the chaotic good system
@thechaoticgoodsys.bsky.social
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AUDHD • CPTSD • OSDDID of 99+
Free Palestine 🍉🇵🇸
AUDHD • CPTSD • OSDDID of 99+
Free Palestine 🍉🇵🇸
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bsky.app/profile/who.... just a heads up to keep yourself informed! Follow the World Health Organization especially if you’re American!!
bsky.app
January 24, 2025 at 4:22 PM
bsky.app/profile/who.... just a heads up to keep yourself informed! Follow the World Health Organization especially if you’re American!!
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Just a little arson….. as a treat
January 22, 2025 at 7:08 PM
Just a little arson….. as a treat
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It is morally correct to punch a Nazi
January 20, 2025 at 8:22 PM
It is morally correct to punch a Nazi
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One certain thing about the next four years is that we survive as communities, not alone
January 20, 2025 at 3:25 AM
One certain thing about the next four years is that we survive as communities, not alone
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Autism is like staring through a telescope at something you were just supposed to look at with your eyes, and also the telescope is bolted to the floor so you can't move it or switch your focus, you just have to keep looking
January 20, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Autism is like staring through a telescope at something you were just supposed to look at with your eyes, and also the telescope is bolted to the floor so you can't move it or switch your focus, you just have to keep looking
well I’ve clicked on the ticky tocky app 3 times already today and then remembered 😥
It’s so so sad we don’t get to see our friends’ videos anymore. Also just seeing other systems describe their day or experiences helped us feel validated and not alone with this disorder 😭😭😭 -Ivy 🌿
#osddid #system
It’s so so sad we don’t get to see our friends’ videos anymore. Also just seeing other systems describe their day or experiences helped us feel validated and not alone with this disorder 😭😭😭 -Ivy 🌿
#osddid #system
January 19, 2025 at 8:53 PM
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Never date anyone who makes you feel like you have to hide your stuffed animals!
January 15, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Never date anyone who makes you feel like you have to hide your stuffed animals!
DID is so fun bc why does this post mention me by name? Who wrote it? Also what fragments are pretending to be me? Why is this something that happens that I was unaware of? The questions are endless and yet I have no answers 🤦🏻♀️ - Ryan 🍒
but also our fragments like to disguise themselves as the other more differentiated parts in the system and that’s confusing and off putting bc we can like tell this is not Ryan but she walks and talks like Ryan and does as Ryan does until she doesn’t…
January 15, 2025 at 6:53 PM
DID is so fun bc why does this post mention me by name? Who wrote it? Also what fragments are pretending to be me? Why is this something that happens that I was unaware of? The questions are endless and yet I have no answers 🤦🏻♀️ - Ryan 🍒
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Good I need someone to punch
Fun fact: if you say depression in the mirror three times a cheerful person will appear and tell you to try exercise
January 14, 2025 at 8:41 PM
Good I need someone to punch
open.spotify.com/track/27DxZk... the song playing in my brain at the moment bc why
Feelings
open.spotify.com
January 14, 2025 at 8:14 PM
open.spotify.com/track/27DxZk... the song playing in my brain at the moment bc why
No bc if my brain wasn’t soupy and traumatized and my body wasn’t breaking down with chronic pain and illness and if money wasn’t the end all be all of everything in society, I feel like I could do so much good, but instead I’m clinging to life and doing my best to survive this hell and…
January 14, 2025 at 7:58 PM
No bc if my brain wasn’t soupy and traumatized and my body wasn’t breaking down with chronic pain and illness and if money wasn’t the end all be all of everything in society, I feel like I could do so much good, but instead I’m clinging to life and doing my best to survive this hell and…
Can someone explain poly fragmentation to us bc we are all very confused by the influx of sudden awareness we have of our parts and inner world and the weird nature of communication between parts in different subsystems and stuff — like it feels maybe poly fragmentation could be at play
January 14, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Can someone explain poly fragmentation to us bc we are all very confused by the influx of sudden awareness we have of our parts and inner world and the weird nature of communication between parts in different subsystems and stuff — like it feels maybe poly fragmentation could be at play
If this account becomes a full on brain dump, public diary sorta thing for us, I apologize to the followers, but I’m feeling like talking today and that usually involves a lot of nonsense yapping! You can tell me to shut up, but also many have tried to do so before and failed!
January 14, 2025 at 7:33 PM
If this account becomes a full on brain dump, public diary sorta thing for us, I apologize to the followers, but I’m feeling like talking today and that usually involves a lot of nonsense yapping! You can tell me to shut up, but also many have tried to do so before and failed!
Am I making sense??? Bc this is all just stream of consciousness rambling at thoughts that have come to haunt me… — Kaz ⚡️
And then that makes me think of the Franz Kafka quote:“I do understand — and it is terrible” and like yeah i understand and it’s the 🦆ing worst! My pattern recognition and intuition is just very very good and on point and it can’t be turned off and I can’t look away like you know? Iykyk 😫😫
The line — “You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand.” — from Perks of Being Wallflower is actually sooo
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
January 14, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Am I making sense??? Bc this is all just stream of consciousness rambling at thoughts that have come to haunt me… — Kaz ⚡️
And then that makes me think of the Franz Kafka quote:“I do understand — and it is terrible” and like yeah i understand and it’s the 🦆ing worst! My pattern recognition and intuition is just very very good and on point and it can’t be turned off and I can’t look away like you know? Iykyk 😫😫
The line — “You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand.” — from Perks of Being Wallflower is actually sooo
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
January 14, 2025 at 7:21 PM
And then that makes me think of the Franz Kafka quote:“I do understand — and it is terrible” and like yeah i understand and it’s the 🦆ing worst! My pattern recognition and intuition is just very very good and on point and it can’t be turned off and I can’t look away like you know? Iykyk 😫😫
The line — “You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand.” — from Perks of Being Wallflower is actually sooo
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
January 14, 2025 at 7:16 PM
The line — “You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand.” — from Perks of Being Wallflower is actually sooo
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
Idk it just stings as an Autistic person growing up having to be hypervigilant and parentified and raised a girl, like damn, I do see things and I do understand…
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Something that rarely leaves my thoughts is how autistic people are expected to have superpowers to be accepted by society.
January 14, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Something that rarely leaves my thoughts is how autistic people are expected to have superpowers to be accepted by society.
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we so fr get this 😣😤
this is not to say that i “can technically” say things and just choose not to because i’m worried about internal backlash. i mean that i am Literally physically barred from saying anything. those who get it, get it ig
January 6, 2025 at 8:18 PM
we so fr get this 😣😤
Ooof feeling so small and scared but not knowing why has to be one of the worst things about being a system… like obviously a little is going through it, but we haven’t yet developed proper system communication skills for them to explain so we just have to ride it out and remind ourself we’re safe
January 6, 2025 at 8:14 PM
Ooof feeling so small and scared but not knowing why has to be one of the worst things about being a system… like obviously a little is going through it, but we haven’t yet developed proper system communication skills for them to explain so we just have to ride it out and remind ourself we’re safe
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“Here’s something you may not know about those of us with chronic illness or disabilities - we KNOW you don’t want to see it. We know you don’t want to hear about it. You don’t want to face our suffering. You want to pretend it doesn’t exist.“
People expect us to hide our pain for their comfort 🧵/1
People expect us to hide our pain for their comfort 🧵/1
December 22, 2024 at 8:36 AM
“Here’s something you may not know about those of us with chronic illness or disabilities - we KNOW you don’t want to see it. We know you don’t want to hear about it. You don’t want to face our suffering. You want to pretend it doesn’t exist.“
People expect us to hide our pain for their comfort 🧵/1
People expect us to hide our pain for their comfort 🧵/1
Us last week, finding out we have subsystems within our subsystems 🤯🙃
December 22, 2024 at 5:23 AM
Us last week, finding out we have subsystems within our subsystems 🤯🙃
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DID + autism = it's cool that you have a concept of a routine, cute even. Be a shame if a headmate were to...switch it up a little
December 22, 2024 at 2:57 AM
DID + autism = it's cool that you have a concept of a routine, cute even. Be a shame if a headmate were to...switch it up a little