Psionic Alienation
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I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.
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I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.
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Psionic Alienation
@ushdubsar.bsky.social
· Nov 17
Okay here we go this is temporary but it will be easier to point to and probably more helpful
Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
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600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
Thank you for the thread.
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 19, 2025 at 8:14 PM
600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
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600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
Thank you for the thread.
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 19, 2025 at 8:14 PM
600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
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500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
Thank you as ever.
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 16, 2025 at 9:11 PM
500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
Thank you as ever.
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 16, 2025 at 9:11 PM
500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
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No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
Thank you again for the thread.
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com breakdown follows
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com breakdown follows
November 15, 2025 at 6:40 PM
No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
Thank you again for the thread.
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com breakdown follows
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com breakdown follows
November 15, 2025 at 6:40 PM
No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
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Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 13, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
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It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 13, 2025 at 3:00 AM
It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 13, 2025 at 3:00 AM
It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
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The other driver is basically doing a shakedown and she can't fight it at present and has nothing she can do but pay up. I dont really know what to do, what a hellish moving day.
November 13, 2025 at 12:59 AM
The other driver is basically doing a shakedown and she can't fight it at present and has nothing she can do but pay up. I dont really know what to do, what a hellish moving day.
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
November 13, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
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Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
November 8, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
November 8, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Paypal dimmekur@gmail.com idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
November 8, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
November 4, 2025 at 6:45 AM
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
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Big chunk already taken out of this, so fast! (Thank you!) Best case scenario coverage needs only 150 more, worst case only 250. Thanks so much for all the help to everyone who has thrown bits in for me over time, here's hoping I get stable enough to give back...
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
November 3, 2025 at 6:48 AM
Big chunk already taken out of this, so fast! (Thank you!) Best case scenario coverage needs only 150 more, worst case only 250. Thanks so much for all the help to everyone who has thrown bits in for me over time, here's hoping I get stable enough to give back...
Big chunk already taken out of this, so fast! (Thank you!) Best case scenario coverage needs only 150 more, worst case only 250. Thanks so much for all the help to everyone who has thrown bits in for me over time, here's hoping I get stable enough to give back...
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
November 3, 2025 at 6:48 AM
Big chunk already taken out of this, so fast! (Thank you!) Best case scenario coverage needs only 150 more, worst case only 250. Thanks so much for all the help to everyone who has thrown bits in for me over time, here's hoping I get stable enough to give back...
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
November 3, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, deadline is Nov 7th.
Someone is trying to get into my PayPal account now hooray
October 28, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Someone is trying to get into my PayPal account now hooray
Spent the past long while in/out of consciousness and not doing good, pain manageable ATM
I figure I need 50 for healthcare on top of the 2200 due by Nov 15th, this based on past trips
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
I figure I need 50 for healthcare on top of the 2200 due by Nov 15th, this based on past trips
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com its that time again I need hospital money fastz tooth infection is killing me again extra will go to other survival
So people have probably been wondering why I went quiet. A lot of shit was up in the air for awhile very abruptly. Housing was on the table, I didn't know when or where or how much, so I just sat on it and waited for confirmation. But the inevitable happened, and that fell through.
October 28, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Spent the past long while in/out of consciousness and not doing good, pain manageable ATM
I figure I need 50 for healthcare on top of the 2200 due by Nov 15th, this based on past trips
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
I figure I need 50 for healthcare on top of the 2200 due by Nov 15th, this based on past trips
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com
This is fucking urgent housijg option is on the fucking line I need to not be scremang snf flailing HELP
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com its that time again I need hospital money fastz tooth infection is killing me again extra will go to other survival
So people have probably been wondering why I went quiet. A lot of shit was up in the air for awhile very abruptly. Housing was on the table, I didn't know when or where or how much, so I just sat on it and waited for confirmation. But the inevitable happened, and that fell through.
October 27, 2025 at 2:57 PM
This is fucking urgent housijg option is on the fucking line I need to not be scremang snf flailing HELP
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com its that time again I need hospital money fastz tooth infection is killing me again extra will go to other survival
So people have probably been wondering why I went quiet. A lot of shit was up in the air for awhile very abruptly. Housing was on the table, I didn't know when or where or how much, so I just sat on it and waited for confirmation. But the inevitable happened, and that fell through.
October 27, 2025 at 2:27 PM
Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com its that time again I need hospital money fastz tooth infection is killing me again extra will go to other survival
By the way, if you house me I don't have to find 2200 before the 15th yet again, I can find a lower amount and it can go to you, seems like a good deal, you should take it
So people have probably been wondering why I went quiet. A lot of shit was up in the air for awhile very abruptly. Housing was on the table, I didn't know when or where or how much, so I just sat on it and waited for confirmation. But the inevitable happened, and that fell through.
October 21, 2025 at 7:12 PM
By the way, if you house me I don't have to find 2200 before the 15th yet again, I can find a lower amount and it can go to you, seems like a good deal, you should take it
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So people have probably been wondering why I went quiet. A lot of shit was up in the air for awhile very abruptly. Housing was on the table, I didn't know when or where or how much, so I just sat on it and waited for confirmation. But the inevitable happened, and that fell through.
October 21, 2025 at 3:42 PM
So people have probably been wondering why I went quiet. A lot of shit was up in the air for awhile very abruptly. Housing was on the table, I didn't know when or where or how much, so I just sat on it and waited for confirmation. But the inevitable happened, and that fell through.