Psionic Alienation
@ushdubsar.bsky.social
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I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.
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I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.
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Psionic Alienation
@ushdubsar.bsky.social
· Nov 17
Okay here we go this is temporary but it will be easier to point to and probably more helpful
Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
It's late enough no one is likely to see but I fear for my chances of making rent this month... 370/1700...
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
January 23, 2026 at 8:26 AM
It's late enough no one is likely to see but I fear for my chances of making rent this month... 370/1700...
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Exhausted and hungry, send help etc, I am just dead
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
January 22, 2026 at 1:44 AM
Exhausted and hungry, send help etc, I am just dead
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
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Thank you. Nothing has come in and everything has only gotten worse for me, so I'm at 120/1700... Still need 400 for ex's car and indefinite for food etc.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
January 14, 2026 at 7:57 PM
Thank you. Nothing has come in and everything has only gotten worse for me, so I'm at 120/1700... Still need 400 for ex's car and indefinite for food etc.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
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Thank you for this thread
250/1700 rent, 0/400 ex's car, need extra for food and transit and caffeine
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com and I swear that is my actual name
250/1700 rent, 0/400 ex's car, need extra for food and transit and caffeine
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com and I swear that is my actual name
January 12, 2026 at 7:08 PM
Thank you for this thread
250/1700 rent, 0/400 ex's car, need extra for food and transit and caffeine
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com and I swear that is my actual name
250/1700 rent, 0/400 ex's car, need extra for food and transit and caffeine
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com and I swear that is my actual name
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Things are only getting worse i had to get new clothes so I am now at 120/1700... Nothing has come in
January 14, 2026 at 7:55 PM
Things are only getting worse i had to get new clothes so I am now at 120/1700... Nothing has come in
Kinda worried about food ngl
Thank you as ever
No changes at all to my situation, need groceries very soon. 250/1700 rent (deadline Feb 1), 0/600 roommate (deadline Jan 17), 0/400 ex's car, 0/???? misc
0/40 to minimum viable grocery order (idk how far that gets me actually)
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
No changes at all to my situation, need groceries very soon. 250/1700 rent (deadline Feb 1), 0/600 roommate (deadline Jan 17), 0/400 ex's car, 0/???? misc
0/40 to minimum viable grocery order (idk how far that gets me actually)
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
January 11, 2026 at 11:33 PM
Kinda worried about food ngl
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Thank you as ever
No changes at all to my situation, need groceries very soon. 250/1700 rent (deadline Feb 1), 0/600 roommate (deadline Jan 17), 0/400 ex's car, 0/???? misc
0/40 to minimum viable grocery order (idk how far that gets me actually)
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
No changes at all to my situation, need groceries very soon. 250/1700 rent (deadline Feb 1), 0/600 roommate (deadline Jan 17), 0/400 ex's car, 0/???? misc
0/40 to minimum viable grocery order (idk how far that gets me actually)
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
January 11, 2026 at 6:45 PM
Thank you as ever
No changes at all to my situation, need groceries very soon. 250/1700 rent (deadline Feb 1), 0/600 roommate (deadline Jan 17), 0/400 ex's car, 0/???? misc
0/40 to minimum viable grocery order (idk how far that gets me actually)
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
No changes at all to my situation, need groceries very soon. 250/1700 rent (deadline Feb 1), 0/600 roommate (deadline Jan 17), 0/400 ex's car, 0/???? misc
0/40 to minimum viable grocery order (idk how far that gets me actually)
PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
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Thank you as ever.
Feeling better but had to get groceries after ordering in for a couple days, so it's ugly. 250/1700 rent, usual 400 and 600 to cover ASAP too, and transit to get my coats repaired. Rent deadline is Feb 1, roommate (600) now has a deadline (Jan 17th).
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Feeling better but had to get groceries after ordering in for a couple days, so it's ugly. 250/1700 rent, usual 400 and 600 to cover ASAP too, and transit to get my coats repaired. Rent deadline is Feb 1, roommate (600) now has a deadline (Jan 17th).
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
January 10, 2026 at 4:39 PM
Thank you as ever.
Feeling better but had to get groceries after ordering in for a couple days, so it's ugly. 250/1700 rent, usual 400 and 600 to cover ASAP too, and transit to get my coats repaired. Rent deadline is Feb 1, roommate (600) now has a deadline (Jan 17th).
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Feeling better but had to get groceries after ordering in for a couple days, so it's ugly. 250/1700 rent, usual 400 and 600 to cover ASAP too, and transit to get my coats repaired. Rent deadline is Feb 1, roommate (600) now has a deadline (Jan 17th).
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Going to need to order food. Deeply sickly today... Probably around 30 for the food.
Thank you as always. Still st 200/1700 rent, need 400 for ex's car and 600 for roommate (the patience here has been enormous), need groceries and etc soon, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
January 4, 2026 at 1:43 AM
Going to need to order food. Deeply sickly today... Probably around 30 for the food.
Crowd funding will be resuming I am very broken and ofc I fear for Feb rent
I'm OK rn but anything that can help with groceries snd rent and ex's car and roommate move in is important rn looks like 1700 rent 400 car 600 roommate...some 2700 plus groceries and such
Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com
I'm OK rn but anything that can help with groceries snd rent and ex's car and roommate move in is important rn looks like 1700 rent 400 car 600 roommate...some 2700 plus groceries and such
Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com
December 31, 2025 at 5:43 PM
Crowd funding will be resuming I am very broken and ofc I fear for Feb rent
I'm OK rn but anything that can help with groceries snd rent and ex's car and roommate move in is important rn looks like 1700 rent 400 car 600 roommate...some 2700 plus groceries and such
Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com
I'm OK rn but anything that can help with groceries snd rent and ex's car and roommate move in is important rn looks like 1700 rent 400 car 600 roommate...some 2700 plus groceries and such
Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com
This is PayPal btw
Sickness has gotten worse. Send Gatorade money
Dimmekur@gmail.com
I also need to get stuff for other people but idk how much I have and idk how much I need I just know I need a lot still
Dimmekur@gmail.com
I also need to get stuff for other people but idk how much I have and idk how much I need I just know I need a lot still
December 28, 2025 at 8:40 PM
This is PayPal btw
Sickness has gotten worse. Send Gatorade money
Dimmekur@gmail.com
I also need to get stuff for other people but idk how much I have and idk how much I need I just know I need a lot still
Dimmekur@gmail.com
I also need to get stuff for other people but idk how much I have and idk how much I need I just know I need a lot still
December 28, 2025 at 8:40 PM
Sickness has gotten worse. Send Gatorade money
Dimmekur@gmail.com
I also need to get stuff for other people but idk how much I have and idk how much I need I just know I need a lot still
Dimmekur@gmail.com
I also need to get stuff for other people but idk how much I have and idk how much I need I just know I need a lot still
Also need to just order in food BC I'm very sick. Send help fr
I got deathly ill somehow
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
December 22, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Also need to just order in food BC I'm very sick. Send help fr
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I got deathly ill somehow
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
December 22, 2025 at 4:04 AM
I got deathly ill somehow
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
I got deathly ill somehow
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
December 22, 2025 at 4:04 AM
I got deathly ill somehow
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
Also I tore my last fully intact coat somehow
Send help
Dimmekur@gmail.com is PayPal
Some money will go to other things probably
Rent covered, 200/600 for roommate all told (didn't end up getting the fan but I needed to get food today too...) 0/400 ex's car, 0/??? Other stuff
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
December 19, 2025 at 10:42 PM
Rent covered, 200/600 for roommate all told (didn't end up getting the fan but I needed to get food today too...) 0/400 ex's car, 0/??? Other stuff
Rent is covered, 200-300/600 roommate moving money, 0/??? other stuff
I have to get stuff today BC I am p sure I got deathly ill. Already got gatorade, also need a fan (room is too hot now that its warmer out), thermometer, etc. These are emergency and won't wait so
I have to get stuff today BC I am p sure I got deathly ill. Already got gatorade, also need a fan (room is too hot now that its warmer out), thermometer, etc. These are emergency and won't wait so
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
December 18, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Rent is covered, 200-300/600 roommate moving money, 0/??? other stuff
I have to get stuff today BC I am p sure I got deathly ill. Already got gatorade, also need a fan (room is too hot now that its warmer out), thermometer, etc. These are emergency and won't wait so
I have to get stuff today BC I am p sure I got deathly ill. Already got gatorade, also need a fan (room is too hot now that its warmer out), thermometer, etc. These are emergency and won't wait so
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1700/1700 rent (!) 300/600 roommate 0/400 car 0/??? Laundry food caffeine etc
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
December 18, 2025 at 12:36 AM
1700/1700 rent (!) 300/600 roommate 0/400 car 0/??? Laundry food caffeine etc
1700/1700 rent (!) 300/600 roommate 0/400 car 0/??? Laundry food caffeine etc
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
December 18, 2025 at 12:36 AM
1700/1700 rent (!) 300/600 roommate 0/400 car 0/??? Laundry food caffeine etc
1500/1700 rent 0/600 roommate 0/400 car 0/??? Laundry food caffeine etc
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
December 17, 2025 at 10:05 PM
1500/1700 rent 0/600 roommate 0/400 car 0/??? Laundry food caffeine etc
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Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
December 17, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
December 17, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Things are tough and stress is high enough it's actually difficult to crowdfund for less stress. My roommate needs even more money to get here (a lot more) and we also still need rent and I'm also out of low effort food and I have to focus on work tomorrow
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, 1700 rent
going to need to buy another blanket. Room is extremely cold despite radiators going, etc. So this is now something less than 500/1700
As always, thank you for the thread.
500/1700 rent, 0/400 car still. May need to buy new blanket and/or clothes because of the cold and the extremely drafty building with inconsistent heating, gonna try to tough it out for now.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, rent deadline is Jan 1.
500/1700 rent, 0/400 car still. May need to buy new blanket and/or clothes because of the cold and the extremely drafty building with inconsistent heating, gonna try to tough it out for now.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, rent deadline is Jan 1.
December 15, 2025 at 2:51 AM
going to need to buy another blanket. Room is extremely cold despite radiators going, etc. So this is now something less than 500/1700
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Currently at 500/1700, 0/400
Still need to get rent. Am currently zeroed but have nothing else I need to handle before rent.
0/1700 rent (Jan 1 deadline), 0/400 ex's car (whenever deadline)
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com. I'm getting very nervous. The move in costs were brutal, I hope I haven't exhausted my support network.
0/1700 rent (Jan 1 deadline), 0/400 ex's car (whenever deadline)
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com. I'm getting very nervous. The move in costs were brutal, I hope I haven't exhausted my support network.
December 13, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Currently at 500/1700, 0/400
Currently at 500/1700, 0/400
Still need to get rent. Am currently zeroed but have nothing else I need to handle before rent.
0/1700 rent (Jan 1 deadline), 0/400 ex's car (whenever deadline)
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com. I'm getting very nervous. The move in costs were brutal, I hope I haven't exhausted my support network.
0/1700 rent (Jan 1 deadline), 0/400 ex's car (whenever deadline)
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com. I'm getting very nervous. The move in costs were brutal, I hope I haven't exhausted my support network.
December 13, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Currently at 500/1700, 0/400