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NGPZ
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she/they - genderfluid - autistic - gamedev ๐ŸŽฎ๐ŸŒŒ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿฆ•๐Ÿ›ธ

Programmer on Trek of the Oddities ( #totoddities ) ๐Ÿ’ป๐ŸŽฎ

AI / NFT / Crypto DNI โ›”

#GameMaker #gamedev
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UPDATE -- IM STILL ALIVE

after over a month of diagnosis hell and hospital hassles, finally (semi) back online here

the good news is, this aint an infection,

the bad news is, this is Sweets Syndrome, the same thing that put me in the wheel chair way back in high school, TT~TT
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--'oh well why not find alternatives?'

Bitch there will be NO SAFE ALTERNATIVES soon, at this pace and trajectory, and you will not like who your favorite creators will have to share space with if Warren et al get their way.

MAKE CALLS.

MAKE CALLS MAKE CALLS MAKE CALLS.
February 10, 2026 at 7:41 PM
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I think people are really under a lot of delusions about how the internet is going to look in the next few months. The paranoia expressed by creators is not for nothing. We are seeing friends and colleagues get deplatformed and debanked *more* than usual. And most ppl's response to that is--
February 10, 2026 at 7:40 PM
donations are appreciated more than ever as I work through this illness, every little bit helps me stay afloat ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ
#indiedev #mutualaid #gamedev

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February 6, 2026 at 6:10 AM
I hate having to ask for donations again, I hate it, but honestly I need all the help I can get at the moment

... if im being real here I don't think THIS is going away any time soon ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ˜–
(TW: really inflamed scabbed up skin)
February 6, 2026 at 6:10 AM
so it's probably gonna take a while for me to heal from this and be able to walk again

also apparently my anemia got so bad imma need to go in for an iron transfusion now

FUN FUN FUN @~@

slowly healing, but probably not gonna be able to work much at all while still putting up with this hell
a cartoon pikachu is holding a lightning bolt
ALT: a cartoon pikachu is holding a lightning bolt
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February 6, 2026 at 5:57 AM
UPDATE -- IM STILL ALIVE

after over a month of diagnosis hell and hospital hassles, finally (semi) back online here

the good news is, this aint an infection,

the bad news is, this is Sweets Syndrome, the same thing that put me in the wheel chair way back in high school, TT~TT
February 6, 2026 at 5:57 AM
last panel Dina is a MOOD
@~@ TT~TT
January 22, 2026 at 6:15 AM
โš ๏ธwill be AFK and not online until at least December 15th

going on a powerful antibiotic with potential to really fuck me up

my leg has been inflamed and in AGONY for over month now, really gotta get this under control

I just wanna be able to walk again...

I'm so scared...

TT~TT

#indiedev
pikachu is laying in a hospital bed with an oxygen mask on .
ALT: pikachu is laying in a hospital bed with an oxygen mask on .
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December 9, 2025 at 5:24 AM
fierce, messy hair Dina...

๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿซก๐Ÿฆ–
December 7, 2025 at 8:01 PM
I mean, Jesus' birth was bloody too, considering his parents apparently sacrificed some birds as was commanded

ยฏ\_(ใƒ„)_/ยฏ
December 6, 2025 at 11:21 PM
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November 16, 2024 at 11:15 PM
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Redrew my old art, 20 years later! ๐ŸŒˆโœจ

I never imagined I could draw like this one day.
Don't give up on your dreams!

#pokemon #illustration #ใ‚คใƒฉใ‚นใƒˆ
November 18, 2024 at 1:01 PM
my deepest sympathies, Willis ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿซ‚
a pikachu is standing next to a blue penguin
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November 29, 2025 at 4:20 AM
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Humongous 68K Collection

https://macintoshgarden.org/apps/humongous-68k-collection

I have created a self-booting (System 7.5.5) image with most or all (?) of the 68K compatible games from Humongous Entertainment, complete with a Launcher. This should be a drop-in for any BlueSCSI

#macgarden
October 25, 2025 at 2:45 PM
re: Indiana, wait for REALS???? :0

I go there and get breakfast sammiches all the time!

BTW how that burger? ^^ :9
November 26, 2025 at 10:16 PM
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Pop it

Pop the bubble
November 18, 2025 at 1:55 PM
a close up of a pikachu smiling with his eyes closed
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November 25, 2025 at 5:08 AM
prepare for trouble and make it double ๐Ÿ‘€
November 25, 2025 at 3:11 AM
what the wat

how come she get that radical kill bill outfit XD
November 22, 2025 at 7:59 PM
as an indie game developer, seeing Dina playing on a console like that is a real dream come true ๐Ÿฅน๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿฆ–
November 20, 2025 at 9:08 AM
used the panels of Angie to make a GIF hehehe ^-^
November 19, 2025 at 7:17 AM
not the universe, but rather late US capitalism lol

I'm not generally a fan of fudge-covered cookies unless they like coconut girlscout cookies or something, but eh, worth a shot!
November 18, 2025 at 4:16 AM
more to the point, you did (or can) :)
November 17, 2025 at 2:38 AM
where is Dina tho? she's a dinosaur too! ^-^
November 17, 2025 at 12:34 AM
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thing about autism is if you work really hard for many years, you can learn through trial-and-error how to navigate social situations and interpersonal connections SO effectively that people don't really believe you're autistic anymore and resent you for not being perfect at nonverbal communication
November 16, 2025 at 8:21 PM