pasuht/Erich Krull
@pasuht.bsky.social
He/Him. This is the account both of (in English) pasuht, the wholesomely sinister guy who loves books, ttrpg, and tv shows and doesn't love his depression and ptsd; and (in German) of his writing alter ego Erich Krull.
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I'm posting about random stuff, often including my ptsd and depression, but also fun things like cool books, in English.
In deutsch als mein alter ego Erich Krull, angehender Horrorautor.
- trans people, sex workers, and antifascist are cool
- billionairs, capitalism, ableism is not
In deutsch als mein alter ego Erich Krull, angehender Horrorautor.
- trans people, sex workers, and antifascist are cool
- billionairs, capitalism, ableism is not
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This is a good offer! You can get THE CROWS and/or THIRTEENTH on Bookshop.org UK btw...
it would cost me too much atm to go through the necessary steps to put my other print books on there (ISBNs and IngramSpark costs plus costs of absorbing potential stock returns) BUT: working on it.
it would cost me too much atm to go through the necessary steps to put my other print books on there (ISBNs and IngramSpark costs plus costs of absorbing potential stock returns) BUT: working on it.
There are plenty of sales and offers to be had over the coming days, but THIS offer keeps independent businesses thriving, rather than making a few billionaires a few billion richer.
Buy ANY book site-wide 26-29 December and you could win a £100 digital gift card! uk.bookshop.org/lists/win-a-...
Buy ANY book site-wide 26-29 December and you could win a £100 digital gift card! uk.bookshop.org/lists/win-a-...
December 26, 2025 at 1:25 PM
This is a good offer! You can get THE CROWS and/or THIRTEENTH on Bookshop.org UK btw...
it would cost me too much atm to go through the necessary steps to put my other print books on there (ISBNs and IngramSpark costs plus costs of absorbing potential stock returns) BUT: working on it.
it would cost me too much atm to go through the necessary steps to put my other print books on there (ISBNs and IngramSpark costs plus costs of absorbing potential stock returns) BUT: working on it.
I'd like to write fantasy, you know. It'd be easier, you know.
Not because fantasy is easy to write, or easier than horror or anything: it isn't.
But because it's different dreams of mine, better dreams.
But I can't, I see a sad man, a freezing person, or a poor one. And I can only imagine
Not because fantasy is easy to write, or easier than horror or anything: it isn't.
But because it's different dreams of mine, better dreams.
But I can't, I see a sad man, a freezing person, or a poor one. And I can only imagine
December 24, 2025 at 1:44 PM
I'd like to write fantasy, you know. It'd be easier, you know.
Not because fantasy is easy to write, or easier than horror or anything: it isn't.
But because it's different dreams of mine, better dreams.
But I can't, I see a sad man, a freezing person, or a poor one. And I can only imagine
Not because fantasy is easy to write, or easier than horror or anything: it isn't.
But because it's different dreams of mine, better dreams.
But I can't, I see a sad man, a freezing person, or a poor one. And I can only imagine
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Seldom here because I very short term have to move. That's a lot of spoons.
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
Buy pasuht a Coffee
Become a supporter of pasuht today!
ko-fi.com
December 19, 2025 at 12:27 PM
Seldom here because I very short term have to move. That's a lot of spoons.
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
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17. We do bones, motherfucker! 💀
December 19, 2025 at 12:23 PM
17. We do bones, motherfucker! 💀
Seldom here because I very short term have to move. That's a lot of spoons.
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
Buy pasuht a Coffee
Become a supporter of pasuht today!
ko-fi.com
December 19, 2025 at 12:27 PM
Seldom here because I very short term have to move. That's a lot of spoons.
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
Sharing my live even closer with the love of my life: fantastic
Having to do a lot of costly and buerocratic stuff on a very short time frame while being poor and low on spoons: ick
If you want go make the money better:
I've like a dozen good ideas before breakfast. What I lack is money and spoons
December 16, 2025 at 8:15 AM
I've like a dozen good ideas before breakfast. What I lack is money and spoons
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We are not running out of good ideas. They are bottlenecked and suffocated by the increasingly small number of people and companies that own things.
December 16, 2025 at 7:55 AM
We are not running out of good ideas. They are bottlenecked and suffocated by the increasingly small number of people and companies that own things.
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Und da war schon Weihnachten ... @pasuht.bsky.social und ich konnten natürlich nicht warten und freuen uns beide auf die Lektüre! Spannender Titel, den ich nicht kannte. Vielen lieben Dank an Jens! #litgangwichteln
December 13, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Und da war schon Weihnachten ... @pasuht.bsky.social und ich konnten natürlich nicht warten und freuen uns beide auf die Lektüre! Spannender Titel, den ich nicht kannte. Vielen lieben Dank an Jens! #litgangwichteln
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i stand by this statement every year
December 12, 2025 at 1:27 AM
i stand by this statement every year
Because of complete chaos in my life (which will be great for me when all the spoons are refreshed) just don't count on me being here or anywhere for a few weeks lol
December 11, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Because of complete chaos in my life (which will be great for me when all the spoons are refreshed) just don't count on me being here or anywhere for a few weeks lol
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Am Samstag sprechen @feireficia.bsky.social und ich in Berlin beim Frohen Festival über Schwarzen Widerstand; vor allem über Rosa Parks, unseren Roman zu ihr und dem Busboykott von Montgomery – und darüber, was das alles mit uns und unserer Zeit zu tun hat.
frohes-festival.de
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Frohes Festival
Ein frohes Festival in Krisenzeiten? Gerade jetzt. Stay tuned für das politische & literarische »Frohe Festival« 2025, veranstaltet von DIE ZEIT & Holtzbrinck Berlin.
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December 11, 2025 at 10:51 AM
Am Samstag sprechen @feireficia.bsky.social und ich in Berlin beim Frohen Festival über Schwarzen Widerstand; vor allem über Rosa Parks, unseren Roman zu ihr und dem Busboykott von Montgomery – und darüber, was das alles mit uns und unserer Zeit zu tun hat.
frohes-festival.de
frohes-festival.de
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Equating the genre of books a person reads with intelligence makes me think that you really need some smut in your life.
December 5, 2025 at 8:28 AM
Equating the genre of books a person reads with intelligence makes me think that you really need some smut in your life.
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0% is bad. (It's not completely zero, someone offered some help, just not over Ko-Fi) Still, pretty bad
One of three people (I'm one of them) lost an important document. That document would let me use public transport for 20€ instead of 120€ per months.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
Buy pasuht a Coffee
Become a supporter of pasuht today!
ko-fi.com
December 6, 2025 at 12:37 PM
0% is bad. (It's not completely zero, someone offered some help, just not over Ko-Fi) Still, pretty bad
0% is bad. (It's not completely zero, someone offered some help, just not over Ko-Fi) Still, pretty bad
One of three people (I'm one of them) lost an important document. That document would let me use public transport for 20€ instead of 120€ per months.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
Buy pasuht a Coffee
Become a supporter of pasuht today!
ko-fi.com
December 6, 2025 at 12:37 PM
0% is bad. (It's not completely zero, someone offered some help, just not over Ko-Fi) Still, pretty bad
Reposted by pasuht/Erich Krull
One of three people (I'm one of them) lost an important document. That document would let me use public transport for 20€ instead of 120€ per months.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
Buy pasuht a Coffee
Become a supporter of pasuht today!
ko-fi.com
December 5, 2025 at 11:50 AM
One of three people (I'm one of them) lost an important document. That document would let me use public transport for 20€ instead of 120€ per months.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
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December 5, 2025 at 9:52 PM
Like, I'll hang around here, obviously. But I'm using this account both for my pasuht bs and for my pen name activities. Erich is on holiday.
taking a few days more of. I'll keep writing when the muse strikes, with is satisfyingly often.
But for all "serious" purposes, assume I'm on holidays until the second week of January.
I'm great, other than money-wise. (what else is new?) But I want to do what I learned in 2025. eg Taking breaks.
But for all "serious" purposes, assume I'm on holidays until the second week of January.
I'm great, other than money-wise. (what else is new?) But I want to do what I learned in 2025. eg Taking breaks.
Taking a few day where I don't try to "achieve" anything.
Damn you, mindfulness and trauma therapy skills: telling me when I need to slow down and what I need to not be super productive until the inevitable, months long crash out. Thereby making me less productive right now.
Damn you, mindfulness and trauma therapy skills: telling me when I need to slow down and what I need to not be super productive until the inevitable, months long crash out. Thereby making me less productive right now.
December 5, 2025 at 1:01 PM
Like, I'll hang around here, obviously. But I'm using this account both for my pasuht bs and for my pen name activities. Erich is on holiday.
taking a few days more of. I'll keep writing when the muse strikes, with is satisfyingly often.
But for all "serious" purposes, assume I'm on holidays until the second week of January.
I'm great, other than money-wise. (what else is new?) But I want to do what I learned in 2025. eg Taking breaks.
But for all "serious" purposes, assume I'm on holidays until the second week of January.
I'm great, other than money-wise. (what else is new?) But I want to do what I learned in 2025. eg Taking breaks.
Taking a few day where I don't try to "achieve" anything.
Damn you, mindfulness and trauma therapy skills: telling me when I need to slow down and what I need to not be super productive until the inevitable, months long crash out. Thereby making me less productive right now.
Damn you, mindfulness and trauma therapy skills: telling me when I need to slow down and what I need to not be super productive until the inevitable, months long crash out. Thereby making me less productive right now.
December 5, 2025 at 12:57 PM
taking a few days more of. I'll keep writing when the muse strikes, with is satisfyingly often.
But for all "serious" purposes, assume I'm on holidays until the second week of January.
I'm great, other than money-wise. (what else is new?) But I want to do what I learned in 2025. eg Taking breaks.
But for all "serious" purposes, assume I'm on holidays until the second week of January.
I'm great, other than money-wise. (what else is new?) But I want to do what I learned in 2025. eg Taking breaks.
If you wish, post an image from your gallery to describe your mental health
December 5, 2025 at 12:42 PM
If you wish, post an image from your gallery to describe your mental health
This is a self-care checkpoint.
Post your favorite selfie that makes you feel good about yourself.
Post your favorite selfie that makes you feel good about yourself.
December 5, 2025 at 12:38 PM
This is a self-care checkpoint.
Post your favorite selfie that makes you feel good about yourself.
Post your favorite selfie that makes you feel good about yourself.
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tapping the sign
December 4, 2025 at 4:35 PM
tapping the sign
yeah, yeah. I write for myself. I write because I can't help myself. Don't compare yourself, don't expect success. blah blah blah
I'm just too poor to not also dream of financial success because lots of people buy books I wrote; too poor to have the privilege not to sell out, given the chance. /lh
I'm just too poor to not also dream of financial success because lots of people buy books I wrote; too poor to have the privilege not to sell out, given the chance. /lh
December 5, 2025 at 11:52 AM
yeah, yeah. I write for myself. I write because I can't help myself. Don't compare yourself, don't expect success. blah blah blah
I'm just too poor to not also dream of financial success because lots of people buy books I wrote; too poor to have the privilege not to sell out, given the chance. /lh
I'm just too poor to not also dream of financial success because lots of people buy books I wrote; too poor to have the privilege not to sell out, given the chance. /lh
One of three people (I'm one of them) lost an important document. That document would let me use public transport for 20€ instead of 120€ per months.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
Buy pasuht a Coffee
Become a supporter of pasuht today!
ko-fi.com
December 5, 2025 at 11:50 AM
One of three people (I'm one of them) lost an important document. That document would let me use public transport for 20€ instead of 120€ per months.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
I'll get a replacement mid-January. Until then I'd be very grateful for help getting back and forth for the Christmas month.
Being poor sucks.
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Und heute gelernt, dass ich wegen bürokratieverwirrung für Dezember (und Anfang Januar) kein ermäßigtes ÖPNV Ticket haben werde (75 bis 105 Euro, statt 20).
Noch ein Grund, als gäbe es nicht genug davon, mein Ko-Fi zu sharen.
Noch ein Grund, als gäbe es nicht genug davon, mein Ko-Fi zu sharen.
und wenn ich schon mich daran erinnere, dass ich an der Armutsgrenze mein Bestes tue, dann kann ich auch gleich noch mal das hier posten. Nur falls jemand gerne meine Adventszeit ein wenig weniger armutsgrenzenbeleuchtet machen möchte, ohne Umweg über (die tollen) Sanktionsfrei und Zufall.
December 4, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Und heute gelernt, dass ich wegen bürokratieverwirrung für Dezember (und Anfang Januar) kein ermäßigtes ÖPNV Ticket haben werde (75 bis 105 Euro, statt 20).
Noch ein Grund, als gäbe es nicht genug davon, mein Ko-Fi zu sharen.
Noch ein Grund, als gäbe es nicht genug davon, mein Ko-Fi zu sharen.
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Ich suche:
- deutschlandweit
- mit Home Office Option oder remote
- gerne Teilzeit
Antwortet gerne mit:
- Angeboten und Ausschreibungen
- Kontaktdaten (auch für Initiativbewebrungen)
Bitte antwortet nicht mit:
- Jobportalen
- nett gemeinten Vorschlägen, die nicht sind, was oben steht
Danke! 4/4
- deutschlandweit
- mit Home Office Option oder remote
- gerne Teilzeit
Antwortet gerne mit:
- Angeboten und Ausschreibungen
- Kontaktdaten (auch für Initiativbewebrungen)
Bitte antwortet nicht mit:
- Jobportalen
- nett gemeinten Vorschlägen, die nicht sind, was oben steht
Danke! 4/4
December 1, 2025 at 4:36 PM
Ich suche:
- deutschlandweit
- mit Home Office Option oder remote
- gerne Teilzeit
Antwortet gerne mit:
- Angeboten und Ausschreibungen
- Kontaktdaten (auch für Initiativbewebrungen)
Bitte antwortet nicht mit:
- Jobportalen
- nett gemeinten Vorschlägen, die nicht sind, was oben steht
Danke! 4/4
- deutschlandweit
- mit Home Office Option oder remote
- gerne Teilzeit
Antwortet gerne mit:
- Angeboten und Ausschreibungen
- Kontaktdaten (auch für Initiativbewebrungen)
Bitte antwortet nicht mit:
- Jobportalen
- nett gemeinten Vorschlägen, die nicht sind, was oben steht
Danke! 4/4