queen dirt 🏳️⚧️
@queendirt.bsky.social
28. Writer/musician. Bipolar, autistic, terminally horny, and occasionally very funny. But ultimately I'm just a girl. PGH
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The fear of vulnerability, and the overwhelming desire to be witnessed will forever be going for 12 rounds inside me.
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can't be the first person to say this but boy it's really on the nose that the gestapo are out there in the street arresting kneeling priests and executing people named Pretty and Good
January 25, 2026 at 2:02 AM
can't be the first person to say this but boy it's really on the nose that the gestapo are out there in the street arresting kneeling priests and executing people named Pretty and Good
the decision of practicing interpersonal effectiveness and saying something like "I feel undervalued in this dynamic and wonder if we can do something to fix that" over just being a bitch about it and saying lol "I am not a side-dish. Get hungry or get lost" is a tough one.
January 25, 2026 at 4:10 AM
the decision of practicing interpersonal effectiveness and saying something like "I feel undervalued in this dynamic and wonder if we can do something to fix that" over just being a bitch about it and saying lol "I am not a side-dish. Get hungry or get lost" is a tough one.
Feel very cute and dyke tonight. Hair dirty but sitting perfectly, my face a day unshaven. I couldnt take a good picture of myself to save my life, and I wouldn't go out like this, but I'm kinda feelin it tonight.
January 25, 2026 at 3:53 AM
Feel very cute and dyke tonight. Hair dirty but sitting perfectly, my face a day unshaven. I couldnt take a good picture of myself to save my life, and I wouldn't go out like this, but I'm kinda feelin it tonight.
Do you ever have to fight the feeling that your art just isn't for anyone but you? I have to fight that feeling a lot. I mean, maybe it is, just for me, and that certainly wouldn't be a bad thing-
January 24, 2026 at 9:03 PM
Do you ever have to fight the feeling that your art just isn't for anyone but you? I have to fight that feeling a lot. I mean, maybe it is, just for me, and that certainly wouldn't be a bad thing-
You know, I always wanna distant myself from the bloodthirsty, nihilistic, naively anarchic folk-punk I wrote as a teenager and in my early 20s, but the more I pay attention to the news this week the more I think that kid was kinda onto something.
January 24, 2026 at 7:58 PM
You know, I always wanna distant myself from the bloodthirsty, nihilistic, naively anarchic folk-punk I wrote as a teenager and in my early 20s, but the more I pay attention to the news this week the more I think that kid was kinda onto something.
A poem about #unrequited love, because I am a cliche. I do think it's a decent poem though
January 24, 2026 at 7:52 PM
A poem about #unrequited love, because I am a cliche. I do think it's a decent poem though
While I am bitter about it, I do have to admit my ex-wife stealing my mountain goats sweatshirt that says "I'm Doing This For Revenge" is objectively very funny.
January 24, 2026 at 7:38 PM
While I am bitter about it, I do have to admit my ex-wife stealing my mountain goats sweatshirt that says "I'm Doing This For Revenge" is objectively very funny.
*deep, longing sigh*
ya know what I mean?
ya know what I mean?
January 24, 2026 at 7:01 PM
*deep, longing sigh*
ya know what I mean?
ya know what I mean?
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A tremendous loneliness comes over you. Everybody in the world is doing something without you.
January 24, 2026 at 1:22 AM
A tremendous loneliness comes over you. Everybody in the world is doing something without you.
I'm so lonesome. I miss my friends. I miss my life. I wanna play DnD, I wanna stay up too late smoking weed and watching movies. I've been trying to learn to like it, but fuck, I absolutely hate living alone.
January 22, 2026 at 2:02 AM
I'm so lonesome. I miss my friends. I miss my life. I wanna play DnD, I wanna stay up too late smoking weed and watching movies. I've been trying to learn to like it, but fuck, I absolutely hate living alone.
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99.99% of the thoughts i post on here are for me and me alone. at least 80% of those are me thinking out loud to try and figure out my own feelings on things and likely aren't a reflection of the end state of how I'll feel about them and the other 20% are venting about things to get it off my chest
January 21, 2026 at 4:48 PM
99.99% of the thoughts i post on here are for me and me alone. at least 80% of those are me thinking out loud to try and figure out my own feelings on things and likely aren't a reflection of the end state of how I'll feel about them and the other 20% are venting about things to get it off my chest
I'm so incredibly blue today, I don't know what to do with myself.
January 22, 2026 at 1:38 AM
I'm so incredibly blue today, I don't know what to do with myself.
Do you ever feel like there's just something intrinsically wrong with you and other people can just tell
January 22, 2026 at 1:18 AM
Do you ever feel like there's just something intrinsically wrong with you and other people can just tell
A Few Good Men With Big Naturals
Improve a movie title by adding "With Big Naturals"
A L I E N With Big Naturals
(this is just the film Species)
A L I E N With Big Naturals
(this is just the film Species)
Improve a movie title by adding "With Big Naturals"
Amélie With Big Naturals
Amélie With Big Naturals
January 22, 2026 at 1:07 AM
A Few Good Men With Big Naturals
I think I'm rapid cycling again I feel like an absolute crazy person. Can't stop hyperfocusing on my project. Can't stop ruminating on things I have no control over. Not sure if at any moment I'm gds gift to the planet or should be beaten with tiny hammers
January 21, 2026 at 11:14 PM
I think I'm rapid cycling again I feel like an absolute crazy person. Can't stop hyperfocusing on my project. Can't stop ruminating on things I have no control over. Not sure if at any moment I'm gds gift to the planet or should be beaten with tiny hammers
Writing
Is very hard.
Some days like, 10 or 20 pages just pours out of you and read well on the first pass as if someone else wrote it and you are merely a vessel
And then some days writing 3 important pages feels like you're climbing a gddamn mountain
Is very hard.
Some days like, 10 or 20 pages just pours out of you and read well on the first pass as if someone else wrote it and you are merely a vessel
And then some days writing 3 important pages feels like you're climbing a gddamn mountain
January 21, 2026 at 11:00 PM
Writing
Is very hard.
Some days like, 10 or 20 pages just pours out of you and read well on the first pass as if someone else wrote it and you are merely a vessel
And then some days writing 3 important pages feels like you're climbing a gddamn mountain
Is very hard.
Some days like, 10 or 20 pages just pours out of you and read well on the first pass as if someone else wrote it and you are merely a vessel
And then some days writing 3 important pages feels like you're climbing a gddamn mountain
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gonna make a super dad joke here but I wanna first assert that I have standing to make this fuckin joke. I am not OG resident evil but I did first play it in the mid-00s. ok here comes the joke prepare yourself. shouldn't he be attending evil by now? cool got that off my chest, thanks everybody
January 21, 2026 at 3:46 PM
gonna make a super dad joke here but I wanna first assert that I have standing to make this fuckin joke. I am not OG resident evil but I did first play it in the mid-00s. ok here comes the joke prepare yourself. shouldn't he be attending evil by now? cool got that off my chest, thanks everybody
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call me an assimilationist but i just don’t like being different, being an individual. being disconnected from the Collective hurts. you will understand soon, you will learn the joy of a billion voices speaking in unison in “your” mind. I’m plugging back in, and you’re coming with us.
January 21, 2026 at 3:46 AM
call me an assimilationist but i just don’t like being different, being an individual. being disconnected from the Collective hurts. you will understand soon, you will learn the joy of a billion voices speaking in unison in “your” mind. I’m plugging back in, and you’re coming with us.
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sometimes i think about the idea of going to the spa and like idk im sure there are trans friendly spas somewhere but i just wish i could drink juice and steam and be nude in a mud bath without having a single thought about my body.
January 21, 2026 at 3:48 AM
sometimes i think about the idea of going to the spa and like idk im sure there are trans friendly spas somewhere but i just wish i could drink juice and steam and be nude in a mud bath without having a single thought about my body.
It's genuinely insane how over four albums My Chemical Romance has only ever made one bad song. The rest are all some of the bangers of all time. that's an impressive track record
January 21, 2026 at 2:00 AM
It's genuinely insane how over four albums My Chemical Romance has only ever made one bad song. The rest are all some of the bangers of all time. that's an impressive track record
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change of plans. feeling like I'm just gonna come to terms with my rusty cage
March 7, 2025 at 2:37 AM
change of plans. feeling like I'm just gonna come to terms with my rusty cage
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TOS episodes have names like "Who Dost Go There? A Brother?" and TNG episodes have names like "The Box" and it's about a box.
January 20, 2026 at 6:30 PM
TOS episodes have names like "Who Dost Go There? A Brother?" and TNG episodes have names like "The Box" and it's about a box.