday, so I'll probably record it through-out the week to start editing next weekend.
Current rate of progress would make 1 video per 3-4 weeks... Maybe not every song will take this much? 🫠
15.4k words / 82.8k characters and 33.5 pages long.
Will likely be finished on Monday, so I'll probably record it through-out the week to start editing next weekend.
Current rate of progress would make 1 video per 3-4 weeks... Maybe not every song will take this much? 🫠
Great progress today because had no work.
Currently at 13.2k words / 70.3k characters and 30 pages long. Still have about 8 pages of notes to implement into the script, but it should hopefully be done in time for me to record on Saturday. I would say the grind don't stop, but that's not my name.
Currently at 13.2k words / 70.3k characters and 30 pages long. Still have about 8 pages of notes to implement into the script, but it should hopefully be done in time for me to record on Saturday. I would say the grind don't stop, but that's not my name.
Surprise surprise, I'm doing stupid projects again.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
December 27, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Decent progress.
15.4k words / 82.8k characters and 33.5 pages long.
Will likely be finished on Monday, so I'll probably record it through-out the week to start editing next weekend.
Current rate of progress would make 1 video per 3-4 weeks... Maybe not every song will take this much? 🫠
15.4k words / 82.8k characters and 33.5 pages long.
Will likely be finished on Monday, so I'll probably record it through-out the week to start editing next weekend.
Current rate of progress would make 1 video per 3-4 weeks... Maybe not every song will take this much? 🫠
Great progress today because had no work.
Currently at 13.2k words / 70.3k characters and 30 pages long. Still have about 8 pages of notes to implement into the script, but it should hopefully be done in time for me to record on Saturday. I would say the grind don't stop, but that's not my name.
Currently at 13.2k words / 70.3k characters and 30 pages long. Still have about 8 pages of notes to implement into the script, but it should hopefully be done in time for me to record on Saturday. I would say the grind don't stop, but that's not my name.
Surprise surprise, I'm doing stupid projects again.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
December 26, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Great progress today because had no work.
Currently at 13.2k words / 70.3k characters and 30 pages long. Still have about 8 pages of notes to implement into the script, but it should hopefully be done in time for me to record on Saturday. I would say the grind don't stop, but that's not my name.
Currently at 13.2k words / 70.3k characters and 30 pages long. Still have about 8 pages of notes to implement into the script, but it should hopefully be done in time for me to record on Saturday. I would say the grind don't stop, but that's not my name.
Surprise surprise, I'm doing stupid projects again.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
December 25, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Surprise surprise, I'm doing stupid projects again.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
Currently 8.5k words / 45k characters into a script for an analysis of each song in Epic the musical. The first video is just on The Horse and The Infant. It's already 19 pages long.
I'm not even halfway done.
FUCK IT WE REDOING IT ALL CAUSE IT WAS ALL SHIT ANYWAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just lost 2 hours of footage because my mic fucked up for literally no reason
December 22, 2025 at 5:05 AM
FUCK IT WE REDOING IT ALL CAUSE IT WAS ALL SHIT ANYWAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just lost 2 hours of footage because my mic fucked up for literally no reason
December 21, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Just lost 2 hours of footage because my mic fucked up for literally no reason
I've been editing for the past 5 hours... it's sunk it's claws into me once more...
I don't need sleep, right? Like, that's just not something humans need?
I don't need sleep, right? Like, that's just not something humans need?
December 16, 2025 at 2:13 AM
I've been editing for the past 5 hours... it's sunk it's claws into me once more...
I don't need sleep, right? Like, that's just not something humans need?
I don't need sleep, right? Like, that's just not something humans need?
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November 20, 2025 at 12:08 PM
it's only monday and i'm already done with this week
December 10, 2025 at 2:39 AM
it's only monday and i'm already done with this week
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Honestly wasn't planning to do this, but I thought that it might be interesting to look at #EpicTheMusical in a more critical sense considering how much time I've spent with it in my life and ears. One per week cause this one is 29k characters.
Full analysis here: www.reddit.com/r/Epicthemus...
Full analysis here: www.reddit.com/r/Epicthemus...
December 7, 2025 at 9:41 PM
Honestly wasn't planning to do this, but I thought that it might be interesting to look at #EpicTheMusical in a more critical sense considering how much time I've spent with it in my life and ears. One per week cause this one is 29k characters.
Full analysis here: www.reddit.com/r/Epicthemus...
Full analysis here: www.reddit.com/r/Epicthemus...
Just saw the Nutcracker. Not a single nut was cracked, nor was anyone kicked in the balls. Extremely disappointing, do not recommend.
December 7, 2025 at 2:24 AM
Just saw the Nutcracker. Not a single nut was cracked, nor was anyone kicked in the balls. Extremely disappointing, do not recommend.
yep
i would also like to mention that i've already fully transitioned to tidal already and have been there for a while. Fuck spotify, Fuck ice, and Fuck the current administration.
#spotifywrapped #epicthemusical
i would also like to mention that i've already fully transitioned to tidal already and have been there for a while. Fuck spotify, Fuck ice, and Fuck the current administration.
#spotifywrapped #epicthemusical
December 4, 2025 at 1:34 AM
yep
i would also like to mention that i've already fully transitioned to tidal already and have been there for a while. Fuck spotify, Fuck ice, and Fuck the current administration.
#spotifywrapped #epicthemusical
i would also like to mention that i've already fully transitioned to tidal already and have been there for a while. Fuck spotify, Fuck ice, and Fuck the current administration.
#spotifywrapped #epicthemusical
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Lots of people sharing this clip because it's funny and cathartic but I also genuinely believe it's important.
We have to win the narrative battle between "I live in a corrupt society and that's just how it is" and "I live in a corrupt society and we are going to defeat and humiliate these ghouls."
We have to win the narrative battle between "I live in a corrupt society and that's just how it is" and "I live in a corrupt society and we are going to defeat and humiliate these ghouls."
Good morning to Brazilian reporter Manuela Borges, who’s been waiting eleven years for this petty moment. ❤️ 🇧🇷
November 26, 2025 at 4:07 PM
Lots of people sharing this clip because it's funny and cathartic but I also genuinely believe it's important.
We have to win the narrative battle between "I live in a corrupt society and that's just how it is" and "I live in a corrupt society and we are going to defeat and humiliate these ghouls."
We have to win the narrative battle between "I live in a corrupt society and that's just how it is" and "I live in a corrupt society and we are going to defeat and humiliate these ghouls."
Reposted by SteeleBar
Sometimes I think it’s going to be the librarians who will save us all.
November 25, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Sometimes I think it’s going to be the librarians who will save us all.
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Spoke to a number of devs about how, in the face of CEOs claiming gen-AI is the future, their declaration of being genAI free is making waves.
Indie game developers have a new sales pitch: being ‘AI free’
Indie game developers have a new sales pitch: being ‘AI free’
“We can produce results that meet our quality standards without its assistance.”
buff.ly
November 24, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Spoke to a number of devs about how, in the face of CEOs claiming gen-AI is the future, their declaration of being genAI free is making waves.
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Hey yall not what I wanted to do on my birthday but let it be clear
"Death of the artist" is all well & good but you cannot Seperate the art from the artist when the artist is still alive, a terf & every penny they recieve reinforces their beliefs & is used to actively harm Trans folks!
Let it Go!
"Death of the artist" is all well & good but you cannot Seperate the art from the artist when the artist is still alive, a terf & every penny they recieve reinforces their beliefs & is used to actively harm Trans folks!
Let it Go!
'Harry Potter' author J.K. Rowling says 'a ton' of fans are 'still with me' after trans remarks
J.K. Rowling addressed her controversial comments about transgender women on 'The Witch Trials of J.K. Rowling' podcast, saying many 'Harry Potter' fans were 'grateful that I'd said what I said,' and ...
share.google
November 23, 2025 at 2:47 PM
Hey yall not what I wanted to do on my birthday but let it be clear
"Death of the artist" is all well & good but you cannot Seperate the art from the artist when the artist is still alive, a terf & every penny they recieve reinforces their beliefs & is used to actively harm Trans folks!
Let it Go!
"Death of the artist" is all well & good but you cannot Seperate the art from the artist when the artist is still alive, a terf & every penny they recieve reinforces their beliefs & is used to actively harm Trans folks!
Let it Go!
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Did you know that big studios monitor piracy? Don't you fucking dare pirate this shit. Do not hate watch through piracy. JK Rowling is a disgusting human being that funds and encourages the hurt, pain and death of my fellow trans peers.
Support media that actually deserves our time and money.
Support media that actually deserves our time and money.
HBO CEO Casey Bloys says 'HARRY POTTER' Season 2 is already being written
"We’re going to do whatever we can to not have a huge gap, for the kids, obviously, but also for viewers"
"We’re going to do whatever we can to not have a huge gap, for the kids, obviously, but also for viewers"
November 21, 2025 at 8:59 PM
Did you know that big studios monitor piracy? Don't you fucking dare pirate this shit. Do not hate watch through piracy. JK Rowling is a disgusting human being that funds and encourages the hurt, pain and death of my fellow trans peers.
Support media that actually deserves our time and money.
Support media that actually deserves our time and money.
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"Free health and wellbeing kit for trans and non-binary people launched in UK
The newly released toolkit covers private and public care, as well as mental health resources for trans and non-binary people."
gcn.ie/trans-health...
The newly released toolkit covers private and public care, as well as mental health resources for trans and non-binary people."
gcn.ie/trans-health...
Trans+ health and wellbeing toolkit launched by UK nonprofit Anne
The healthcare provider Anne released a detailed trans+ toolkit covering private and public care, as well as mental health resources.
gcn.ie
November 15, 2025 at 7:43 AM
"Free health and wellbeing kit for trans and non-binary people launched in UK
The newly released toolkit covers private and public care, as well as mental health resources for trans and non-binary people."
gcn.ie/trans-health...
The newly released toolkit covers private and public care, as well as mental health resources for trans and non-binary people."
gcn.ie/trans-health...
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I'm watching an adult creator get systematically cut off from every income stream by payment processors and now debankment could be on the table. She makes legal content. They are trying to shut her up and hope that we'll shut up too.
We must get louder. Call Visa and MC. Tell them this will stop.
We must get louder. Call Visa and MC. Tell them this will stop.
#SaveSpeech
Ana's situation has gotten more severe. This is blatantly targetted debanking and [extremely unfortunate] proof that these call campaigns are getting under paypros skin
Keep calling Visa and MC and demanding they stop discriminating against adult content!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
Ana's situation has gotten more severe. This is blatantly targetted debanking and [extremely unfortunate] proof that these call campaigns are getting under paypros skin
Keep calling Visa and MC and demanding they stop discriminating against adult content!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
November 18, 2025 at 1:21 AM
I'm watching an adult creator get systematically cut off from every income stream by payment processors and now debankment could be on the table. She makes legal content. They are trying to shut her up and hope that we'll shut up too.
We must get louder. Call Visa and MC. Tell them this will stop.
We must get louder. Call Visa and MC. Tell them this will stop.