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Psionic Alienation
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More Future, All Bad.

I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.

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Thank you for these threads, truly.

Still not there... 600/1000 to rent, 0/400 to ex's car, 0/??? miscellaneous. Still no way to food prep, so still have to order expensive food, so maybe more like 550/1k to rent (rounding). Scary.

Deadline for rent is the 1st, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com.
November 20, 2025 at 2:25 PM
Thank you for these threads, truly.

Still not there... 600/1000 to rent, 0/400 to ex's car, 0/??? miscellaneous. Still no way to food prep, so still have to order expensive food, so maybe more like 550/1k to rent (rounding). Scary.

Deadline for rent is the 1st, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com.
November 20, 2025 at 2:25 PM
Thank you for the thread.

350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.

Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 19, 2025 at 6:47 AM
Thank you again.

300/1000 to make rent, and I have checked in on food and its kind of worse than I thought there, hence the -200. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. Feeling fear.

Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 18, 2025 at 9:16 PM
Thank you as ever.

Current status update quoted, I did get a job offer and it moved to the interview process already somehow?, food is still tough, this list continues. Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com.

Hoping to get that job so maybe I can give back, I am very tired
500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
Thank you as ever.

No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.

Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 17, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Just got 500!
November 16, 2025 at 5:06 PM
I have leads on work I'll be chasing down soon and my roommate does too, but right now I am terrified of running out of runway before we even get to see a paycheck. So, you know.
November 16, 2025 at 3:32 PM
Thank you as ever.

No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.

Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 16, 2025 at 3:32 PM
Thank you for the thread. I need about 1k to cover rent etc for me/housemate (we just got here and moving expenses and fees have been murder) and it would be nice to get about 400 for my ex who got into an accident while moving me to this place.

Deadline is the 1st. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 15, 2025 at 6:59 PM
This is hell but damnit its nearing the finish line hhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just need to make it to the end covering everything. I just need that much
November 14, 2025 at 7:19 PM
So I have about 750 free, and as it happens I need 1700ish (I think its more like 1750 but I don't have the number, roommate does). So I need about 1k to make rent. I need more for utilities (150? Internet installation....) and 400 to cover my ex and then anything left over is for the split
November 14, 2025 at 7:19 PM
(The split was for misc needs, like I need to take lyfts to laundromat so I have clean clothes again, etc etc)

The stuff for survival is non negotiable. I feel very sick about not covering my ex but it would be worse to cover her and then wind up homeless all over again inside of two fucking weeks.
November 14, 2025 at 7:19 PM
I have, currently, 1.1k, of which 300 was for my ex's car (still need 100 on top of that)
I need to make several purchases for survival, uncertain amounts (microwave, gluten free cooking stuff, food, etc) that I'm handwaving to around 350 total
Remainder (450) was to be split between me/roommate
November 14, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Thank you again for the thread.

I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.

Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com breakdown follows
November 14, 2025 at 7:19 PM
For context, she came from out of state to get my stuff moved and drove me around from 2pm to 11pm. This was already pricy and the accident makes it worse.
November 13, 2025 at 8:48 PM
Thank you for the thread.

My ex got into a (very minor) car accident moving me to my apartment last night. Her funds are zero, and she doesn't have access to crowd funding at present. She needs at least 400 to cover it. Extra will help cover gas etc. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com.
November 13, 2025 at 8:48 PM