Joy, Reluctant MeatSpace Participant
intrepidsunrise.bsky.social
Joy, Reluctant MeatSpace Participant
@intrepidsunrise.bsky.social
It/Fae/She
29 years old

Don't follow or view this profile if you aren't an adult. 🔞

My passions include:

Philosophy,
Psychology,
Mathematics,
Language,
Nature,
Fighting Games
Pinned
It's *my* simultaneous breakdown and breakthrough as I work through intense shit and lay claim to ever more of my personhood through a mixture of symbolic expression and infodumping,

And I'll emotionally bare my ass publicly on social media to an audience of at most ten people if I want to
Necroposting this banger
Whats that, you ask?

Do I go through periods of time in my life where I'm emotionally and/or mentally struggling?

Well, hehe, let's just say...

Yes
December 24, 2025 at 10:35 PM
Life is a game of chess and I'm eating it one piece at a time, just like everyone else.
December 24, 2025 at 10:33 PM
Me, at varying ages:

8:
"Math is stupid"

13:
"Math is stupid AND hard, and I'm functionally illiterate and my tutor keeps saying my writing is unreadable because I slant it all to the right at increasing angles, this sucks"

~17:
"Mom look at what I did with this formula-- Wait, what's a prime?"
November 11, 2025 at 1:30 AM
Got pretty high last night and wrote down this banger which I now share with my Fiefdom*

"I bet getting launched by a Cataquack [Mario] would kick ass [Feel Amazing / Cool] until you hit something [Like a wall, or the ground]"

*:
Some two dozen followers and maximum of Five Readers
November 8, 2025 at 5:09 PM
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did my e shot and getting sentimental about the 70's
November 1, 2025 at 11:21 PM
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I strongly recommend everyone do research sometimes 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘶𝘯.

Look something up on Wikipedia. Go to the little citation. Follow it. Read the article it's referencing. Follow links to the original interview. Read the paper written by the interviewee

It genuinely makes you appreciate journalism
November 1, 2025 at 5:39 PM
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Having the fellas over for a kitty appreciation party. Photo from my collection, 1953.
November 2, 2025 at 12:44 AM
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November 2, 2025 at 12:56 AM
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November 2, 2025 at 1:00 AM
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November 2, 2025 at 1:00 AM
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#birdbot
November 2, 2025 at 1:00 AM
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Pikmin doodles from the other day
November 1, 2025 at 11:27 PM
"Hmm I've been getting increasingly depressed for the last couple of hours... What to do?"

"Oh hey, it's been a while since I cuddled something. That's a go-to self-regulatory tool for me."

-Hugs stuffies, instantly relieved / soothed, but still feeling kinda yucky-
November 2, 2025 at 1:21 AM
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it is darkly funny that "trillion dollar computer oracle that will never work" is good and inevitable technology and "inexpensive hormonal treatments which completely transform the human body" is bad technology to be banished like witchcraft
i do kind of think that the awareness and commonality of hrt is sort of like a turning point people havent fully grappled with. a technological shift on par with the advent of people getting personal computers & hooking up to the internet in the 90s. theyre trying to suppress it hard bc of that
October 26, 2025 at 4:12 PM
For the last week or so I've been clicker training myself to:

-Act on the impulse to take a bite of food during mealtime

-Consciously treat myself with gentility and kindness when I notice I've become stuck in an emotional flashback

-Respond to my habitual aversion to pleasure with receptivity
October 30, 2025 at 11:10 PM
Whats that, you ask?

Do I go through periods of time in my life where I'm emotionally and/or mentally struggling?

Well, hehe, let's just say...

Yes
October 28, 2025 at 1:35 AM
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not sure who needs to hear this today
October 22, 2025 at 3:11 AM
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おはおっちん☀️
今日はヘアブラシの日だそうです🐶
October 19, 2025 at 10:33 PM
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Disabled people should be allowed to get married without losing our healthcare. We shouldn’t have to choose between weddings and staying alive. In 2025 we still have no marriage rights or property rights. We never have, and it’s total shit. Fuck Eugenics, we deserve so much better.
Do you have any extremely niche, but serious, ethical stances?
October 20, 2025 at 3:18 AM
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These interesting facts about Hocotatians were officially translated and posted on Nintendo Today!
October 20, 2025 at 4:30 AM
CW: Disordered Eating

My current mealtime habits for the last 2-3 weeks are:

-Dread mealtime

-Once it finally rolls around, either drink a couple of high-protein nutritional shakes*

-AND/OR make a meal that is Solid Food And Therefore Better For Me (TM)
October 19, 2025 at 11:13 PM
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tonight is the night I became Dale Gribble and blocked the feds
October 17, 2025 at 11:46 PM
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#birdbot
October 19, 2025 at 12:00 AM
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Being friends with @aplante.com is a beautiful and mysterious journey
October 19, 2025 at 12:44 AM