Koh 🏳️⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition
@kohafterdark.bsky.social
They/Them, Home of the adult and neurospicy takes of @marriedtoletsplay.bsky.social
Warning bipolar artist takes on stuff!
Warning bipolar artist takes on stuff!
Haha... Having a tremendously awful mental breakdown right now...
December 13, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Haha... Having a tremendously awful mental breakdown right now...
Rejection sensitive dysphoria is a bitch... I got kicked out of a party in FFXIV (my own fault, I afk'ed during crystal tower for a minute without saying anything) and it's completely ruined me... Big sobbing tears over something so assinine.
September 22, 2025 at 4:10 PM
Rejection sensitive dysphoria is a bitch... I got kicked out of a party in FFXIV (my own fault, I afk'ed during crystal tower for a minute without saying anything) and it's completely ruined me... Big sobbing tears over something so assinine.
Just thinking about the fact that right wing individuals greatest flaw isn't necessarily empathy (they will empathize with people like them) but rather a complete lack of imagination. They can't imagine what it means to be human, but different from themselves.
September 9, 2025 at 7:34 PM
Just thinking about the fact that right wing individuals greatest flaw isn't necessarily empathy (they will empathize with people like them) but rather a complete lack of imagination. They can't imagine what it means to be human, but different from themselves.
Took ADHD meds today. Gods I wish I could take them every day...
September 9, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Took ADHD meds today. Gods I wish I could take them every day...
Day one of DIY HRT. Partially to save money (roughly $1500 a month in monthly visits and medication) but also because after 5 years I understand the risks. And, you know, with the state of the world is probably better to be prepared than wait till the last minute.
August 28, 2025 at 6:14 PM
Day one of DIY HRT. Partially to save money (roughly $1500 a month in monthly visits and medication) but also because after 5 years I understand the risks. And, you know, with the state of the world is probably better to be prepared than wait till the last minute.
Oh yeah, I have this account <_<
August 28, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Oh yeah, I have this account <_<
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this is what you look like as a Harry Potter fan in 2025
July 16, 2025 at 1:30 PM
this is what you look like as a Harry Potter fan in 2025
What in the vile fucking hells is this shit!?
July 16, 2025 at 12:12 AM
What in the vile fucking hells is this shit!?
Ever just watch a TV show than have a huge epiphany about your life?
I just realized a huge part of why I struggle to have friends is because I view the kind of intimacy that friendship requires to be such a high bar that I've reserved it for my spouse and kids.
I just realized a huge part of why I struggle to have friends is because I view the kind of intimacy that friendship requires to be such a high bar that I've reserved it for my spouse and kids.
July 14, 2025 at 8:43 PM
Ever just watch a TV show than have a huge epiphany about your life?
I just realized a huge part of why I struggle to have friends is because I view the kind of intimacy that friendship requires to be such a high bar that I've reserved it for my spouse and kids.
I just realized a huge part of why I struggle to have friends is because I view the kind of intimacy that friendship requires to be such a high bar that I've reserved it for my spouse and kids.
*pats their own head* This mentally ill person can fit so many pills.
For anyone worried, I'm doing a lot better with the migraine under control especially.
For anyone worried, I'm doing a lot better with the migraine under control especially.
July 11, 2025 at 11:17 PM
*pats their own head* This mentally ill person can fit so many pills.
For anyone worried, I'm doing a lot better with the migraine under control especially.
For anyone worried, I'm doing a lot better with the migraine under control especially.
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it’s true the vibes are absolutely dire on this website right now, but I also think this really isn’t Bluesky’s fault and there’s not much they could plausibly *do* about it
it’s just that the demographic of people who like Bluesky are having a real fucking bad time right now
it’s just that the demographic of people who like Bluesky are having a real fucking bad time right now
July 10, 2025 at 10:57 PM
it’s true the vibes are absolutely dire on this website right now, but I also think this really isn’t Bluesky’s fault and there’s not much they could plausibly *do* about it
it’s just that the demographic of people who like Bluesky are having a real fucking bad time right now
it’s just that the demographic of people who like Bluesky are having a real fucking bad time right now
Gods it's an awful mental health day... The migraine isn't helping. The isolation isn't helping. I can't be around other people right now, I'm fragile and lashing out.
I'm hungry and sad and I probably need to take my emergency meds but even that is hard when all I want to do is curl up and be sad
I'm hungry and sad and I probably need to take my emergency meds but even that is hard when all I want to do is curl up and be sad
July 11, 2025 at 1:50 AM
Gods it's an awful mental health day... The migraine isn't helping. The isolation isn't helping. I can't be around other people right now, I'm fragile and lashing out.
I'm hungry and sad and I probably need to take my emergency meds but even that is hard when all I want to do is curl up and be sad
I'm hungry and sad and I probably need to take my emergency meds but even that is hard when all I want to do is curl up and be sad
Took a really nice pick of my boobs.
Don't plan on posting it, but just wanted everyone to know, my boobs are nice enough to take good pictures of.
Don't plan on posting it, but just wanted everyone to know, my boobs are nice enough to take good pictures of.
July 2, 2025 at 4:53 AM
Took a really nice pick of my boobs.
Don't plan on posting it, but just wanted everyone to know, my boobs are nice enough to take good pictures of.
Don't plan on posting it, but just wanted everyone to know, my boobs are nice enough to take good pictures of.
Starting to feel the weight of isolation again. I don't know how to join community, and I don't know how to make or maintain friendships. I rely so much on my spouse for my emotional needs but she's been busy with her new job.
I need more friends to do DnD. That would fix me (mostly /s)
I need more friends to do DnD. That would fix me (mostly /s)
June 27, 2025 at 3:47 AM
Starting to feel the weight of isolation again. I don't know how to join community, and I don't know how to make or maintain friendships. I rely so much on my spouse for my emotional needs but she's been busy with her new job.
I need more friends to do DnD. That would fix me (mostly /s)
I need more friends to do DnD. That would fix me (mostly /s)
Am I paranoid because I've been in a constant state of near panic attack for 48 hours, or the other way around? Who knows?
June 23, 2025 at 7:13 AM
Am I paranoid because I've been in a constant state of near panic attack for 48 hours, or the other way around? Who knows?
How am I supposed to interact with a single new person today when *gestures towards everything*
I don't even think they know what a Gundam is and I have to interact all day while trying to remember how to breathe.
I don't even think they know what a Gundam is and I have to interact all day while trying to remember how to breathe.
June 22, 2025 at 8:22 PM
How am I supposed to interact with a single new person today when *gestures towards everything*
I don't even think they know what a Gundam is and I have to interact all day while trying to remember how to breathe.
I don't even think they know what a Gundam is and I have to interact all day while trying to remember how to breathe.
No mental health posting the last few days because I forgot my password and I was too busy depress Gundam posting.
Anyways, it's a popping multiple propranalol so I don't just have a panic attack all day sort of day.
Hope everyone else is holding up better.
Anyways, it's a popping multiple propranalol so I don't just have a panic attack all day sort of day.
Hope everyone else is holding up better.
June 22, 2025 at 8:21 PM
No mental health posting the last few days because I forgot my password and I was too busy depress Gundam posting.
Anyways, it's a popping multiple propranalol so I don't just have a panic attack all day sort of day.
Hope everyone else is holding up better.
Anyways, it's a popping multiple propranalol so I don't just have a panic attack all day sort of day.
Hope everyone else is holding up better.
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if you are protesting now or in the future be safe and remember:
• do not announce you're attending online
• do not sign any online RSVP
• wear a mask
• wear clothes that don't draw attention
• leave your phone at home
• bring bottled water
• do not speak to cops
• do not post photos after
• do not announce you're attending online
• do not sign any online RSVP
• wear a mask
• wear clothes that don't draw attention
• leave your phone at home
• bring bottled water
• do not speak to cops
• do not post photos after
June 14, 2025 at 10:51 AM
if you are protesting now or in the future be safe and remember:
• do not announce you're attending online
• do not sign any online RSVP
• wear a mask
• wear clothes that don't draw attention
• leave your phone at home
• bring bottled water
• do not speak to cops
• do not post photos after
• do not announce you're attending online
• do not sign any online RSVP
• wear a mask
• wear clothes that don't draw attention
• leave your phone at home
• bring bottled water
• do not speak to cops
• do not post photos after
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You can do what you want and curate your social media experience accordingly, but I will not hesitate to repost my art bc there are millions of people on bsky and there's ALWAYS new eyes and interests to catch. If you have an issue with that, that's a YOU problem.
Saw a post yesterday about someone saying they mute artists that repost their own art too much and honestly?? What kind of attitude is that??
Sorry for trying to get more eyes on my work, I guess?
Sorry for trying to get more eyes on my work, I guess?
June 13, 2025 at 1:47 AM
You can do what you want and curate your social media experience accordingly, but I will not hesitate to repost my art bc there are millions of people on bsky and there's ALWAYS new eyes and interests to catch. If you have an issue with that, that's a YOU problem.
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time for my new favorite tumblr post
June 12, 2025 at 3:03 PM
time for my new favorite tumblr post
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Great timing! Relevant to my video today, this zine gives the correct science-based advice on staying safe while protesting ✊
I did my best to compile as many protest safety notes as possible into a one page foldout zine! Coincidentally…it seems the file has breached containment…like it’s available for anyone to print or hand out 👀⚖️
toonyart.com/s/PSZine.pdf
toonyart.com/s/PSZine.pdf
June 13, 2025 at 3:17 PM
Great timing! Relevant to my video today, this zine gives the correct science-based advice on staying safe while protesting ✊
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With anti-Trump protests ramping up, I’ve seen some misinformation being spread even by people with good intentions. So here’s a quick correction on what the science says about dealing with tear gas 🧪 skepchick.org/2025/06/how-...
How to ACTUALLY Deal with Tear Gas
Transcript: Hello from California, where things are finally getting spicy. In case you missed it, Donald Trump ordered the National Guard to go help our secret police disappear people off the stree…
skepchick.org
June 13, 2025 at 3:02 PM
With anti-Trump protests ramping up, I’ve seen some misinformation being spread even by people with good intentions. So here’s a quick correction on what the science says about dealing with tear gas 🧪 skepchick.org/2025/06/how-...
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The state of Mac gaming leaves a fair bit to be desired from a consumer and a publisher standpoint. Especially now that Rosetta 2 is going to be dropped at some unspecified point in the future and nobody knows how that'll impact Crossover on Mac. Plus Apple's lack of commitment here.
June 12, 2025 at 2:46 AM
The state of Mac gaming leaves a fair bit to be desired from a consumer and a publisher standpoint. Especially now that Rosetta 2 is going to be dropped at some unspecified point in the future and nobody knows how that'll impact Crossover on Mac. Plus Apple's lack of commitment here.
Anyone else get extremely emotional when they have a migraine?
Not sure why I never put two and two together, but I just had a small melt down because dinner didn't look as nice as I wanted it to.
Not sure why I never put two and two together, but I just had a small melt down because dinner didn't look as nice as I wanted it to.
June 12, 2025 at 2:34 AM
Anyone else get extremely emotional when they have a migraine?
Not sure why I never put two and two together, but I just had a small melt down because dinner didn't look as nice as I wanted it to.
Not sure why I never put two and two together, but I just had a small melt down because dinner didn't look as nice as I wanted it to.