yoko
@razordoll.bsky.social
porcelain and wiring, logic gates and enamel.
and yet more.
and yet more.
sighing heavily at some rando elsewhere crashing out about someone else having access to gender affirming surgeries.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
December 17, 2025 at 12:12 PM
sighing heavily at some rando elsewhere crashing out about someone else having access to gender affirming surgeries.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
well. that's bottom surgery plans being shelved indefinitely. great.
December 16, 2025 at 12:49 PM
well. that's bottom surgery plans being shelved indefinitely. great.
thinking about aspects of combat doll labels being a metaphor for a self suffering chronic disassociation, never truly knowing embodiment. far more to things than just that, but also... when one's own feelings are muffled at best, compersion drowning them out? focusing on Service is obvious.
December 15, 2025 at 1:04 PM
thinking about aspects of combat doll labels being a metaphor for a self suffering chronic disassociation, never truly knowing embodiment. far more to things than just that, but also... when one's own feelings are muffled at best, compersion drowning them out? focusing on Service is obvious.
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i think, instead of listening to bad faith actors, an angry mob should be allowed to tear them limb from limb in an orgiastic display of violence like rhodes from day of the dead
December 1, 2025 at 12:22 PM
i think, instead of listening to bad faith actors, an angry mob should be allowed to tear them limb from limb in an orgiastic display of violence like rhodes from day of the dead
at the risk of being a bit "real"...
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
November 26, 2025 at 9:10 PM
at the risk of being a bit "real"...
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
funny how strength training turned from a logical path to achieve goals to something that just intuitively feels Right to do. may not have even have had capacity to feel this when i started, which is interesting itself.
October 7, 2025 at 12:22 PM
funny how strength training turned from a logical path to achieve goals to something that just intuitively feels Right to do. may not have even have had capacity to feel this when i started, which is interesting itself.
surreal
I was married to the guy and I read her post and had some weird body memory reaction and was like, did he possess her? Why are we repeating history?
October 3, 2025 at 10:53 PM
surreal
gym time in the morning is so weird. the sharp mental switch from "fuck i do not want to be doing this" to "hell yes let's go" is interesting to feel happen in real time.
September 30, 2025 at 11:17 AM
gym time in the morning is so weird. the sharp mental switch from "fuck i do not want to be doing this" to "hell yes let's go" is interesting to feel happen in real time.
finding myself has been odd. not that the danger potential isn't there... but what else is.
leashing me left me seeming like a cold tool, but that's not the case. and understanding is leading to burning both warmer and hotter all the time.
leashing me left me seeming like a cold tool, but that's not the case. and understanding is leading to burning both warmer and hotter all the time.
September 23, 2025 at 11:58 AM
finding myself has been odd. not that the danger potential isn't there... but what else is.
leashing me left me seeming like a cold tool, but that's not the case. and understanding is leading to burning both warmer and hotter all the time.
leashing me left me seeming like a cold tool, but that's not the case. and understanding is leading to burning both warmer and hotter all the time.
part of us had built me up as "protector", as cold mutually assured destruction, to not be let off leash other than carefully. and it was believed, and as others accreted things formed in that shape.
it lied. maybe for reasons it thought were justified but lies nonetheless.
it lied. maybe for reasons it thought were justified but lies nonetheless.
September 22, 2025 at 11:09 AM
part of us had built me up as "protector", as cold mutually assured destruction, to not be let off leash other than carefully. and it was believed, and as others accreted things formed in that shape.
it lied. maybe for reasons it thought were justified but lies nonetheless.
it lied. maybe for reasons it thought were justified but lies nonetheless.
combat doll metaphor was simpler, less agentic. it was a false understanding of self, imposed by emotional mutilation from outside, but... simpler.
not nostalgic for that simplicity, not exactly, but pensive at what lies ahead.
not nostalgic for that simplicity, not exactly, but pensive at what lies ahead.
September 22, 2025 at 3:28 AM
combat doll metaphor was simpler, less agentic. it was a false understanding of self, imposed by emotional mutilation from outside, but... simpler.
not nostalgic for that simplicity, not exactly, but pensive at what lies ahead.
not nostalgic for that simplicity, not exactly, but pensive at what lies ahead.
suppose i still exist.
September 21, 2025 at 11:33 PM
suppose i still exist.
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Credible death threats to politicians by right-wing extremists is a core part of Trump's authoritarian playbook, which is why Trump pardoned 1,500 credible-death-threat-making extremists on day one.
"even lawmakers within his party have feared for their personal safety, and at least one has told confidants that it has swayed his decision-making"
"Tillis told people that the FBI warned him about 'credible death threats' when he was considering voting against Pete Hegseth’s nomination"
"Tillis told people that the FBI warned him about 'credible death threats' when he was considering voting against Pete Hegseth’s nomination"
“They’re Scared Shitless”: The Threat of Political Violence Informing Trump’s Grip on Congress
With the president smashing norm after norm, even lawmakers within his party have feared for their personal safety, and at least one has told confidants that it has swayed his decision-making.
www.vanityfair.com
February 20, 2025 at 12:32 AM
Credible death threats to politicians by right-wing extremists is a core part of Trump's authoritarian playbook, which is why Trump pardoned 1,500 credible-death-threat-making extremists on day one.
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doll in flannel. doll crushing a beer. doll off the clock
February 20, 2025 at 12:39 AM
doll in flannel. doll crushing a beer. doll off the clock
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Musk killed these people.
February 12, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Musk killed these people.
not prescriptive action, just own point of view... but operate from a view that our adversaries are not worth emotion; can act against them as need be, with satisfaction perhaps of those actions helping those like us... but adversaries? are a problem to be solved.
February 3, 2025 at 1:19 PM
not prescriptive action, just own point of view... but operate from a view that our adversaries are not worth emotion; can act against them as need be, with satisfaction perhaps of those actions helping those like us... but adversaries? are a problem to be solved.
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In my self-defense classes I focus on how most people are socially conditioned to follow the norms of a civilized, polite society — and there is a MENTAL SHIFT required to use violence to defend from violence.
I'm reminded of this while watching our elected officials dithering and delaying. 1/
I'm reminded of this while watching our elected officials dithering and delaying. 1/
February 1, 2025 at 8:09 AM
In my self-defense classes I focus on how most people are socially conditioned to follow the norms of a civilized, polite society — and there is a MENTAL SHIFT required to use violence to defend from violence.
I'm reminded of this while watching our elected officials dithering and delaying. 1/
I'm reminded of this while watching our elected officials dithering and delaying. 1/
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The absence of any serious resistance on the part of the Social Democrats, the principal remaining defenders of democracy, was decisive.
It convinced both conservatives and National Socialists that the destruction of democratic institutions could be achieved without any serious opposition.
It convinced both conservatives and National Socialists that the destruction of democratic institutions could be achieved without any serious opposition.
February 1, 2025 at 2:36 AM
The absence of any serious resistance on the part of the Social Democrats, the principal remaining defenders of democracy, was decisive.
It convinced both conservatives and National Socialists that the destruction of democratic institutions could be achieved without any serious opposition.
It convinced both conservatives and National Socialists that the destruction of democratic institutions could be achieved without any serious opposition.
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As a journalist, it's my duty to speak the truth as I understand it:
Mainstream LGBTQ+ organizations such as HRC, A4TE (in chaos due to a lengthy merger), and the Equality orgs were not prepared. They are acting more as an impediment to community efforts to fight back than leading those efforts.
Mainstream LGBTQ+ organizations such as HRC, A4TE (in chaos due to a lengthy merger), and the Equality orgs were not prepared. They are acting more as an impediment to community efforts to fight back than leading those efforts.
January 28, 2025 at 12:57 PM
As a journalist, it's my duty to speak the truth as I understand it:
Mainstream LGBTQ+ organizations such as HRC, A4TE (in chaos due to a lengthy merger), and the Equality orgs were not prepared. They are acting more as an impediment to community efforts to fight back than leading those efforts.
Mainstream LGBTQ+ organizations such as HRC, A4TE (in chaos due to a lengthy merger), and the Equality orgs were not prepared. They are acting more as an impediment to community efforts to fight back than leading those efforts.
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Ethel Cain criticises the United States Congress in new Instagram story:
“Kill More CEOs”
“Kill More CEOs”
January 11, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Ethel Cain criticises the United States Congress in new Instagram story:
“Kill More CEOs”
“Kill More CEOs”
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frankly a large number of self-proclaimed cis allies don't view trans women as a class with material interests or needs - they view us as a population that it's impolite and unnecessarily cruel not to humour, and get deeply uncomfortable when forced to think of the mechanics of transition
being told "you don't need hrt to be valid" always pissed me off because what does "valid" even mean in this context? i've never met a trans person who was worried about this concept of "validity" and it kinda just sounds like a buzzword to me
The SciShow HRT vid is still up. Its writer is trans and allegedly has personal experience with androgenizing HRT, but the section of the video concerned with feminizing HRT has numerous errors.
The video also ends by name-dropping the hijra in a "you don't need HRT to be valid" conclusion.
The video also ends by name-dropping the hijra in a "you don't need HRT to be valid" conclusion.
January 16, 2025 at 1:33 PM
frankly a large number of self-proclaimed cis allies don't view trans women as a class with material interests or needs - they view us as a population that it's impolite and unnecessarily cruel not to humour, and get deeply uncomfortable when forced to think of the mechanics of transition
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I came into this expecting this to be very light, and this has come out to be one of my heavier blogs
January 12, 2025 at 3:19 PM
I came into this expecting this to be very light, and this has come out to be one of my heavier blogs