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System doing his best. We'll all rant and post here. SBS_VR on #VRchat

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This is an account just for posts regarding my #DID/OSDD experiences and hoping to meet more folks like me
#pluralsky #simplyplural #osdd #didsystem
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Here, have my accidental About Me thread
To have something on here:
Hi. I'm a system. Not diagnosed, something around OSDD, but I'm older & learned that what I've been experiencing my whole life turns out to have a name

I'm still learning the words & such, but I hope to meet more people like me after spending my whole life like this alone
It's been really refreshing getting to be open with my sibling about being a system. I can finally give major pieces of context that happened throughout our years that I had to withhold before
December 28, 2025 at 4:22 PM
My friend does, but I don't remember if they're open about being a system so I hesitate to say their handle on a public post

They don't have it set up where only one of the moves at a time, but I think that's something they're trying to set up in the future! So I know there's at least one
do you think anyone out there has made a vtuber/pngtuber setup for like. a system of headmates streaming together
December 28, 2025 at 3:57 PM
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for your health: artist monika zagrobelna has a big blog archive of tutorials on animal anatomy, some of them are even about animals in motion (horses running, wings flapping, etc). really an invaluable resource even if yr not drawing quadrupeds/realism
Animal Anatomy – Monika Zagrobelna
monikazagrobelna.com
December 21, 2025 at 11:53 PM
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Discworld QOTD, from Small Gods

“Death paused. YOU HAVE PERHAPS HEARD THE PHRASE, he said, THAT HELL IS OTHER PEOPLE?

‘Yes. Yes, of course.’

Death nodded. IN TIME, he said, YOU WILL LEARN THAT IT IS WRONG.”
Discworld QOTD, from Men at Arms

“What’s so hard about pulling a sword out of a stone? The real work’s already been done. You ought to make yourself useful and find the man who put the sword in the stone in the first place, eh?”
Discworld QOTD, from Hogfather
December 27, 2025 at 7:37 PM
🟫's been poking around. A lot of watching, a lot of observing

I feel like I'm being studied. I get it, because this is his first time actually being around as more than a writing muse source, so I guess he's trying to learn the situation or something
December 27, 2025 at 6:03 PM
I was hoping the fact that I had to spend a while in the bathroom would make me miss the phone call being passed around with my uncle on it

I still hear on the phone out there. I really hope they're not waiting for me. I really don't wanna talk to this fuckin guy
December 25, 2025 at 8:54 PM
I hate having whatever form of system stuff I have because suddenly I'll lose control of my body completely and I don't lose all the memory, but remember enough to know someone else took the reigns, and now I gotta figure how to navigate whatever they did and what happened with breadcrumbs
December 25, 2025 at 7:01 PM
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and to my Jewish friends, a happy go to the movies and eat Chinese food day
December 25, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Had to add a new one to the list today. 🟫

He picked the color via SimplyPlural so he could set a timer and when I tried to refer to him as Brown, he corrected me and said Mud

We'll see if he sticks around. This is sort of a first, but at the same time not really, so this one might be here to stay
December 25, 2025 at 5:20 AM
We had a moment alone so we got to really talk about it. I mentioned how long this has been going for and he realized that was around when something really shitty started happening in his daily life. Wonders if he's been taking it out on me by accident

Planned better communication for the future
So now that I've been home alone for some hours and I've been thinking about it, I think I realized the problem

My dad has been really defensive when talking with me for quite some time. Sometimes he's fine and sometimes it's really ramped up, (🧵)
December 24, 2025 at 3:27 AM
So now that I've been home alone for some hours and I've been thinking about it, I think I realized the problem

My dad has been really defensive when talking with me for quite some time. Sometimes he's fine and sometimes it's really ramped up, (🧵)
December 23, 2025 at 8:28 PM
So far the baseline mood for this holiday visit is quiet anger kept in check by reminding myself to give every new conversation an honest chance, then getting treated like I'm the one getting defensive when I'm voicing confusion cause my dad keeps bouncing around and I can't keep up, [cont.]
December 23, 2025 at 6:00 PM
Tried to figure which of the lot is the mean one and the answer is all but one

This explains why it often feels like a gaggle of older brothers
shoutouts to mean headmates
December 23, 2025 at 2:28 PM
I've thought about drawing some of the conversations I've had with the guys, but it'd essentially be me and five old men yelling dumb shit at each other or one of them either encouraging or fighting me on trying to eat something stupid again

Could be funny
December 22, 2025 at 11:09 PM
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And irony, I know, due to the themes I'm drawn towards, but:

If you realise that -everything- you are writing/sharing on social media is dominated by anger or despair, then just ask yourself if there's more you can share, and if you feel able to, try. It could mean a lot to the people who see it.
Gratitude journalling is a practice that aims to shape life: not just to realise the good things that have happened in the face of our bias-towards-the-negative, but to -notice- and appreciate the positive more actively over time.

You're not ignoring the negative, you're just -balancing- it out
December 22, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Also, look, I know I went from complete radio silence to a lot of posts in one day, but it's the first time I've really had time myself in a while and it's leading to a lot of thinking
December 22, 2025 at 5:59 PM
I've been doing a method very similar to this for quite some time and it helps a lot more than it likely sounds it would. I was very cynical when I first learned about it and I'm grateful I gave it a try one day
"Dropping Anchor is a grounding technique that helps you stabilize when difficult emotions or thoughts are pulling you under."

it's what we've been doing & it helps us #ground 😊 esp great bcuz 54321 method is too much pressure!! 🤯

#OSDD #AuDHD #Anxiety

Source: The Daily Wellness
December 22, 2025 at 5:56 PM
I have to remind myself that my anger has a source. Not just the world and my strong sense of honor and justice, but in my very coding

I'm the child of a former bike gang member, I inherited his temper, and I will always have to find how to redirect and manage this rage
December 22, 2025 at 5:42 PM
It's another day where music is helping me keep my head level, but it looks like today the one's helping is Is It Me by The Living Tombstone (from In Sound Mind)

How subtle
December 22, 2025 at 3:43 PM
Just realized this is the worst time for 🟥 of all people to have been the one most frequently around and seizing control lately. He doesn't just get mad, he gets rude.

I need to keep it together and stay prominent as much as I can. I can't let it slip
December 22, 2025 at 3:13 PM
I've decided I'm going to simply stop speaking and take out my phone every time he just interrupts me like this. I can be asked to continue if desired, but I'm not going to fight to talk
December 21, 2025 at 11:49 PM
This holiday is going to be a trial in temper management, keeping quiet, and dealing with being interrupted a lot with frequently changing plans and being treated like I don't know what I'm talking about even when I undeniably have much more experience and backing in something
December 21, 2025 at 11:28 PM
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Because today is the day when everything comes together, I wish you all a:

* Happy Chanukka
* Merry fourth sunday of advent and upcoming cristmas
* joyful yule and winter solstice
* Relaxed and peaceful sunday

Take whatever is yours and have a very good time
December 21, 2025 at 9:05 AM
I don't want to get out at bed. I don't want to do anything publicly. I just want to work on this commission quietly & without having to be flashbanged by people abruptly sharing shit news for no reason, but insisting on doing it Paul Revere style for reasons beyond to me
December 19, 2025 at 1:58 PM
I can't wait for my new phone to come in so I can go back to using SimplyPlural. I used that a lot to track things with the guys. It's immensely helpful to me and my memory problems

I hope setting up the thing isn't a pain in the ass. I just want it to get here, take the memory card, and work
December 16, 2025 at 5:53 AM