@caecos.bsky.social
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Been through multiple kinds of abuse including: Emotional Enmeshment, COCSA, Forced Medication, Bullying, and straight-up Physical Violence.
Erotic art helps me cope. The more fucked-up the better.
Been through multiple kinds of abuse including: Emotional Enmeshment, COCSA, Forced Medication, Bullying, and straight-up Physical Violence.
Erotic art helps me cope. The more fucked-up the better.
Spiraling. Thinking of that childhood friend who let me finger her once when I was 12. Who I then ghosted for four years, then flipped out on her for being engaged to someone a decade older than her.
She'd be 35 now. I hope she's doing okay.
She'd be 35 now. I hope she's doing okay.
November 17, 2025 at 2:08 AM
Spiraling. Thinking of that childhood friend who let me finger her once when I was 12. Who I then ghosted for four years, then flipped out on her for being engaged to someone a decade older than her.
She'd be 35 now. I hope she's doing okay.
She'd be 35 now. I hope she's doing okay.
My last two posts are brought to you by Cassandra (the part of me that wants to be sexually abused again because it's the closest thing she's felt to "being loved") and Trid. (the part of me that just wants to die so he doesn't have to be in pain anymore.)
November 13, 2025 at 2:37 AM
My last two posts are brought to you by Cassandra (the part of me that wants to be sexually abused again because it's the closest thing she's felt to "being loved") and Trid. (the part of me that just wants to die so he doesn't have to be in pain anymore.)
I'm so gassy today. Just give me some Doktor Koster's.
November 12, 2025 at 10:37 PM
I'm so gassy today. Just give me some Doktor Koster's.
If people had product labels, mine would say: "Use by 2004, discard after use."
November 12, 2025 at 1:43 AM
If people had product labels, mine would say: "Use by 2004, discard after use."
Anyway, since I'm being horny on main today: new reading list just dropped.
I'm probably gonna start with "The Unsinkable Ship of Fools" because that cover is practically begging to be spread.
I'm probably gonna start with "The Unsinkable Ship of Fools" because that cover is practically begging to be spread.
This is Slaying me hahaHAHA
My book being singled out for FREAKS ONLY
My book being singled out for FREAKS ONLY
November 10, 2025 at 11:02 PM
Anyway, since I'm being horny on main today: new reading list just dropped.
I'm probably gonna start with "The Unsinkable Ship of Fools" because that cover is practically begging to be spread.
I'm probably gonna start with "The Unsinkable Ship of Fools" because that cover is practically begging to be spread.
Gotta start somewhere~
Noticeably missing is the upside-down Bible that spontaneously combusted in his hand.
Noticeably missing is the upside-down Bible that spontaneously combusted in his hand.
November 10, 2025 at 10:50 PM
Gotta start somewhere~
Noticeably missing is the upside-down Bible that spontaneously combusted in his hand.
Noticeably missing is the upside-down Bible that spontaneously combusted in his hand.
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Lovin these two dorks. Been waitin for this page to go public, now I can finally post this!
November 7, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Lovin these two dorks. Been waitin for this page to go public, now I can finally post this!
Playing through the first Ninja Gaiden again. It's even better than I remember.
The politics of Vigoor sailed *way* over my head as a kid.
"Let's fly to Tairon by blimp! It's the only legal way into the country!" (Gets shot down by border patrol anyway)
The politics of Vigoor sailed *way* over my head as a kid.
"Let's fly to Tairon by blimp! It's the only legal way into the country!" (Gets shot down by border patrol anyway)
November 8, 2025 at 11:12 AM
Playing through the first Ninja Gaiden again. It's even better than I remember.
The politics of Vigoor sailed *way* over my head as a kid.
"Let's fly to Tairon by blimp! It's the only legal way into the country!" (Gets shot down by border patrol anyway)
The politics of Vigoor sailed *way* over my head as a kid.
"Let's fly to Tairon by blimp! It's the only legal way into the country!" (Gets shot down by border patrol anyway)
In my defense, I picked the name as a nod to Durandal from Marathon.
Charlemagne is right wing? Now I feel a lot less guilty about giving that name to the 6000-year-old fascist Machine-God in the apocalypse novel I'm never getting around to to writing.
November 4, 2025 at 10:44 PM
In my defense, I picked the name as a nod to Durandal from Marathon.
My mom when I couldn't write a complete sentence with her standing over me. (I was 7)
youtu.be/iZy-O91yHPY
youtu.be/iZy-O91yHPY
*why did you make me do this *
YouTube video by Kane Will
youtu.be
November 4, 2025 at 12:59 AM
My mom when I couldn't write a complete sentence with her standing over me. (I was 7)
youtu.be/iZy-O91yHPY
youtu.be/iZy-O91yHPY
Unapologetically stealing this meme. This is me.
November 3, 2025 at 9:46 PM
Unapologetically stealing this meme. This is me.
Credit to Imgur for the album.
imgur.com/gallery/miss...
imgur.com/gallery/miss...
November 3, 2025 at 5:54 AM
Credit to Imgur for the album.
imgur.com/gallery/miss...
imgur.com/gallery/miss...
Taking another break from reddit. 7 days this time. They really don't like it when I advocate for punching nazis.
November 2, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Taking another break from reddit. 7 days this time. They really don't like it when I advocate for punching nazis.
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I'm shaking almost too hard to type. I entered SLC airport and heard screams and cries for help. I could see people gathered around, watching. I sped over to discover this woman face down on the floor, four grown men pushing her down, while she cried "HELP ME" and pled for her child.
October 29, 2025 at 10:23 PM
I'm shaking almost too hard to type. I entered SLC airport and heard screams and cries for help. I could see people gathered around, watching. I sped over to discover this woman face down on the floor, four grown men pushing her down, while she cried "HELP ME" and pled for her child.
Became sexually active at age 5. Haven't gotten laid since I was 12. What kind of life is this?
October 28, 2025 at 7:24 AM
Became sexually active at age 5. Haven't gotten laid since I was 12. What kind of life is this?
How do I convince my brain to stop having the "your lease is up! You have to pack up your stuff and leave! Now! You only have time to take what you can carry!" nightmare on repeat? It's been every night now for months.
October 24, 2025 at 11:04 AM
How do I convince my brain to stop having the "your lease is up! You have to pack up your stuff and leave! Now! You only have time to take what you can carry!" nightmare on repeat? It's been every night now for months.
Okay. That Ball x Pit game is fun.
October 22, 2025 at 3:26 AM
Okay. That Ball x Pit game is fun.
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no kings is the floor, not the ceiling
October 20, 2025 at 7:21 PM
no kings is the floor, not the ceiling
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The level of disrespect and whinging coming from the brunch crowd in talia’s comments are not one bit surprising.
They want someone to tell them precisely what to do besides march and hold signs, then balk and call it “giving them an excuse”
We post resources constantly
They ignore them
They want someone to tell them precisely what to do besides march and hold signs, then balk and call it “giving them an excuse”
We post resources constantly
They ignore them
sums it up. headlines on crowd sizes and the feeling that maybe something happens (somewhere else) aren’t action, and getting a bunch of people to show up to a party for nothing isn’t organizing.
find your people and build something real.
find your people and build something real.
October 20, 2025 at 1:19 PM
The level of disrespect and whinging coming from the brunch crowd in talia’s comments are not one bit surprising.
They want someone to tell them precisely what to do besides march and hold signs, then balk and call it “giving them an excuse”
We post resources constantly
They ignore them
They want someone to tell them precisely what to do besides march and hold signs, then balk and call it “giving them an excuse”
We post resources constantly
They ignore them
It feels like I threw away my one chance to be sexually active, because I was a child who didn't know I'd never be able to get it back as an adult.
Guess it's gonna be one of those days, huh?
Guess it's gonna be one of those days, huh?
October 17, 2025 at 10:48 PM
It feels like I threw away my one chance to be sexually active, because I was a child who didn't know I'd never be able to get it back as an adult.
Guess it's gonna be one of those days, huh?
Guess it's gonna be one of those days, huh?
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October 15, 2025 at 11:45 AM
TIL Drow are basically shark girls. Somehow that makes them hotter.
October 14, 2025 at 10:14 PM
TIL Drow are basically shark girls. Somehow that makes them hotter.
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Your Blue Guy keeps shaking hands with those Red Guys, weird
The Red Guy says “we should feed [group of people that includes you or your friends] into a woodchipper” and the Blue Guy is like “we must compromise, only SOME must become mulch, for the greater good”
Abandonment is viewed as moderate
The Red Guy says “we should feed [group of people that includes you or your friends] into a woodchipper” and the Blue Guy is like “we must compromise, only SOME must become mulch, for the greater good”
Abandonment is viewed as moderate
October 8, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Your Blue Guy keeps shaking hands with those Red Guys, weird
The Red Guy says “we should feed [group of people that includes you or your friends] into a woodchipper” and the Blue Guy is like “we must compromise, only SOME must become mulch, for the greater good”
Abandonment is viewed as moderate
The Red Guy says “we should feed [group of people that includes you or your friends] into a woodchipper” and the Blue Guy is like “we must compromise, only SOME must become mulch, for the greater good”
Abandonment is viewed as moderate
Feeling somber and nostalgic today. Wishing I could go back to being a child in my single digits. Not because anything was better, (it was a hell of a lot worse) but because I could look forward to getting laid at the end of every week, whether I wanted to or not.
October 6, 2025 at 11:38 PM
Feeling somber and nostalgic today. Wishing I could go back to being a child in my single digits. Not because anything was better, (it was a hell of a lot worse) but because I could look forward to getting laid at the end of every week, whether I wanted to or not.