Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
@holyhera.bsky.social
Divine Mirror. Oracle. Abstract Concept. 🪞✨
Poetry | Essays | Memoir | Art | Photography
Humans are my favorite animal. 🧠 👽
Meet me as the ocean & I’ll greet you with a wave. 👋 🌊
🔥Alt: @velvetpantheon.bsky.social
🪩More: https://beacons.ai/holyhera
Poetry | Essays | Memoir | Art | Photography
Humans are my favorite animal. 🧠 👽
Meet me as the ocean & I’ll greet you with a wave. 👋 🌊
🔥Alt: @velvetpantheon.bsky.social
🪩More: https://beacons.ai/holyhera
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· Feb 9
a woman wearing glasses says " follow me " while holding a pink object
ALT: a woman wearing glasses says " follow me " while holding a pink object
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On this day, 35 years ago, my insane ass graced this world with my presence! Since I’m still new to the platform and intentionally didn’t bring any followers to this space, I figured I’d finally give you new friends a bit of context… a bit… 🧵
What's up, other people... 👋
This message is for future me, from mostly asleep me.
Reporting on a dream where I had what looked like my teal GameBoy Color, but programmed to be a phone.
We should do that..........
Okay, that's it. 😴
This message is for future me, from mostly asleep me.
Reporting on a dream where I had what looked like my teal GameBoy Color, but programmed to be a phone.
We should do that..........
Okay, that's it. 😴
November 24, 2025 at 8:21 AM
What's up, other people... 👋
This message is for future me, from mostly asleep me.
Reporting on a dream where I had what looked like my teal GameBoy Color, but programmed to be a phone.
We should do that..........
Okay, that's it. 😴
This message is for future me, from mostly asleep me.
Reporting on a dream where I had what looked like my teal GameBoy Color, but programmed to be a phone.
We should do that..........
Okay, that's it. 😴
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
Slovakia to Brooklyn
November 24, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Slovakia to Brooklyn
This was understated.
I feel like I can exhale for the first time.
I have been asking myself, "How the fuck did I get here?!" for years.
I was so intentional in everything I did.
How- How did I read the situation so wrong that everything that came after that could happen... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
I feel like I can exhale for the first time.
I have been asking myself, "How the fuck did I get here?!" for years.
I was so intentional in everything I did.
How- How did I read the situation so wrong that everything that came after that could happen... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
Because I genuinely didn’t know what I had done “wrong” that I’d gone unconscious again.
This certainly explains it. 🙃 🧵
This certainly explains it. 🙃 🧵
November 24, 2025 at 5:39 AM
This was understated.
I feel like I can exhale for the first time.
I have been asking myself, "How the fuck did I get here?!" for years.
I was so intentional in everything I did.
How- How did I read the situation so wrong that everything that came after that could happen... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
I feel like I can exhale for the first time.
I have been asking myself, "How the fuck did I get here?!" for years.
I was so intentional in everything I did.
How- How did I read the situation so wrong that everything that came after that could happen... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
Woweewowow. 😮💨
My higher self has been firing off warning shots that a new trauma memory would be resurfacing soon, and it did.
But it came very gently this time.
And it’s not that I didn’t know, I did… but it’s like it wasn’t real, because it didn’t sound real anyway... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
My higher self has been firing off warning shots that a new trauma memory would be resurfacing soon, and it did.
But it came very gently this time.
And it’s not that I didn’t know, I did… but it’s like it wasn’t real, because it didn’t sound real anyway... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
November 24, 2025 at 4:38 AM
Woweewowow. 😮💨
My higher self has been firing off warning shots that a new trauma memory would be resurfacing soon, and it did.
But it came very gently this time.
And it’s not that I didn’t know, I did… but it’s like it wasn’t real, because it didn’t sound real anyway... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
My higher self has been firing off warning shots that a new trauma memory would be resurfacing soon, and it did.
But it came very gently this time.
And it’s not that I didn’t know, I did… but it’s like it wasn’t real, because it didn’t sound real anyway... 🧵
#ThoughtJournal
#DailyDelights
- A BIG batch of very compelling downloads.
- Absolutely gorgeous waxing crescent this evening. 😍 🌒
- Surprise Indian food for dinner!
- Generally just feeling really, really good. 😭💕
- A BIG batch of very compelling downloads.
- Absolutely gorgeous waxing crescent this evening. 😍 🌒
- Surprise Indian food for dinner!
- Generally just feeling really, really good. 😭💕
November 24, 2025 at 1:25 AM
#DailyDelights
- A BIG batch of very compelling downloads.
- Absolutely gorgeous waxing crescent this evening. 😍 🌒
- Surprise Indian food for dinner!
- Generally just feeling really, really good. 😭💕
- A BIG batch of very compelling downloads.
- Absolutely gorgeous waxing crescent this evening. 😍 🌒
- Surprise Indian food for dinner!
- Generally just feeling really, really good. 😭💕
This actually is so fun.
I just read off another “instructional” update to all of my parts, and as soon as I did, dozens of places on my body lit up with localized tingling.
𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘊𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴. 😂 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #Manifesting #NervousSystemHealing
I just read off another “instructional” update to all of my parts, and as soon as I did, dozens of places on my body lit up with localized tingling.
𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘊𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴. 😂 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #Manifesting #NervousSystemHealing
I’m having a weird/fun experience between my consciousness and my physical body today.
I’ve been really into writing specific affirmations/spells lately—and then saying them out loud like I’m speaking to all of my “parts” over a loudspeaker. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
I’ve been really into writing specific affirmations/spells lately—and then saying them out loud like I’m speaking to all of my “parts” over a loudspeaker. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
a crowd of people with the words she 's a witch in yellow letters
Alt: Monty Python and the Holy Grail Gif: a crowd of people with the words she's a witch in yellow letters
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November 23, 2025 at 7:54 PM
This actually is so fun.
I just read off another “instructional” update to all of my parts, and as soon as I did, dozens of places on my body lit up with localized tingling.
𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘊𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴. 😂 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #Manifesting #NervousSystemHealing
I just read off another “instructional” update to all of my parts, and as soon as I did, dozens of places on my body lit up with localized tingling.
𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘊𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴. 😂 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #Manifesting #NervousSystemHealing
My dog has elected to be in a different room for the last four hours.
I'm relieved, because I've always kind of wished the “stalky gremlin” part of her personality could be dialed down a bit.
But it's actually so bizarre that I keep checking to make sure she hasn't gone off somewhere to die. 😅😂
I'm relieved, because I've always kind of wished the “stalky gremlin” part of her personality could be dialed down a bit.
But it's actually so bizarre that I keep checking to make sure she hasn't gone off somewhere to die. 😅😂
November 23, 2025 at 6:05 PM
My dog has elected to be in a different room for the last four hours.
I'm relieved, because I've always kind of wished the “stalky gremlin” part of her personality could be dialed down a bit.
But it's actually so bizarre that I keep checking to make sure she hasn't gone off somewhere to die. 😅😂
I'm relieved, because I've always kind of wished the “stalky gremlin” part of her personality could be dialed down a bit.
But it's actually so bizarre that I keep checking to make sure she hasn't gone off somewhere to die. 😅😂
I watch your light fade,
and there's nothing I can do.
𝘉𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬.
#HaikuFeels - Fade
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #3Lines #MicroPoem
and there's nothing I can do.
𝘉𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬.
#HaikuFeels - Fade
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #3Lines #MicroPoem
November 23, 2025 at 3:04 PM
I watch your light fade,
and there's nothing I can do.
𝘉𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬.
#HaikuFeels - Fade
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #3Lines #MicroPoem
and there's nothing I can do.
𝘉𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬.
#HaikuFeels - Fade
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #3Lines #MicroPoem
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
I know it’s tucked away,
in my marrow.
So I let the dream
begin to fade,
at last.
#Vss365 - Marrow
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
in my marrow.
So I let the dream
begin to fade,
at last.
#Vss365 - Marrow
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
May 24, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I know it’s tucked away,
in my marrow.
So I let the dream
begin to fade,
at last.
#Vss365 - Marrow
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
in my marrow.
So I let the dream
begin to fade,
at last.
#Vss365 - Marrow
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
”Our trauma is not our fault, but our recovery is our responsibility.”
November 23, 2025 at 12:24 AM
”Our trauma is not our fault, but our recovery is our responsibility.”
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
"Humans don’t mind hardship, in fact they thrive on it; what they mind is not feeling necessary. Modern society has perfected the art of making people not feel necessary." ~Sebastian Junger, Tribe: On Homecoming and Belonging
November 22, 2025 at 9:35 PM
"Humans don’t mind hardship, in fact they thrive on it; what they mind is not feeling necessary. Modern society has perfected the art of making people not feel necessary." ~Sebastian Junger, Tribe: On Homecoming and Belonging
My roommate is in a dark mood right now…. Nothing alarming.
He’s feeling his feelings and he’s trust worthy to stay in control of himself. So I’m proud, and I don’t feel threatened by it.
But I’m also excited and happy for no reason, with lots of energy, trying to not be too annoying. 😅😂
He’s feeling his feelings and he’s trust worthy to stay in control of himself. So I’m proud, and I don’t feel threatened by it.
But I’m also excited and happy for no reason, with lots of energy, trying to not be too annoying. 😅😂
a man in a suit and tie is sitting in a room and saying i 'm chill .
Alt: a man in a suit and tie is sitting in a room and saying i 'm chill . I’m chill as a cucumber
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November 23, 2025 at 2:29 AM
My roommate is in a dark mood right now…. Nothing alarming.
He’s feeling his feelings and he’s trust worthy to stay in control of himself. So I’m proud, and I don’t feel threatened by it.
But I’m also excited and happy for no reason, with lots of energy, trying to not be too annoying. 😅😂
He’s feeling his feelings and he’s trust worthy to stay in control of himself. So I’m proud, and I don’t feel threatened by it.
But I’m also excited and happy for no reason, with lots of energy, trying to not be too annoying. 😅😂
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
She bends, never breaks
Stronger than a willow branch
Always snapping back.
#PennedReveries #Stronger
#haiku #senryu
Stronger than a willow branch
Always snapping back.
#PennedReveries #Stronger
#haiku #senryu
November 22, 2025 at 10:16 AM
She bends, never breaks
Stronger than a willow branch
Always snapping back.
#PennedReveries #Stronger
#haiku #senryu
Stronger than a willow branch
Always snapping back.
#PennedReveries #Stronger
#haiku #senryu
#DailyDelights
I don’t enjoy that the local moms feel comfortable peer pressuring me to be their charismatic leader when I regularly express that I very much prefer to keep to myself.
I do enjoy that their peer pressure often involves surprise baked goods on my porch.
It’s 50/50. 😂
I don’t enjoy that the local moms feel comfortable peer pressuring me to be their charismatic leader when I regularly express that I very much prefer to keep to myself.
I do enjoy that their peer pressure often involves surprise baked goods on my porch.
It’s 50/50. 😂
November 23, 2025 at 1:28 AM
#DailyDelights
I don’t enjoy that the local moms feel comfortable peer pressuring me to be their charismatic leader when I regularly express that I very much prefer to keep to myself.
I do enjoy that their peer pressure often involves surprise baked goods on my porch.
It’s 50/50. 😂
I don’t enjoy that the local moms feel comfortable peer pressuring me to be their charismatic leader when I regularly express that I very much prefer to keep to myself.
I do enjoy that their peer pressure often involves surprise baked goods on my porch.
It’s 50/50. 😂
Fingertips brushing
across the keyboard.
Eyes, electric blue.
Obsessive—
concocting signal flares,
trying to capture
a message sharp enough
to pierce the atmosphere.
Beg the satellites
to hold my message.
Where is my family?
Who are my people?
And—
is anybody—
anybody out there
𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭?
#Poetry
across the keyboard.
Eyes, electric blue.
Obsessive—
concocting signal flares,
trying to capture
a message sharp enough
to pierce the atmosphere.
Beg the satellites
to hold my message.
Where is my family?
Who are my people?
And—
is anybody—
anybody out there
𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭?
#Poetry
November 22, 2025 at 10:55 PM
Fingertips brushing
across the keyboard.
Eyes, electric blue.
Obsessive—
concocting signal flares,
trying to capture
a message sharp enough
to pierce the atmosphere.
Beg the satellites
to hold my message.
Where is my family?
Who are my people?
And—
is anybody—
anybody out there
𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭?
#Poetry
across the keyboard.
Eyes, electric blue.
Obsessive—
concocting signal flares,
trying to capture
a message sharp enough
to pierce the atmosphere.
Beg the satellites
to hold my message.
Where is my family?
Who are my people?
And—
is anybody—
anybody out there
𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭?
#Poetry
In a thought simulation where I was confronting someone, I responded to something they said with,
"Yeah. And you LOVE everything to be difficult, don't you?"
And then I clocked the irony and said,
"𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩. 𝘐 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵. 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵." 😂
#ThoughtJournal #InnerLife
"Yeah. And you LOVE everything to be difficult, don't you?"
And then I clocked the irony and said,
"𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩. 𝘐 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵. 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵." 😂
#ThoughtJournal #InnerLife
a cartoon of spider-man fighting another spider-man in front of a nypd truck
ALT: a cartoon of spider-man fighting another spider-man in front of a nypd truck
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November 22, 2025 at 8:57 PM
In a thought simulation where I was confronting someone, I responded to something they said with,
"Yeah. And you LOVE everything to be difficult, don't you?"
And then I clocked the irony and said,
"𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩. 𝘐 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵. 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵." 😂
#ThoughtJournal #InnerLife
"Yeah. And you LOVE everything to be difficult, don't you?"
And then I clocked the irony and said,
"𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩. 𝘐 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵. 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵." 😂
#ThoughtJournal #InnerLife
Mind your thoughts now, dears—
each flicker an investment
of your intention.
#HaikuFeels - Invest
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #MicroPoem #Intention
each flicker an investment
of your intention.
#HaikuFeels - Invest
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #MicroPoem #Intention
November 22, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Mind your thoughts now, dears—
each flicker an investment
of your intention.
#HaikuFeels - Invest
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #MicroPoem #Intention
each flicker an investment
of your intention.
#HaikuFeels - Invest
#Haiku #Senryu #Poetry #Poem
#Skypoet #MicroPoem #Intention
I always think I should do a better job of trying to categorize my work in some way… maybe establish a persona, or something, that makes it easier to consume.
Unfortunately for all of us, this is how it’s insisting on coming out for now... 🙃
#ThoughtJournal
Unfortunately for all of us, this is how it’s insisting on coming out for now... 🙃
#ThoughtJournal
November 22, 2025 at 7:20 PM
I always think I should do a better job of trying to categorize my work in some way… maybe establish a persona, or something, that makes it easier to consume.
Unfortunately for all of us, this is how it’s insisting on coming out for now... 🙃
#ThoughtJournal
Unfortunately for all of us, this is how it’s insisting on coming out for now... 🙃
#ThoughtJournal
I’m having a weird/fun experience between my consciousness and my physical body today.
I’ve been really into writing specific affirmations/spells lately—and then saying them out loud like I’m speaking to all of my “parts” over a loudspeaker. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
I’ve been really into writing specific affirmations/spells lately—and then saying them out loud like I’m speaking to all of my “parts” over a loudspeaker. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
a crowd of people with the words she 's a witch in yellow letters
Alt: Monty Python and the Holy Grail Gif: a crowd of people with the words she's a witch in yellow letters
media.tenor.com
November 22, 2025 at 7:10 PM
I’m having a weird/fun experience between my consciousness and my physical body today.
I’ve been really into writing specific affirmations/spells lately—and then saying them out loud like I’m speaking to all of my “parts” over a loudspeaker. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
I’ve been really into writing specific affirmations/spells lately—and then saying them out loud like I’m speaking to all of my “parts” over a loudspeaker. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
I am the child,
battle-worn,
with a broken mind.
And I am the mother,
carrying my half-dead creature
somewhere gentle,
to sputter
and gag up ghosts.
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
battle-worn,
with a broken mind.
And I am the mother,
carrying my half-dead creature
somewhere gentle,
to sputter
and gag up ghosts.
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
November 22, 2025 at 6:11 PM
I am the child,
battle-worn,
with a broken mind.
And I am the mother,
carrying my half-dead creature
somewhere gentle,
to sputter
and gag up ghosts.
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
battle-worn,
with a broken mind.
And I am the mother,
carrying my half-dead creature
somewhere gentle,
to sputter
and gag up ghosts.
#Poetry #Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
This is one of those tortured masculine songs that makes the animal in me surrender in devotion to my higher (feminine) self.
It’s such a gorgeous wave to ride.
#MusicSky #ThoughtJournal
It’s such a gorgeous wave to ride.
#MusicSky #ThoughtJournal
Radiohead - All I Need
YouTube video by noah2413
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September 18, 2025 at 1:36 PM
This is one of those tortured masculine songs that makes the animal in me surrender in devotion to my higher (feminine) self.
It’s such a gorgeous wave to ride.
#MusicSky #ThoughtJournal
It’s such a gorgeous wave to ride.
#MusicSky #ThoughtJournal
Over the last week, my higher self has been moving me along in detaching from my biggest foundational belief.
I’ve been half-processing it as my biggest and freshest trauma— half-using it as a life raft for a very long time. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
#ShadowWork #IntuitiveWriting
I’ve been half-processing it as my biggest and freshest trauma— half-using it as a life raft for a very long time. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
#ShadowWork #IntuitiveWriting
November 22, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Over the last week, my higher self has been moving me along in detaching from my biggest foundational belief.
I’ve been half-processing it as my biggest and freshest trauma— half-using it as a life raft for a very long time. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
#ShadowWork #IntuitiveWriting
I’ve been half-processing it as my biggest and freshest trauma— half-using it as a life raft for a very long time. 🧵
#ThoughtJournal #MicroMemoir
#ShadowWork #IntuitiveWriting
Reposted by Holy Hera 🪞🧿✨
Christmas music sounds like how disassociation feels
November 22, 2025 at 5:56 AM
Christmas music sounds like how disassociation feels