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@sinland.gay
Pretentious Auteur 🏳️‍⚧️ Artist/TTRPG Designer
One half of Super Despair World, a podcast for nice people

DM or sinabsentia@gmail.com for art commissions.
Portfolio: https://cara.app/sinabsentia
Podcast: superdespairworld.com
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I'm revealing my big ttrpg project soon, and I need my followers to appreciate why it's taken so long. This week I'm doing my final pass over the (tr)ashcan edition, sitting at 140 pages with no almost art, no GM materials, and minimal setting fluff. It is a big and absurd game for tactics perverts.
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Yes! I think we are done here for now. Ive gotta get back to my comms haha.
November 18, 2025 at 10:34 PM
Something I think about occasionally is how miserable college has to be now even if you're a good person and commit to never using AI to cheat on anything- I hear shit about having to write essays with a webcam and screenshare on and this stuff absolutely woulda made me quit years sooner than I did.
November 21, 2025 at 6:48 PM
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Dullahan
November 20, 2025 at 4:47 PM
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This is a really vulnerable time for paypro call centers. It's already been reported that Mastercard is stressed by our persistence

I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
#SaveSpeech

starting Nov 1st we're entering the holiday season, which is a big stress point for big businesses like Mastercard and Visa. These Paypros havent stopped cracking down on Adult Content, so we need to jump back into calling them in full force again!

stop-paypros.neocities.org
November 1, 2025 at 7:08 PM
I don't really want to open a whole big snark thread about it, but I got my hands on a copy of the Cosmere RPG (without giving money to mormons) and I cannot overstate how impenetrable this text is if you haven't read the books. It is an absolute slurry of fantasy proper nouns on every page
November 20, 2025 at 6:46 AM
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You need to say it with me: These are snitch boxes, I will not snitch in these boxes.
Apparently P*ypal now asks for customer opinions on accounts sending invoices.
If you are paying an invoice to a nsfw artist, do NOT mention NSFW in any way, keep it blank even. you risk both your account and the artists.
November 20, 2025 at 12:08 AM
People think I'm a crank when I say the solution is to physically destroy these machines, but it's okay, I'll give you guys some time to catch up.
Zuckerberg is building a data center in Louisiana the size of Manhattan — while Meta runs ads about how small towns love their data centers, we found furious locals who plan to leave town completely.
November 19, 2025 at 11:13 PM
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How I look at the shawarma x fries combo (I spent three hours rendering her face) 🌯🍟
November 19, 2025 at 7:38 PM
No offense to anyone out there but I think men need to be domesticated like dogs
This is a nuts story. An AI chatbot and image platform left millions of images exposed. They show what people are actually using the AI for: taking random women's yearbook, graduation, and social media photos and making super realistic hardcore porn with them
www.404media.co/ai-porn-secr...
Massive Leak Shows Erotic Chatbot Users Turned Women’s Yearbook Pictures Into AI Porn
Chatbot roleplay and image generator platform SecretDesires.ai left cloud storage containers of nearly two million of images and videos exposed, including photos and full names of women from social me...
www.404media.co
November 19, 2025 at 8:02 PM
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Once upon a time I was a nearly prolific illustrator of ancient life forms. Here's a sampling of this 🐡🎨 paleoart from the early 20's.
November 19, 2025 at 1:55 PM
Big big night for me: After about 3 years, I've finished the first big rough draft playable version of the TTRPG I'm working on 😊 eager to start playtesting with my friends.

I'm finishing up a few illustrations/polishing a few pages to finally reveal a big vertical slice before the end of november.
November 19, 2025 at 6:31 AM
I hate being offered good food or tasty snacks immediately after I ate, man. Like no I'm not gonna turn that shit down, yes I WILL in fact make myself sick for the rest of the evening over FOMO
November 19, 2025 at 5:06 AM
This web site only loves me when I am catty and negative. 🐟
November 18, 2025 at 8:33 AM
I shouldn't show my ass like this but this legitimately tilted me so bad I went and typed up like the last 6 pages of rules I've been procrastinating on for my own game. My friends have waited ages for me to playtest it with them and all I needed was a healthy dose of salt
My opinion of Lancer is plummeting tonight after getting Stunned for 3 turns in a row
November 18, 2025 at 8:07 AM
I think the branding on FLRT is pretty lame but it's funny to me that it's supposedly got more caffeine in it than Monster. If that doesn't say something about womanhood Idk what does
If they really wanted to appeal to women they should have made a drink called Monster Fucker.
November 18, 2025 at 7:46 AM
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Ana decided to call out payment processors and their unilateral response was attempting to fuck up her life and that should be bigger news than it is as of now
The full count as of today:

YouTube suspended
Twitch banned 3x
Patreon suspended (temporary)
Patreon 3x audio flags (one false posi)
Ko-fi suspended (indefinite?)
Buy Me a Coffee suspended
Vice reporting censored
Pornhub censored 3x times
Fansly censored 1x
Is it really a conspiracy to say Ana is being explicitly flagged by finance bros when she's now been banned (or censored) from Twitch, Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, Ko-Fi, and *PornHub*??
November 17, 2025 at 2:18 PM
My opinion of Lancer is plummeting tonight after getting Stunned for 3 turns in a row
November 18, 2025 at 2:38 AM
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Design protip: if you have a cool power don't gate it behind multiple months of gaming lmao

Just let people do cool shit. There are more interesting ways to have progression.
There's a common phenomenon in *mainly* dnd & trpgs descended therefrom, which i'll call a problem (but others don't see that way), which is the huge level gulfs (and resultant weeks or months or eternities) between when a feature is gained and when a build "comes online".

Many thoughts about this.
November 17, 2025 at 5:49 PM
excellent thread. There's a lot to u pack with the phrase "coming online," but in general I think if your character/build/whatever feels "offline" at any point, I think that's evidence of bad design. You can just make the game fun and engaging from the start!
There's a common phenomenon in *mainly* dnd & trpgs descended therefrom, which i'll call a problem (but others don't see that way), which is the huge level gulfs (and resultant weeks or months or eternities) between when a feature is gained and when a build "comes online".

Many thoughts about this.
November 17, 2025 at 8:03 PM
Staying up this late was a deeply unearned vote of confidence in how well I'll function today without my caffeine fix 😩
November 17, 2025 at 2:39 PM
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Writing Pro-Tip: your science fiction worldbuilding is DOGSHIT if there isn't bluegrass in space, go fuck yourself
November 17, 2025 at 6:26 AM
I know this sounds insane but is it just me or is soda getting less carbonated? both times I bought a 2L bottle of pepsi this week it was not that fizzy after opening it, and went completely flat the next day. Has anything like this ever happened to you guys
November 17, 2025 at 3:43 AM
We have cable at my house (our roommate is a sports guy, so he pays for the TV package) and if you feel this way, trust me you're not missing much. What you probably miss is living in more of an entertainment monoculture where we aren't all alienated online in different realities
I'm gonna say something controversial but... I miss cable. I miss being able to put a channel on the TV and have it change shows. Even the commercials for some reason I miss. Like im missing out on society.
November 16, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Sometimes I like to hit up the Discover tab here because a healthy number of bad posts makes me appreciate the people I follow more
November 16, 2025 at 4:51 AM