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Lily Amara Pastor
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Making nightmare music, doing squats, thinking all her transing thoughts, not talking about severely (only moderately) inappropriate things. RN.
she/her
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The backlash against MeToo was always rich white men who wanted to avoid accountability and ensure their place in the social hierarchy.

www.theverge.com/tech/874721/...
How the men in the Epstein files defeated #MeToo
The emails show the “anti-woke” crusaders are afraid of accountability.
www.theverge.com
February 6, 2026 at 3:47 PM
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For my newsletter, I wrote about Dr. Ting's relationship with Jeffrey Epstein, the trans talk in the Epstein files, and how hard it is for trans people to talk about abuse.

(Dr. Ting is not implicated in any malfeasance or criminal activity) www.burnsnotice.com/we-have-to-t...
We Have to Talk About Dr. Ting and Epstein
The Epstein files don't reveal wrongdoing from the doctor, but his relationship with the world's most notorious pedophile is concerning Editor's note: I want to be clear that I am not accusing Dr. Je...
www.burnsnotice.com
February 5, 2026 at 4:29 PM
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***
ON BECOMING AN INCOMPREHENSIBLE MONSTER
***

A essay / manifesto / novella, told via the films of Andrzej Źuławski.

A tale about God, disease, and art.

About madness.

About being treated like a monster for so long, that eventually, you become one.

horse-jeans.ghost.io/on-becoming-...
On Becoming an Incomprehensible Monster
An essay about the causes and consequences of madness, as seen through the films of Andrzej Źuławski. ——— “Only God knows, only God would believe / That I was an angel, but they made me leave” Ethe...
horse-jeans.ghost.io
February 24, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Here's a little demo of the loop!

(it's a blank video cuz Bluesky doesn't let you upload audio)

Chords are:
Dmaj7
B over F (the Petrushka chord)
Cmaj7
Abmaj9

It's all played by me except the drums, which are programmed by me and sent through Superior Drummer.
February 4, 2026 at 4:11 PM
Can you use the Petrushka chord in a four chord pop/rock loop???

Dmaj7
B over F
Cmaj7
Abmaj9

AND I wrote a cool guitar part for it! AND it basically ended up sounding like Foo Fighters? I am ambivalent about that last part (and ambivalent about Foo Fighters). It's Learn To Fly's awkward cousin?
February 4, 2026 at 3:30 PM
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The rampant sexual violence, the rape apologia in response to MeToo, and the fostering of misogynistic hatred under the guise of "populism" are all part and parcel with the Epstein Class's fear of democracy. It's an abhorrence for the very notion of consent, be it of the raped or the governed
I read thousands of pages of Epstein files this weekend trying to understand what he wanted out of his meeting with 4chan's Christopher Poole. Here's everything we know about Epstein's plans to dismantle the internet and, eventually, democracy.
www.garbageday.email/p/here-s-how...
February 3, 2026 at 12:04 AM
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...& for those who prefer the written word, here is the text of my "Prejudice and the Unmarked/Marked Mindset" video in essay form. please give it "likes" & share widely!
on Medium (friend link): juliaserano.medium.com/prejudice-an...
& Substack (no paywall): juliaserano.substack.com/p/prejudice-...
Prejudice and the Unmarked/Marked Mindset
This piece is being simultaneously released as both a video essay (which you can watch on YouTube via that link) and a written essay (which…
juliaserano.medium.com
January 28, 2026 at 8:11 PM
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🧵NEW VIDEO ESSAY: much of the focus of my post-Whipping Girl work (especially my books Sexed Up & Excluded) has been on understanding prejudice more generally & the role that "markedness" plays in how we (mis)perceive & (mis)interpret others. this video summarizes all that work! youtu.be/xiU-G0mTYVY
Prejudice and the Unmarked/Marked Mindset
YouTube video by Julia Serano
youtu.be
January 28, 2026 at 8:08 PM
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I interviewed @laurajedeed.bsky.social for @longlead.com's Depth Perception newsletter about her recent piece for Slate about applying for a job with ICE. Check it out: depthperceptionbyll.substack.com/p/journalist...
January 28, 2026 at 5:31 PM
New chord progression:

Amaj7 E6 Cmaj7 F#maj7

Bb7#9/D E6 Cmaj7 F#maj7

I love this kind of modified four chord loop. Like, it functions like a classic four chord loop but with a little twist sometimes.
January 21, 2026 at 5:54 AM
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Shuli offers us a fabulous prose poem!

She said: "there’s too much to say, and i can’t say it now. but let this stand for something."

www.cawshinythings.com/the-christma...
The Christmas tree chipper at Prospect Park
The next day, the trees are gone, dismembered and shattered, like an old battleground littered with corpses blown to pieces from ordinance. But it is sap you smell not blood.
www.cawshinythings.com
January 17, 2026 at 3:28 PM
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Today's newsletter: The administration's narrative about Renee Good was collapsing. The video was everywhere. They needed something to change the conversation. A week later, CBS gave them "internal bleeding." www.readtpa.com/p/what-the-t...
What the Trump Administration Is Buying With CBS's Reputation
The administration's story about the Renee Good shooting was falling apart. CBS gave them the credibility to put it back together.
www.readtpa.com
January 16, 2026 at 7:01 PM
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For @wired.com, I wrote about how misogyny and homophobia have been used by the right to wage a campaign to destroy Renee Good www.wired.com/story/the-ca...
The Campaign to Destroy Renee Good
After an ICE agent shot and killed the Minneapolis mother, conservative media launched an all-out attack on her reputation. Her identity as a queer woman was central to it.
www.wired.com
January 16, 2026 at 10:46 PM
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Coming Soon!

I'm in the middle of REMASTERING and RE-RECORDING my 2023 album VANITAS. The original version is still up on Bandcamp but this is going to be the definitive version!
January 16, 2026 at 2:59 PM
Three albums I listened to a fuckshitton last year:
"UNKILLABLE ANGEL" - Ada Rook
"my teeth will free you" - sixwing
"the pink sunset over you" - angel apricot

cuz last year I pretty much only listened to music by trans people.

I screamed along to BURY YOURSELF a lot during March and April....
January 13, 2026 at 5:56 AM
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So, when are we going to talk about the fact that all of the anti-trans supposed "women's rights" activists do the vast majority of their political organising on the CSAM and nudification app?
January 12, 2026 at 2:49 PM
Hello Bluesky!! I want a nonprofessional social media profile where I can post about music (and probably trans stuff). But mostly music.

Last year I learned how to use limiters, continued detoxing from prog metal, wrote some awesome chord progressions and lyrics, and want to start sharing stuff!!
January 13, 2026 at 5:08 AM
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Here's my Rahm Emanuel takedown piece from last year. I'll be posting this in response to DC media trying to push Emanuel for President www.readtpa.com/p/the-smalle...
January 11, 2026 at 11:58 PM