Vivian Vi
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Vivian Vi
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A Sentient Plush doll Existing in a blurred line between Reality and Fiction.
Rambler and Poster of whatever has my interest. Mostly FFXIV.
Generally Afraid of people and dunno how to interact or socialize.

Minors shouldn't be here, I don't have a Filter.
I'm constantly stuck in a limbo with getting stuff for my Lalafell in FFXIV.
I want more custom outfits to fit the body i recently swapped to using more,
But i am *way* too anxious to randomly ask a stranger to join a discord server to get access to most of the stuff for it.
January 14, 2026 at 10:05 AM
New year, same old Insecurities about uncertain living.
January 1, 2026 at 10:43 AM
Well, the water damage got worse... there's asbestos, So now i get to deal with being re-homed for an indefinite period of time too...

This has actually been the worst possible outcome, worst holiday season of my entire life.
December 30, 2025 at 5:30 PM
Well, i was hoping to maybe take a Gpose or something for Christmas to slowly start getting into the swing again. Only to now have a pipe burst above my apartment and having to deal with a ton of water damage...

Gonna be a great Christmas... No sleep and Tons of stress. :/
December 24, 2025 at 6:52 AM
It seems like a foreign concept for people to actually call you your name, instead they always have to call you something stupid despite constantly telling people you hate being called that.

So now i have no name while i figure something else out...
December 8, 2025 at 3:11 AM
I wish i could stop feeling so empty and broken.

I just want to have the drive and health to do something. instead of always rotting away doing nothing.
November 29, 2025 at 7:47 AM
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February 7, 2025 at 2:17 PM
I have had 0 drive for anything lately, barely playing any games, no interest in creative pursuits, don't even really eat much anymore.
Kinda just spend the days idling doing nothing, even though i want to do things i just have no drive or energy.
November 3, 2025 at 7:20 AM
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spiraling-over-nothing type of day
October 3, 2025 at 2:10 AM
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Every now and then
October 15, 2025 at 4:14 AM
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yeah
August 19, 2025 at 3:08 AM
Life is exhausting, sometimes you just need a couple friends and a second version of yourself and just take a nap in a massive cuddle pile. The benefits of being a plush doll, I am a blanket AND a pillow!

(The Friends have no Bluesky to tag.)

#FFXIV #Gpose #Lalafell
July 28, 2025 at 8:11 AM
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New Crow Time update [1/3]
June 9, 2025 at 10:03 PM
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It's been tiring but we're still here, happy pride yall

#sonicthehedgehog
May 31, 2025 at 10:25 PM
I guess today i'm older now.

I definitely feel older then i am with how much my body always hurts/

but i'm also mentally probably pretty far behind.

Time is weird.
May 29, 2025 at 11:16 PM
Pushed to extreme ends over stupid things again...

Should remind me never to trust anyone. cause heavens forbid i so much as consider myself likable.
May 22, 2025 at 5:46 AM
I started learning more about how to use blender, My first ported item came to be this outfit. Felt cute in it.

#FFXIV #Gpose #Lalafell
May 17, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Finally had the drive to take any kind of picture... only took several mental breakdowns and isolating myself and making people worry for a few days.

But at least i have a nice new haircut..! That's something ...Right?

#FFXIV #Gpose #Lalafell
May 14, 2025 at 3:44 AM
It's been over a month since i took any pictures, but motivation still eludes me...
May 2, 2025 at 10:58 PM
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April 23, 2025 at 12:21 AM
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loading up arcadion competitors' feral souls like
April 8, 2025 at 12:42 AM
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April 17, 2025 at 4:12 PM
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THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!! @pringusmcdingus.bsky.social
February 18, 2025 at 4:16 PM