mega.droog
@megadroog.bsky.social
the one place I’m trying to figure things out. anonymously. full of contradictions.
lowercase = dark
my orientation is to learn about/promote/side with/root for those who currently/historically experience systemic/systematic, structural oppression
lowercase = dark
my orientation is to learn about/promote/side with/root for those who currently/historically experience systemic/systematic, structural oppression
my dad would hate me
January 1, 2024 at 7:40 PM
my dad would hate me
the only thing keeping me breathing is that I’m not going down alone
December 26, 2023 at 10:26 PM
the only thing keeping me breathing is that I’m not going down alone
interesting development: i think I’m so mentally fucked up im slightly starting to hallucinate a bit
December 26, 2023 at 7:57 PM
interesting development: i think I’m so mentally fucked up im slightly starting to hallucinate a bit
my s/o just asked me to book a hotel for the night for them and their partner.
looking forward to spending the evening on some sort of su!c!de hotline
looking forward to spending the evening on some sort of su!c!de hotline
December 26, 2023 at 5:44 PM
my s/o just asked me to book a hotel for the night for them and their partner.
looking forward to spending the evening on some sort of su!c!de hotline
looking forward to spending the evening on some sort of su!c!de hotline
i got caught last week for burning cigarettes in my knees, front and back, by my s/o. told my therapist and psychiatrist. i don’t even feel like doing that. and probably won’t again. maybe because a few got infected.
December 24, 2023 at 11:49 PM
i got caught last week for burning cigarettes in my knees, front and back, by my s/o. told my therapist and psychiatrist. i don’t even feel like doing that. and probably won’t again. maybe because a few got infected.
my dad would be so incredibly ashamed of me
December 24, 2023 at 11:47 PM
my dad would be so incredibly ashamed of me
I hate, loathe, detest, and abhor myself. I am consumed with guilt, shame, rage, sadness, despair, hopelessness. all of this is reasonable and to be expected, considering my life. my actions. what I do to people.
crazy part is the worst is to come. the darkness will be bad.
truly alone
crazy part is the worst is to come. the darkness will be bad.
truly alone
December 24, 2023 at 11:39 PM
I hate, loathe, detest, and abhor myself. I am consumed with guilt, shame, rage, sadness, despair, hopelessness. all of this is reasonable and to be expected, considering my life. my actions. what I do to people.
crazy part is the worst is to come. the darkness will be bad.
truly alone
crazy part is the worst is to come. the darkness will be bad.
truly alone
a lot more of the same, and a lot more.
hopeless. pointless.
hopeless. pointless.
December 11, 2023 at 4:49 PM
a lot more of the same, and a lot more.
hopeless. pointless.
hopeless. pointless.
no reprieve from hating my self, my life, the fact i have hurt and still hurt people, that my past is a sham, i have no idea who i am, and my future short and long term is fucked
December 11, 2023 at 1:17 AM
no reprieve from hating my self, my life, the fact i have hurt and still hurt people, that my past is a sham, i have no idea who i am, and my future short and long term is fucked
by 9 this morning i burned myself, before i had a drink.
December 4, 2023 at 3:11 PM
by 9 this morning i burned myself, before i had a drink.
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30 years ago tonight I was at this Nirvana concert. 🤘🏻🖤
December 2, 2023 at 4:19 PM
30 years ago tonight I was at this Nirvana concert. 🤘🏻🖤
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the ink has a really nice texture
December 2, 2023 at 4:33 PM
the ink has a really nice texture
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it was estimated in 2022 that 109 billion humans who at one time existed, died
www.weforum.org/agenda/2022/...
www.weforum.org/agenda/2022/...
This is how many humans have ever existed, according to researchers
It was only in 2007 that the majority of humans began to live in cities, and in 2018 that the majority gained access to the internet.
www.weforum.org
December 2, 2023 at 5:35 PM
it was estimated in 2022 that 109 billion humans who at one time existed, died
www.weforum.org/agenda/2022/...
www.weforum.org/agenda/2022/...
Always a favorite…
December 2, 2023 at 5:25 PM
Always a favorite…
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[chainsaw revving noise]
You’re listening to
[gunshots]
102.6 BSKY FM
[bong noises]
With Skeeter
[cartoon wolf howl]
In the mornings
You’re listening to
[gunshots]
102.6 BSKY FM
[bong noises]
With Skeeter
[cartoon wolf howl]
In the mornings
November 25, 2023 at 1:58 PM
[chainsaw revving noise]
You’re listening to
[gunshots]
102.6 BSKY FM
[bong noises]
With Skeeter
[cartoon wolf howl]
In the mornings
You’re listening to
[gunshots]
102.6 BSKY FM
[bong noises]
With Skeeter
[cartoon wolf howl]
In the mornings
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using my Flipper Zero to hack open my web-enabled chastity cage because the domme misplaced her phone and the last firmware update broke web access
November 9, 2023 at 1:38 PM
using my Flipper Zero to hack open my web-enabled chastity cage because the domme misplaced her phone and the last firmware update broke web access