The OCD Enby
@ocdenby.bsky.social
A non-binary mental health YouTuber. (they/them xe/xem)
https://angelofmusic1997.carrd.co/
https://angelofmusic1997.carrd.co/
I AM working on videos, but things are taking an ETERNITY to actually get written, edited, etc.
There's the one big video project I've been working on all year & it's STILL nowhere near ready.
There's the one big video project I've been working on all year & it's STILL nowhere near ready.
October 14, 2025 at 12:15 AM
I AM working on videos, but things are taking an ETERNITY to actually get written, edited, etc.
There's the one big video project I've been working on all year & it's STILL nowhere near ready.
There's the one big video project I've been working on all year & it's STILL nowhere near ready.
Still working on the same project (yeah... there's no release date for this video at this point. 2025 has been a wild year!) and somehow, for a SECOND TIME I just barely missed a media project pertaining to the subject of this video that I could have taken a weekend trip to attend.
But no. Too late.
But no. Too late.
August 30, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Still working on the same project (yeah... there's no release date for this video at this point. 2025 has been a wild year!) and somehow, for a SECOND TIME I just barely missed a media project pertaining to the subject of this video that I could have taken a weekend trip to attend.
But no. Too late.
But no. Too late.
It's simultaneously Good and Not-Great that I haven't been able to get this video done due to lack of Spoons.
Not-Great: I haven't posted a video in 2025 yet.
Good: It gave time for a response to be made to my request for a paper. It took over 2 months for this response, but I finally got it!
Not-Great: I haven't posted a video in 2025 yet.
Good: It gave time for a response to be made to my request for a paper. It took over 2 months for this response, but I finally got it!
May 14, 2025 at 2:16 AM
It's simultaneously Good and Not-Great that I haven't been able to get this video done due to lack of Spoons.
Not-Great: I haven't posted a video in 2025 yet.
Good: It gave time for a response to be made to my request for a paper. It took over 2 months for this response, but I finally got it!
Not-Great: I haven't posted a video in 2025 yet.
Good: It gave time for a response to be made to my request for a paper. It took over 2 months for this response, but I finally got it!
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Beltaine, also known as May Day (1st May), marks the beginning of summer in pagan & Gaelic calendars. It's marked with Maypole dancing, bonfires, fertility rituals (👀) & by making posies & leaving them at the doors of those you love.
Merry May Day 🌿-some May posies my daughters made 8 years ago:
Merry May Day 🌿-some May posies my daughters made 8 years ago:
May 1, 2025 at 12:00 PM
Beltaine, also known as May Day (1st May), marks the beginning of summer in pagan & Gaelic calendars. It's marked with Maypole dancing, bonfires, fertility rituals (👀) & by making posies & leaving them at the doors of those you love.
Merry May Day 🌿-some May posies my daughters made 8 years ago:
Merry May Day 🌿-some May posies my daughters made 8 years ago:
Sorry I haven’t been posting lately. 2025 has been a bit rough so far.
May 1, 2025 at 6:04 PM
Sorry I haven’t been posting lately. 2025 has been a bit rough so far.
I feel like I've just lost interest in the long-form project I've been working on over the past few months. I took an extended break from it, and the hyperfixation on it has fizzled out.
April 27, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I feel like I've just lost interest in the long-form project I've been working on over the past few months. I took an extended break from it, and the hyperfixation on it has fizzled out.
"Government paper actually link to something instead of just leading to a generalized/non-existant page" Challenge: Impossible????
February 28, 2025 at 2:17 AM
"Government paper actually link to something instead of just leading to a generalized/non-existant page" Challenge: Impossible????
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Reminder that queer, trans, and nonbinary people are more likely to have eating disorders. Not directly because of being queer, or trans, or nonbinary, but because of the stress of living in a world that is so hostile towards them for existing.
Eating disorders and disordered eating behaviors in the LGBT population: a review of the literature - Journal of Eating Disorders
Background According to past research, lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) individuals experience a higher prevalence of psychopathology, which is attributable to the increased stress…
buff.ly
February 26, 2025 at 5:29 PM
Reminder that queer, trans, and nonbinary people are more likely to have eating disorders. Not directly because of being queer, or trans, or nonbinary, but because of the stress of living in a world that is so hostile towards them for existing.
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Calling all trans allies:
If you haven't put your pronouns in your bio yet, please do. It's a tiny little thing, but I can't tell you how much it means to us. It's how I know you're safe.
🏳️⚧️
If you haven't put your pronouns in your bio yet, please do. It's a tiny little thing, but I can't tell you how much it means to us. It's how I know you're safe.
🏳️⚧️
February 27, 2025 at 2:12 AM
Calling all trans allies:
If you haven't put your pronouns in your bio yet, please do. It's a tiny little thing, but I can't tell you how much it means to us. It's how I know you're safe.
🏳️⚧️
If you haven't put your pronouns in your bio yet, please do. It's a tiny little thing, but I can't tell you how much it means to us. It's how I know you're safe.
🏳️⚧️
Me: I'll do this video! I haven't seen other folks do stuff like it, so why not?
Also Me: Oh no. I'm 4K into the research phase of this video with a host of other (sub-)topics to cover here. This MIGHT be why nobody has covered this yet.
So currently trying to decide if I can/should split this up?
Also Me: Oh no. I'm 4K into the research phase of this video with a host of other (sub-)topics to cover here. This MIGHT be why nobody has covered this yet.
So currently trying to decide if I can/should split this up?
February 19, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Me: I'll do this video! I haven't seen other folks do stuff like it, so why not?
Also Me: Oh no. I'm 4K into the research phase of this video with a host of other (sub-)topics to cover here. This MIGHT be why nobody has covered this yet.
So currently trying to decide if I can/should split this up?
Also Me: Oh no. I'm 4K into the research phase of this video with a host of other (sub-)topics to cover here. This MIGHT be why nobody has covered this yet.
So currently trying to decide if I can/should split this up?
Don't mind me. I'm just nearly tearing my hair out trying to find when one particular episode of one particular show aired back in 1966.
It should be easy to find, but somehow I'm finding a minimum of three different dates across three different months. How the hell do you get things THIS WRONG?
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It should be easy to find, but somehow I'm finding a minimum of three different dates across three different months. How the hell do you get things THIS WRONG?
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February 17, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Don't mind me. I'm just nearly tearing my hair out trying to find when one particular episode of one particular show aired back in 1966.
It should be easy to find, but somehow I'm finding a minimum of three different dates across three different months. How the hell do you get things THIS WRONG?
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It should be easy to find, but somehow I'm finding a minimum of three different dates across three different months. How the hell do you get things THIS WRONG?
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I can’t seem to focus on one project rn and they all seem to be big, unwieldy projects.
Sorry for the lack of updates on videos. I took a break after the big Phantom of the Paradise vid, thinking I’d go back to smaller vids for a bit.
Smaller video failed.
Now I have 2 Big Video Ideas in progress.
Sorry for the lack of updates on videos. I took a break after the big Phantom of the Paradise vid, thinking I’d go back to smaller vids for a bit.
Smaller video failed.
Now I have 2 Big Video Ideas in progress.
February 12, 2025 at 7:12 PM
I can’t seem to focus on one project rn and they all seem to be big, unwieldy projects.
Sorry for the lack of updates on videos. I took a break after the big Phantom of the Paradise vid, thinking I’d go back to smaller vids for a bit.
Smaller video failed.
Now I have 2 Big Video Ideas in progress.
Sorry for the lack of updates on videos. I took a break after the big Phantom of the Paradise vid, thinking I’d go back to smaller vids for a bit.
Smaller video failed.
Now I have 2 Big Video Ideas in progress.
I might just give up on the video I've been trying to work on for the last few months. I've not actively touched it in, like, a month, and now even acknowledging its existence is making me anxious and frustrated.
That's not a good creative place to be in, and I'm interested in other video ideas atm.
That's not a good creative place to be in, and I'm interested in other video ideas atm.
February 6, 2025 at 6:18 PM
I might just give up on the video I've been trying to work on for the last few months. I've not actively touched it in, like, a month, and now even acknowledging its existence is making me anxious and frustrated.
That's not a good creative place to be in, and I'm interested in other video ideas atm.
That's not a good creative place to be in, and I'm interested in other video ideas atm.
Is this a really silly idea? Yes.
Do I still want to do this* anyways (when money allows)? Also yes.
I would love to read these @chucktingle.bsky.social stories for myself and share my thoughts on as many as possible!
throne.com/angelofmusic...
Do I still want to do this* anyways (when money allows)? Also yes.
I would love to read these @chucktingle.bsky.social stories for myself and share my thoughts on as many as possible!
throne.com/angelofmusic...
February 6, 2025 at 6:16 PM
Is this a really silly idea? Yes.
Do I still want to do this* anyways (when money allows)? Also yes.
I would love to read these @chucktingle.bsky.social stories for myself and share my thoughts on as many as possible!
throne.com/angelofmusic...
Do I still want to do this* anyways (when money allows)? Also yes.
I would love to read these @chucktingle.bsky.social stories for myself and share my thoughts on as many as possible!
throne.com/angelofmusic...
I'm working on a short(ish) video right now, but I'm not sure when it'll be done. I've realized I do sound a bit stuffed up in the audio, so I'm definitely getting a little under the weather.
I'm hoping that this won't mean too long of a delay of this or future videos.
I'm hoping that this won't mean too long of a delay of this or future videos.
January 12, 2025 at 7:24 PM
I'm working on a short(ish) video right now, but I'm not sure when it'll be done. I've realized I do sound a bit stuffed up in the audio, so I'm definitely getting a little under the weather.
I'm hoping that this won't mean too long of a delay of this or future videos.
I'm hoping that this won't mean too long of a delay of this or future videos.
This video is officially the longest one I've ever scripted. I just finished the script and it's clocked in at just over 13,000 words!
That's over twice the length of some of my longest scripts, which clock in at almost 5K for a half hour long video!
That's over twice the length of some of my longest scripts, which clock in at almost 5K for a half hour long video!
November 19, 2024 at 7:08 PM
This video is officially the longest one I've ever scripted. I just finished the script and it's clocked in at just over 13,000 words!
That's over twice the length of some of my longest scripts, which clock in at almost 5K for a half hour long video!
That's over twice the length of some of my longest scripts, which clock in at almost 5K for a half hour long video!
This video has been taking a long time to script, but today I got to dive down a rabbit hole that I've admired from a far for YEARS: TONTO.
Honestly, I don't speak on it in as much depth as I want to, but it has made me consider doing a separate video diving into this piece of technology.
Honestly, I don't speak on it in as much depth as I want to, but it has made me consider doing a separate video diving into this piece of technology.
November 19, 2024 at 2:27 AM
This video has been taking a long time to script, but today I got to dive down a rabbit hole that I've admired from a far for YEARS: TONTO.
Honestly, I don't speak on it in as much depth as I want to, but it has made me consider doing a separate video diving into this piece of technology.
Honestly, I don't speak on it in as much depth as I want to, but it has made me consider doing a separate video diving into this piece of technology.
I realize that I've not been consistent in releasing content lately. For that, I apologize.
I've been fairly open about my mental health on this channel, but in doing so, I hope it is understood that videos here can take a lot of effort. This can be more difficult when trying to maintain good MH.
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I've been fairly open about my mental health on this channel, but in doing so, I hope it is understood that videos here can take a lot of effort. This can be more difficult when trying to maintain good MH.
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November 11, 2024 at 5:28 AM
I realize that I've not been consistent in releasing content lately. For that, I apologize.
I've been fairly open about my mental health on this channel, but in doing so, I hope it is understood that videos here can take a lot of effort. This can be more difficult when trying to maintain good MH.
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I've been fairly open about my mental health on this channel, but in doing so, I hope it is understood that videos here can take a lot of effort. This can be more difficult when trying to maintain good MH.
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reminder there’s no shame in needing ADHD meds. Executive dysfunction is hard to describe but that doesn’t mean it isn’t real. The people adamantly shaming those who need meds for ADHD do not deserve to have any power over you. Don’t let them have it.
October 17, 2024 at 3:24 PM
reminder there’s no shame in needing ADHD meds. Executive dysfunction is hard to describe but that doesn’t mean it isn’t real. The people adamantly shaming those who need meds for ADHD do not deserve to have any power over you. Don’t let them have it.
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See also: alt text.
Folks are more likely to share your work if you've included detailed alt text. Increase your visibility while improving accessibility.
Folks are more likely to share your work if you've included detailed alt text. Increase your visibility while improving accessibility.
Two tips for artists coming over to Bluesky.
A) Feel free to post your old art, repost it all you want, we love your old art here and we want to see it.
B) Use hashtags if you want. Believe it or not the hashtags here actually work and allow us to search your art with ease.
A) Feel free to post your old art, repost it all you want, we love your old art here and we want to see it.
B) Use hashtags if you want. Believe it or not the hashtags here actually work and allow us to search your art with ease.
October 18, 2024 at 2:26 AM
See also: alt text.
Folks are more likely to share your work if you've included detailed alt text. Increase your visibility while improving accessibility.
Folks are more likely to share your work if you've included detailed alt text. Increase your visibility while improving accessibility.
Well some long-term projects have been put on hold. The @archive.org has been down for a few days and I don't see a end in sight?
I've been using the Archive to watch shows and do research for videos, especially w things like Pokemon, which seems to have a weird split of official sources of eps.
I've been using the Archive to watch shows and do research for videos, especially w things like Pokemon, which seems to have a weird split of official sources of eps.
October 19, 2024 at 3:25 AM
Well some long-term projects have been put on hold. The @archive.org has been down for a few days and I don't see a end in sight?
I've been using the Archive to watch shows and do research for videos, especially w things like Pokemon, which seems to have a weird split of official sources of eps.
I've been using the Archive to watch shows and do research for videos, especially w things like Pokemon, which seems to have a weird split of official sources of eps.
Finally posted a new video today. Here are my thoughts on “Tokyo Godfathers”, an early 2000s anime starring, among others, a trans woman dealing with homelessness.
youtu.be/U2e-iCZAeo4
youtu.be/U2e-iCZAeo4
Tokyo Godfathers || A Review
YouTube video by OCD Enby
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October 2, 2024 at 12:13 AM
Finally posted a new video today. Here are my thoughts on “Tokyo Godfathers”, an early 2000s anime starring, among others, a trans woman dealing with homelessness.
youtu.be/U2e-iCZAeo4
youtu.be/U2e-iCZAeo4
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