𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚟𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎
𝚋𝚎𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚎🪫
👩🏼🦯👩🏼🦼🧛🏼♀️
ᴅᴀʀᴋ ʜᴜᴍᴏʀ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ ᴄᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇᴄʜᴀɴɪꜱᴍ
Anyone welcome: a space for unpacking complex feelings then doing more—not just feeling guilty.
#listen
#learn
#fuckwhitesupremacy
bsky.app/profile/did:...
"Hey, we get that you're poor & disabled & already sent in tons of paperwork, but can you send it in again, in a stressful timeframe so we don't just throw your application out, to prove you're *still* poor and *still* disabled? K thx"
#burnedout
#poverty
#disabled
"Hey, we get that you're poor & disabled & already sent in tons of paperwork, but can you send it in again, in a stressful timeframe so we don't just throw your application out, to prove you're *still* poor and *still* disabled? K thx"
#burnedout
#poverty
#disabled
And for some dark humor 🍒🍨:
Fueled by hatred?
What can I say, I'm white—runs in my veins 😂
The work it takes to dismantle the system pales in comparison to letting things stay the same.
I still have much to learn. Unlucky for you, I graduated Valedictorian. 😆
#fuckwhitesupremacy
Fellow whites, you have only yourselves to thank
I am now the villain you treated me as my whole life.
"Thanks" to you, I have little to lose. I eat up white guilt's garmonbozia 😆
When you grow up being so isolated & neglected that hatred feels like love?
Better believe it fuels me 😈
..thankful, because it is now impossible to NOT see the beast for what it is.
Tearing down white supremacy isn't just part of my responsibility as a human being.
It is also delicious vengeance, to see the shock in other white faces that one of their own WANTS to do this
And for some dark humor 🍒🍨:
Fueled by hatred?
What can I say, I'm white—runs in my veins 😂
The work it takes to dismantle the system pales in comparison to letting things stay the same.
I still have much to learn. Unlucky for you, I graduated Valedictorian. 😆
#fuckwhitesupremacy
Fellow whites, you have only yourselves to thank
I am now the villain you treated me as my whole life.
"Thanks" to you, I have little to lose. I eat up white guilt's garmonbozia 😆
When you grow up being so isolated & neglected that hatred feels like love?
Better believe it fuels me 😈
..thankful, because it is now impossible to NOT see the beast for what it is.
Tearing down white supremacy isn't just part of my responsibility as a human being.
It is also delicious vengeance, to see the shock in other white faces that one of their own WANTS to do this
So, being AuDHD + mirror-touch + CSAed + a pariah + becoming severely disabled (& treated like trash) + now learning how insidious white supremacy is, how it's part of EVERYTHING..
In a twisted way, I'm thankful all this happened..
Fellow whites, you have only yourselves to thank
I am now the villain you treated me as my whole life.
"Thanks" to you, I have little to lose. I eat up white guilt's garmonbozia 😆
When you grow up being so isolated & neglected that hatred feels like love?
Better believe it fuels me 😈
..thankful, because it is now impossible to NOT see the beast for what it is.
Tearing down white supremacy isn't just part of my responsibility as a human being.
It is also delicious vengeance, to see the shock in other white faces that one of their own WANTS to do this
So, being AuDHD + mirror-touch + CSAed + a pariah + becoming severely disabled (& treated like trash) + now learning how insidious white supremacy is, how it's part of EVERYTHING..
In a twisted way, I'm thankful all this happened..
Mirror-touch = feeling others' emotions & physical sensations as my own.
I did not understand I had this growing up.
Nor did I understand others *didn't* have this.
I knew I didn't fit in since I was 3. I didn't understand why until my therapist taught me.
..thankful, because it is now impossible to NOT see the beast for what it is.
Tearing down white supremacy isn't just part of my responsibility as a human being.
It is also delicious vengeance, to see the shock in other white faces that one of their own WANTS to do this
So, being AuDHD + mirror-touch + CSAed + a pariah + becoming severely disabled (& treated like trash) + now learning how insidious white supremacy is, how it's part of EVERYTHING..
In a twisted way, I'm thankful all this happened..
Mirror-touch = feeling others' emotions & physical sensations as my own.
I did not understand I had this growing up.
Nor did I understand others *didn't* have this.
I knew I didn't fit in since I was 3. I didn't understand why until my therapist taught me.
I am so grateful to her for blowing off the lid by teaching me about white supremacy.
I still have so much to learn.
What we've pieced together is that likely the whites around me *intentionally* kept their racism at bay around me.
I'm a mirror-touch synesthete.
So, being AuDHD + mirror-touch + CSAed + a pariah + becoming severely disabled (& treated like trash) + now learning how insidious white supremacy is, how it's part of EVERYTHING..
In a twisted way, I'm thankful all this happened..
Mirror-touch = feeling others' emotions & physical sensations as my own.
I did not understand I had this growing up.
Nor did I understand others *didn't* have this.
I knew I didn't fit in since I was 3. I didn't understand why until my therapist taught me.
I am so grateful to her for blowing off the lid by teaching me about white supremacy.
I still have so much to learn.
What we've pieced together is that likely the whites around me *intentionally* kept their racism at bay around me.
I'm a mirror-touch synesthete.
I kept running into this issue, over & over: white friendships ending out of the blue. Even my autism wasn't making sense for why this kept happening.
After my former therapist retired, I purposely sought a Black female therapist to teach me about intersectionality, for my daughter
Mirror-touch = feeling others' emotions & physical sensations as my own.
I did not understand I had this growing up.
Nor did I understand others *didn't* have this.
I knew I didn't fit in since I was 3. I didn't understand why until my therapist taught me.
I am so grateful to her for blowing off the lid by teaching me about white supremacy.
I still have so much to learn.
What we've pieced together is that likely the whites around me *intentionally* kept their racism at bay around me.
I'm a mirror-touch synesthete.
I kept running into this issue, over & over: white friendships ending out of the blue. Even my autism wasn't making sense for why this kept happening.
After my former therapist retired, I purposely sought a Black female therapist to teach me about intersectionality, for my daughter
What's even worse is if you try to confront them w/ how their actions impacted you: they'll get defensive or dismissive
i.e. your feelings DO NOT matter.
I can't think of a single white person who hasn't acted like this to some extent, with the exception of my former therapist
I am so grateful to her for blowing off the lid by teaching me about white supremacy.
I still have so much to learn.
What we've pieced together is that likely the whites around me *intentionally* kept their racism at bay around me.
I'm a mirror-touch synesthete.
I kept running into this issue, over & over: white friendships ending out of the blue. Even my autism wasn't making sense for why this kept happening.
After my former therapist retired, I purposely sought a Black female therapist to teach me about intersectionality, for my daughter
What's even worse is if you try to confront them w/ how their actions impacted you: they'll get defensive or dismissive
i.e. your feelings DO NOT matter.
I can't think of a single white person who hasn't acted like this to some extent, with the exception of my former therapist
It's like no one wants to have emotional intimacy—they wanna control each other and the narrative yet feel like a "good" person. And they don't care if the coldness and emotional isolation make you want to die.
I kept running into this issue, over & over: white friendships ending out of the blue. Even my autism wasn't making sense for why this kept happening.
After my former therapist retired, I purposely sought a Black female therapist to teach me about intersectionality, for my daughter
What's even worse is if you try to confront them w/ how their actions impacted you: they'll get defensive or dismissive
i.e. your feelings DO NOT matter.
I can't think of a single white person who hasn't acted like this to some extent, with the exception of my former therapist
It's like no one wants to have emotional intimacy—they wanna control each other and the narrative yet feel like a "good" person. And they don't care if the coldness and emotional isolation make you want to die.
What's even worse is if you try to confront them w/ how their actions impacted you: they'll get defensive or dismissive
i.e. your feelings DO NOT matter.
I can't think of a single white person who hasn't acted like this to some extent, with the exception of my former therapist
Let’s always remember who chose humanity.
'cognitive dissonance' does not cover the feelings inside rn..
'cognitive dissonance' does not cover the feelings inside rn..
How soon are dating profiles going to start including, "..and did I mention I'm NOT a mass murderer? 👉🏼😏👉🏼"
🫠💀
How soon are dating profiles going to start including, "..and did I mention I'm NOT a mass murderer? 👉🏼😏👉🏼"
🫠💀
#MuskratLove 😂
#TrumpDumped
#Plumbobezos
#MuskratLove 😂
#TrumpDumped
#Plumbobezos
#GOPolio
#GOPolio
Because they can't be persuaded with logic or empathy, I just take them for a ride, poke at their ego in such a way that *they* look ridiculous if they complain.
It's cathartic 😆😆
Because they can't be persuaded with logic or empathy, I just take them for a ride, poke at their ego in such a way that *they* look ridiculous if they complain.
It's cathartic 😆😆