It makes me incredibly nervous to engage with other TF fans and these past few weeks has given me a sort of “oh my god everyone thinks I’m the stupidest mfer alive” anxiety that leads my AVPD to flare up really badly.
December 18, 2025 at 1:44 PM
It makes me incredibly nervous to engage with other TF fans and these past few weeks has given me a sort of “oh my god everyone thinks I’m the stupidest mfer alive” anxiety that leads my AVPD to flare up really badly.
i hate having avpd lol
December 16, 2025 at 2:07 PM
i hate having avpd lol
okay i gotta get up and do stuff. having a very inconvenient AuDHD/AvPD moment today
December 15, 2025 at 6:27 PM
okay i gotta get up and do stuff. having a very inconvenient AuDHD/AvPD moment today
🐺 I'm trying. But the AVPD brain worms are really fucking with me today and every feed is a firehose of awful.
December 15, 2025 at 4:31 PM
🐺 I'm trying. But the AVPD brain worms are really fucking with me today and every feed is a firehose of awful.
exoomf saw MULTIPLE ppl on tt saying they wanted avpd 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
December 15, 2025 at 2:20 PM
exoomf saw MULTIPLE ppl on tt saying they wanted avpd 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
this goes into a side tangent i will continue to reiterate :
DO NOT DO THIS WITH ME. I AM SUSPECTED TO HAVE AVOIDANT ATTACHMENT / AVPD. I DO NOT DO WELL WITH PRIVATE MESSAGES. IF I DON'T REPLY, DON'T SPAM ME.
DO NOT DO THIS WITH ME. I AM SUSPECTED TO HAVE AVOIDANT ATTACHMENT / AVPD. I DO NOT DO WELL WITH PRIVATE MESSAGES. IF I DON'T REPLY, DON'T SPAM ME.
December 15, 2025 at 6:42 AM
this goes into a side tangent i will continue to reiterate :
DO NOT DO THIS WITH ME. I AM SUSPECTED TO HAVE AVOIDANT ATTACHMENT / AVPD. I DO NOT DO WELL WITH PRIVATE MESSAGES. IF I DON'T REPLY, DON'T SPAM ME.
DO NOT DO THIS WITH ME. I AM SUSPECTED TO HAVE AVOIDANT ATTACHMENT / AVPD. I DO NOT DO WELL WITH PRIVATE MESSAGES. IF I DON'T REPLY, DON'T SPAM ME.
— Raine
Countless messages asking for RP/replies, even tagging OoC when they couldn't respond (e.g., prepping for work). They have AvPD & have said they're bad with 1-on-1s.
Flirty comments like "I want you" to my partner (monogamous to me only). They stopped Mundays because of discomfort.
Countless messages asking for RP/replies, even tagging OoC when they couldn't respond (e.g., prepping for work). They have AvPD & have said they're bad with 1-on-1s.
Flirty comments like "I want you" to my partner (monogamous to me only). They stopped Mundays because of discomfort.
December 15, 2025 at 5:05 AM
— Raine
Countless messages asking for RP/replies, even tagging OoC when they couldn't respond (e.g., prepping for work). They have AvPD & have said they're bad with 1-on-1s.
Flirty comments like "I want you" to my partner (monogamous to me only). They stopped Mundays because of discomfort.
Countless messages asking for RP/replies, even tagging OoC when they couldn't respond (e.g., prepping for work). They have AvPD & have said they're bad with 1-on-1s.
Flirty comments like "I want you" to my partner (monogamous to me only). They stopped Mundays because of discomfort.
I feel like the only person on the planet with AVPD. theres probably a fuckton of us we just avoid eachother lmao. The diagnosis is rare because we uhhh avoid the doctors
December 14, 2025 at 6:58 AM
I feel like the only person on the planet with AVPD. theres probably a fuckton of us we just avoid eachother lmao. The diagnosis is rare because we uhhh avoid the doctors
Day sucked.
Lots of thoughts of "people are too nice to tell you that you're a tool and wish you'd fuck off"
Sick of having RSD and AVPD.
Lots of thoughts of "people are too nice to tell you that you're a tool and wish you'd fuck off"
Sick of having RSD and AVPD.
December 11, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Day sucked.
Lots of thoughts of "people are too nice to tell you that you're a tool and wish you'd fuck off"
Sick of having RSD and AVPD.
Lots of thoughts of "people are too nice to tell you that you're a tool and wish you'd fuck off"
Sick of having RSD and AVPD.
I swear to god my brain has been in such horrible avpd loop with everything lately, its like theres someone always behind me with baseball bat and cracks it over my head completely randomly throughout the day so by the time I'm home, I just want to crawl in a dark hole and never come out
December 8, 2025 at 7:43 PM
I swear to god my brain has been in such horrible avpd loop with everything lately, its like theres someone always behind me with baseball bat and cracks it over my head completely randomly throughout the day so by the time I'm home, I just want to crawl in a dark hole and never come out
AVPD means that my tendency is not to get involved in anything where I have a chance of failing or being rejected, because that rejection is particularly devastating for me, so job searches are especially torturous
December 6, 2025 at 11:52 PM
AVPD means that my tendency is not to get involved in anything where I have a chance of failing or being rejected, because that rejection is particularly devastating for me, so job searches are especially torturous
And so the OC will forever stay under the impression, that they’re NOW not good enough for their dad anymore. They (surprisingly) were lovable as a kid, but now they’re a loud, low-key troublemaking adult who makes too many bad jokes? Despicable. AvPD-fuel. If only they hadn’t become what they are.
December 5, 2025 at 11:16 PM
And so the OC will forever stay under the impression, that they’re NOW not good enough for their dad anymore. They (surprisingly) were lovable as a kid, but now they’re a loud, low-key troublemaking adult who makes too many bad jokes? Despicable. AvPD-fuel. If only they hadn’t become what they are.
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⠀/ /⠀interactions, I'm generally a very nervous person that BARELY speaks to anyone or approaches anyone first. not out of my own volition either, I'd like to remind people that it is highly suspected I might have AVPD. extreme anxiety makes it very hard to approach and be approached privately.
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⠀/ /⠀interactions, I'm generally a very nervous person that BARELY speaks to anyone or approaches anyone first. not out of my own volition either, I'd like to remind people that it is highly suspected I might have AVPD. extreme anxiety makes it very hard to approach and be approached privately.
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December 4, 2025 at 9:35 PM
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⠀/ /⠀interactions, I'm generally a very nervous person that BARELY speaks to anyone or approaches anyone first. not out of my own volition either, I'd like to remind people that it is highly suspected I might have AVPD. extreme anxiety makes it very hard to approach and be approached privately.
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⠀/ /⠀interactions, I'm generally a very nervous person that BARELY speaks to anyone or approaches anyone first. not out of my own volition either, I'd like to remind people that it is highly suspected I might have AVPD. extreme anxiety makes it very hard to approach and be approached privately.
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If you ever wanna reach out and I don't get to back to you right away please pester me
Im 90% sure I got AVPD. If you tell me what it is you wanna talk about vs like "Hello" I will usually, get back to you a lot quicker
Trying to improve w/it.
Im 90% sure I got AVPD. If you tell me what it is you wanna talk about vs like "Hello" I will usually, get back to you a lot quicker
Trying to improve w/it.
November 29, 2025 at 5:54 AM
If you ever wanna reach out and I don't get to back to you right away please pester me
Im 90% sure I got AVPD. If you tell me what it is you wanna talk about vs like "Hello" I will usually, get back to you a lot quicker
Trying to improve w/it.
Im 90% sure I got AVPD. If you tell me what it is you wanna talk about vs like "Hello" I will usually, get back to you a lot quicker
Trying to improve w/it.
General info:
November 29, 2025 at 12:54 AM
General info:
## Automated Vulnerability Prioritization via Dynamic Graph Consensus and Bayesian Aggregation (AVPD-GCA)
**Abstract:** Modern cybersecurity teams are overwhelmed by vulnerability data derived from disparate threat intelligence sources. Manual prioritization is inefficient and prone to bias. This…
**Abstract:** Modern cybersecurity teams are overwhelmed by vulnerability data derived from disparate threat intelligence sources. Manual prioritization is inefficient and prone to bias. This…
## Automated Vulnerability Prioritization via Dynamic Graph Consensus and Bayesian Aggregation (AVPD-GCA)
**Abstract:** Modern cybersecurity teams are overwhelmed by vulnerability data derived from disparate threat intelligence sources. Manual prioritization is inefficient and prone to bias. This paper introduces Automated Vulnerability Prioritization via Dynamic Graph Consensus and Bayesian Aggregation (AVPD-GCA), a novel framework leveraging distributed graph processing, adaptive consensus algorithms, and Bayesian inference for automated and highly accurate vulnerability prioritization. AVPD-GCA dynamically constructs a knowledge graph representing vulnerabilities, threats, and assets, enabling rapid identification of critical risks and reducing the burden on security analysts.
freederia.com
November 28, 2025 at 9:21 AM
## Automated Vulnerability Prioritization via Dynamic Graph Consensus and Bayesian Aggregation (AVPD-GCA)
**Abstract:** Modern cybersecurity teams are overwhelmed by vulnerability data derived from disparate threat intelligence sources. Manual prioritization is inefficient and prone to bias. This…
**Abstract:** Modern cybersecurity teams are overwhelmed by vulnerability data derived from disparate threat intelligence sources. Manual prioritization is inefficient and prone to bias. This…
but idk how i would seek help for it i’d feel so silly just being like "btw i think i might have ocd". especially since the treatment is so different from my other diagnoses. and after years of just being diagnosed with social anxiety (and not avpd) i’ve started really hating cognitive therapy
November 26, 2025 at 2:14 PM
but idk how i would seek help for it i’d feel so silly just being like "btw i think i might have ocd". especially since the treatment is so different from my other diagnoses. and after years of just being diagnosed with social anxiety (and not avpd) i’ve started really hating cognitive therapy
Feeling the random urge to work on Peach and Rough‘s story again, the one who started the whole universe also Ginreapers is part of.
(Guess who‘s the clinically depressed AvPD creature with extreme difficulty expressing himself)
(Guess who‘s the clinically depressed AvPD creature with extreme difficulty expressing himself)
November 25, 2025 at 8:43 PM
Feeling the random urge to work on Peach and Rough‘s story again, the one who started the whole universe also Ginreapers is part of.
(Guess who‘s the clinically depressed AvPD creature with extreme difficulty expressing himself)
(Guess who‘s the clinically depressed AvPD creature with extreme difficulty expressing himself)
someday. ill look at my dms again. i have avpd
November 24, 2025 at 7:02 PM
someday. ill look at my dms again. i have avpd
No shame to anyone who uses the term “Beautiful Princess Disorder” but if you wanna joke about your disorder please don’t shame others for having a different presentation of that disorder meow meow
-Blurry/unknown
-Blurry/unknown
November 24, 2025 at 2:07 PM
No shame to anyone who uses the term “Beautiful Princess Disorder” but if you wanna joke about your disorder please don’t shame others for having a different presentation of that disorder meow meow
-Blurry/unknown
-Blurry/unknown
i am sorry if it's annoying though. <- says guy who DEFINITELY doesn't have avpd.
November 23, 2025 at 7:12 AM
i am sorry if it's annoying though. <- says guy who DEFINITELY doesn't have avpd.
i’m sure i was born with factors that influenced the development of my “mental disorder”, including audhd, but also however you slice it up and label it (cptsd? avpd+ocpd? quiet bpd?) how i grew up messed with my brain development in irreversible ways, even if i can learn to adapt around them
because a lot of the neurodivergence vs mental illness argument--I'll be honest--sounds a not like "I'm not like those fucked up scary people. don't treat me like THEM"
November 22, 2025 at 3:17 AM
i’m sure i was born with factors that influenced the development of my “mental disorder”, including audhd, but also however you slice it up and label it (cptsd? avpd+ocpd? quiet bpd?) how i grew up messed with my brain development in irreversible ways, even if i can learn to adapt around them
omfg we've been speculating abt our avpd for at least half a year now. umm. SOMEONE'S struggling to accept a part of themself aren't they!
November 21, 2025 at 9:17 AM
omfg we've been speculating abt our avpd for at least half a year now. umm. SOMEONE'S struggling to accept a part of themself aren't they!
bleh really bad avpd day
bf getting visitors too. guess im hiding in the bedroom again
bf getting visitors too. guess im hiding in the bedroom again
November 20, 2025 at 11:28 AM
bleh really bad avpd day
bf getting visitors too. guess im hiding in the bedroom again
bf getting visitors too. guess im hiding in the bedroom again
fuuuck the way having avpd explains so much about me is crazy.. least i can identify the problem to try and fix it..
November 20, 2025 at 7:08 AM
fuuuck the way having avpd explains so much about me is crazy.. least i can identify the problem to try and fix it..