dumb gay baby
@countwhorlok.bsky.social
i really like books. millennial with a soft spot for the weirdos and the nasties that go bump in the night. chronically ill & loud about it.writer and illustrator. chef. gore whore. cptsd.
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we're both still only working a handful of pickup shifts/gigs trying to find work. Our heat is still off and we can't afford to turn it back on, and even w me scrounging up what I've been able to make (g hasn't been paid yet for new gig job), I'm like $200 short on rent 🙃 im so cold n tired n idk
finding out from this post that snap runs out so 😭🖤🙏🏻
November 11, 2025 at 5:06 AM
we're both still only working a handful of pickup shifts/gigs trying to find work. Our heat is still off and we can't afford to turn it back on, and even w me scrounging up what I've been able to make (g hasn't been paid yet for new gig job), I'm like $200 short on rent 🙃 im so cold n tired n idk
November 10, 2025 at 4:15 PM
we're both still only working a handful of pickup shifts/gigs trying to find work. Our heat is still off and we can't afford to turn it back on, and even w me scrounging up what I've been able to make (g hasn't been paid yet for new gig job), I'm like $200 short on rent 🙃 im so cold n tired n idk
"to you i am obscene but to myself i simply am"
im never emotionally recovering from Frankenstein 😭😭😭
im never emotionally recovering from Frankenstein 😭😭😭
November 10, 2025 at 5:32 AM
"to you i am obscene but to myself i simply am"
im never emotionally recovering from Frankenstein 😭😭😭
im never emotionally recovering from Frankenstein 😭😭😭
i3just want my life back
November 9, 2025 at 5:56 AM
i3just want my life back
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Not only should Sam Altman NOT get a bail out, he should also be *redacted* by *redacted* until he *redacted*
November 8, 2025 at 10:59 AM
Not only should Sam Altman NOT get a bail out, he should also be *redacted* by *redacted* until he *redacted*
been working non stop on this film and now i have a hundred things to do around the house plus prep for work this weekend and the photo gig Sunday but my job (shocker, jk) didn't do payroll AGAIN so yay here's to not paying rent late today then
November 7, 2025 at 10:20 AM
been working non stop on this film and now i have a hundred things to do around the house plus prep for work this weekend and the photo gig Sunday but my job (shocker, jk) didn't do payroll AGAIN so yay here's to not paying rent late today then
!!!! i have officially written a feature film !
November 6, 2025 at 6:07 AM
!!!! i have officially written a feature film !
help i have to finish the draft of my screenplay today so i have time for edits and the rest of grant application stuff:: everyone bully me (be nice plz) and threaten to beat up the sad brain worms so i get to work
November 3, 2025 at 10:20 PM
help i have to finish the draft of my screenplay today so i have time for edits and the rest of grant application stuff:: everyone bully me (be nice plz) and threaten to beat up the sad brain worms so i get to work
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the first step to loving yourself is to stop making those annoying ass self deprecating jokes that nobody laughs at and actively pushes people away from you
November 2, 2025 at 2:56 AM
the first step to loving yourself is to stop making those annoying ass self deprecating jokes that nobody laughs at and actively pushes people away from you
cleaning the depression house alone 5 hours before my work alarm goes off to warm up enough for bed i love my life hahahaha plz take me out of my misery
November 2, 2025 at 6:29 AM
cleaning the depression house alone 5 hours before my work alarm goes off to warm up enough for bed i love my life hahahaha plz take me out of my misery
my toes r numb and one of my space heaters is broken and we haven't had gas in months and i want to cryyyy lol 🥲🥲
November 2, 2025 at 5:19 AM
my toes r numb and one of my space heaters is broken and we haven't had gas in months and i want to cryyyy lol 🥲🥲
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realized Liheap prob won't get process bc the gov shutdown and we need $1k to get our gas on bc even tho they told me meter was reading wrong they won't fix the bill and it's been in the 40's at night the last 2 days and we have no heat or hot water still and i want to sho*t myself lol
October 20, 2025 at 2:11 PM
realized Liheap prob won't get process bc the gov shutdown and we need $1k to get our gas on bc even tho they told me meter was reading wrong they won't fix the bill and it's been in the 40's at night the last 2 days and we have no heat or hot water still and i want to sho*t myself lol
oh no Lily Allen's new album
October 29, 2025 at 4:47 AM
oh no Lily Allen's new album
no support no way out i just want to give up at this point
October 27, 2025 at 3:11 PM
no support no way out i just want to give up at this point
🙃🔫 im so tired and i want to die !!!!!
The official USDA site is blaming trans people for SNAP benefits expiring.
October 27, 2025 at 3:11 PM
🙃🔫 im so tired and i want to die !!!!!
Everytime roller derby season starts I'm like "wow that'd be so fun" and then I immediately see photos of the rape apologist & violent abuser w a criminal record for DC being actively involved that FCRD blocked me for raising concerns about and i move on
October 24, 2025 at 6:54 PM
Everytime roller derby season starts I'm like "wow that'd be so fun" and then I immediately see photos of the rape apologist & violent abuser w a criminal record for DC being actively involved that FCRD blocked me for raising concerns about and i move on
we literally just need $130 to be able to pay octobers rent today but everyday means more late fees and it's almost november and we already don't have heat and like 🥲 begging for help and i will do anything at this point.
sat through two interviews that ended up being scams and like. im so tired.
sat through two interviews that ended up being scams and like. im so tired.
October 23, 2025 at 3:28 PM
we literally just need $130 to be able to pay octobers rent today but everyday means more late fees and it's almost november and we already don't have heat and like 🥲 begging for help and i will do anything at this point.
sat through two interviews that ended up being scams and like. im so tired.
sat through two interviews that ended up being scams and like. im so tired.
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Straight up not having a good time
October 22, 2025 at 8:19 PM
Straight up not having a good time
SNAP is gone and my meds can't get refilled bc there's a recall and we're still like $200 short on Octobers rent not counting how we have to get all of November together still and i wanna sho*t myself
October 22, 2025 at 8:17 PM
SNAP is gone and my meds can't get refilled bc there's a recall and we're still like $200 short on Octobers rent not counting how we have to get all of November together still and i wanna sho*t myself
realized Liheap prob won't get process bc the gov shutdown and we need $1k to get our gas on bc even tho they told me meter was reading wrong they won't fix the bill and it's been in the 40's at night the last 2 days and we have no heat or hot water still and i want to sho*t myself lol
October 20, 2025 at 2:11 PM
realized Liheap prob won't get process bc the gov shutdown and we need $1k to get our gas on bc even tho they told me meter was reading wrong they won't fix the bill and it's been in the 40's at night the last 2 days and we have no heat or hot water still and i want to sho*t myself lol
having everything solely on my shoulders is def not making me miserably depressed and suicidal it's actually fun and healthy
October 20, 2025 at 1:29 PM
having everything solely on my shoulders is def not making me miserably depressed and suicidal it's actually fun and healthy
frustrated sad disappointed annoyed exhausted
October 20, 2025 at 2:43 AM
frustrated sad disappointed annoyed exhausted
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she none on my pizza til i left her beef
October 20, 2025 at 1:30 AM
she none on my pizza til i left her beef