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throatfeeling.bsky.social
@throatfeeling.bsky.social
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I post my bad thoughts and feelings here so they aren't whirling around in my esophagus anymore
Major TW for suicidal thinking and other upsetting psych topics
Please don't message me with concerns for my safety: I will seek help if I'm in actual danger
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throatfeeling.bsky.social
Having one of those days where people have made you feel like such shit that you start thinking about what you’d write in a sui c I de note so that nobody who made you feel so bad could pretend to mourn like they didn’t help put you in that place
December 9, 2025 at 10:09 PM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
My introduction to Peak wasn't exactly enjoyable. I got it in an attempt to "keep up" with people and not make it too easy to get left behind, even though group games stress me out for a lot of reasons. The fact I wasn't good at it, it felt like the futile climbing was a metaphor for my life.
November 10, 2025 at 9:07 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
if it weren't for you
a person holding their dog
November 3, 2025 at 5:43 AM
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bartgazzola381.bsky.social
Death Looking into the Window of One Dying, 1900, Jaroslav Panuška
October 31, 2025 at 4:39 PM
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epasketch.bsky.social
September 28, 2025 at 9:50 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
My little gooby…
November 1, 2025 at 12:42 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
Look at my Halloween child LOOK AT HER!!! (I can’t believe I can’t find the tiny witch hat for the first outfit AAAUGHH)
Casey, a staffy mix, in a black and orange Halloween getup Casey, but she’s a FAIRY PRINCESS!!
November 1, 2025 at 12:39 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
(Overuses transitions because of course) happy Halloween!
November 1, 2025 at 2:39 AM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
“Holy shit I should just fucking 🔫🔫🔫🔫 myself”
(Checks period tracker)
“Well, that’s probably part of it”
November 3, 2025 at 3:25 AM
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March 19, 2025 at 8:31 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
Couple years ago but still feeling it
Drawing of a dark room in shades of blue. The room is a mess of objects, bedding, a broken bed, overturned furniture, and a woman cocooned in the blankets with a dog next to her. There is a yellow light of an implied door opening that is casting a harsh glare on some of the room and creating a sense of exposure in a place meant for hiding. The woman’s face is particularly covered by bedding but alarmed at the intrusion.
April 18, 2025 at 10:41 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
Now that He’s President again, allow me to repost that comic that resulted in me being harassed by swarms of jackasses on Tw itter when I posted it a little while back, godspeed!
Simple illustration panel of a heavyset character with “asshole” written on them standing on a podium with the plaque “celebrity status” on it. There is a crowd around them. Character one, who is heavyset, pointing at the person on the pedestal: “HEY LOOK! It’s that guy we both hate!” Character two, who is thin: “YEAH! Let’s yell at them!” Character one: “YEAH!” Left panel: Thinner character, smiling and yelling at the Asshole: “HEY, YOU FAT FUCK! YOU’RE A FLABBY SACK OF SHIT, FUCK YOU!!” Fat character: (looking surprised) Right panel: Thinner character, continuing to yell: “Maybe you should put down the fork and pick up some morals before you get diabetes!!” (Note: this is a deliberately stupid insult, as most of them are) The crowd behind them is launching similar weight-focused insults at The Asshole Fat character: (looking around and seeming confused and concerned) Left panel: Fat character, to thin character: “you know… I’m fat, too. Do you think that stuff about me as well?” Thin character, looking aghast: “(gasping loudly) Of COURSE not!!” Right panel: Thin character, holding fat character by shoulders and smiling reassuringly: “you’re not FAT, you’re my friend.” Fat character: (looking irritated and shrugging the hands off of them) Fat character, squaring shoulders and looking irritated at thin character: “I’m still FAT. Would you say I’m gross if you didn’t LIKE me?” Thin character, pulling back hands and looking at fat character with annoyance: “You’re starting to sound like you SUPPORT this guy. That’s so fat of you.”
May 17, 2025 at 5:36 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
twisting figures in repose or whatever with highly stylized anatomy. Their skin is more like a suit, one's face is a hollow grimace another twisting figure lying on its side, another hollow grimace except their head is a tube
August 5, 2025 at 9:29 PM
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a stylized twisting figure of some humanoid thing on the ground
August 17, 2025 at 4:34 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
tw: blood, self harm, knives
(I'm fine)
I'm cutting off little pieces of myself lately and it's fucking terrifying but, well!!!
August 17, 2025 at 5:23 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
I wish I had teeth big and strong enough to chew every thing into pieces
some kind of fish-lipped humanoid-faced monster guy scowling and biting a pipe some kinda hyper-stylized sketch of a creature with a big-ass mouth grinning painfully
August 27, 2025 at 4:55 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
tw: gore , illustrated?? not exactly realistic, BUT...
a drawing looking down on a very fat and wormy peachy-skinned quadrupedal creature on its back, tearing open its abdomen and spilling its guts in the process. Its head is twisted on its long and chubby neck so its screaming maw is facing the floor, face stretched to so wide that the skin is peeled back to reveal the skull, and its long tongue with rows of flesh dug out of it from being bitten curls out.
August 31, 2025 at 10:22 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
caregiving for someone in their 90s who is very stubborn leads to some fascinating new experiences
image of the OP feeling and applying ointment to a shaded figure's nethers (with gloves on, of course) while imagining their hand is touching a wet water balloon as they think, "it's crazy how I've never seen or felt a rectal prolapse beforn and I'm so sure that's what this is."
September 29, 2025 at 5:02 AM
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epasketch.bsky.social
need me a spa day!
a guy in a spa setting lying back in a chair with cucumbers over their eyes and a face mask in a robe as the spa tech or whatever behind them readies to apply the "treatment", which means they have a railroad spike aimed at the back of the guest's head while readying the mallet in their other hand
September 28, 2025 at 9:45 AM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
You spend a lot of time trying to hide your worst issues from just about anybody, but then you have to be honest about them to get benefits and suddenly you feel imposter syndrome
doodle of OP looking at a letter and saying, "Oh, god. They're finally making me reapply to keep my disability benefits. What if they don't think I'm fucked-up enough?" OP in the foreground looking to a group of people (their close friends and family) in the background. The group is all smiling awkwardly as they all go, "LMAOOOOOOOOOOO" a line-up of some of the figures, one going, "I don't mean to be rude, but..." as they grimace awkwardly, the next going, "Don't take this the wrong way, but..!!" as they nervously and awkwardly smile to soften the blow, the last one bluntly saying with a blank expression, "you're nuts." close-up of OP, looking a bit relieved with a slight smile, saying, "thank you, guys... I needed that reassurance..."
October 7, 2025 at 7:05 AM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
it's all heeheehawhaw fun little post chains until someone goes, "you are legitimately triggering a part of my brain that makes me feel a sense of dread and forcing me to participate in this as a result" and then it's SO AWKWARD!!!!
September 30, 2025 at 7:59 AM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
fantastical self-portrait-- a waist-up profile shot of a woman, where the neck transitions to a chubby eel-like creature screaming
September 28, 2025 at 7:39 AM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
doodle of deer-like creatures scampering about and nervously sniffing at a lumbering and deformed creature coming from the dark part of the woods. Little clues show that the deformed creature is one of the deer, but it's basically so fucked up for whatever reason that it's become unsettling and other to the deer, so they flee it
September 28, 2025 at 7:38 AM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
"I'm still in here", which is the feeling of being in the body of a person who seems to have given up and is settling into death, but still having this panicked spark of hope that's trapped inside and invisible to most
color illustration of a figure in a coffin with a glowing smaller figure trapped in their ribcage. The coffin is surrounded by flames and inside of a brick cremation oven.
September 28, 2025 at 7:36 AM
throatfeeling.bsky.social
TW CW Suicidal ideation suicide
I have a lot of messy thoughts that aren't helpful but still there
you can't tell me there wouldn't be a sigh of relief, even if felt in shame
a toonish drawing of the OP in a sarcastic clothed pin-up pose and smirking as they say, "Look me in the eyes and tell me you've never wished I'd just DO IT" drawing of the same character rolled onto their belly and giving sarcastically sultry eyes and smile as they trace circles into the floor and say, "Aw.... You're a terrible liar."
August 22, 2025 at 3:11 AM