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countwhorlok.bsky.social
dumber gayer baby
@countwhorlok.bsky.social
i really like books. millennial with a soft spot for the weirdos and the nasties that go bump in the night. chronically ill & loud about it.writer and illustrator. chef. gore whore. cptsd.
kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me i want to dieeeee
November 21, 2025 at 6:18 PM
got home from work and the whole dishwasher overflowed 🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻 love life
November 16, 2025 at 10:47 PM
finding out from this post that snap runs out so 😭🖤🙏🏻
October 15, 2025 at 9:58 PM
if anyone wants to help a broke queer trans dude make it through another month i would appreciate u more than u know 🥺 pics for the algorithm 🖤
Venmo//PayPal: amnesiavagabond
cashapp: $texasisforever
September 6, 2025 at 7:27 PM
sunglasses broke and immediately triggered a whole sad spiral bc so many of my dumb green/irish-brand-rep sunglasses have been chewed by dogs or broken & i realized i won't/can't get any more unless i work at some other Irish bar again and 🥲🥲🥲 k!ll me
August 22, 2025 at 11:09 PM
////: sad and alone and exhausted and maybe the world will just swallow me whole soon so i don't have to keep feeling this miserable
August 22, 2025 at 9:08 AM
@greghyatt.bsky.social brought me to Under the Cover & Blick for birthday treats and i am so excited and my heart is so full 💘 thank you soooo much to everyone for the birthday wishes 🥹 this next year has me shockingly optimistic and scared/excited for all that's to come 🖤
August 14, 2025 at 9:44 PM
been making some morbid cptsd collages out of books the dogs have chomped. maybe WIP maybe not
August 6, 2025 at 9:33 PM
bonus picture i just found of us all
August 5, 2025 at 8:19 PM
he ended up giving me the 1st painting bc of the oil spill comment, and let me pick out the 2nd one. they're hanging up in our kitchen & i wish i could show him or tell him that, and wish he could see this picture.
happy birthday, ted🤘🏻i wish there was a pentagram emoji i could use to do u justice 🖤
August 4, 2025 at 6:07 PM
another night, equally late after closing the kitchen & having some shift beers(and shits of Jameson Orange, of course). we sat around his desk & i tattooed him & it was silly & stupid & fun. we always talked about doing more and i wish there was more time to do so. sharing to keep the memories
August 4, 2025 at 6:07 PM
tiktok does not need to call me out like this !!!!
March 19, 2025 at 7:33 PM
renton here! hi #booksky ! I 🫶🏻 extreme horror and dark romance and a little bit of everything else, too.

25 // queer // transmasc writer and illustrator (and chef during the daylight hours)

some of my fav authors- H.D. Carlton, Mindy Paige, Navessa Allen, Leigh Rivers, Santana Knox, Stephen King
January 6, 2025 at 9:25 PM
princess hambone
June 23, 2024 at 5:11 PM
this girl showed up on my TL and now im just mad remembering the time i went to a house show for her bfs band and then he/they roofied me and she sexually assaulted me in front of the entire party but lols cute grrls kissing uwu consequences don't exist i guess
March 29, 2024 at 5:28 PM
photos for the algorithm 🥲🖤 i just wanna take care of my little family
March 4, 2024 at 2:36 AM
I love you all and appreciate you all and any help, especially sharing, is so beyond beneficial. We're doing everything we can to figure out solutions, but for now im just desperately trying to keep my lights on & maybe get groceries for the first time in over a month 🥲🖤
$texasisforever
March 4, 2024 at 2:31 AM
how in the fuck is this helpful ???
January 25, 2024 at 9:24 PM
good god i have all these epoxy teeth casts for SFX stuff and i guess these two fell out of the container but they fell into my lap when i was just cleaning my desk right as the gron mega pearl hit and i seriously thought i was dying for a solid minute
January 22, 2024 at 2:23 AM
been a rough few days in my brain, painted this tonight
January 18, 2024 at 5:09 AM
he is a sweetheart (:
September 18, 2023 at 4:01 AM
September 18, 2023 at 12:16 AM
forever accidentally befriending/acquiring stray animals
September 11, 2023 at 2:02 AM
90lb mastiff puppy covered himself in mug even tho he is terrified of the hose & our only bathroom with a shower is on the second floor (":
July 31, 2023 at 9:47 PM
i'm not very good with change and i'm even worse at making new friends.

anyways-- hiya!
i'm a chef/co-owner of a restaurant, an illustrator, and i spent a long time in the film & theatre world as a production designer & FX artist.

what's your favorite scary movie?
July 31, 2023 at 10:51 AM