mika
@bodiless.bsky.social
hi, i’m mika
28, they/them
non-binary & bi
former vent user
(username was bodiless)
28, they/them
non-binary & bi
former vent user
(username was bodiless)
long live the machines that never learned to work quite right
February 17, 2026 at 12:57 AM
long live the machines that never learned to work quite right
i’m so tired and bored and nothing seems fun. i kinda wanna watch one of the shows or movies i bought on blu-ray but i know i’ll change my mind the moment i put it on. i kinda just wanna sleep or something
February 16, 2026 at 3:14 PM
i’m so tired and bored and nothing seems fun. i kinda wanna watch one of the shows or movies i bought on blu-ray but i know i’ll change my mind the moment i put it on. i kinda just wanna sleep or something
hmmmm…… i do wanna be friends with this guy but it’s so awkward when he does seem quite romantically interested in me and i’m not interested in him like that at all.
and like. being seen as a woman and then a straight guy finding me attractive kinda sucks. is the solution to tell him i’m trans lmao
and like. being seen as a woman and then a straight guy finding me attractive kinda sucks. is the solution to tell him i’m trans lmao
February 15, 2026 at 8:10 PM
hmmmm…… i do wanna be friends with this guy but it’s so awkward when he does seem quite romantically interested in me and i’m not interested in him like that at all.
and like. being seen as a woman and then a straight guy finding me attractive kinda sucks. is the solution to tell him i’m trans lmao
and like. being seen as a woman and then a straight guy finding me attractive kinda sucks. is the solution to tell him i’m trans lmao
ugh i have this constant anxious feeling in my stomach now -_-
February 13, 2026 at 11:51 PM
ugh i have this constant anxious feeling in my stomach now -_-
i’m still exhausted today i’m pretty sure i got enough sleep like i woke up at 8 am but i was able to fall back asleep until like 11 and i got around 7-8 hours of sleep. but i’m so tired 😩😩😩
February 13, 2026 at 3:36 PM
i’m still exhausted today i’m pretty sure i got enough sleep like i woke up at 8 am but i was able to fall back asleep until like 11 and i got around 7-8 hours of sleep. but i’m so tired 😩😩😩
it started snowing today i hope the sidewalks don’t get icy or slippery ://// i want more dry weather :///
wanting dry weather when living in the city i live in is kind of silly though
but still. i hate walking on ice and slush. so much
wanting dry weather when living in the city i live in is kind of silly though
but still. i hate walking on ice and slush. so much
February 13, 2026 at 1:28 PM
it started snowing today i hope the sidewalks don’t get icy or slippery ://// i want more dry weather :///
wanting dry weather when living in the city i live in is kind of silly though
but still. i hate walking on ice and slush. so much
wanting dry weather when living in the city i live in is kind of silly though
but still. i hate walking on ice and slush. so much
i feel like i should respond to his latest text but i have no idea what to say and he sent it yesterday and i don’t think it requires an answer but it might i don’t know ugh…… :I
February 13, 2026 at 1:14 PM
i feel like i should respond to his latest text but i have no idea what to say and he sent it yesterday and i don’t think it requires an answer but it might i don’t know ugh…… :I
i’m so exhausted i think it’s because i’m stressing out about talking to this guy. like it’s good and i wanna befriend him but i feel so insecure and socially inept etc!!
when i saw the psychologist before group therapy i explained to her that talking to people would always bring up so many negative
when i saw the psychologist before group therapy i explained to her that talking to people would always bring up so many negative
February 12, 2026 at 9:56 PM
i’m so exhausted i think it’s because i’m stressing out about talking to this guy. like it’s good and i wanna befriend him but i feel so insecure and socially inept etc!!
when i saw the psychologist before group therapy i explained to her that talking to people would always bring up so many negative
when i saw the psychologist before group therapy i explained to her that talking to people would always bring up so many negative
i wish i could just respond to messages. without overthinking and reading what i’ve written over and over before sending them. right now idek what to write though so there’s nothing to overthink or read 😤
February 12, 2026 at 9:20 PM
i wish i could just respond to messages. without overthinking and reading what i’ve written over and over before sending them. right now idek what to write though so there’s nothing to overthink or read 😤
i need it to be march so i can watch no other choice in the cinema
February 12, 2026 at 4:03 PM
i need it to be march so i can watch no other choice in the cinema
i’m going for a walk but he responded and he’s being nice so now i keep having to try to not cry in public lmao -.-
February 12, 2026 at 1:58 PM
i’m going for a walk but he responded and he’s being nice so now i keep having to try to not cry in public lmao -.-
i should rewatch sharp objects
February 12, 2026 at 12:13 PM
i should rewatch sharp objects
wait…… now he messaged me that he wanted to be friends and see from there + asking if i don’t want to be friends anymore 😵💫
i’m glad i asked for clarification and i’m glad he seems to want to be friends 🤔
i’m glad i asked for clarification and i’m glad he seems to want to be friends 🤔
February 11, 2026 at 9:25 PM
wait…… now he messaged me that he wanted to be friends and see from there + asking if i don’t want to be friends anymore 😵💫
i’m glad i asked for clarification and i’m glad he seems to want to be friends 🤔
i’m glad i asked for clarification and i’m glad he seems to want to be friends 🤔
i’m so scared of sending this message but i don’t wanna be confused about his intentions and i don’t wanna confuse him either or be an asshole so i should send it even though it’s really awkward to straight up ask someone if they’re trying to date you ugh 😖
February 11, 2026 at 11:59 AM
i’m so scared of sending this message but i don’t wanna be confused about his intentions and i don’t wanna confuse him either or be an asshole so i should send it even though it’s really awkward to straight up ask someone if they’re trying to date you ugh 😖
i should shower… and do the dishes...
i also wanna go get ice cream before the stores close…… i need a sweet treat to make life bearable ❤️ but i don’t wanna go outside or be in the same space as other people…… :////
i also wanna go get ice cream before the stores close…… i need a sweet treat to make life bearable ❤️ but i don’t wanna go outside or be in the same space as other people…… :////
February 10, 2026 at 7:56 PM
i should shower… and do the dishes...
i also wanna go get ice cream before the stores close…… i need a sweet treat to make life bearable ❤️ but i don’t wanna go outside or be in the same space as other people…… :////
i also wanna go get ice cream before the stores close…… i need a sweet treat to make life bearable ❤️ but i don’t wanna go outside or be in the same space as other people…… :////
also the more i think about it the more worried i get that the guy i met just wants to date or something ugh >.<
February 10, 2026 at 2:59 PM
also the more i think about it the more worried i get that the guy i met just wants to date or something ugh >.<
constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling
like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
and everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome
like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
and everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome
February 10, 2026 at 1:55 PM
constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling
like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
and everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome
like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
and everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome
i feel so bad i need to go to the store and maybe go for a walk but i don’t want to. i don’t want to do anything else either though. i just don’t want to do anything at all
February 10, 2026 at 1:43 PM
i feel so bad i need to go to the store and maybe go for a walk but i don’t want to. i don’t want to do anything else either though. i just don’t want to do anything at all
i really want a cat…… ahhhh………
February 9, 2026 at 10:25 PM
i really want a cat…… ahhhh………
i wish i could post the lyrics to entire songs here like i used to do on vent lol ….. i miss that about vent…. i guess i could still do it but having to break it up kinda ruins it for me 😤
February 9, 2026 at 10:10 PM
i wish i could post the lyrics to entire songs here like i used to do on vent lol ….. i miss that about vent…. i guess i could still do it but having to break it up kinda ruins it for me 😤
how can one have so many confusing feelings after meeting some guy two times lmao
it’s like
- i wanna hang out with him again and he told me to message him if i wanted to but it’s scary having to be the one to take initiative
- i want to be his friend but i’m really worried that he actually wants to
it’s like
- i wanna hang out with him again and he told me to message him if i wanted to but it’s scary having to be the one to take initiative
- i want to be his friend but i’m really worried that he actually wants to
February 9, 2026 at 9:44 PM
how can one have so many confusing feelings after meeting some guy two times lmao
it’s like
- i wanna hang out with him again and he told me to message him if i wanted to but it’s scary having to be the one to take initiative
- i want to be his friend but i’m really worried that he actually wants to
it’s like
- i wanna hang out with him again and he told me to message him if i wanted to but it’s scary having to be the one to take initiative
- i want to be his friend but i’m really worried that he actually wants to
also??? i think i find it a lot easier to talk to people in english?? i daydream and think in english a lot and i obviously write in english here and on the internet in general so it kinda feels like a more natural way to express myself while also feeling less real/less connected to Me since it’s
February 8, 2026 at 8:00 PM
also??? i think i find it a lot easier to talk to people in english?? i daydream and think in english a lot and i obviously write in english here and on the internet in general so it kinda feels like a more natural way to express myself while also feeling less real/less connected to Me since it’s
i think it went well? it was awkward especially when i struggled to speak and he wanted me to and when i struggled to make eye contact and he also pointed that out. but he’s pretty nice and i think it’s difficult to make friends with norwegians so i think he’s glad to make a friend even if it’s with
February 8, 2026 at 7:45 PM
i think it went well? it was awkward especially when i struggled to speak and he wanted me to and when i struggled to make eye contact and he also pointed that out. but he’s pretty nice and i think it’s difficult to make friends with norwegians so i think he’s glad to make a friend even if it’s with
blah i’m meeting him in 30 minutes i feel so nervous. i don’t want to do this. but i also do obviously. ahhhhhhhhhh
February 8, 2026 at 5:34 PM
blah i’m meeting him in 30 minutes i feel so nervous. i don’t want to do this. but i also do obviously. ahhhhhhhhhh