felix, better when silent
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she/her, plural (+2), a cat, writer, broken bits of other things. permanently tired.
i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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Fallen For Her - Chapter 1 - leftoverfelix - Original Work [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
i wrote a novel (by length) once, then deleted the post about it, as i do. it needs an edit, but i wrote it with love, if not skill. i'd be happy to have your thoughts on it, misshapen thing that it is.
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
didn't finish ch5 over xmas as i wanted to. did write a lovely little story intro today, unfortunately i have to wait for the excedrin to kick in a little better before i try and continue
i swear i'm doing things right but the headaches still come for me. might be the weather, or something else
i swear i'm doing things right but the headaches still come for me. might be the weather, or something else
December 27, 2025 at 12:52 AM
didn't finish ch5 over xmas as i wanted to. did write a lovely little story intro today, unfortunately i have to wait for the excedrin to kick in a little better before i try and continue
i swear i'm doing things right but the headaches still come for me. might be the weather, or something else
i swear i'm doing things right but the headaches still come for me. might be the weather, or something else
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It sometimes gets me that everything man made, every building, every road and street, every train track and tram cable, every sign and every stoplight, it was all decided on and made deliberately, by someone, at some point.
Our whole world is built from the decisions of people.
Anyway fuck AI
Our whole world is built from the decisions of people.
Anyway fuck AI
December 26, 2025 at 3:38 PM
It sometimes gets me that everything man made, every building, every road and street, every train track and tram cable, every sign and every stoplight, it was all decided on and made deliberately, by someone, at some point.
Our whole world is built from the decisions of people.
Anyway fuck AI
Our whole world is built from the decisions of people.
Anyway fuck AI
trying to get ch5 of interludes done to make it everyone else's xmas gift. focusing on writing is hard enough but the hand and wrist pain makes it more difficult than normal
it's mostly my own fault because of obsessive warframing, but i needed something to get me through the holiday darktimes
it's mostly my own fault because of obsessive warframing, but i needed something to get me through the holiday darktimes
December 25, 2025 at 3:06 AM
trying to get ch5 of interludes done to make it everyone else's xmas gift. focusing on writing is hard enough but the hand and wrist pain makes it more difficult than normal
it's mostly my own fault because of obsessive warframing, but i needed something to get me through the holiday darktimes
it's mostly my own fault because of obsessive warframing, but i needed something to get me through the holiday darktimes
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When I was a young gamer child, I used to think that in Heaven, you could ask God to show you all your stats, like how many liters of Dr Pepper you drank over your entire life. But now that I see all the end of year Wrapped's, I understand this must something that the Devil does to you in Hell
December 23, 2025 at 12:24 AM
When I was a young gamer child, I used to think that in Heaven, you could ask God to show you all your stats, like how many liters of Dr Pepper you drank over your entire life. But now that I see all the end of year Wrapped's, I understand this must something that the Devil does to you in Hell
when the injection goes perfectly and you feel like a million bucks because it means you're getting better at it and that little improvement, that ray of sun, is all you need today
December 22, 2025 at 6:09 PM
when the injection goes perfectly and you feel like a million bucks because it means you're getting better at it and that little improvement, that ray of sun, is all you need today
the Good thing happened today a few hours ago =w= life is immediately Better in several ways that cannot be erased
also it came with some lesser but still good things and that was a nice bonus, getting correctly gendered remains quite pleasant
also it came with some lesser but still good things and that was a nice bonus, getting correctly gendered remains quite pleasant
i'm always hesitant to discuss things going well because the last time i did (in this case) they immediately went poorly for no discernible reason. that's probably confirmation bias but the weight of the matter is just that massive
anyway, things might be Good at some point in the next two weeks
anyway, things might be Good at some point in the next two weeks
December 18, 2025 at 9:27 PM
the Good thing happened today a few hours ago =w= life is immediately Better in several ways that cannot be erased
also it came with some lesser but still good things and that was a nice bonus, getting correctly gendered remains quite pleasant
also it came with some lesser but still good things and that was a nice bonus, getting correctly gendered remains quite pleasant
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Going into 2026, a reminder for everyone who's fallen off the creative wagon, game dev, writing, art, music, whatever, no matter how long:
December 16, 2025 at 3:22 AM
Going into 2026, a reminder for everyone who's fallen off the creative wagon, game dev, writing, art, music, whatever, no matter how long:
i can't tell you how much this one means to me without a small thread (which will probably follow) so for starters: this is exactly what i asked for, and still better than i even imagined. raw, brutal, absolutely perfect capture of the idea.
all this and she writes incredible mechsploitation too!
all this and she writes incredible mechsploitation too!
December 12, 2025 at 4:09 AM
i can't tell you how much this one means to me without a small thread (which will probably follow) so for starters: this is exactly what i asked for, and still better than i even imagined. raw, brutal, absolutely perfect capture of the idea.
all this and she writes incredible mechsploitation too!
all this and she writes incredible mechsploitation too!
electrolysis is miserable and i wish i was seeing more progress out of it considering i'm going almost every week. it's really draining my endurance on top of everything else going on
i would say i chose the worst time to do this, but it's not like i had the option to not do anything about it
i would say i chose the worst time to do this, but it's not like i had the option to not do anything about it
December 12, 2025 at 12:39 AM
electrolysis is miserable and i wish i was seeing more progress out of it considering i'm going almost every week. it's really draining my endurance on top of everything else going on
i would say i chose the worst time to do this, but it's not like i had the option to not do anything about it
i would say i chose the worst time to do this, but it's not like i had the option to not do anything about it
i'm always hesitant to discuss things going well because the last time i did (in this case) they immediately went poorly for no discernible reason. that's probably confirmation bias but the weight of the matter is just that massive
anyway, things might be Good at some point in the next two weeks
anyway, things might be Good at some point in the next two weeks
December 10, 2025 at 3:23 PM
i'm always hesitant to discuss things going well because the last time i did (in this case) they immediately went poorly for no discernible reason. that's probably confirmation bias but the weight of the matter is just that massive
anyway, things might be Good at some point in the next two weeks
anyway, things might be Good at some point in the next two weeks
finally back on my 'play the numbered ff games in order (that you haven't yet)' quest and restarted ff8 yesterday. no retroachievements, no ram-meddling (yet), just a mostly blind and forgetful playthrough. also hit my friends with this and got to hear their agonized screams of realization
December 10, 2025 at 2:07 PM
finally back on my 'play the numbered ff games in order (that you haven't yet)' quest and restarted ff8 yesterday. no retroachievements, no ram-meddling (yet), just a mostly blind and forgetful playthrough. also hit my friends with this and got to hear their agonized screams of realization
this morning was an interesting and painful process of self-discovery, which is a multipurpose phrase to be sure
getting better at handling IM tho
getting better at handling IM tho
December 8, 2025 at 5:08 PM
this morning was an interesting and painful process of self-discovery, which is a multipurpose phrase to be sure
getting better at handling IM tho
getting better at handling IM tho
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tapping the sign
December 4, 2025 at 4:35 PM
tapping the sign
finally wrote some weird (positive) smut and avoided compulsively worldbuilding until after. now i can go to bed feeling accomplished
December 4, 2025 at 5:10 AM
finally wrote some weird (positive) smut and avoided compulsively worldbuilding until after. now i can go to bed feeling accomplished
rare is it that i get impaled upon a flashing spear of old memories. but this is every bit as good now as it was then; if anything, it's only gotten better with age.
a redraw would be marvelous.
a redraw would be marvelous.
I will still get Tumblr notifications for my Zelda-as-protagonist pitch from 12 years ago, and my knee-jerk reaction is always "I could draw this so much better now"
November 25, 2025 at 8:42 PM
rare is it that i get impaled upon a flashing spear of old memories. but this is every bit as good now as it was then; if anything, it's only gotten better with age.
a redraw would be marvelous.
a redraw would be marvelous.
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This is your sign btw that you should call Mastercard
Spoke to my source familiar with internal workings at Mastercard. The holiday call campaign re payment processor censorship is working, there is a lot of pressure being felt from your calls. This is resulting in increased response times at a core moment for Mastercard due to the holiday season
November 24, 2025 at 5:35 PM
This is your sign btw that you should call Mastercard
wishing i had a slightly wider circle to bounce my smut off of, bc seeing other people in various stages of writing has always helped me work. it's hard (for me) to write in a vacuum.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
November 21, 2025 at 5:00 AM
wishing i had a slightly wider circle to bounce my smut off of, bc seeing other people in various stages of writing has always helped me work. it's hard (for me) to write in a vacuum.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
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an excellent way to start the morning. if you're not making your smut weird in some way, it probably won't interest me.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
Reminder that I wrote Jesse/esseJ smut
I will ALWAYS make it weird for EVERYONE
archiveofourown.org/works/61452304
I will ALWAYS make it weird for EVERYONE
archiveofourown.org/works/61452304
November 14, 2025 at 4:38 PM
an excellent way to start the morning. if you're not making your smut weird in some way, it probably won't interest me.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
image that makes you inhale sharply and go 'oh. wow. wow, i'm really gay'
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
i'm gonna lose my mind
November 11, 2025 at 6:14 PM
image that makes you inhale sharply and go 'oh. wow. wow, i'm really gay'
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
that's me in the lower right! i wasn't sure how a themed commission was going to come out but leo's art is absolutely amazing and well worth the wait. easily one of my new favorites.
look at my drink commissions theyre so cool ok u want one
November 9, 2025 at 7:19 PM
that's me in the lower right! i wasn't sure how a themed commission was going to come out but leo's art is absolutely amazing and well worth the wait. easily one of my new favorites.
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Bunlith show just passed 25% funded!! LETS GOOOO!!!!!
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
November 8, 2025 at 7:44 PM
Bunlith show just passed 25% funded!! LETS GOOOO!!!!!
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
very happy with new tattoo, it's a continuation of the original design and it turned out pretty much perfectly. and it was no wait time at all, too, thanks to the specific timing of when i got to the shop.
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
November 7, 2025 at 9:34 PM
very happy with new tattoo, it's a continuation of the original design and it turned out pretty much perfectly. and it was no wait time at all, too, thanks to the specific timing of when i got to the shop.
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
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Some positive words on improving as a creative, especially as a writer, when everyone around you seems so much better at it than you from Mr. Eyepatchwolf
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
How to Stop Comparing Yourself to Other People - Eyepatch Wolf Yaps
YouTube video by Regular Eyepatch Wolf
www.youtube.com
November 6, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Some positive words on improving as a creative, especially as a writer, when everyone around you seems so much better at it than you from Mr. Eyepatchwolf
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
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this is the heart of it. "you don't need dysphoria to be trans" is both axiomatic and a truism by virtue of the fact that framing transition around negativity is unhelpful when the joy of euphoria is far more notable.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.
the reason you don't need dysphoria to be trans is because dysphoria can be impossible to realize without first accepting your own transness
November 6, 2025 at 7:49 AM
this is the heart of it. "you don't need dysphoria to be trans" is both axiomatic and a truism by virtue of the fact that framing transition around negativity is unhelpful when the joy of euphoria is far more notable.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.