the autumn and the scarlet 🍁
@beneprism.rip
the makeup on your eyes
Marcy ⁂ she/her 🏳️⚧️ ⁂ Portland, Oregon
@anitmata.bsky.social's apprentice semiotician
Certified to be 99 44/100 per cent Nice, mean posts are a statistical outlier
Discord: beneprism ⁂ beneprism.rip
Marcy ⁂ she/her 🏳️⚧️ ⁂ Portland, Oregon
@anitmata.bsky.social's apprentice semiotician
Certified to be 99 44/100 per cent Nice, mean posts are a statistical outlier
Discord: beneprism ⁂ beneprism.rip
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I just want to say, for the record, for my mufos or anyone else who needs it, if you need kindness, to be listened to & responded to from a place of caring, you can DM me or contact me on Discord (see bio). I'm not a therapist & am not great at advice, but I am good at nonjudgmental listening.
They should make a body that works better
November 11, 2025 at 2:25 PM
They should make a body that works better
Luckily, the big snow heap up here in Kitchener happens to coincide with me being way too sore to spend a bunch of time out and about. It's supposed to warm up later this week, and by then I should be feeling more limber.
Also I made my girlfriend breakfast this morning so I am very happy
Also I made my girlfriend breakfast this morning so I am very happy
November 10, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Luckily, the big snow heap up here in Kitchener happens to coincide with me being way too sore to spend a bunch of time out and about. It's supposed to warm up later this week, and by then I should be feeling more limber.
Also I made my girlfriend breakfast this morning so I am very happy
Also I made my girlfriend breakfast this morning so I am very happy
Reposted by the autumn and the scarlet 🍁
This morning I flashed my boobs at Lester B. Pearson
November 9, 2025 at 2:01 PM
This morning I flashed my boobs at Lester B. Pearson
I told you all my Canadian girlfriend was real! Now I have proof!!
November 9, 2025 at 12:31 AM
I told you all my Canadian girlfriend was real! Now I have proof!!
Reposted by the autumn and the scarlet 🍁
Reposted by the autumn and the scarlet 🍁
She's coming today
November 8, 2025 at 12:40 PM
She's coming today
I am pretty close to wiped but all I have left on my list is "nails", "shower", and "tidy up" (plus slipping my laptop/charger into my backpack). The tidying is the biggest effort by far. Hopefully I'll get a bit of gas back while doing my nails and watching dumb shit.
Plenty of time left
Plenty of time left
November 8, 2025 at 3:21 AM
I am pretty close to wiped but all I have left on my list is "nails", "shower", and "tidy up" (plus slipping my laptop/charger into my backpack). The tidying is the biggest effort by far. Hopefully I'll get a bit of gas back while doing my nails and watching dumb shit.
Plenty of time left
Plenty of time left
I will owe @anitmata.bsky.social at least one extra hug tomorrow for helping me steer out of this. (My therapist helped too.) I am so lucky to know her, to love her and to be loved by her.
I feel like being responsible and planning things out carefully should have earned me the right to not be having a panic attack right now. I am literally looking at my mostly packed luggage and sobbing for no real reason
November 8, 2025 at 12:13 AM
I will owe @anitmata.bsky.social at least one extra hug tomorrow for helping me steer out of this. (My therapist helped too.) I am so lucky to know her, to love her and to be loved by her.
I feel like being responsible and planning things out carefully should have earned me the right to not be having a panic attack right now. I am literally looking at my mostly packed luggage and sobbing for no real reason
November 7, 2025 at 7:08 PM
I feel like being responsible and planning things out carefully should have earned me the right to not be having a panic attack right now. I am literally looking at my mostly packed luggage and sobbing for no real reason
White knuckling through it today. I think the trip is fine but it feels like everything is going wrong around me, and I'm feeling deeply inadequate for the challenges ahead
November 7, 2025 at 5:06 PM
White knuckling through it today. I think the trip is fine but it feels like everything is going wrong around me, and I'm feeling deeply inadequate for the challenges ahead
I will be arriving at the airport in 24 hours. I have my itinerary. I just need to finish packing and get as good a night's sleep as I can manage. Stressful time to be flying but I'm hoping for the best.
November 7, 2025 at 2:29 PM
I will be arriving at the airport in 24 hours. I have my itinerary. I just need to finish packing and get as good a night's sleep as I can manage. Stressful time to be flying but I'm hoping for the best.
I as an adult am the same person I was as a child, but the child was not the same person as the adult. Experience grows and reshapes the self. I have had many experiences in the past year, moreso than in the preceding decade. I am that person I was a year ago, but that person was not me.
How do you explain what happened to your past self once you transitioned?
Are they dead? Alive within you? Never alive in the first place? Or something else entirely?
Are they dead? Alive within you? Never alive in the first place? Or something else entirely?
November 7, 2025 at 7:17 AM
I as an adult am the same person I was as a child, but the child was not the same person as the adult. Experience grows and reshapes the self. I have had many experiences in the past year, moreso than in the preceding decade. I am that person I was a year ago, but that person was not me.
So full of feelings right now I feel like I'm dissolving in them
November 7, 2025 at 3:19 AM
So full of feelings right now I feel like I'm dissolving in them
Update on my namesake. I could rock horns I bet
ok so continuing with the tale of Marcy the Shiny Snorunt! She trained with me up to the level where a Snorunt of any gender will start trying to evolve into Glalie, unless it’s given other options. So we got her b̶l̶o̶c̶k̶e̶r̶s̶ a Dawn Stone and e̶s̶t̶r̶a̶d̶i̶o̶l̶ Froslassite, and… Marcy the Shiny (Mega) Froslass!
November 6, 2025 at 11:56 PM
Update on my namesake. I could rock horns I bet
Well, this resolves at least one open question I had about the near future. (My passport is in my birth name/assigned gender, because I didn't have time to get my birth certificate updated.)
BREAKING: The Supreme Court will allow the Trump administration to enforce its anti-trans and anti-nonbinary passport policy during litigation.
The unsigned, four-paragraph order effectively reverses two lower-court decisions. The Democratic appointees dissent.
More to come: www.lawdork.com
The unsigned, four-paragraph order effectively reverses two lower-court decisions. The Democratic appointees dissent.
More to come: www.lawdork.com
November 6, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Well, this resolves at least one open question I had about the near future. (My passport is in my birth name/assigned gender, because I didn't have time to get my birth certificate updated.)
I realize now that photos don't make the difference as clear, but it is significantly more vivid blue now and the roots had gotten very grown out. I asked to take off some length so I have room to grow before it starts pooling on my shoulders
November 6, 2025 at 8:08 PM
I realize now that photos don't make the difference as clear, but it is significantly more vivid blue now and the roots had gotten very grown out. I asked to take off some length so I have room to grow before it starts pooling on my shoulders
@alexsaysstuff.bsky.social @djinnandtonic.bsky.social Almost spooky
November 6, 2025 at 8:00 PM
@alexsaysstuff.bsky.social @djinnandtonic.bsky.social Almost spooky
8 AM hair appointment means just throwing myself together, but this is the before pic
(I'm mostly just recoloring and trimming, unless my stylist convinces me otherwise)
(I'm mostly just recoloring and trimming, unless my stylist convinces me otherwise)
November 6, 2025 at 3:54 PM
8 AM hair appointment means just throwing myself together, but this is the before pic
(I'm mostly just recoloring and trimming, unless my stylist convinces me otherwise)
(I'm mostly just recoloring and trimming, unless my stylist convinces me otherwise)
I am so fortunate, it's hard to believe sometimes
November 6, 2025 at 2:40 PM
I am so fortunate, it's hard to believe sometimes
Girlfriend asleep, time to post fish
I had the Nuri spiced mackerel today; they are out of this world. These are small fish the same size as 3/5 sardines & prepared the same way. The texture is firmer, meatier, and a bit drier than pilchards, but still quite tender. Very tasty & good beginner fish.
I had the Nuri spiced mackerel today; they are out of this world. These are small fish the same size as 3/5 sardines & prepared the same way. The texture is firmer, meatier, and a bit drier than pilchards, but still quite tender. Very tasty & good beginner fish.
November 6, 2025 at 5:51 AM
Girlfriend asleep, time to post fish
I had the Nuri spiced mackerel today; they are out of this world. These are small fish the same size as 3/5 sardines & prepared the same way. The texture is firmer, meatier, and a bit drier than pilchards, but still quite tender. Very tasty & good beginner fish.
I had the Nuri spiced mackerel today; they are out of this world. These are small fish the same size as 3/5 sardines & prepared the same way. The texture is firmer, meatier, and a bit drier than pilchards, but still quite tender. Very tasty & good beginner fish.
Reposted by the autumn and the scarlet 🍁
I have been reminded that @beneprism.rip’s real name is in her gosh dang bio (c’mon, Jen 🤦🏻♀️ 😅) so I am authorized to reveal: Marcy, Marcy the Snorunt 🙌
November 6, 2025 at 1:08 AM
I have been reminded that @beneprism.rip’s real name is in her gosh dang bio (c’mon, Jen 🤦🏻♀️ 😅) so I am authorized to reveal: Marcy, Marcy the Snorunt 🙌
Reposted by the autumn and the scarlet 🍁
Legends ZA t’other day I met Mega Froslass—*excellent* new design—so I went looking for a good Snorunt to evolve. “Wait, is that one blue?”—a Shiny!—“please be a girl”—it was!
I named the Snorunt after @beneprism.rip, bc I promised I’d name a Pokémon after her & shiny Snorunt matches her hair 💙🩵😉💖
I named the Snorunt after @beneprism.rip, bc I promised I’d name a Pokémon after her & shiny Snorunt matches her hair 💙🩵😉💖
November 6, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Legends ZA t’other day I met Mega Froslass—*excellent* new design—so I went looking for a good Snorunt to evolve. “Wait, is that one blue?”—a Shiny!—“please be a girl”—it was!
I named the Snorunt after @beneprism.rip, bc I promised I’d name a Pokémon after her & shiny Snorunt matches her hair 💙🩵😉💖
I named the Snorunt after @beneprism.rip, bc I promised I’d name a Pokémon after her & shiny Snorunt matches her hair 💙🩵😉💖