TheChipmunkWhisperer
pesimisticoptimist.bsky.social
TheChipmunkWhisperer
@pesimisticoptimist.bsky.social
I hate everything right now. I don’t think I’ve done 24 hours without some form of crying since March

Idk, you’ll see some cute stuff lotta sad stuff or just nothing at all. I’m liable to just stop posting out of nowhere once reality hits

Good luck all
I had a terrible bday

But I made it up with FUXKING OWNING one of my hobbies
+ being honest with my person about needs

So that’s simply and fun ig
December 4, 2025 at 3:53 AM
After how ruff thur was I ended up getting drunk and tickling the wallet online (I shopped on like, eBay, Etsy, hempwick and zippo) I tried to avoid any of the major places. They have nothing I want anyways

Havent had hemp wick for the bud for months, and it don’t taste right and the high don’t hit
November 29, 2025 at 6:43 PM
I’m so fucking broken I just don’t even understand. I feel nothing from hugs. I feel nothing when cuddling. I feel nothing when being held. All those things just make me sob and long for my past. Why did I sacrifice so much for someone who doesn’t even care about me
November 28, 2025 at 4:47 PM
I hate today. I hate this holiday season. I’m so broken. I thought I’d made so much progress a year ago. Guess I was just lying to myself. I’m such a fucking loser.

Sure it’s nice not being spoken down to all the time and whatever. But the shit I dealt with before was better than the longing now..
November 27, 2025 at 3:26 PM
I just looked at photos for the first time in months. I sobbed uncontrollably for a while..

I just wish I could have my old life back. Idk what things would have looked liked today, but they were better than the constant pain and daily crying I go through.

I know I made this choice for the other
November 22, 2025 at 7:13 PM
That’s gonna be some intense fucking dreams with wormwood
if you become friends with a local wizard you can give him fresh herbs and ask him to craft you health potions. these contain wormwood, lemon balm, hyssop, fennel and anise
November 5, 2025 at 10:55 PM
Lmao I’ve heard history repeats itself but holy shit

I was watching a 1952 Periscope Films film, which is like the company that filmed those old school health and safety videos we saw in school growing up.

Anyways. The very last moment, they just showed like random teens and Y/a’s and said
November 5, 2025 at 12:55 AM
I disagree with this wholeheartedly. I live in a small rural state and town and it’s very hard to locate info about voting for it of any definitive help.
More importantly, tons of our large towns/cities ARE VOTING TODAY.

Literally my partner was like, oh we gotta vote! So I spent awhile digging
There is a distinct possibility that some people are too stupid to participate in a democracy
November 5, 2025 at 12:27 AM
So… things have been better like emotionally lately which is good and huge. I have been dating someone, that I have tried to breakup with multiple times, because I’ve never… been with someone that could have adult conversations (don’t worry I’m not trapped) like when we discuss things we don’t like
November 4, 2025 at 6:16 PM
I see cat, I heart

Could be like “this cat murdered a family of twelve in the middle of the night”

And I’m like

‘Awwww cute kitty *heart*’

Idc what else is happening, the only thing I have right now is fucking cute kitties

🐈‍⬛
October 31, 2025 at 9:32 PM
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Every church should be doing this, and if your church isn’t, you’re at the wrong church.
October 31, 2025 at 12:14 PM
Lmao alright I’ve got a good chuckle for yall and idk I wanna share it cuz I don’t have much else to share.

I have been stuck dealing with my family’s mail for a number of years that isn’t important. The important thing is me and my partners have always been the leftists in the fam.
October 24, 2025 at 4:53 PM
From my walk earlier

Ended up crying a whole bunch later on

Uhhhggggg
October 20, 2025 at 4:25 AM
Good things make me wanna hurt myself

So that’s fun
October 13, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Fight me;

Social media ruined raving.
October 9, 2025 at 9:23 PM
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disabled people calling other disabled people "lazy" is just about the saddest thing i've seen yet
September 30, 2025 at 5:07 PM
I love Stephen kings 80’s movies

They just have a…

*cocaine fueled* vibe lmaooo

#happyspooktober
September 30, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Wish me luck everyone cuz I’m out of just…. Anything and everything..

I got a position that was only a 2 month contract because for the life of me I can’t get my career started (it’s been three years)

Other contractors were let go Friday. I only had until the end of October
September 22, 2025 at 10:23 PM
Uhhhgggg

I got 3 vaccines last night and my arms hurt so badly 😭

I don’t truly feel like poooo yet but I believe it’s coming :(
September 16, 2025 at 10:50 AM
Just to make clear and sure they’re aren’t any scumbags following me.

I am fucking trans. If you believe the BS about the CK, assistance, since he was just being assisted living his life to the fullest

Go fuck yourself.

I never had the chance to transition, because of the time I grew up in
September 13, 2025 at 5:37 PM
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As more info comes in this needs to be said: if it wasn’t some left wing radical that did it, and it appears it wasn’t, there need to be massive pushback because they are STILL pretending it’s some culture war and it is only in their own minds

Dangerous times
September 13, 2025 at 1:08 PM
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Ory’s thoughts on work 😻
#cat #catsky #catsofbluesky #photography
September 12, 2025 at 5:51 PM
Fucking uhhhgggg

I haven’t gotten sick since like… idk, 2023 or something

I just started my first job working around people in awhile

Two coworkers are out with covid lmao, one I’ve been shadowing for days

Nooooo

Fucking insurance hasn’t let me get vaxxed yet either fuuuuu
September 12, 2025 at 12:36 PM
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Maybe suicidal ideation isn't all that mysterious when you've felt utterly out of control of your life, your body, & your emotions your entire life.

Maybe thinking about suicidal ideation in the context of control & comfort is necessary to understanding it-- & trauma survivors.
September 12, 2025 at 1:55 AM
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Denver, CO showing out!
9/1/25
September 1, 2025 at 9:22 PM