*has no choice but to

i think my color correction on these might be a little tacky but i'm happy with it lol

like i don't think i've ever seen myself so clearly in a piece of media before. and i'm literally carrie!!!!

if i have any mutuals here hmu i'm in town for a day lol

i wanted to kill myself every day for nearly 10 years. i even tried a few times. today, my life is better than it's ever been. i never thought i would ever enjoy living as much as i do now. keep going, it's worth it <3

that sounds fun! i'd love to do a ton of drugs and run around screaming, sounds really therapeutic honestly

perfect is the enemy of good etc but like this is a problem that needs to be solved lmao

i'm not trying to complain, this has been a nice thing to hyperfocus on,. it's kinda stopped me from doing other things i planned on doing but the other things were also just cleaning so like, i guess i'll take the extra time to do a good job

i know losing weight isn't the easiest thing in the world and doctors should do their due diligence regardless, but being fat does cause health problems. your health will be better overall if you lose weight

when the engine is source, it's like driving a porsche